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Chapter 173 Chapter 171 Hood Hill's Past ([-])
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funeral two
Hood was a European emperor at the beginning, and he drove to the golden legend when he came up.

But this is also the beginning of the nightmare.

Hood thought he could make money by playing games, but he never sold anything good after that.

Maybe a golden legend will be issued occasionally, but it only returns a little blood.Overall, it was still a loss, until the tuition fees were all lost.

After the incident.

The uncle originally didn't want to lend Hood any more money to pay tuition for school.

In the end, it was Hood's grandma who had nothing to say, so she had to kneel down and beg her cousin.

In the end, my cousin couldn't stand the poor look of the old man, so he lent money to Hood to go to school.

Hood didn't know all this.

Grandma Hu De just told Hu De, "Xie'er, you have to study hard in the future. At least you have to take down your college books, so you can't go to this college for nothing."

Hood shouted impatiently: "Oh, I don't like this major, grandma, don't talk about it! I'm done with it for four years."

Looking at Hood's appearance, grandma opened and closed her mouth, but couldn't continue when she reached her mouth.

Finally, grandma walked up to Hood and grabbed Hood's hand and said, "Xie'er, it doesn't matter if you don't like the school's major. You don't want to learn the knowledge in school. Don't you want to study in Japan! Learn that Japanese, I also learned how to draw villains, didn’t I?”

Hood listened to his grandma, found free resources on the Internet, and began to learn Japanese by himself.

However, Hood, who has not studied learning for several years, no longer knows how to study.

Every time I haven't watched it for 10 minutes, I will take out my phone and start playing with it.

Slowly time came to Hood's junior year.

During the three years of college, Hood can be said to have learned nothing.

I didn't learn the professional knowledge in school, and self-study Japanese is just a joke.

Self-study for two years, and I can't even recite the fifty-sound.

Facing graduation with more than a year left, Hood became more and more anxious.

But the more anxious he was, the more Hood didn't want to do anything.

Just groaning on the Internet every day, venting why he was born in a poor family.

Follow the netizens to hate the rich and abuse the rich together.

Following the netizens, they all complained about the injustice of this world.

Follow the netizens, shouting together the dissatisfaction with their own life.

But I never think about it, I have been wasting my life in the past few years.

So everything is because I don't want to make progress, I am three-pointed, lazy and lazy, and I only dream of getting rich overnight.

in a dim room.

Hood lay on the bed, looking at his phone.

The screen light of the phone shone on Hood's face.

That face full of despair.

Like a pool of dead muddy water.

No waves.

At this time, Hood seemed to have walked into the grave.

Everything Hood himself did in the past was a funeral for himself.

Life is already dead...

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Moth

Grandma looked at Hood's dead face, and her heart was full of sorrow and worry.

Why the child had become like this, Grandma Hood could not understand.

On this day, Grandma Hood walked into Hood's room.

"Xie'er, talk to grandma."

Hood glanced at his grandma and shouted impatiently: "What's there to say!"

"Like things like school."

"have nothing to say."

Grandma Hood brought up a few more topics, and Hood didn't even utter a word in the end.

"By the way, grandma found a sewing job recently, and can earn a lot of money every day. When the time comes, I can borrow some from your cousin, and it will be enough for you to go to Japan."

"Borrow some from my cousin, borrow some from my cousin! Cousin, cousin! Don't tell me about him, I hate rich people like him the most! If you have a bit of money, you will be self-righteous, in front of the whole school Scolding and beating me there! I hate him to death. Seriously, if it weren’t for grandma, you persuaded me, I wouldn’t even want to go to school! Spending his money, you have to watch his face, he If you are unhappy, just scold me and beat me! I don’t want to be that angry!”

Hood yelled excitedly.

"Xi'er, grandma also understands what you said. You are also a big child, and you will definitely have self-esteem. But at that time, your cousin was right in educating you. He gave you money to let you learn. You spend so much on playing games. Money, of course he is not happy."

"He's not happy, and I'm not happy either. Come on, grandma, don't talk about it, I'll be angry if you talk about him!"

Grandma closed her mouth, remained silent for a while, and then said again: "Xie'er, grandma knows, you don't have to worry about the money, grandma will find a way, and she won't ask your cousin to borrow it. The borrowed money will be spent You will always be uncomfortable, and grandma is the same. You should study Japanese hard and get the certificate you will use after the test. Leave other things to grandma to figure out a way."

Granny left Hood's room.

I don't know if Hood listened to the last sentence, Hood just swipe the phone with his fingers like a machine.

The picture on the mobile phone screen also became boring in Hood's eyes.

The world became as dark and dark as this room.

When eating one day.

"Grandma, I'm not going to Japan anymore!"

"Not going?" Grandma's tone was more puzzled.

Grandma might be happy if Hood said this in high school, but now grandma is more worried.

Obviously, I even touched things like online gambling in order to go to Japan, why can't I suddenly say no now?

"Why don't you go, Xi'er, let me tell you, don't worry about money. Grandma recently found a job cleaning public toilets, and she can earn a lot of money."

"It's not about the money! It's not about the money..." Hood shouted, then lowered his head, his voice became smaller and smaller.

"It's not money, why is that?"

"It's boring! Whether it's going to Japan or doing something, it's boring! Life is boring!"

Grandma stood up and shouted: "Xie'er, you can't scare grandma! What are you talking about! What a boring life! You are only 21, and your life is still long!"

"Life is enough! I've recognized myself a long time ago, I'm a trash! I'm a wimp, I'm a trash, I'm a soulless, I'm..."

"Snapped!"

Grandma slapped Hood in the face with tears streaming down her face.

Hood looked at his grandma in surprise. Since he was a child, his grandma never beat him, no matter what trouble he caused, he never beat him.

"Xie'er, I don't allow you to say that about yourself!"

"But that's the kind of person I am! I don't do anything every day, I just lie on the bed and watch my phone and play games. What's the point of such a life!"

"Didn't you do it yourself! Why didn't you change it! You know it's boring to do that, why don't you change yourself!"

"I want to change, but! But!..." Hood didn't know why he saw his grandma crying, and he also shed tears, "I can't change, I'm just a dog who can't change eating shit, 3 minutes of heat, After reading for a while, I can’t help but take out my mobile phone. I have no patience and endurance. I always want to get rich overnight and enjoy the benefits. I..."

"Snapped!"

This time Grandma hugged Hood.

"It's ok, it's ok, when you say it, it means that you have repentance. That's ok."

"Have I repented?"

Hood felt the tears streaming out of his eyes in puzzlement, and wiped them with his arms, but it kept flowing away like a faucet that couldn't be turned off.

"Xie'er, grandma will support you! So, don't give up, make changes, and persevere! Isn't that your dream! It's a beautiful thing for people to work hard for their dreams."

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Funeral Part Three
Grandma is in the hospital.

"Where's Hood?"

"Who knows where that little bastard went? Maybe he went to play in an Internet cafe! What a bastard!" my cousin cursed while smoking a cigarette in the stairwell of the hospital.

"Don't talk about it, auntie, she told us that Hood has changed recently!"

"Changing that fart! I pretended to be studying there. When I went to my aunt's house during the Chinese New Year, I observed that brat Hood started playing with his mobile phone after reading for a while."

"Maybe it's just to relax when you're tired from studying."

"Hmph, relax? Learn for 10 minutes and relax for ten hours! I think that kid is going to be useless!"

"You..."

The conversation between Uncle Hood and his wife in the stairwell was overheard by Hood who had just rushed over.

Hood was very ashamed. He was indeed with friends in the Internet cafe before.

Hood walked down the stairs, ran to the other end of the stairwell and went upstairs, and came to his grandma's ward.

"Ciel."

Grandma's voice was a little haggard.

"grandmother."

When Hood saw some medical instruments inserted into his grandma, his eyes were red.

"It's okay, don't cry, grandma is fine." Grandma smiled, "It's just a pity, the money grandma saved for you may be spent all at once."

"Yeah," Hood shook his head, "it's okay, Grandma. I'm not going to Japan."

"No, Xi'er, you can't give up on your dream. Grandma said that no matter what, grandma will support you. Grandma will figure out a solution for the money issue."

"But, grandma..."

Sometimes human beings don't know what they cherish until that moment comes.

At this time, Hood realized that what he wanted, what dreams, what Japan, were not as important as his grandma.

Accompanied by her grandma, Hood has gone through 22 years, and Hood's current life is spent by her grandma.

"Even if you are still a kid, you didn't say anything about taking away the money for your grandma's medical treatment!" The cousin walked into the ward and looked at Hood and said.

Hood turned his head and stared at his cousin fiercely.

"You kid is still staring at me! Do you know why your grandma is sick! She is seven or eighty years old, and she works five or six jobs every day to save money for you to study in Japan, do you know!

"As for you, every day you know how to use your grandma's hard-earned money to play games. If I were your parents, I would have beaten you to death, you little bastard!"

"You are not my parents! You are not qualified to educate me here! You are an outsider, why are you accusing me here! I am talking to my grandma, what are you talking about! Get out of here!"

"Ciel!"

"Get out of here!"

"Auntie, look at your precious grandson, what kind of thing is it!"

"roll!"

Hood pushed his cousin out of the ward.

"Xie'er, you mean that he..."

"Stop talking about him!"

……

When Hood came home at night, he felt very tired.

Don't know why it's so tiring.

Just lying in bed and falling asleep.

And so Hood had a dream.

A very strange dream.

Dreaming of parents who died when he was born, parents who Hood only saw photos of.

Driving the car, I want to leave myself and take my grandma away.

Hood wept and chased on the road.

Get up even if you fall, and then run and chase the car while crying.

Suddenly the screen changed.

came to an open space.

There is nothing in this clearing.

Only grandma stood in front of her alone.

Hood looked at his grandma crying like a child, and said, "Don't go, grandma, don't go, I will be obedient, I will study hard, and I won't let you worry about it anymore."

Grandma grabbed Hood's hands, stroked them gently, showed a kind smile, and said, "Hill, persevere, and fulfill your dreams."

In the end, grandma got into her parents' car and left.

Open your eyes, the sky outside is already bright.

pat~pat~
Hood rubbed his eyes, covered his face with a quilt, and took a long time to come out.

When I came to the toilet, I looked at my red eyes in the mirror, and another tear flowed out.

In the following days, Hood repeated the same life every day, but it was different from before.

I don't know what magic power, Hood can study seriously every day.

Day after day, I went to the hospital to take care of my grandma, went home to study, and worked part-time.

Repeating such a monotonous life.

But life became brighter in Hood's eyes.

Until three months after grandma was hospitalized.

Grandma's condition deteriorated and she had to undergo surgery.

But now there is not enough money to pay for the operation, and Hood had to ask his cousin to pay for his grandmother's treatment.

The cousin ignored Hood, but went directly to the hospital and asked the doctor about the situation.

After learning that it was true, he took out the money and paid the operation fee with his own hands.

On the day of surgery.

It happened to be the day Hood was going to take the Japanese proficiency test.

It was just summer, but it was cloudy and extremely cold that day, unlike the weather and temperature that summer should have.

Hospital, outside the operating room.

"Where's Hood?"

"The exam is over. I was afraid that the kid would lie to me. I sent him there in the morning. After seeing that he did enter the exam room, the invigilator also confirmed that his admission ticket was real, so I came back."

"You don't trust him too much if you are not full!"

"That boy lied to us tens of thousands of yuan! He didn't call the police, so it would be good if the police arrested him!"

"Hey, you said my aunt will be fine this time."

"Who knows..."

After the exam, Hood felt that he did well in the exam. He checked the time and rushed to the hospital. Grandma's operation was almost over.

Hood was very excited. He wanted to tell his grandma immediately that he had done well in the exam and would definitely get the certificate.

But when Hood walked out of the examination room, he saw his cousin's car parked on the side of the road.

Hood walked over impatiently and said, "You don't have to monitor me like this! I told you, I will work part-time and pay you back the original money! Don't mistrust me so much!"

"Your grandma is gone. Get in the car."

The cousin threw the cigarette in his hand out of the car window, and said in a calm tone as ice.

At this moment, the world in Hood's eyes,
Broken!
(End of this chapter)