urban god priest

Chapter 183 I have to leave

Chapter 192 I have to leave

Had good food together.

Qin Miaoxue asked me: "Xiao Chuan, when are you going to go home?"

After thinking about it, I said, "Tomorrow, I dare not go back today."

She nodded and said, "Then let's stay another night."

"it is good."

Anyway, I have nowhere to go, so I can only stay in a hotel.

The whole day, Qin Miaoxue and I stayed in the hotel room and didn't go out. We went shopping all day yesterday, and there was nothing to do.

Staying in the room, I couldn't calm down to study Yin Yang, and I was absent-minded all day long.

Sometimes I wonder how Aunt Lin will react now, whether she is disappointed with me, blames me in her heart, and scolds me for not living up to expectations.

Sometimes I wonder if the people from the Taoist Association have already searched for my whereabouts in Yangzhou, and whether the Kuyi people have been sitting in Yangzhou, full of anger, and whether they want to catch me and abolish my Taoism. , to avenge his closed disciple Shanfeng.

In short, I feel that the whole of Yangzhou is not safe now. There is no place for me to hide in Yangzhou.

Fortunately, when I was at my worst, there was someone by my side, and someone I liked.

For a day, Qin Miaoxue scrolled through videos and followed dramas, while I just spent it in my own random thoughts, the time seemed very long.

I didn't go out for dinner, so I ordered takeaway.

Probably seeing that I was absent-minded and unable to calm down all day, Qin Miaoxue said: "Xiao Chuan, don't think too much, it's not a big deal."

That's what I said, but I have to think about it.

I nodded and said nothing.

After a while, she suddenly said: "Xiao Chuan, if you want to leave Yangzhou, can you take me with you?"

This! !

At this moment, I was stunned, as if a stormy sea was turning up in my heart.

I never thought of taking Qin Miaoxue away, not even such a thought.

How did this surprise me.

Moreover, what is the concept, this is equivalent to elopement.

Qin Miaoxue is willing to elope with me, which is something I could never have imagined.

I knew she was interested in me, but it never occurred to me that she was interested enough to elope with me.

At this moment, I finally understood what she had said to me.

She asked me before if I knew Fedofei.Sandor.

I didn't know it at the time, but I checked it out later.

I know this is a poet, who wrote a very famous poem "Love and Freedom".

It's just that I haven't dared to tell her or face her directly, so I said I don't know.

And I always thought she was talking about me.

But what I didn't expect was that she was talking about me and she was talking about her at the same time.

It is also true that life is precious and love is more expensive, so she would be willing to elope with me.

I mustered up the courage to look at Qin Miaoxue.

She looked at me seriously, as if telling me that she wasn't kidding me.

This makes my heart mixed, not taste.

Life is bleak, how dare you mistake a beautiful woman?
If it wasn't that I couldn't give Qin Miaoxue what she wanted, how could I have waited until now, and why would I have decided to wait until my life change was successful before confessing to her.

In short, before I succeeded in changing my life, how could I miss her, how could I make her the next Aunt Lin.

Maybe, just like my father back then, I couldn't escape the arrangement, married my biological mother, and then had me.

Perhaps, I might not be able to escape Grandpa's arrangement, marry Fang Jie, and then miss Qin Miaoxue's life.

Although these cannot be determined yet, the possibility is very high.

Probably because I didn't speak for a long time, Qin Miaoxue asked: "Xiao Chuan, don't you want to?"

When it comes to escaping, in fact, I have been escaping from the earliest time, but I was just escaping from Qin Miaoxue.

But today, there seems to be no escape.

Qin Miaoxue has already stated that she wants me to elope with her, it's already obvious, if I run away again, I really can't be considered a man.

I no longer escape, but it doesn't mean I want to accept her elope with me.

Taking a deep breath, I solemnly said: "Miao Xue, I like you."

She smiled.

She smiled a bit shyly, with a little blush on her face, very pretty, like flowers blooming in spring.

Without waiting for her to say anything, I continued: "But, now I don't know if I can survive next year, I'm not sure how long I can live, but what I know is that I won't live for too long.

Therefore, before I have successfully changed my life, I cannot give you what you want, nor can I give you any promises. "

She looked into my eyes and said: "If you don't have much left in your life, if you can't change your life successfully, then I hope that I will spend the last time of your life with you."

This! !

My heart melts.

Also broken.

moved to cry.

She clasped my hand enthusiastically, expressing her sincerity.

And I couldn't bear to let go.

……

the next morning.

With two days of excessive time and mental preparation, I knew that I could no longer run away today, and with a disturbed heart, I turned on my phone.

After turning on the phone, there will be hundreds of missed call reminders popping up, as well as other information.

Missed call reminders include Aunt Lin, Yiting, Qiuyue, and Zhang Zhuangyi.

In particular, Aunt Lin and Zhang Handout had the most reminders of missed calls.

Probably because Aunt Lin is the most important thing in my heart, so I read Aunt Lin's information first.

Surprisingly, Aunt Lin's information reveals that she already knows that Su Yao and I have dissolved our marriage as a deal in private.

But she didn't blame me, she didn't scold me, she just told me not to think about it, and told me to go back quickly, all words of comfort.

It made me almost cry.

I thought that Aunt Lin would scold me, blame me, and criticize me, but she didn't.

I know that she almost treats me like her own son, but I have not fulfilled the filial piety that a son should have.

Seeing that Aunt Lin had dozens of reminders of missed calls, thinking that she was worried about me, worried about me, worried about me, I knew, I did it myself.

But maybe it's because of my 'disappearance' that Aunt Lin is like this. I still have a kind of rebellious daydream.

I know I'm sorry Aunt Lin for worrying about me during this time.

Of course, I won't regret it either.

If I had to choose again, I would still do the same. I would still choose to exchange the marriage transaction with Su Yao for money to save Aunt Lin and prevent her from being imprisoned.

After reading Aunt Lin's message, I read the message Zhang Zhuangyi sent me.

When I clicked on his message, I was nervous for a while, not knowing whether it was good or bad.

Although I know it will be bad in the end, I still have a little illusion of good, maybe this is human nature.

however.

When I read the message he sent to Tie, my heart went cold on the spot.

Zhang Zhuangyi told me that when I saw the message, if I had already left Yangzhou, I should not come back, and if I had not left Yangzhou, I should leave immediately.

The Kudao people have come to Yangzhou, Zhang Zhuangyi not only failed to resist, but also suffered the wrath of the Kudao people.

Kuyi people don't give anyone face directly, and whoever dares to intercede and say good things to me will be at odds with anyone.

What's more, Ku Taoist said that he not only wants to abolish my morality, but also destroy my three souls and seven souls, let me die, and make me unable to even be a ghost.

Now, not only some important figures, but also the entire Taoist Association are looking for my whereabouts in Yangzhou. It's like searching the whole city.

This has exceeded Zhang Zhuangyi's expectations and is out of his control.

After reading the information, I was extremely dignified.

I know, I have to leave.

……

(End of this chapter)