I loaded the hunter game

Chapter 78 Her

I learned about Inspector Muto intermittently from Sayakou.

Su Tou sat on the hospital bed, silently staring out the window as usual.

he thinks.

It's all over.

Call it hatred, say it's an exam, they've all been done.

But why didn't I experience even a little bit of the expected refreshment?
There is a vibrant tree with green and healthy leaves outside the window.The rest of last night's rain fell down the eaves and fell on top.

"Well, that's it."

Su Tou fully understood at a certain moment.

If it is from a personal standpoint, in the end no one is right.

Crazy researchers are like that, they should be crazy about research.Even if he is crazy to death, that is what he pursues.Such a person is not afraid of death.Both Tojo and Make are such crazy guys.

And Muto is just a human being like himself from a certain standpoint, obeying someone's order and being ordered to investigate Saya's matter.It belongs to the category of normal people, nothing more than special work experience.

It's too hard to figure this out.

So, does that mean Saya shouldn't be revived?Should it have died in the first place?
It's not like that either.

Since the existence of crazy researchers is inevitable, it is also inevitable to create crazy products and let Saya exist in this world.

It might sound ridiculous to say that after all that's been through.

but really.

If he didn't do this with determination, Su Tou would never face this sentence with a more rigorous and heavy heart than he does now.

——All contradictions are the fault of this world.

Maybe Chuangshi God didn't think about rationality at all when he created all things, and what he left to the world is "existence is rational".

The existence of a lunatic is reasonable, the existence of a mental patient is reasonable, the existence of an inspector is reasonable, the existence of himself who came to this world suddenly is reasonable, and the existence of Saya is reasonable.

It seems that everyone enjoys the pursuit of reasonable possibilities.

But the creators forgot that in this world, the kind of reasonable existence itself will judge other existences, resulting in conflicts and contradictions.This is not just a logic for races other than humans.

To give a lucky and cruel example, can a disabled person who survived a car accident but lost all his lower body return to the original rational circle of normal people?
No, no matter how hard you try, you can only be in the reasonable circle of the disabled.They are the same as normal people, but after losing their legs, they have to muster up the courage to meet the sight of those who strip them out of the circle of normal people, and either survive and become indifferent, or never recover.

And outside of the category, the judgment becomes more stringent.

Is there a penalty for killing a dog?Even if you run a red light, you probably don't need to go to jail for killing a dog.

Then the problem is very simple.

For a normal person, look at Saya with that harsh judgment standard.Is there any responsibility to study her?No, she is insignificant to most people, more insignificant than a dead cat or dog.

Because Saya's original rationality of a normal person disappeared as early as when he was put on the operating table by Tojo Ki to revive him.

Now she also needs to overcome all kinds of difficulties to prove her rationality like a disabled person.

That's why I say this.

No one passed this test.Even this paper is unqualified.

The question posed by the person who made the question itself is wrong, and it doesn't make any sense whether the person who takes the test is qualified or not.There is no answer to the test paper, so how can there be qualified people?
It does have meaning for oneself.

As the self who has been treated and transformed in the same way as Muto and the others is now completely cleared of suspicion, no one will care about such a poor self anymore.

They actually captured the photos of Saya's attacking posture on the monitor and restored them.The monster form with the scales of the tail stretched out became their new basis.They'll probably keep searching that way, but they'll never find Saya again.

There is another key point here.

Tojo Ki may have thought of this situation as early as the beginning and forged an identity for Saya.

It's probably not right to say it's fake.Because that is the baby created by Nashaye's dna fusion, in a foreign country.That can't be regarded as a forgery, it is to use life to create an identity for Saya.

It looks similar to Saya, but its life cycle is estimated to only live to about 16 years old.

Ki Tojo wrote messily at the back of his notes, once he wanted to personally create a rational Saya to enter the human circle, and he made a lot of preparations for this.But in the end, due to negligence in this plan, he could no longer survive as the protagonist and chose to disappear.Leave this possibility to Saya himself, to fend for himself.

That's left in a heap of clutter that he says 'may help you'.

There are bank cards, a cruel identity made with life, various matters that need to be paid attention to when adopting Saya, and a detailed and thick growth record of Saya.In addition, Su Tou is not interested in the experience that Tojo has learned all his life.

Simply put, what is the use of learning so much?He couldn't even make Saya a normal person.

After giving Saya permission to use the computer, she is getting smarter now.

Therefore, Su Tou was also relieved to let her go abroad alone, to find the rationality that belonged to her in the place Tojo Ki said.As for how to get there, of course, we can only quietly lurk on the long-distance ship in the dark.

Three days ago, Saya used her mobile phone to make several harassing calls to the nurse appointed by Su Tou.When the nurse picked up the phone and complained 'it's like this again', he knew that Saya had managed to get the rationale and should be on his way back now.

The next thing to do is hide.As for the future road, I don't think about it for the time being.

The most troublesome and complicated things to face right now are not these.

These things are just the most boring reveries after they are solved.No matter how you think about it, the result is already set.

"Tou, the weather outside is very nice today."

The girl opened the curtains with a 'squeak' and crossed her hips, as if breathing fresh air.

But in the ward at noon, besides the stuffy smell of disinfectant, what else is there to smell?
silent.

watching her.

Haggard, thin body.It's obviously like a porcelain doll that shatters at the first touch, but it always becomes harder than steel at critical moments, as if nothing can be broken.

Cognitive impairment was deliberately revealed by Su Tou half a month ago, and after several rounds of psychological tests, he was told that he had recovered.

But Su Tou stopped talking.Pretend to be like this.

They told her, "While the cognitive impairment has returned, the aftereffects from an earlier car accident have not gone away, so..."

In short, no one thinks they are pretending.

"Hey."

"From your perspective, what you are wearing today is the XP style you found in your hard drive. Does it look good?"

"Really, if I knew you liked this style, I would have dressed it up earlier. I have several wardrobes at home, hehe..."

She briskly picked up the A-line gray plaid skirt and twirled it around. The blue bow ribbon at the neckline was fluttering. The white calf socks and the already beautiful leg shape looked very jk-like.

No one responded, but she could always show a gorgeous smile in front of herself who was watching silently as always.

But Su Tou couldn't praise her, nor could he joke with her like before.I couldn't even hug her.

Just pretending to be silent, thinking in vain while feeling the warm sunshine shining on him outside the window.

Even this kind of her is going to hurt.

How cruel, myself.

ps: The browser found that the repeated chapters were not because the author sent the wrong number of words.It means that some chapters are blocked and replaced by the system.I will try my best to change it and try to release it from the little black room as soon as possible
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