actor big star

Chapter 4 Broken Dreams

Absolute first-person perspective, absolute protagonist.

Zhou Le has seen the screen in the director's monitor, but he has never been the protagonist in it.

Today, he is the main character in the picture. When the camera is zoomed in, he can clearly see everything that happened at that time.

The soldier who was frightened by the shell on the battlefield, the old squad leader rescued the soldier, but he was cut off half of his head by the fragments of the shell. The soldier, and again saved him, when a shell exploded nearby, covering both men in a spray of mud.

The entire screen lasted just over two minutes, and Zhou Le was completely immersed in it. He watched it once, twice, six or seven times. He has always felt that his acting skills are not bad, just because he has no chance. Give yourself a chance to play a role, and you are guaranteed to be able to shine.

After watching it many times, he himself rejected the previous inner thoughts. It’s not that he hasn’t imagined scenes like this before. In the past three years, the group performances of war dramas and costume dramas have been the most. How would it be if I acted some of the characters in the supplementary drama? Sometimes I can see some filming scenes, remember the content of their characters, and perform them in front of the mirror when I return to the rental house. I think it’s not bad.

There is no harm without comparison, what fright, fear, astonishment, and bewilderment, those performances that I think are good, are completely superficial, giving people the feeling that nothing but exaggeration is fake, look at myself in the simulated scene, everything is true It is the most authentic reaction. Now close your eyes and think about it. It turns out that this is the most natural reaction when people are extremely scared?So what is the real state of facing death like this?
Real pictures, real reactions, real expressions, see yourself, learn from yourself.

At this moment, Zhou Le forgot about the love war movie.

I also ignored the negative emotions of facing a half-headed dead body, and forgot that not long ago, I had a physical reaction of vomiting because of a close face-to-face.

He used to save money to go to the acting class in the cram school outside the film academy. He didn't understand the contents of the acting class. Now he has the most real state of self-feedback, and the things he learned are slowly feeding back. The performance is either wide-eyed and exaggerated expression or fear; it turns out that the feeling of blood dripping on the face is like that.

Soon Zhou Le discovered the greatness of this scene experience playback. In addition to the God’s perspective, you can also have a close-up VR perspective. In the same scene, you can push the picture to your side in the playback without being affected by the plane effect of the video. The impact can be in all directions, front, back, left, and right where the event occurred.

The negative effects of the real experience of death and cruel scenes may be the physical fatigue brought by the experience of entering the scene, all of which dissipate at this moment. Zhou Le is like a sponge meeting water, absorbing it crazily.

Repeatedly watching, repeatedly merging and overlapping with the feelings in one's own memory, this is not watching the actor's performance to learn, it is impossible to learn the essence of others.This is learning from yourself. When you experience everything that happens in the environment, many of your reactions are real, and this is one of the best ways to perform.

Immersive learning allowed Zhou Le to study until midnight. After the consciousness was withdrawn from the system, the feeling of sleepiness hit him. He just barely opened his eyes and looked at the phone, but he couldn't resist the sleepiness. The drowsiness invaded and fell directly into a deep sleep.

For North drifters like Zhou Le, pursuing their dreams is their own business. No one will waste time. If you really want to be lazy, there is no need to come here to be lazy, so it is almost impossible to stay in bed and not go to work. Among the crowd in Beidiao, unless they are out to shoot night scenes or they are not feeling well and have a cold and fever, they will definitely see him in the busyness of the four floors of the rental house early in the morning.

Sun Xiang endured the tiredness and got up to wash. He knew that Zhou Le next door didn't snore. When he came out, he saw that his door was closed and unlocked. He wanted to knock on the door and call out. I sent a message to express the care I ignored when I went out to drink with a group leader last night.

Every year, in this dream-chasing land, people come and go, and many people face parting just after they have time to get acquainted.Most of those who left were losers in chasing their dreams. Everyone was unwilling to face such a difference, and gradually a rule was formed—if you failed for a long time on the road to chasing dreams in Beipiao, you should leave quietly. If you get a little bit of success in signing a contract with a company or if you have the conditions to change to a better place to live, then spend some money to treat your guests and have a drink with the people around you, so that everyone can enjoy your happiness.

After coming for three years, Zhou Le is also used to parting, and at the same time, he is also used to indifference. The same is true for other people. , has obliterated [-]% of the energy of everyone, and is no longer able to manage other things.

He didn't appear in the early morning wash-up army, no one cared, just like no one knew about his injury during filming yesterday, apart from drinking and chatting about trivial matters when they have free time, this group of people are all eager to succeed Looking forward to rest, the thing I want to do most when I have a little free time is to sleep. Someone once said, give me a bed, and I can sleep forever. They will have a high probability of being the ones who will make this sentence come true.

Zhou Le couldn't remember how long it had been since he had slept in. He opened his eyes and saw the light outside through the curtains. He took advantage of the opportunity to see the time at [-]:[-] on his mobile phone. He rubbed his eyes and propped himself up to form a sleeping position. The posture, the stomach bursts of hunger.

"It's been a long time since I slept in such a lazy sleep."

With a little self-deprecating nostalgia, Zhou Le retracted into the quilt again, curled up and put his body in the most comfortable position, felt the warmth of the quilt, and enjoyed the comfort of lying in bed. Ten minutes later, he frowned and smiled wryly He propped himself up, put on his clothes and walked out of the room with the washbasin in hand.

I'm hungry.

The rental house during the day is very quiet, and the four-story illegal building can accommodate nearly a hundred people. It is difficult to see ten people during the day.

The sound produced by the interaction between the suitcase pulley and the ground made Zhou Le, who was squatting on the stairs and brushing his teeth, look back, stood up quickly, drank water and rinsed his mouth, and quickly walked to the water room behind him to clean his mouth. I spit out the toothbrushing water and wiped the toothpaste foam from the corners of my mouth with a towel.

"I'll help you."

Thin figure, a big suitcase and a big leather bag on top of the suitcase, Zhou Le knows her, a girl from Beidiao who has been here for a year and a half, her name is Zheng Yue. I'm not very familiar with each other. If we meet each other on weekdays, we just nod our heads as a greeting.

"Oh, thank you."

The girl had a pretty smile and two small dimples. Zhou Le pulled the big suitcase over and helped her carry it down the stairs. She insisted on carrying the big suitcase by herself.

From the third floor to the first floor, neither side spoke. Everyone knows the rules. If there is a good way to move out of here, even if you feel sorry for the little wine money, you will continue the rules of treating guests because of a little bit of proud showing off. go down.

Leaving alone, there is only one explanation, an explanation that no one who sees it will ask.

At the door, Zheng Yue stopped in her tracks: "Just send it here."

"Okay." Zhou Le put the suitcase away. There was not much he could do. At the last moment, he smiled with blessings.

Zheng Yue put the leather bag on the suitcase again, opened it, and took out a book from it: "Here, I hope I can see you on TV one day."

"Thank you!" Zhou Le took the book solemnly. It is not so much a gift as a kind of catharsis and sustenance. I am gone. I don't see myself having that day. I hope that one day I can see you success.

Zheng Yue, who turned to leave, hesitated for a moment, and opened her arms: "Goodbye."

Zhou Le also smiled, and opened his arms: "Goodbye."

The hug was tight, and there was never any physical contact between each other. At this moment, there were no distracting thoughts, just a hug.

Shaking his head and leaving, he walked quickly while dragging the suitcase, raised a hand very chicly, and waved goodbye to Zhou Le with his back.

At this moment, Zhou Le felt that time stood still. He clearly saw the crystal clear teardrops in the air, slowly, slowly, falling to the ground, the crackling teardrops that only appear in movie screens. The picture is so clear at this moment.

What was broken was chasing dreams without complaints or regrets.

Zhou Le understands Zheng Yue, she can shed her tears as much as she wants after getting in the car, but she won't share them with anyone, she gave up, and can't explain any reason to herself.

There is only one sentence for myself: "I have chased after it, and I will always remember that at the age of chasing dreams, there was a journey with tears and regrets, but I can laugh when I think about it."

(End of this chapter)