It's all because of the blind date

Chapter 185 Ashamed of Chu Sheng

After reading the letter, I probably understood what Qiao Luoxi meant. She probably wanted to express her love to me again through this letter, and then asked me to give her a final answer.

The letter was signed more than 20 days ago, but since she has not handed the letter to me for a long time, what does it mean to hand this letter to me now?Confess to me again, or she has let go of this relationship and just showed me casually.

Just as I was secretly guessing Qiao Luoxi's intentions, she came out of the bathroom.

Qiao Luoxi sat down again, she looked at me a little shyly, as if she was very shy because I had read the letter and understood her affection.

Today's Deng Ling'er is like a butterfly that has emerged from its cocoon. Apart from her beautiful appearance, her figure is also eye-catching.

She is not the kind of girl with particularly plump bust, but her tall and slender figure, coupled with strong and healthy muscles, makes her full of youthful vitality.

I was watching Qiao Luoxi's behavior. After she sat down, she was always a little cautious, and she was not as natural and casual with me as before.

Maybe all girls are like this, there are always times when they are shy.Especially for a girl like Qiao Luoxi who has no experience in love.

"Wang Liang, have you finished reading the letter?"

Qiao Luoxi told me that I still had the letter in my hand, and asked me gently.But her eyes avoided me deliberately, for fear that I would catch something from her eyes.

"I've finished reading...Luo Xi, I...I don't know how to put it. I feel...I don't think I'm good enough for you, but I've read every sentence in your letter carefully. Yes, I really feel flattered. To tell you the truth, this is the first time a girl wrote to me and confessed her love to me... To be honest, I was both shocked and scared."

I faltered a lot, feeling incoherent.I didn't play it for Qiao Luoxi on purpose. After I read her letter, I was really surprised by her affectionate style.

Qiao Luoxi is worthy of being a top student in the Faculty of Arts. Her writing style is particularly good, and every word and every sentence is vivid.

In addition to the straightforward self-report to me, her emotional description of me in the following paragraphs can be used as an example of a love letter.

A letter with more than a thousand words was written by her eloquently, plain and simple, but with deep affection. By the end of reading it, my eyes almost got wet.

I feel that I really don't deserve Qiao Luoxi's pure and simple feelings.Her thoughts are so noble, her personality is so cheerful, and her views on love are also unique and profound.

But the above, whether it is appreciation and praise for her changed appearance or style, or admiration for her talent, these are just a person's simplest feelings about beautiful things.

Regarding Qiao Luoxi's feelings, we have been missing one of the most crucial things from the beginning to the end, commonality and experience.

It is different between Bu Zhaorou and I. Although we have not known each other for a long time, she has always been with me during the darkest and chaotic months of my life, and she has been with me to experience and witness this special period. years.

My feelings for Bu Zhaorou may have gradually changed from goodwill to love in this process, until now I can't leave her, and I am extremely painful because of her upcoming engagement with Jin Shaohua.

However, with Qiao Luoxi, apart from my wrong decision at the time, it caused a catastrophe, and even made her lose the position of student union president.

The relationship between the two of us is more of a friendship between friends. If we take it a step further, my affection for Qiao Luoxi is only limited to the initial good impression.

Not to mention love, this word is too far away from us.

After listening to me stammering, Qiao Luoxi blinked her eyes, moved her lips, but swallowed the words again.

Seeing that she hesitated to speak, I continued: "Luo Xi, if you don't mind this letter, please leave it to me for safekeeping? I want to treasure it for a lifetime."

"Well, all right. I see what you mean."

Qiao Luoxi's nervousness and shyness just now gradually dissipated, and she showed a refreshing and bright smile again.

Her smile reminded me of her in the beginning, the stern and upright Qiao Luoxi who was forced to jump in line by Zheng Bo at the pancake stand.

After finishing speaking, I refolded the letter and put it in an envelope, and then brought the topic back to the draft competition.

"Luo Xi, why do you want to participate in the competition? In my impression, you are more like a person who roams in the vast sea of ​​books and is accompanied by ancient philosophers and sages."

She licked her lips, took a sip of milk tea, and then said calmly: "People are not always the same, and people have many faces. The me you saw before was just me who went against my will to satisfy my parents' wishes. I My parents are intellectuals, so they have the same expectations for me. But in private, I really like and enjoy expressing my youth and dreams on stage, singing my favorite songs, and writing my favorite music.”

I was a little surprised, it turns out that Qiao Luoxi also knows how to write songs for concerts?She was really hiding something.

"Wang Liang, next time in the rematch I may impromptu sing a piece of my own work. If you are interested, please listen to it! I have a vocal class at five o'clock. Let's chat another day. I'll be leaving first."

Qiao Luoxi stood up and said goodbye to me with a smile.

I put the letter in my pocket, and I still couldn't believe whether the Qiao Luoxi I saw just now was the one I knew.

In the evening I stayed in the tavern to take care of the business. There were not many drinkers and diners tonight, and I was a little tired. Before eleven o'clock, I sent the clerk and cook home from get off work.

Lying on the single bed on the second floor of the tavern, the loneliness of being alone is really embarrassing.

Not long ago, Bu Zhaorou and I snuggled up on this little bed, and we hugged each other to sleep.It's not a big place, but we didn't feel crowded at all.

Now it is just right for a person to sleep on it, but there is a feeling of sinking into the bottom of the sea, empty and deep, lonely and lonely.

I was lying on the bed emotionally, and the mobile phone that was charging on the table suddenly rang.

When he got up, he saw that it was Chu Sheng.

I haven't contacted Chu Sheng for many days. I don't know if he is doing well in his hometown, and I don't know if Yu Fang has contacted him.

After answering the phone, Chu Sheng's voice sounded particularly exciting today, like knocking a big bag of leaves.

He excitedly told me on the phone that Yu Fang went home yesterday, and she said that she made almost enough money in the underground scene, and she would stay in the county town to live a good life with him.

I quickly congratulated him and asked him to say hello to Yu Fang for me.However, what I thought in my mind was that I didn't think that the lie I made up at that time was quite useful.

To be honest, I feel ashamed of Chu Sheng in my heart. After all, my buddy was cuckolded by his wife, but I teamed up with his wife to deceive him.

(End of this chapter)