my dream adventure

Chapter 457 The Butterfly Effect (223)

When Tan Songling said this, the expression on his face changed, as if he was worried about something, afraid to say something that would offend Hu Die.

"When you worked with him before, his eyes on you were so special, just like the eyes he saw me when we just started many years ago. At that time, I knew he liked you, maybe You don't know, but I want to tell you now, because it would be very unfair to you if I keep hiding it from you. But even though we are together again now, we were going to break up There is no sign of it, but in fact, I am still very worried about this relationship, he is not a playful person, but he does have some different thoughts about you." In the end, she held back this feeling for a long time A paragraph of words came out.

Hu Die didn't know what to say. She really didn't have any thoughts about Tan Songling's boyfriend, but since the other party said so, it must not be groundless, but why did she propose to herself at this time? What about this problem?
"There is no relationship between me and him. Sister Songling, you don't have to think so much, and I am really happy to see you get married. I will definitely go to your wedding. Please rest assured. Wait until the baby is full moon When I come out, I'm going to drink your hundred-day banquet." Hu Die still said these words to the other party with a smile, although it sounded a little polite, but after all, they have been friends for many years, in fact, they are also friends with each other. There is not much estrangement.

Tan Songyun shook her head, didn't speak, then took her hand and said again, "I don't mean to blame you at all, it's not all a man's fault if he likes anyone, it has nothing to do with us women, besides, you didn't deliberately seduce He, sometimes I think, it's better to forget about men, why do you have to get married? Right? Isn't it good to be with girls? "

When she finished saying these words, Hu Die fell into silence, because she didn't know why Tan Songling said these words inexplicably.

Immediately afterwards, Tan Songling continued to speak. At this time, what she really wanted to say was expressed.

"Why do women have to choose to welcome and rely on others, Hu Die, I have been thinking about pregnancy recently, and when I become a mother one day, is it true that everything I used to be brilliant on the stage has just become Nothingness, when the time comes, I will raise my child with shit and pee, and become a yellow-faced woman. My husband continues his career brilliantly outside, and my career will come to an end like this Whenever I think about it, I have to stay at home honestly. When I am a housewife, I feel very uncomfortable, because this is not the life I want, so sometimes I wonder if I am He should agree to his engagement this time." Tan Songling showed a very confused look, she picked up her engagement ring and put it in the palm of her hand, slowly looked at the circle, and suddenly felt that all the future was not what she expected .

Hu Die didn't speak. She felt that she should not affect another person's life. Maybe she already knew what she wanted, so she didn't need to point and point.

But when she saw Tan Songling's appearance, she felt that she was very pitiful, because Tan Songling at this time was actually no different from her in the past, and even her mother was no different from the past, they were all caught in the trap of women Those people inside are confused by these traps called gender. Can't women do what men can do?
Why can't women be able to stand alone in this society like men, can't have such qualities as bravery, decisiveness, etc. Why must they be gentle appendages?

Hu Die thought a lot about this issue, especially after what happened to her mother, she kept thinking about it.

If a woman can only be attached to a man, and when she is abandoned, she will feel confused, as if she has lost the whole world, and wants to commit suicide. What's the point?

"Sister Songling, I think there are some things you should think about yourself, why ask me outsiders. But if you ask me, my thoughts, I can only tell you this, and do it according to what you really want in your heart Do what you want to do, because your life is short, and to be honest, you can live to be 60 years old, so why think so much, why can't you move forward according to your own desires, even if you divorced that party In fact, it’s also good, if you take the child by yourself, can’t you take good care of it?” Hu Die paused at this point and did not continue speaking, her thoughts could not have any influence on Sister Songling, and everything had to depend on herself.

Afterwards, Sister Songling left, and there were only her and Sister Zhang left in the whole dressing room. She almost forgot about Sister Songling, who just sat there and waited, and she almost waited. It's been almost half an hour, she hurried over to talk to Sister Zhang.

"I'm sorry, Sister Zhang, I'm so sorry to keep you waiting here." Hu Die hurried over to hold Sister Zhang's hand and spoke.

Sister Zhang shook her head, her eyes were very kind, as if she was looking at her own daughter. Hu Die's performance on the stage just now surprised her. From the past to now, she has been with her for almost three years. Looking at this little girl slowly, growing up bit by bit, I feel very gratified in my heart.

"I have something to say to you, please sit down first, in fact, what I want to say is very simple, I am sorry about your mother, although many years have passed, but I have been by your side all these years , I more or less know that deep down in your heart, you are indeed very shy about other people mentioning these things about your mother, but you were able to answer questions so calmly at the press conference, which was beyond my expectations and surprised many Everyone can feel the tremendous power emanating from your small body." Sister Zhang spoke very sincerely as soon as she came up.

There is no taste of flattery in it, it is completely from her sincerity.

Hu Die listened to the tears streaming down slowly. She treated the reporter very seriously just now, and now she can finally soften up and be with her good friend. This feeling is really very comfortable. The overflowing emotions began to tilt out.

(End of this chapter)