I control dreams in Marvel

Chapter 38 The Breakdown of Adults
It’s okay to hurt my body, but also pollute my ears and trample on my dignity?

The moment he opened his eyes, Bullseye almost subconsciously threw his hammer out to vent his dissatisfaction.

But the moment the sledgehammer was raised, he held back.

Because the narrator who mocked him appeared again.

"My friend, have you ever experienced despair?"

"When you are on both sides of the Yellow River, machine guns are firing, but when you turn around, you find that the documents in the secret box have disappeared, and your phone line is also out of power. At this time, you..."

Bullseye silently withdrew the hand that was about to throw the hammer. This seemingly inconspicuous hammer was his only hope in this place. He didn't want to face despair again, and he didn't want to listen to bastards chanting.

"The wheels on the bus go round and round, round and round, round and round!"

Bullseye hummed the song of an hour later, and at the same time the sledgehammer turned and set off towards the top of the mountain again.

This time, he didn't fall to his death, nor did he look at the scenery, let alone hope or despair.

He simply wants to climb that mountain, because the mountain is there.

Bullseye feels like the world is different after having this mentality of detachment from himself, the clear scent of green grass in the air, the breeze brushing his chest hair, it feels like...

Soon, Bullseye came to the place where the javelin was blocking the way again. This time he didn't cry or make a fuss. He jumped up and grabbed the javelin with one hand and swung the hammer with the other. It was actually not as difficult as he imagined.

"Many times, we don't need to do multiple-choice questions, why should we give up, I can have both!"

Bullseye chuckled, and swung the sledgehammer in his hand, ready to continue heading towards the top of the mountain.

Then, a rock that looked very solid, no different from the one next to it, suddenly shattered, and then his body that was about to rise turned a corner directly.

"The collapse of adults sometimes comes very suddenly, like you paid a salary of 4000 yuan, only to find that the Huabei bill for last month was 4001. The time for work in the morning is [-] o'clock, but you arrived at [-]:[-] .I worked hard all night on the design draft, and when I was about to save it at the end, the computer blue screen..."

Feeling the fall of his body, listening to the nagging voice beside his ear, Bullseye collapsed, and he threw the sledgehammer in his hand without hesitation, shouting angrily in the air.

"Do you still want to lose face! If I go, you spend money, go to work at Nima's, I don't want a blue screen, Fake! Fake! Fake! Fake! Squid!"

boom!
The water tank fell to the ground, but Bullseye's soul was still floating in the sky. He was angry, he wanted to vent, he wanted to smash the keyboard, smash the monitor, and swallow the mouse alive...

But he couldn't do all of this.

Because he is just a fruit man sitting in a water tank, under him is a water tank that he can't even shake, the only thing that can move, Bullseye looks down into the water tank...

The moment the magma flooded up, Bullseye felt his soul was sublimated.

When the world once again turned into a small river of singing birds and flowers, Bullseye finally let go of all his dignity and faith, and at the same time began to cheer himself up silently in his heart.

'Mountain climbing is definitely necessary, but this place is very unreasonable, so it takes a certain amount of thinking and skill to get over the obstacles, and beware of ubiquitous traps. '

'However, the most important thing is to maintain a good mentality, because the guy behind the scenes obviously wants to mess with my mentality, so as long as I can stabilize myself, I will win. '

'It doesn't matter where you climb, the important thing is that the breeze comes naturally, without sadness or joy. '

'Anyway, you can't die, you just get scalded. What's the difference between a cooked bird egg and a raw one? This is probably a feeling that many people will never experience in their lifetime. '

'My experience, telling it out must be scarier than killing someone. '

Well, after Bullseye finished his psychological construction again, he continued his mountain climbing journey, with a hammer alone.

When Shang Wen and the widow were trembling frequently, Bullseye was like a lonely traveler, attacking that mountain again and again, even if encountering a landslide, an avalanche, or even an unreasonable map outage and suddenly returning to the city, he Nor did he give up the fight.

Climb, fall, crash, regroup, climb, fall, crash...

For a whole night, Bullseye experienced more despair and pain than most of his previous life. These sufferings constantly devastated him from both physical and mental aspects, and made him suffer.

Especially the narration that keeps mocking in a homely tone.

'I have already remembered your voice, don't let me meet you in the real world, otherwise, I will cut you into a stick and marinate you in a jar, so that you can experience what real despair is! '

Countless times, Bullseye growled like this in his heart.

In Hell's Kitchen in the early morning, on the same big bed, when Bullseye woke up from his dream, ten black and white chickens also left one after another with sympathetic expressions.

But this time, Bullseye really wanted to curse, but he just lay there and didn't want to move. For the first time in his life, he felt that there was nothing to love.

"I'm, like, sad?"

Feeling the tears falling from the corners of his eyes, Bullseye was even bored with his current self.

I'm a bullseye who kills people without blinking an eye. I can bleed and sweat, but I can't cry.

Fortunately, Bullseye didn't enter the chicken-eating map last night, but a new punishment map specially developed for him, so his memory of the night is still there, and he won't touch the tears in the corners of his eyes and ask himself why he was crying lonely.

But unfortunately, it was precisely because the memory did not blur and disappear, when he found himself crying because of such a ridiculous dream, he suddenly had an urge to kill himself.

Bullseye's motivation for coming to Hell's Kitchen last night was to find out who was behind the drug-running incident, and to prove himself to the man behind the scenes and those black and white chickens who despised him.

However, all this is not important anymore.

Now, Bullseye just wants to lie here quietly by himself, lying down forever...

No, no, I can't lie down, I have to get out of this damn place quickly!
Bullseye is terrified, he doesn't want to experience another night like this, escape, he has to escape here quickly, according to previous experience, as long as he leaves the area of ​​Hell's Kitchen, he won't have to experience the nightmare again.

Just do it!

Just as Bullseye left the nightclub dragging his body as if recovering from a serious illness, the widow also opened his eyes at a secret base in Hell's Kitchen.

"Nat, what's the matter, did you find anything?"

Hawkeye Clint Barton's voice rang in his ears, but the widowed sister twisted her leg unnaturally.

"I'm going to the bathroom first."

(End of this chapter)