Maid of a wealthy family

Chapter 35 Body spasm (1)
However, just when she was so lonely, boring, and lonely that her spirit was about to collapse, Lan Horn miraculously appeared in her room at dusk that day.At that time, she was looking at the sunset at the window, and the surrounding was so quiet that she seemed to hear the violent explosion of the sunset light.She longed to hear a little voice to dilute her loneliness, melancholy, and distress.At this moment, she suddenly heard footsteps on the stairs.Suddenly, her whole body was shocked, as if she heard thunder coming from a distance.Her heart, which was so lonely as if it was about to dry up, beat violently, and turned back almost trembling with excitement.Only then did she see clearly that it was the master.

All the smile lines on Chrysanthemum's face froze.

Holding two sets of clothes in his hands, Lan Hongen looked at her blankly with the usual smile on his face, and seemed to say kindly in his eyes: "Hello, Chrysanthemum, I know you are so lonely!"

Chrysanthemum looked at him and slowly recovered.Her body trembled, and at the same time, there was a ray of hatred in her eyes.However, she immediately lowered her head.She felt afraid to look at the master's eyes and smile.She felt that there was something irresistible in the master's eyes and smile, which would quench her hatred.She gritted her teeth, retreated step by step to the side of the bed, sat down, reached under the pillow, touched the carefully prepared pair of scissors, and told herself in her heart: "Remember, if he dares to approach you , and killed him."

Lan Hongen didn't seem to know the danger in front of him, he still smiled as always, took his clothes and walked to Juhua, and began to talk: "Juhua, I'm sorry, I'm too busy these days, I didn't come to see you, let you suffer here alone Look! It’s been so long since the Mid-Autumn Festival, and the weather turns cold sooner or later. I bought these two sets of clothes from the city, specially for you to wear in the morning and evening! Be careful, don’t freeze! Come on, Put it on and try..."

As he said that, he was about to pull Chrysanthemum's hand.

At this time, Ju Hua hurriedly pulled out the scissors, and said to Lan Hongen: "Don't touch me... I will kill you..." After finishing speaking, she immediately regretted it.Why is this not like saying something to an enemy?The voice is so soft, as if joking.Moreover, the hand holding the scissors trembled as if suffering from a fever.She wanted to try her best to control this emotion, but she couldn't. Instead, she trembled even more.

Seeing Lan Hongen, he suddenly burst out laughing.After a while, he said jokingly: "Chrysanthemum, look at you, what a child!

You see, I bought you such nice clothes, are you willing to stab me with scissors? With that said, he unfolded his clothes and held them in front of Chrysanthemum.

Chrysanthemum changed from trembling of hands to convulsions of the whole body.

Lan Hongen smiled again, put down his clothes, stretched out his hand to Chrysanthemum, and said with a pleasant smile, "Chrysanthemum, give me the scissors."

Chrysanthemum's hands continued to shake.

Lan Hongen held the scissors in Chrysanthemum's hand, looked at Chrysanthemum pleadingly and said: "Be obedient, Chrysanthemum, give it to me quickly."

Chrysanthemum's whole body trembled again, and finally let go of her hand involuntarily.The scissors fell into Lan Horn's hands.

Lanhorn looked at the scissors and put them back on the table.Then, he grabbed Chrysanthemum's hand and said, "Come on, Chrysanthemum, put on your clothes and have a look." Then, he put on clothes for Chrysanthemum without any explanation.

Chrysanthemum wanted to say no, but at this moment, she felt like her body had been cramped, so soft that she had no strength at all.What's more, she only felt that her brain was foggy. She wanted to hate, but at this moment, it seemed that the thought of hatred had become a wild horse that had run wild, and she couldn't stop it no matter what.

Lan Hongen dressed Chrysanthemum, stood up and looked her up and down for a while, and said happily, "Look, Chrysanthemum, so beautiful!"

Chrysanthemum didn't want to look at it, but she lowered her head in a mysterious way.This is a western-style jacket with small purple flowers, which is worn over the cheongsam. The chrysanthemum seems to be a female student in a foreign school in the city, quiet, delicate and dignified.

I don't know what kind of emotion rushed her, and a blush slowly appeared on Chrysanthemum's face.

Lan Hongen watched from the side, and suddenly hugged Chrysanthemum tightly, and shouted eagerly: "Chrysanthemum, Chrysanthemum, I like you—" As he spoke, his hands began to stroke Chrysanthemum.

Chrysanthemum trembled for a while.She is very conscious now.She wanted to resist, but she didn't have the strength; she wanted to refuse, but there was clearly an inexplicable and unexplainable longing in her heart.After a while, she suddenly stretched out her arms, hugged Lan Hongen tightly, and fell down involuntarily, as if she was afraid that loneliness, loneliness, and pain would come back again, and she was eager to seek protection and backing. On Lan Horn's shoulder, he began to cry aggrievedly.

That night, after Lan Hongen left, Chrysanthemum immediately regretted it again.She thought: "What's wrong with me? He's my enemy! I was going to kill him! Why did I hug him? Let him touch and kiss, not to mention, and even show a little initiative." Oh my god, why am I so worthless, so low..."

After blaming myself, complaining, and regretting myself for a while, I became afraid of the future.I want to continue like this.I am completely finished, I have no face to see Ran Longgui again, no face to go back to that dilapidated home to see my parents.But thinking about it again, things are like this, what else can she do?She is a leaf blowing in the wind, there is really no one to rely on!It's all fate playing tricks on her... Thinking of this, she felt like forgiving herself.But she immediately denied such thoughts, and said loudly to herself in her heart:

"No, I can't forgive myself! I can't blame fate, I blame myself for being weak and worthless. I have become a shameless person, and I have become a thunderbolt."

In the days that followed, this kind-hearted peasant girl, who was not deeply involved in the world, fell into the contradiction of self-blame, masturbation, hatred, vague longing and the pain of love.When she thinks of being sorry for Ran Longgui, her conscience blames herself, and once the loneliness strikes and becomes unbearable, her emotional balance tilts towards self-comfort.When she didn't see Lan Hongen, her heart was filled with flames of hatred.Especially when he thought of the despicable method he used to obtain himself, the flames of hatred in his heart seemed to turn into a prairie fire and burn down the entire manor.However, whenever Lan Hongen's friendly and kind smiling face appeared in front of his eyes, especially when his two gentle gazes looked at him, the fire in his heart was not only extinguished immediately, but also always in the deepest part of his emotions. , there is an indescribable faint desire and love.It seemed that Lan Horn had an invisible magic power that was attracting her.They still asked Dacui to bring her delicacies from mountains and seas, and the food became more and more abundant.She knew that the Lan Mansion was taking good care of her, and she wanted to refuse this kind of care and ask Dacui to replace her with a simple meal for servants.However, she couldn't resist the temptation of these foods, and every meal was delicious.She put on the two western-style short jackets that Lan Hongen bought for her. Putting them on, she suddenly felt that she was much more elegant and handsome, and she could not see the traces of a country girl at all.She clearly knew that wearing this dress was a shame, a compromise to Lan Fu, but she was reluctant to take it off, she didn't want to dress herself up, and always thought that it was her good dress that caused all this, especially her own on the afternoon of the Mid-Autumn Festival. dress up.But she has to dress up, but she postpones the time of grooming every day.Because she has nothing to do now, she wakes up later every day than in the past.She didn't want to see Lan Horn again, and hoped in her heart that he would die from now on and never see him again.However, as long as I haven't seen his figure or heard his voice for two days, Chrysanthemum's heart seems to be missing something, and she will feel a little empty.Now, Chrysanthemum doesn't lock herself upstairs for a long time.She also had the courage to go downstairs and walk away.This was the old lady who went upstairs to ask for it in person that day. The old lady seemed to have forgotten the past. When she saw Chrysanthemum, she held Chrysanthemum's hand like a grandmother seeing her lovely granddaughter, and said angrily: "Oh , my child, why are you bored upstairs all day long, and why don't you come down and walk with me? Come, go to the garden and talk to me!" Saying that, she pulled the chrysanthemum and walked downstairs.Chrysanthemum wanted to say no, but she couldn't help but follow the old lady away.

Since then, Chrysanthemum has the courage to go downstairs frequently.As soon as the old lady saw her, she seemed not to like her enough.It's just that my wife, sometimes I see her expression is a little cold, but she still screams like a girl and a girl, and she seems to be extraordinarily enthusiastic, which makes Chrysanthemum even more conflicted.

But there is still a little hope left in Chrysanthemum's heart, that is, she does not believe that she is so easily pregnant with Lan Hongen's child.She had to wait until the few days when she came to Hong to verify whether she was really pregnant.In a kind of apprehensive, tense and uneasy expectation, she finally ushered in those few days.Every night before going to bed, she would bend down to check there and her fleshy crotch.Woke up early in the morning, and repeated the same actions at night. A few days passed, and the "red" that I used to hate did not come at all.Chrysanthemum still refused to believe it, and she still had to wait.Because of such things, it is common to be a few days ahead or behind.However, she waited for more than ten days in a row, and her body was still so clean without any "redness", so Chrysanthemum forced herself to believe it.

In Chrysanthemum's heart, she couldn't tell what it was like at this moment.There was first a surge of great fear in her heart.She was afraid, she seemed like a deer falling into a pancake, surrounded by hostile eyes.She trembled in panic.Out of fear, she instinctively deepened her hatred for Lan Horn, wishing she could eat him in one bite.But at the same time, she felt a sense of curiosity in her heart.Child, child, she has a child? !The thought of children was so novel to her.She stared wide-eyed, looking at the scene in front of her, as if she wanted to figure out what the child looked like.Her heart swelled involuntarily.There was a faint warm current of happiness.She wanted to tell others the secret in her heart, but she didn't want to tell it.She really didn't know what to do with herself.

The strange thing is that during these days, her thoughts of missing Ran Longgui have become a little vague.It seems that many years have passed, and it seems that the sky and the earth are so far away.Sometimes Ran Longgui was just a floating shadow in front of her eyes.She wanted to reunite with Ran Longgui in her dream and have a few words with him.But after several nights of dreaming, it was not Ran Longgui who dreamed, but the master.The master appeared in her dream now, no longer grinning his teeth to frighten her, or even trying to eat her monsters, but as he saw during the day, he was a gentle, kind, and elegant gentleman.Chrysanthemum couldn't figure out why this happened. She thought, is it true that dreams are always reversed, as the old man said?If this is the case, then she still loves Ran Longgui and hates the master.She wished so.

After another period of time, the footsteps of seasons gradually approached late autumn.The flowers and plants in the garden are helplessly defeated, and the lotus leaves in the lotus pond are lying on the water, some are withered, and some are losing their greenness.On the rockery and houses, there is a layer of misty and mysterious light in the late autumn season.The sun in the sky is not as bright as Zhongqiu, but a little pale, like the melancholy face of an old woman.Autumn stripped the garden of its beautiful clothes, and everything seemed a little bleak.

This morning, Chrysanthemum was chatting with the old lady and Mrs. Ning in the garden, when Da Cui hurried over from the corridor of "Zhizu Pavilion".Since Dacui entered the back garden to replace Wang Ma, not only did he not look happy, but he was more melancholy and gloomy than before.When she got in front of them, she didn't look at the old lady and Ning Shi, but looked at Juhua and whispered: "Sister Juhua, someone wants to see you outside."

Chrysanthemum was startled, she didn't know who wanted to see her, so she hurriedly asked, "Who?"

Da Cui said: "A man, say..."

When Chrysanthemum heard about the man, her heart tightened.She immediately thought of Ran Longgui, and interrupted Da Cui almost tremblingly: "A man?"

Da Cui said, "Yes! He said it was your cousin."

"Cousin?" Chrysanthemum was startled, and then gradually calmed down.

The old lady's eyes fell on Chrysanthemum, and she asked, as if scrutinizing: "Do you have a cousin?"

Chrysanthemum nodded resolutely, thinking of her uncles, aunts, and aunts.But she didn't know which cousin it was.

When the old lady saw her, she hurriedly said: "Since you are kissing the old cousin, go and have a look quickly, don't neglect him." After speaking, she hurriedly told Dacui: "Hurry up and welcome him into the middle living room for tea. "

After hearing this, Da Cui hurriedly lowered her head, turned around and left.

Chrysanthemum was about to leave when the old lady stopped her suddenly and said, "Slow down, my child! Since your natal family is here, we can't just let you go out to meet guests like this."

Chrysanthemum was puzzled, looked at the old lady and whispered: "I..."

The old lady said: "Don't be in a hurry." After speaking, she told Ning: "Huijuan, go and get some money."

After hearing this, Ning didn't say anything, and hurried back to her room.

After a while, Ning held a few silver coins and came to the old lady.The old lady took the money, stuffed it into Chrysanthemum's hand, and said, "Take it, son! He will go to the Three Treasures Hall for everything, and he always comes to you when he has something to do. We can't let people down, and we will leave this point when we leave." Give him the money."

Chrysanthemum was stunned for a moment, feeling a sense of gratitude involuntarily.But she still didn't want to accept the offer, so she hurriedly declined and said, "No! No!"

Seeing this, the old lady quickly blamed her and said, "What's wrong with you, son? Who doesn't have any relatives? The beggar has three poor relatives! If you don't take it, you will look down on me."

After hearing this, Chrysanthemum accepted it and bowed to the old lady.

The old lady said again: "Go quickly, child! As the saying goes, even a cat from your mother's house is affectionate! Go and talk to each other, ah."

Chrysanthemum went away gratefully.

(End of this chapter)