Qingqingmoshangmulberry

Chapter 23

Flying guests from all over the world, the old wings are cold and hot.I have taught it in books, read it in class, and watched it on TV, but I have limited experience and know very little.

One afternoon, I was busy at the magazine office.Ah Fei succeeded in chasing the handsome guy, she was happy to change jobs with her fiancé to start her own business, the first beauty Fan Yao married a man as she wished, and went home to wash her hands and make soup, the magazines came and went, old and new, only me I still stand firm with Huang Xiaohui. I am her deputy. From creative planning, organization of manuscript sources, to news collection and editing, to final editing, the manpower is tight, and we have to go shirtless.

"Sang Xiao, those serials dedicated to writing about the little people in the city's steel mills are too popular. Think about it, think about it, what else can we dig out?"

"Sang Xiao, hurry up, the car is at the door!"

"Sang Xiao, what's the matter today? What are you dawdling for?!"

……

I believe that any unmarried man who sees us in the office will avoid women in the media.

One day, I was busy in the office, and suddenly a person broke in, anxiously: "You..." I looked up, and saw a haggard face, a pair of eyes, full of tears and pain.is her.She grabbed me and ran out, I struggled impatiently and stopped: "You haven't said anything yet."

She turned to look at me, fixedly and sadly: "Mrs. Long, what do you think will happen if I look for you?"

I can hardly believe that this is my father Yu Chengbang.Deep sunken eye sockets, bruised face, as thin as skin and bones.He closed his eyes tightly, lying on the hospital bed, like a paper man, who might disappear at any time.

Beside her stood a silent boy.Only now did I realize that this boy who had grown a lot was actually the one Long Feimo had rescued on that street late at night.I haven't seen him for a few years, he seems to be a completely different person from the innocent boy back then.I remember his melancholy, stubborn and slightly hateful eyes that night.

I turned around and asked in surprise, "Didn't you go to Australia?"

She lowered her head, and after a while: "We have been back for a year and a half." I was stunned.Over there, they only stayed for less than half a year?She still lowered her head: "I can't ignore him, he is the father of my child."

I look at her.Compared to before, she was dressed much simpler and plainer. She was wearing a black suit that didn't fit well. Her hair was just tied up in a bun, with a strand of hair scattered around her neck. She had no makeup, no jewelry, and deep eye sockets. trap.

I didn't know what to say, so I kept silent.

I am really moved.Yu Fengmei has divorced him, her only son is abroad, and all her former friends have disappeared.As for the Yu family, they have always been affectionate.Sang Tong is like this, Youbo is like this, and I am even more like this.

I looked at her, and after a long time, I still said lightly, "I'm afraid I will only disappoint you." I understand her intention, but the years have accumulated, and now, I can't even look at him reluctantly.

The corners of her lips turned down slightly, forming a helpless and sad arc: "I know." She turned her head, "Huaifan, can you go out and buy a bottle of mineral water for mom?"

"My family is not well-off. I met him when I graduated from college. I should be overjoyed if someone is willing to help me and help my family, right? At the beginning, he was really kind to me, except that he couldn't give me a name. .Later I found out that he can't really give me anything. After Huai Fan was born, he became less wary of me—"She only likes begonias", "She loves to listen to Pavarotti", "She has a very temperament , smoking is very beautiful'... He was utilitarian and despicable, but he said that he really wanted to marry her at the beginning. After she ran away, he almost searched all over London. Later, when he brought you back, he really thought With chips in hand, she will always come back."

"He has been doing wrong, bad and foolish things all his life." She said lowly, "I know, you hate him. But now, Yu Sangxiao, he won't live for ten days at most." She raised her head, Facing out the window, he said in a daze, "Although your current identity is Mrs. Long, even though you hate him, he is your father after all."

I was silent, and after a while, I walked towards him and stopped in front of the hospital bed.He seemed to feel something and looked up at me.His eyes gradually clouded, he narrowed his eyes, and said almost inarticulately: "What are you doing here again? Want to take your precious daughter away?" He smiled slyly and viciously, "Do you know how distressed you are now? Can't bear it Already?" He slowly closed his eyes, "I'm telling you, you—hugh—think—! Even if I die, I won't make it easier for you—"

His eyes opened and closed, and he was precarious, and suddenly, he widened his eyes and said sharply: "I have raised you for so many years, even a dog knows how to wag its tail, you wolf-hearted dog eats things that crawl inside and out! In the end, the Yu family will be defeated by you, you are so cruel!!"

I took a small step back.His consciousness is obviously chaotic, but his heart, his nature is still the same, decayed and accumulated, full of doubts and suspicions, and he often shirks responsibility without any change.

When a person is about to die, is his speech good?Idiots talk about dreams.

I stopped looking at him, took out the card and note from my bag, and handed it to her: "The password is on the paper."

She was a little panicked and a little angry, she turned around and refused to reach out: "I just want you to see him for the last time, I'm not..."

I nodded: "I know." I slowed down my voice, "But, I can't let you bear more alone, it's not fair." I paused and controlled myself not to turn around, "Sorry, please forgive me, I Only in this way."

She is a poor woman.However, she was caught between me and him, and I couldn't pity her.

Compared with my mother, she is weak, unable to distinguish right from wrong, and has more fate.

Father passed away, Youbo finally rushed back.

Me, him, and Sang Tong stood in front of the small tomb.With tears in Youbo's eyes, he put a photo of the baby on his father's grave.I know, in fact, he has conflicts in his heart, the indelible family affection, and the unforgettable resentment.

You Bo finally asked me: "What did he say?" I looked at him for a long time: "Ask about you. He is very happy to know that you are doing well."

He is still the Yu Youbo who is always pampered and pampered, and who quickly relieves even minor setbacks, knowing nothing.

You don't have to know.

As for Sang Tong, from the beginning to the end, her expression was indifferent, with heavy makeup on her face, which still couldn't cover the tiredness in her eyes.I learned from different sources that she has been living in an impermanent life and her whereabouts are uncertain.She has an irregular boyfriend and countless rumors.

After all, she is Yu Sangtong, she will never be able to stand in a dark corner like me and Youbo in obscurity, she will always need to shine, strive for the top, and work hard for it.Long Feimo once said to me inadvertently: "Yu Sangtong seems to be deliberately planning to poach my corner." He shrugged in a senseless manner, "However, I don't know if she is worth it."

In my opinion, her choice has its own reasons.

From beginning to end, we didn't say a word.

We have long drifted apart.Or, we never went the same way.

Before I knew it, three months had passed.

One day, I suddenly received a call from Youbo from abroad: "Sang Xiao, I asked someone to bring you something." He didn't say much, and I just asked the time and address before hanging up.

At night, with the breeze blowing and the shadows of the trees whirling, I stood alone in the west corner of the campus. I was a little surprised in my heart. It was so nice, what did Youbo do with the meeting place here.Speaking of which, this is my alma mater with him.But since graduating from high school, it seems that I haven't been here for many years.

Suddenly, there was a slight movement in my heart, as if something was secretly affecting my memory and emotions.

I slowly turned around and looked at the tree that I had been leaning on just now but didn't pay attention to.I looked at it, and the corners of my eyes were slightly wet.

It is the pomegranate.The pomegranate tree that I once thought was completely gone.

Almost at the same time, I heard a low voice not far away: "Sang Xiao."

I turned my head immediately, and under the faint moonlight, there was a tall and tall figure, with a white jacket, dark trousers, and short hair flying in front of my forehead, like that summer ten years ago.

It's him.

He walked up to me, just like ten years ago, slowly and slightly reservedly: "Sang Xiao."

I stared at him blankly, forgetting how to react.The embarrassing and painful years seemed to be blurred between us all of a sudden.

He was tanned a lot, but his expression was still so clear, and his eyes were still so clear: "I asked Youbo to call you, I don't think you might want to see me." He handed it to me, "I'm in I saw him abroad, and he asked me to bring it to you." I took it mechanically: "Thank you." He smiled at me: "It seems that you are doing well." I bowed my head: "Thank you."

He stared at me: "Sang Xiao, if you thank me so politely again, I will regret coming here." He smiled lightly, "Let's find a place to sit down, shall we?"

I bow my head.Ten years ago, I was clumsy, shy, ignorant and at a loss in front of him.Ten years later, things have changed and people have changed, and some things seem to be inertia, and I still can't change them.

"Sang Xiao, you always look at me in a daze, how do you want me to concentrate on talking to you?"

"Sang Xiao, you're quite creative. This barber is like a big mushroom on a matchstick. Take me to see it?"

"Sang Xiao, the new version of "Auntie Idiot" is out, do you want to buy a copy for you?"

"Sang Xiao..."

"Sang Xiao..."

……

He looked at the pomegranate tree from afar at the top of the playground stands, and said thoughtfully, "We always thought it would have died a long time ago, or moved to a corner where we didn't know where to go, but we didn't expect it to be right in front of us."

I said lightly, "Yes, I was confused when I was young."

He smiled generously and looked me over.Today I wore a white shirt with a narrow collar and half-sleeves, SURABAYA embroidered jeans, and my long hair drooped slightly, because I came directly from the office in a hurry, and I was carrying a big backpack.He continued to smile slightly: "Sang Xiao, you look now," he shrugged appreciatively, "like a caterpillar that finally broke out of its cocoon and became a butterfly." It was the first time in so many years that he praised him face to face me.

He spoke easily and happily, but I bowed my head and remained silent.

He paused, as if he had considered it for a long time: "Sang Xiao, I won't stay long when I come back this time." He looked at me and said slowly, "I'm leaving."

I looked up at him, his skin was far less smooth and fair than before, there were faint lines around his eyes, and his eyes were a little tired, it seemed that he had worked hard in Tibet a while ago.

He has always been that kind of donkey-tempered person, straightforward, decisive, and never looking back.Back then, he could hold back for half a month without buying anything except a meal, just to secretly save money to buy his favorite model airplane. He and his parents got angry and ran to Yunnan without saying goodbye. It lasted for a month, In order to make a promise to his friend who died of illness, he gave up the popular business major and changed to study medicine, which he had no interest in from the beginning to the end.

So he resolutely abandoned me without saying a word.Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.He has always been extremely rational.

I was silent, and after a while: "Then..." I remembered He Linfu's eternal depression.Looking back now, there is another indescribable feeling.Did he always know of my existence, or did he learn it later?Perhaps, it will always be a mystery.

He was also silent, and after a while: "Ten years ago, my father promised me that from now on, I can do whatever I like."

"..." I hesitated for a moment.

He paused and seemed to understand what I meant: "Do you want to ask Xie Tianjia? She is fine, thank you for your concern." He looked at me, "Sang Xiao, I know you are doing well now, I am happy for you, After all," he whispered but clearly, "we have 1/4 the same blood."

My throat choked, and after a while, I said in a low voice, "You..." When did you know?

There was a faint mark on the corner of his lips, ridiculed, sad, or both: "Why ask again? It has no meaning to you." He casually looked at the distant and vast night sky, "I am in Tibet When I was young, I saw a verse, "A thousand rivers have water and a thousand rivers and moons, and a thousand miles are cloudless and a thousand miles of sky." People can't always live in memories, they have to look forward, right?" He said lightly, "Good day It's a pity that Meimei will grow old together, " his throat seemed to be choked, "Sang Xiao, we don't have that fate."

My eyes wet slightly, and I said softly, "Yes, we don't have that fate."

Go left, go right, miss, but meet by chance.

Under the faint moonlight, we looked at each other quietly, tacitly.He came to say goodbye to me, and to say goodbye forever.Years have passed, perhaps, we will be separated forever, and we will never see each other again.

He Yanqing, together with those youthful years, swayed into a blurred shadow in my memory, drifting away.

This is our future for each other.

I don't know how long it took, he jumped down a step neatly, and held out his hand to me: "It's getting late, go back quickly, I'll drive you." He paused, and said lightly, "Your husband should be in a hurry gone."

I was taken aback.Yes, he didn't come back when I went out. It was late at night and I didn't bring my mobile phone.It is my fault.

Moreover, I suddenly remembered the words he said that night, and felt uneasy for no reason.

I also stood up: "No need,"

He nodded, no longer reluctantly, and turned to the left.

I go to the right.We passed each other.

I lowered my head and walked to the corner of the playground. Suddenly, a person came out from the shadows and said coldly, "Yu Sangxiao." I heard the sound and looked up, and I saw a pale face, so beautiful It's a little weird.

It's Xie Tianjia.She looked at me coldly, she was wearing a white dress, her face was gloomy, and her eyes were the kind of coldness that made people shiver.I haven't seen her for a long time, she brought me an unprecedented sense of strangeness, and her eyes were so strange that my first reaction was to take a small step back and subconsciously: "Why are you here?"

She took a step closer to me, a small short step, which gave me a chilling feeling: "Since you can come, why can't I?"

I nodded, not wanting to engage in unnecessary verbal disputes: "Goodbye."

As soon as I took a few steps, I felt the sound of a gust of wind behind me, as if the water was passing gently on the surface of the lake. In just a moment, a cold chill rose from the soles of my feet.I clearly felt something cold sticking tightly to my neck, and I heard a cold voice: "Yu Sangxiao, you bitch! You're already married, and you want to come out to seduce other men , " her voice was extremely gloomy, "wait, I must let your husband see your watery nature!"

Almost at the same time, I heard a voice behind me, with a little anxiety and disbelief in surprise: "Why are you here?!" It was He Yanqing.I didn't have the slightest struggle.One of her hands was still tightly pressed against my neck, and the other hand was pulling my hair, which made me hurt, but it was still not as painful as the pain on my neck.She stared at him with hatred in her eyes: "Didn't you already leave?"

I could hear the cautiousness in He Yanqing's words: "I remembered something, come back to see if she is still there."

"One thing?" She sneered, "He Yanqing, do you think I'm stupid? You still don't trust her alone. After all these years, you still haven't changed," her voice began to tremble and twist, "Still haven't changed! "

He Yanqing took a step forward, and calmed down his tone: "Xie Tianjia, don't hurt the innocent in the matter between us." He took another step forward, almost coaxing, "Let her go, let her go, what's the matter?" I'll stay with you, okay?"

"Accompany me??" She screamed, her voice was close to hysteria, "Aren't you going to Tibet and never coming back?!" She mournfully, her voice gradually lowered, and her hands began to Trembling slightly, I could feel the tingling pain of my skin being cut, "Whenever she appears, you are happy to appear; when she is sick, you are nervous; when she is married, you look so contradictory. He Yanqing, after all, I am yours." who?"

He Yanqing seemed to be slightly suffocated, he paused for a long time, lowered his head, and kept silent.

Xie Tianjia's eye circles were red, and her sunken eye sockets were filled with tears: "May I speak for you? You want to forget her, I like you, and you sympathize with me." Her hands loosened slightly, and her shoulders gradually collapsed. Go on, "Am I not good enough for you? I hate eating shrimp balls but I still pretend to like them. I am allergic to the smell of paint, but I force myself to please you. I know that no matter how much I do, it will only remind you of the past. , miss the past. He Yanqing," her lips moved, "you always think I'm a fool, don't you?"

He Yanqing raised his head and said clearly, "No." He said flatly, "You are you." He paused again, "Besides, life in Tibet is so hard, I just don't want to delay you."

I didn't expect her to get excited because of this, and she held me tightly again: "What if she?" Her face was very ugly, "If it were her, would you go with you?"

He Yanqing paused for a moment, and said with a little difficulty, "That's different, don't be too horny. You are not in good health, so you shouldn't come out to have a blast." He looked at her deeply, "Besides, the matter between us has nothing to do with her."

"How can it be irrelevant?" She screamed again, "How can it be irrelevant? There will always be someone between us, there will always be!" She leaned over and approached me, "It's you! It's you bitch! You mentally Dark and vicious, first you have to fight with Sang Tong for everything, and then you come to fight with me, you don't even look at yourself! Today I just want to..."

"What do you want?" I heard a steady voice.It's him.I actually had a lump in my throat, but I couldn't turn my head back.

"You are finally here!" She sneered, and looked back, "Long Feimo, who has always been shrewd, is always used to giving orders to others and President Long, who is used to looking down on others. Come and see, look at your wife, behind your back! What a good thing you're doing!"

He walked over slowly and walked up to us.I can finally see him.He was wearing a dark suit and a light pink tie that I gave him. I remember that I teased him at the time: "I can make the children cry less after seeing you." However, his current look, I think my thoughts It was in vain.

The strange thing is that at such a moment, I can still think of such gossip.

He didn't look at me, and said coldly, word by word: "It seems that it's not your turn to make irresponsible remarks about my family affairs."

She also snorted coldly: "Really?! Even though you have poor eyesight, your IQ won't be as low as it is, right?!" No one had ever dared to talk to Long Feimo like that, and sure enough, his face darkened: "You fight Called me countless times just to tell me this?"

"Of course not." She giggled, "Yu Sangxiao, oh, I'm sorry, your precious wife, yes, outsiders think you don't care about her at all, and there is a charming Qin shirt in the company, letting gossip fly everywhere, but I know, how precious you are to her. For her, you abandoned such an excellent Sangtong. For her, you gave up the overall acquisition of the Yu family at the last moment, and let the Yu family, and Yu Sangtong, have a chance to breathe. She would rather be the laughing stock of the business world, so she even invited Yu Sangtong to Long's, and let her rewrite Long's newspaper bit by bit into Yu's newspaper, for her sake, ignore the business, and accompany her Flew to the UK to relax, and it took half a month..." She smiled brightly but without malice, "Outsiders look at you, how high you are, but in my opinion, you are just like me. Your wife is a little I don't care about you, I look half-dead all day long, I don't care about you, my old lover rushes out to have a tryst after a phone call, after the meeting, I am reluctant to leave you and me, and I am still reluctant to leave in the middle of the night, Tell me, is it you who is pitiful or I'm poor?"

Long Feimo didn't speak.

Xie Tianjia's hand continued to force me, and something warm flowed down her neck slowly: "Today, you two just happened to be here, I just want you to see her true face clearly," the dagger in her hand Gradually moved up, moved to my right cheek, rubbed back and forth, "Sang Tong said, she was born with a pair of attractive eyes, now, if her eyes are gone, gone, disappeared, what do you think will happen? Like?" Her hand, as if to confirm her words, also seemed to be playful, gently stroked my eyes, once, twice, three times, back and forth.

At this time, no matter how stupid I am, I can already clearly feel that something is wrong with her mental state.I shivered involuntarily.

I closed my eyes.

"Okay." Long Feimo said calmly, "Just give it a try." He turned to look at He Yanqing, as relaxed as a friend chatting, "I heard that you went to Tibet this time, and you will never come back?"

He Yanqing's voice was so dry that it didn't seem like his: "Yes."

Long Feimo's voice was still so calm, as if he was making a routine: "Then what about you here, I heard that you are the backbone of the hospital, if you don't leave, you will have a bright future."

His voice seemed to be magical, and He Yanqing's voice gradually became calmer and quieter: "You have never been to Tibet, and you will never know how backward the medical treatment there is. I have treated one A Tibetan girl in Lagang village, because she went to the mountain to collect caterpillar fungus, she suffered from severe back pain, headache, and gradually lost her hearing due to overwork. She lived in a silent world for three years. No money. There are so many things like this, I can’t tell you one by one, and I know that it’s impossible to do what I want on my own, but if more and more doctors volunteer to go there Many, one day, there will be fewer and fewer patients there, and the standard of living will be higher and higher.” His voice was as clear as the sound of nature, “The bounden duty of a doctor is to save lives and heal the wounded. No shame."

"Then," Long Feimo said immediately, "Where's your girlfriend, why don't you want to take her away?"

The dagger on my face trembled slightly.

He Yanqing was silent for a moment, and finally said: "We get along very well. If we live here, we can easily become a couple that everyone envies, go out to social occasions, and enjoy life to the fullest. A completely different road, where I have to face dark faces, boundless grasslands, altitude sickness, the pain of being far away from home, and endless operations, treatments, and nursing care. There, there are no international famous brands in big shopping malls, and there are no fashionable gadgets that can be seen everywhere. When you want to make a phone call, the signal may be poor, and you can’t connect to the Internet when you want to send an email. Sometimes, there is no electricity or water. In life In the face of bit by bit tempering, no matter how beautiful and faithful the relationship is, it will fade away, and in the end, what I will face is only endless quarrels and breakups. Moreover, she is not in good health. Instead of this, I would rather now..."

The dagger in my face trembled more and more.

I open my eyes.Seeing Xie Tianjia's bloodless face, a trace of pity arose in his heart for no reason.

Long Feimo's voice became sharper: "Then, I want to ask, does your choice, you leave alone, have anything to do with other people, including Yu Sangxiao?"

He Yanqing said lightly: "My past, my past, I can't escape, or even forget, just like that pomegranate, although she is not in that old place, her flowers no longer fragrance the land, and her branches and leaves no longer cover the land. The corners, the grass, all the care and care have been moved to another completely unfamiliar place, but whenever I think of it, I think that she breathes the same air as me, and my heart is still warm." He looked at Xie Tianjia, and then The reporter stared at him for a moment, completely attracted attention.He said softly, "I'm not a nostalgic person. I choose to give myself unlimited space and try to look forward, but," a helpless smile curled up on the corner of his lips, "There are always people who keep asking, reminding, Suspecting my past, I could patiently explain it at first, but after a long time, I am just an ordinary person. I am tired."

His voice was flat, yet deeply tired.

Long Feimo turned to Xie Tianjia, his eyes just slid across my face, a strange and strange light flashed in his eyes, which was fleeting.He looked at her very, very calmly: "Now, do you hear clearly?"

I closed my eyes again.I finally understood what he really meant.He went on to speak calmly, without any emotion: "The things between you, including the problems, have always been limited to the two of you, do you understand?" He glanced at He Yanqing, and almost immediately, the latter spoke : "Xie Tianjia..."

I heard her voice, trembling and looking forward to: "You... are you blaming me? I have been asking you, I have not believed you, you are angry, so you want to break up with me, right?" The dagger in her hand Gradually loosening, her tone became more and more urgent, "I can change it, I can change it, I promise, I won't ask you anything in the future, don't care about you, you are going to Tibet, right? I am not afraid of suffering, I am not afraid of Dirty, I'm not afraid of anything, let me go with you, okay?"

He Yanqing stared at her, and his eyes gradually became sad. After a long time, I heard his voice, almost whispering: "Okay." He said softly, "I promise you. Then, let her go .”

She was almost ecstatic, she kept saying: "Okay, okay, okay." Her hand, together with the dagger, slowly left my face, I saw Long Feimo's expression, at that moment, my heart was full of mixed feelings .When Xie Tianjia held me, when the sharp dagger was against me, when I was bleeding, I was in pain, I was afraid, and I didn't even want to cry.

But at this moment, when I saw that look, I felt sore in my heart, and I felt deeply.

I walked towards him step by step, and just after taking two steps, I heard a scream behind me: "You lied to me, you completely lied to me—"

Almost immediately, I was violently thrown away by a burst of inertia. After staggering for a long time, I turned around and saw a large pool of blood on Long Feimo's right arm.His face was livid, and he completely ignored his injuries. I clearly saw him raise his hand instantly, and slapped Xie Tianjia hard without hesitation, causing the dagger in her hand to fly far away.He bent down and looked at her who was motionless on the ground: "Whether it's depression or intermittent schizophrenia, no one can threaten me. Moreover, I warned you, it's not your turn to talk about my housework." Gossiping!" He took out the phone from his pocket with his left hand and started to press keys.

I rushed forward to stop Long Feimo, I looked at He Yanqing, I looked at his painful face, his painful eyes, I turned around, hesitated for a moment, then raised my head: "No."

He looked at me, there were too many things in his eyes, I didn't know how to distinguish them, or rather, I didn't dare to look at them for too long.I lowered my eyes and said softly, "Your injury." I was a little flustered, more pain, faint, touching heartache, "Go to the hospital quickly."

His slender fingers stayed on the button for a long time, he stood face to face with me, it is warm and warm late spring, but I clearly feel the cold, cold, speechless, suffocating speechless .

In the single ward, Long Feige glanced at the person on the bed, and then took a sneak peek at my expression, finally couldn't help it, and leaned in front of me: "Hey, Sang Xiao, didn't my brother say that I have an appointment with you tonight?" Well, have you ever been on a romantic date in the two-person world? Why did both of you hang up and come back? And do you know?" He scratched his head, "My brother seems to have never been injured since I can remember. Is he injured like this?" For the first time, I saw his serious expression, "The doctor said that he almost injured a tendon."

I buried my head and said nothing.

I know it all.He had all thirteen stitches.Every time I sew a stitch, my heart feels unbearably painful.

Longfei Pavilion waited for a long time, always looking back and forth at us.In the end, bored and puzzled, I couldn't hold it back anymore, so I cleverly found a reason and slipped out.

I finally looked up and looked at him.

He lowered his eyes, his face was as usual, except for the bandage wrapped around his right arm, which showed his injuries, he was not pale and weak due to excessive blood loss.In his left hand, he was even gently turning the exquisite matchbox.

I opened my mouth, opened my mouth again, and finally said with great difficulty, "Fei Mo..."

He still lowered his head, found a cigarette, lit it with one hand, took a puff, and said lightly: "Before, someone told me that there is a kind of thorn bird in legend, which sings only once in its life. From that moment she sought the thorn tree until she found it. Then she thrust herself into the longest, sharpest thorn, and sang among the savage branches." He straightened up, " The world thinks it is rare, and so do I. I sing it only once in my life, just for one person..." He lifted the quilt and got off the bed, shrugged, and still did not look at me, "It seems that I have always thought that I am singing a one-man show by myself." He Faintly, "Perhaps, I was wrong."

My heart was shocked, and my eyes gradually blurred: "Fei Mo..."

What responded to me was his passing figure and a heavy closing sound of the door.

(End of this chapter)