When a doctor prescribes a plug-in

Chapter 253 Mentality

Liu Hao's mood was extremely bad. Although Liu Hao didn't want to believe this fact, Liu Hao also knew that the results diagnosed by the super genius doctor system were basically correct, and the super genius doctor system never made a single mistake. It can be said that this diagnosis result is completely correct.

Liu Hao walked to the stairs with a heavy heart. Earlier, Liu Hao planned to ask Li Mengchen to have dinner with him, but now Liu Hao no longer had any mood to eat. When he reached the stairs, Liu Hao Instead of going downstairs, she chose to go upstairs to her office.

He opened the office that he hadn't been in for two days, and then closed the office door. Liu Hao, who felt his head was hot, came to the water dispenser, took out a disposable paper cup, and then took a full cup of cold water, and then Liu Hao Hao started to gulp and drank it directly.

After drinking a large paper cup of cold water, Liu Hao felt that the heat on his forehead and face hadn't eased at all, and Liu Hao also felt his heart beating fast. Liu Hao reached out and attached his hand to his fast beating On the heart, the rapid beating of the heart made Liu Hao feel that he was particularly flustered now, and he was still flustered.

Liu Hao's eyes looked at his desk inadvertently, and then Liu Hao thought of something, then Liu Hao put the disposable paper cup in his hand on the ground, and then came to his office with his feet a little unsteady At the desk, and then the whole person collapsed on the office chair as if he had no bones, then reached out and opened a drawer under the desk, and took out the box of cigarettes that hadn't been smoked for almost two months.

From the cigarette case, Liu Hao took out a cigarette with his trembling hands, lit the cigarette with a lighter, put the cigarette on his mouth, took a sharp puff, and then Liu Hao was slowly exhaling the smoke. After such a cycle, Liu Hao felt his flustered mood suddenly eased a lot.

After feeling much better, Liu Haocai lay down his body weakly on the office chair, staring at the cigarettes that kept smoking, and kept asking himself in his heart: "What should I do next? What? What can I do now?"

In the past, Liu Hao still planned to find out how to treat Director Li Ziqiang even if he was terminally ill after learning what kind of disease Director Li Ziqiang was suffering from, but now Liu Hao has learned that Director Li Ziqiang is already a Suffering from an incurable disease, and it is still an incurable disease in the advanced stage of gastric cancer, Liu Hao gradually dispelled the idea of ​​discussing with Director Li Ziqiang how to treat it.

Is that an incurable disease?I still think about how to heal, isn't that a joke?Maybe this is a state of mind?When we did not get a definitive diagnosis, our mentality at the time was to do our best to investigate, and even if we found out, there was nothing wrong with it. Even if we had a terminal illness, we still had to receive treatment.

But once it is really found out and diagnosed, the previous subconscious thoughts in Liu Hao's mind will disappear, because in Liu Hao's brain, most of the subjective consciousness is so subjective. It is believed that this cancer has been classified as a 100% incurable disease in medicine.

The current Liu Hao also knows, that is, if he directly tells Director Li Ziqiang what he knows, then Liu Hao can also imagine that the relationship between the two will immediately become awkward, and even become farther and farther apart. Until it's close to a strange relationship.

Such a relationship is unacceptable to Liu Hao, but it is obviously impossible for Liu Hao to keep a blind eye and keep silent.

Director Li Ziqiang can be said to be the second closest relative besides his grandmother who raised him. Now such a relative is about to come to the end of life, but Liu Hao, who is a doctor, is helpless. This makes Liu Hao's Incomparable pain and discomfort.

Liu Hao's extremely painful and uncomfortable mood may be more violent than ordinary people, why do you say that?Because Liu Hao was a child without parents since he was a child, he grew up without his parents.

After working as an adult, he spent two years in the hepatobiliary surgery department where he was directly ignored by others. Therefore, people who grew up in this environment and experienced it cherish everyone who cares about them more than others.

Just when Liu Hao was looking at the cigarette smoke that was constantly rising in front of him with blurred eyes, the door of Liu Hao's office was suddenly pushed open violently!
Hearing this sound coming from the door of his office, Liu Hao knew who had come in without looking at it. At the same time, Liu Hao also subconsciously left the cigarette in his hand on the ground. Hao stomped out the cigarette that was still smoking with his foot.

People who have never smoked cigarettes are very sensitive to the smell of cigarette smoke. When Li Mengchen walked into Liu Hao's office, her delicate brows frowned directly, and she said at the same time: "I said, Liu Hao, why is there such a strong smell of cigarettes in your office? Tell me, did you secretly smoke in the office?"

Hearing Li Mengchen's words, he knew that Li Mengchen hated smoking men the most, so Liu Hao hurriedly waved his hands, denied it, and explained: "How is it possible? I don't know how to smoke at all, you know that. Before you came, a family member of a patient came to my office. When he was talking to me, he was smoking, and I saw the worried look on the face of the patient’s family member, so I didn’t have the nerve to stop him smokes."

While explaining to Li Mengchen, Liu Hao got up and opened the window of the office behind him.

After hearing Liu Hao's words, Li Mengchen stretched out his small hand and slapped his nose twice, and frowned at the same time: "Really, I hate this kind of smoke smell the most, it smells so bad. And it’s very smoky.”

Li Mengchen was a little thirsty and walked towards the water dispenser. When Li Mengchen came to the water dispenser, he saw the disposable paper cup on the ground that Liu Hao had left on the ground, and saw the disposable paper cup on the ground. Li Mengchen squatted down and stretched out his hand to pick up the disposable paper cup on the ground and threw it into the trash can beside him, and then said dissatisfiedly: "This patient's family members really have no quality, smoking in their office Not to mention, throwing paper cups on the ground indiscriminately is really not very good."

(End of this chapter)