I loaded the hunter game

Chapter 120 The Happy Widow

It's the same picture again.

A long dining table that can accommodate more than a dozen people, a Western-style restaurant.Crystal chandeliers.It wasn't cheap plastic crystal, you could tell it was real just by looking at that gorgeous brilliance.

The middle-aged man with the same expression was still sitting in front of him.

Gracefully eat what's on the plate.The way of eating is very formal, you never have to bow your head, just slowly put the food on the plate into your mouth little by little.

"Since you said it, I must marry him."

The voice on the other side of the line of sight said, "Well, it doesn't matter if he's sick or dying. At least, let me know his name, let me know where he is, and let me see how long he has left to live. Those people don't I also said, it is best to let me meet in advance."

"I know you have a grudge. But for—"

"To shut up!"

"···"

"Winter City High School, Su Tou. Go if you want, but I still want to remind you that no matter what you do now, it is meaningless. I have already said that your life is already connected with him. The dead body belongs to their family too. Do you understand?"

"Do you understand...it's meaningless to say this, it's up to you."

"···"

The screen came to a familiar place.

That's where Su Tou goes every day.

school.

Only this was a few years ago.Su Tou remembered this place very clearly.

That was when I first came to this world, my whole body was in severe pain, and my mouth was full of the taste of blood.Experience the torment of the disease in fear.

She is spying on herself.

every day.

It's just that at that time, I didn't care about other people's eyes at all, and just lived like that.Slowly being infected by what Su's mother did, she began to be positive, and began to think that she had to be optimistic no matter what.

"It looks as if he doesn't know he's engaged."

The voice returned to the dining room.

"Well, his experience is quite special, why? Do you want me to tell him in advance?"

"Don't tell him. Don't tell him till the end. Please, at least, give me my last freedom in this matter."

"Whatever you want, I just need the result."

"···"

Conversation is over.

The owner of sight and sound is leaning over the desk, writing in a diary.

"I'm at a loss."

"Looking back now, my life has been doomed since I was born. It has been stipulated what to eat every day, what clothes to wear, what skills to learn, and what to say."

"I don't object to these. I think this is a sense of ritual that people in this family must have. I think I am free."

"But that's my self-righteousness. Once again, my life is a well-arranged life, starting from birth. Maybe my mother loved me, but she died when I was born. So, something like family affection probably I never had it from the beginning to the end."

"My father said, as if he was reading the established facts, you are going to marry a man you don't know."

"For the first time I've lost my temper. For the first time I've said no. But all I got was detention."

"I felt hopeless, so I cut my wrist with a knife. But because I didn't have the courage, the wound was not deep. I just fell into a coma and woke up again."

"Don't think about it, even if you die, the body will still be sent there. This is just a form of interest link."

"it is true."

"Even if I did cut my wrist once, my father was not afraid, and let me be supervised without vigilance. I wanted to die, but thinking that even if I died, I would be sent there, and I felt chills in my heart."

"So, I compromise."

"I said yes, I said I want to know about that person."

"After listening to him, I understand why it doesn't matter even if I'm a corpse."

"Because the other party is also a corpse. It's not right to say that. It should be said that the one who is still alive will soon become a living dead with a corpse. Leukemia is in the advanced stage. So, even if I die, as long as I am still alive, wait for him to die Just make up a nonsensical reason to die together. Or even just marry the two corpses. Just like what my father said, it’s just a formal requirement, and it doesn’t mean that they have to live together to be connected.”

"I understand. I don't have the idea of ​​arguing. I just think it's not bad. Anyway, the other party will die sooner or later. Then after he dies, I might be able to live freely by myself."

"I went to his school."

"It must be fate playing tricks on people. I had already imagined the picture of living freely as a ridiculous widow. But, after observing for a while, I don't know why, so I confessed to him."

"got rejected."

"I'm not upset. I'm just very confused why I confessed to him. What's wrong with me?"

"My mind is unstable. My thoughts are chaotic."

"I'm trying to prove it."

"I figured out the reason. The reason is that he is the kind of person I longed for. Even if he is about to die, he still lives freely. And even though I have decades to live, I am willing to live just like that."

"I still haven't thought about how to really break free from the cage I'm in. After all, I'm much worse than him."

"I said to my father, since they are all corpses, can you allow me to pursue the love I want before then?"

"agreed."

"So I searched around, like in a fairy tale, what I like, and what I like again, it doesn't matter how long it is, as long as I have it once, I have been free."

"No one like that has ever been found."

"I thought, I must be too demanding. I lowered the requirements again. As long as it is confessed to me, I said that I can try it."

"Thinking about it so far, there is a problem with trying that kind of words. Because even if I said try it, I would feel uncomfortable when I saw the other party's 'playful' expression. Then I couldn't bear it, and I couldn't even last a day. . Then he said, no way."

"Actually, I knew it a long time ago, but I just didn't want to admit it."

"If the idea of ​​'wanting to have a free relationship' arose automatically before I went to meet him, then maybe I can really find someone to talk to."

"But the problem is, if you don't meet him, you definitely won't have this kind of idea. And it's him who first raised the idea and wants to associate with him."

"It's just that I don't want to admit it. Wouldn't that really follow the script they arranged? The so-called free talk. The idea is so contradictory. It took nearly two years to understand."

"Looking back at this diary, it's all about him. And the name of the person who was rumored to be in 13 relationships did not enter the diary."

"I don't know how to pursue a person. So far, I have only had the experience of confessing to him once, and it was still the experience of being rejected. I think of the way those people in the 13 relationships did it, clinging."

"But that didn't work. It just seemed to make him hate me more."

"That's why I said 'suspended next'."

"I have shaken out some of the information I have, hoping that things will turn around."

"But the result is also rejection. The first time and the second time all failed."

"After thinking about it for a long time, in fact, this is inevitable. The information that the two parties know and the feelings they hold are completely different. The reason why I like him is also weird."

"Why do I want to associate with him so urgently before the matter is exposed?"

"I can write here calmly now. It's just so stupid. Because I want to prove that maybe marriage is irreversible, but feelings are prior to marriage, if so. Then marriage is not a bondage, but a gift from God. Even if you do A widow is a happy widow."

(End of this chapter)