Zhu Mie: This swordsman's surname is Uchiha

Chapter 123 The longing for life

What has happened is doomed to be unchangeable, and the sinful and bloody past will always be Zhu Shi's lingering nightmare. Whenever the night falls, she will be dragged into the bloody past.

Therefore.

Zhu Shi is always on the way to redeem herself. In order to repay the sins she owed before, she must save her soul all the time. If there really is a world after death, she hopes that one day, she will be able to get her parents after death. Forgiveness, although it is basically hopeless, after all, such a heinous thing, why should I beg for forgiveness from others.

The purpose of doing good deeds in Zhushi is to give himself some spiritual comfort, and to dispel the strong cloud under this brilliance.

She has always maintained an upward heart, even if she becomes a ghost, she always treats herself as a human being. He will never do the things in the past, and he will never repeat the same mistakes to do those sinful and monstrous lyrical expressions , will not let himself fall into purgatory, and then put himself in the infinite darkness, that feeling is too bad, if he is destined to fall into that situation again.

Zhu Shi would rather die in the hands of the swordsman now.

When breaking free from long thoughts.

Half an hour has passed.

The atmosphere is condensed.

What echoed in my ears was the rustling sound of wind and rain, the rain outside the window was pattering down, and the world was gloomy. Even though it was still daytime at this moment, there was still no light at all.

This is also one of the few times when they can look at the world squarely during the day.

If it was a normal day, even through the window glass, the strong sunlight outside the window would still bring them a burning pain. Even if that feeling could not hurt their lives, it would still be heart-wrenching. The burning sensation rising in the soul, and this may be the price for being a ghost to have infinite life and powerful power.

Everything in the world is based on considerations of gain and loss. When you have a very rich side, you will definitely have a barren side. Extremes will reverse, Yin and Yang cycle, this is the unchanging truth in the world.

Yushirou remained silent.

He recalled the past and the present situation in his mind, infinitely looking forward to being able to return to the sun, and infinitely fearing the despair of being riddled with diseases. The two extremely conflicting feelings blended together, and Yushiro fell into a dilemma. situation.

He didn't know what to do, he was in a dilemma at such a fork in the road, but maybe this matter is not what he should think about now, as there is still a long way to go to become a human being.

"Yushiro, I know what you are worried about now. You are worried that if you can become a human one day, you will face the despair of facing diseases as a human being like before. Watching the disease swallow your life bit by bit and drag you into the abyss of despair, this kind of feeling is extremely bad for anyone, including me, and I also don't want to go back to that bad feeling At that time, I didn't want to face death and disease, but everything in the world is like this."

"This is a definite number. Birth, old age, sickness and death. From the moment you are born in this world, you will face death sooner or later. All people in the world are like this. It's just a matter of whether you die sooner or later A word of death, but it’s different as a ghost. As a ghost, you have a long life, you can’t see death, you can’t see the end of life, at least from the current appearance. Since the birth of Tsuji Mucan, until now, I have never heard of a ghost who died of natural death."

"Most of the ghosts who died were killed by swordsmen, and some of them were killed by Oniwu Tsuji. Even fewer died in the entanglement and struggle among the ghosts. You also know that ghosts Creatures are extremely bloodthirsty and violent, and the struggle between them is extremely cruel. Even if they don't die, their bodily functions can be greatly healed, but if they are smashed to pieces, cruel ghosts can naturally do such a horrible thing. action."

"They will tear ghosts to pieces. If they don't die, they will do this repeatedly until they are exposed to the sun and turned into ashes. Ghosts are bloodthirsty. Special individuals like us exist, almost It’s one of a kind.”

"Is Yushiro willing to become such a creature? Are you willing to continue like this? Don't you want to see the world under the sun anymore? Don't you want to become a normal person and integrate into the big family of this world?"

Zhu Shi asked.

The voice is moist.

At the same time, there was a faint questioning.

"Master Zhu Shi, I understand what you said, I naturally want to go back to the sun again, to see the daytime world again, to blend into this world again, and not to wander like a ghost in the night again. I can't see the sun all day long, like a filthy thing, but every time I think about the feeling of being in the despair of disease as a human being, I start to be afraid."

"Oops, it's too bad, and isn't it that bad feeling that made me become a ghost? I want to live, so I became a ghost. It is because of you, Lord Zhushi, that I can live forever. If I become a ghost in the future Human beings are destined to face such a bad feeling, so what is the point of becoming a ghost?"

Yushiro said slowly.

His thoughts were like a sea, with all kinds of difficulties, all kinds of dilemmas, and he didn't know what to do.

"Yushiro, the reason I turned you into a ghost was to let you continue to live. This was done while asking for your opinion and with your consent. At that time, I thought you were still young. It is only when you are a teenager that you have to face death, and I can't bear to tell you this method, but if you are three or forty years old or four or fifty years old, I will definitely not propose this method to you."

"Teenagers are the same age as flowers. At that age, I first witnessed the grotesqueness of this world, the splendor and beauty of this world. I can't bear you to die like this, falling into darkness, falling into hell, and never conscious , bid farewell to this world forever, fall into loneliness forever, and never return to reality, I want you to see that wonderful world, and I want you to return to this beautiful and bright world."

"There is no need to be afraid of disease or death. Everything is a predetermined fate, everything is a predetermined ending, and everything will be the best arrangement. No matter what happens next, we just need to face it calmly. Just accept it, if you don't want to, then fight back, what should come will come sooner or later, even if you are a ghost, it is impossible to say that you can survive forever, who knows what will happen next, maybe one day we will also Will die, even as a ghost."

"And before that, why not become a human being and see the bright and bright world, and then feel the world full of sunshine, the sun above your head, standing in the city, feeling the bright warmth, feeling the beauty of this world Hustle and bustle, no one will be afraid of you."

"Yushirou, what do you think?"

Zhu Shi stared into her eyes and said seriously.

Yushiro looked at her.

Leng Leng fascinated.

His mind was in turmoil.

He has never fantasized about all of this, everything is his extremely longing and passionate desire.

half an hour.

Yushiro said, "Master Zhushi, I think you are right. In fact, in my opinion, as long as the two of us can be together well, it will be fine. If Master Zhushi chooses to become a human being, then I will also become a human being without hesitation." For human beings, even if I face death, disease and aging in the future, I will not be afraid."

His voice is firm.

When it fell into Zhu Shi's ears, she smiled slightly.

It was raining outside the window.

Inside the mansion.

Fragrance floats.

Tokyo.

An unknown place on the outskirts.

There are few people here, and it is extremely lonely.

The wind and rain are still roaring in the sky, and the gloomy sky is like a huge iron lock, blocking this layer layer by layer.

The moist wind whimpered and lingered.

Itachi stepped on the hard ground towards the bronze train parked on the platform.

There are also guards next to the train.

When approaching the gate of the train station, a few more people in Anbu costumes noticed Itachi's figure. They came at an extremely vigorous pace, unlike the other groups of guys, they didn't have any nonsense, they just acted vigorously and resolutely When he shot, his eyes were sharp and fierce without showing any mercy.

Itachi also stood still, unafraid of this, watching the roaring attack, his face remained calm.

The moment it was about to fall, Itachi's figure turned into a jet of black lightning, walking like a ghost among the people wearing Anbu costumes, knocking everyone down.

Amidst the painful wailing, Itachi turned a deaf ear and continued to move forward as if no one else was around.

Opening the gate of the train, itachi's pupils trembled slightly at the scene that greeted his eyes. There were dense figures in the carriage, and they were tied up with hemp rope, imprisoned like pigs.

The figures in it are like the frequent disappearance cases in various places. They are all children under the age of 16 or pregnant women with big bellies. Their eyes are dark and terrified. In the corner, my whole body was trembling uncontrollably, and I was in a state of panic all day long.

Itachi stood at the entrance of the carriage, the sound of the wind whistling and the sound of rain and lightning and thunder reverberated throughout the carriage. Such movements naturally attracted the attention of the crowd. They looked at the dozen or two standing at the entrance of the carriage. The [-]-year-old child's eyes were extremely dark, and he couldn't see any other expressions.

Coming here is destined to be in the same situation as them. It seems that this guy must have been captured by those terrifying creatures.

The darkness inside the carriage was dispelled by the lightning and thunder outside.

Itachi watched them let out a deep breath, and then said slowly, "You are free."

Everyone stared at him blankly, as if they were looking at a monster. What they were thinking in their hearts was, what is this guy talking about? They will also become pigs like them and be trapped to death here, without peace all day long.

Itachi didn't give too much explanation, he just said that, and then continued to move forward. Every section of the car was full of people, all of whom were children under the age of 16 who were reported as missing cases. , or pregnant women, the same expression, the same expression, appeared on their faces, dark and frightened, all kinds of things, in short, they were greatly frightened or abused, and they were imprisoned in this kind of place. How can you keep people from going crazy? How can you keep people from going crazy.

Itachi looked at them and sighed helplessly, and continued to walk forward. He didn't say much, because it was useless to say anything to them under the current environment. These people would not believe him, because his The age seems to be nothing more than an eleven or twelve-year-old child. How convincing will an eleven or twelve-year-old child say?
They'll just think of you as a babbling fool, as if you've been imprisoned, abused and insane, and maybe they'll feel pity for you, pity for you, and misfortune for you.

So Itachi didn't say much, he continued to walk forward, and after going through the many trains, he also had similar encounters with countless people like this, and finally he arrived at the head of the train compartment, which is where the driver is. Two drivers are debugging related equipment.

The moment the door was pushed open, they all looked back.

After witnessing Itachi's figure, he immediately stood up.

"Damn it! How did you get here, you little brat? Why don't you hurry back!"

"Are you deaf? Can't you hear anything? Let me tell you, I won't be polite to you if you continue like this. Don't think I'm just a driver, but I really want to do it, but I don't You are good to eat!"

"You bastard, it looks like your ears are really deaf! If you don't teach you a lesson, you won't know what the heavens and the earth are! Get the hell out of here! You damn experiment!"

"Don't worry about it so much, just let this brat feel the pain. This brat doesn't know what the sky is high and the earth is thick. He dared to come here from the carriage. It's audacious and reckless. We have to get rid of this kind of person. He can't!"

"Right, right! Let's just make this little guy! The experimental product is not bad! Let him know what will happen if we go against our will! Kill chickens to scare monkeys! Let other pigs know that they are What status! They are just experiments! They will only be greeted with death! Here they have no human rights! No status! They can only be treated like animals! They are such things! They are such experiments products! They have no use value! When they arrive at the experimental site, they will have no value!"

"You don't need to give this guy any face! Do it directly! Let the people outside recognize your status! I really don't know what kind of thing I am! How dare I come to this kind of place! I have to teach these guys a lesson! "

The two drivers had numerous exchanges of insulting words in just 1 minute.

(End of this chapter)