entertainment conscience

Chapter 36 [Match Paradise]

"Walking in the cold and snowy night sky, selling matches to feed my dreams."

With Bao Shi'na's first moving song, countless emotions appeared, either melancholy, moving, or sad, gradually filling up, and gradually eroding the scene with the singing.

"Step by step freezing, step by step lonely."

"Humanity is cold and freezes my hands."

Just like this, it can be said that Bao Shiyi's clear voice touched everyone's hearts instantly.There is no superb showing skills, nothing to do with luxurious melodies, just such heart-piercing melodies and words, leading the clear notes to impact the soul again and again.

Yu Wusheng began to hurt people's hearts, pure and clean, so clean that it broke the heart.

The whole scene fell silent.

They all know the story of "The Little Match Girl", and more importantly, it was not long ago that Bingcheng revealed that the five boys who hid in the garbage bins to avoid the cold and kept warm almost died. When they heard the first line of the lyrics, the scene It is easy to think of that cold thing.

The cold is not only because of the cold wave, but because of the coldness of the heart and the coldness of human feelings.

"A pack of matches burns my heart."

"The cold night can't stop you from moving forward."

"The wind pierces my face and the snow cuts my mouth."

……

A beam of cold white light hit him, and Bao Eleven was the only one on the empty stage.

Bao Shiyi closed his eyes, with tears streaming down his face, and sat alone on the stage, playing the guitar and singing this song.

For some reason, Bao Shiyi felt a sense of sadness in his heart. He was similar to the little match girl in the story and the child in the trash bin in Bingcheng. He was abandoned since childhood, raised in an orphanage, born with six fingers. He can't survive.

The voice was clear and lonely, and Bao Shiyi felt more and more lonely and helpless.

He himself fell into a sad mood, but he did not lose the stability of his singing. It should be said that it was this sad mood that really made Bao Shiyi sing the sadness that "Match Paradise" should have.

How desperate do you have to be to think about taking revenge on society?

How lonely do you have to be to hide Liuzhi for many years?

How painful must it be to live with a smile?

How much desire should I have to hate forever?
Bao Shiyi's voice trembled slightly, and started to be a little hoarse. He knew very clearly why he sometimes became blackened and shrouded in negative energy, because he was Bao Shiyi.

That is also his inner world, where he experiences everything and hides it all.

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The audience in the audience listened to Bao Shiyi's sad performance, and their eyes were reddened. The huge auditorium was very quiet, only the clear voice was singing alone.

That voice was like a bleak wind, gradually freezing the hearts of everyone present, making people shiver.

It's really a chill, they have never experienced it, but they know, they know that the five boys almost died in a brand new trash can, and they know what the most stinging word in the world is.

Those four words "garbage in" made them feel chills all over their bodies, and their hearts were cut like a knife.

……

"Someone is going to buy my matches."

"Who will ignite all the hopes."

"Who will buy my loneliness."

"Who will fulfill my homesick calling."

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will not have!
Never before!
There won't be any in the future!

He is the superfluity of living in this world, the fate of abandonment, no matter how long he has to drag his feet, he is still a person.

He could only strike the match again and again, and search in the phantom again and again. Bao Shili knew very well that when the match went out, he would only be accompanied by cold and pain.

After the chorus, the climax came, and Bao Shiyi's clear voice became vicissitudes, as if revealing endless sad past events, and countless pains were about to come out.

With a sound of "stab", a match was struck.

It was like a wound was torn open deep in everyone's heart.

The lit light is blood red, with pain, despair, and unreachable longing.

"Every time a match is lit, there is a faint light."

"Seeing hope, seeing dreams."

"Seeing the heavenly mother speak."

……

"She said, you have to be brave, you have to be strong."

"Don't be afraid and don't panic."

"So that you don't have to wander anymore."

……

With a sound of "stab", another match was struck.

Just light it up, burn it up!

Burn everything and everything will die!
Xu Wanqing sat under the stage, looking at the tablemate on the stage, she felt the hairs all over her body stand on end, she covered her mouth, trying her best not to cry.

But she felt so lonely and so sad, just listening to the singing, crying like a mess.

She still remembers the phrase that Bao Shiyi once said, "The world kisses me with pain, and I repay it with a song."

When the whole world abandoned him, when the world abandoned those five boys, what would they do.

Whether to freeze to death or suffocate to death.

In any case, it seems that only the way of death is different.

Every line of the lyrics is so heavy, Xu Wanqing can't breathe because of that heavy sadness, her heart is very painful, really uncomfortable, that kind of unspeakable sadness just appeared like that, stabbing her heart over and over again , let her cry.

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Lin Ge didn't cry, no matter how uncomfortable he was, his eyes were red, he just clenched his fist tightly, clenched tightly, and kept clenching again, even though his nails were digging into his flesh, even though his joints were shaking and painful, he didn't let go .

Because only in this way can his heart feel better and let him forget the injuries on his body.

Only by dying can we be freed, so that we will no longer wander in pain.

But he will never die when the match goes out, he will definitely live, no matter how cold and painful it is.

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Many people at the scene listened to this song, looked at that person, and couldn't breathe with heartache, because they never cared about it, never sold that match, they only had heartache.

When they read that story, know the five boys, and listen to Bao Shiyi singing this song, they can only be sad spectators,
Seeing Bao Shiyi on the stage bursting into tears like rain, they also cried in a mess.

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"Mom is holding your hand and going home."

"Sleeping in a warm and flowery paradise."

……

When the music stopped abruptly, the guitar chords gradually weakened, just like the match, the faint light finally disappeared.

Then it's over, and the song is sung.

Bao Shiyi opened his eyes, and the light suddenly appeared. He was in a trance for a moment, raised his head slightly, and closed his eyes slightly. The white light was cold and very dazzling.

It's as if something happened, but it's like nothing happened.

The place was quiet.

very quiet.

Because when the last match goes out, all the good things are gone, only the matchsticks and broken hearts are left.

Someone's heart is dead.

(End of this chapter)