Apricot blossom spring rain and snow season
Chapter 48 Conspiracy
Chapter 48 Conspiracy
When I arrived at the office that day, before the stool was warmed up, the director of the office called me: "Ziqi, you and Xiao Liu go and get back the company's newly photocopied brochure, which will be used today."
I agreed, and hurried out with the driver, Xiao Liu.On the way, I joked that I don’t know who came this time, the boss
general attention.
Holding a large stack of promotional materials, I opened the door and walked into the meeting room.Dahai and Xiaowang were sitting inside and were talking with the boss.I one
Going in, all eyes turned around.Dahai jumped up like clockwork, and shouted at me: "Ziqi?!"
The boss smiled and asked, "Do you know each other?"
Dahai said, "Of course we know each other. We have worked together for four years."
The boss was surprised, I stared at the sea, and he stared at me.I pulled my face and opened a smile, and put the information on the table: "You
Let's talk, I'll treat you to dinner after get off work. "
Just about to go out, the cunning boss stopped me: "Ziqi, don't rush out, you used to be colleagues, and it just so happens that today
Tiandi came to understand the situation, and you introduced them to them. "
What do I introduce?I haven't paid much attention to the company's business. I fiddle with documents and do odd jobs every day.Everyone in the room looked at me,
I could only smile and say, "Let's look at the company's information first, and then explain if you have any questions."
I really don't know what kind of explanation I will have to face the sea later.I sat there dumbfounded and listened to the boss's hype about the company. When I walked out of the conference room at noon, the boss said to me: "Take them to dinner today, let's go together."
I warmly greet Dahai and Xiaowang to eat.The boss is more emotional about our reunion than his enthusiasm for the company's business.I thought to myself, if Dahai and the others knew that I came to work as a small clerk, I don’t know how they would feel.
In front of the boss, several people seemed very polite, and they didn't know what to say. The boss was very smart, and he said that he had something urgent to leave and asked me to accompany him.As he said that, he winked at me, so I had no choice but to follow out.
"Ziqi, talk to your colleagues carefully, the company will depend on you this time, do it well, you will have a bright future." The boss said with a smile.
Home by their parents, go out to rely on friends.It's easier to do things when you have more friends, and I understand what the boss means.
Once the boss left, the atmosphere changed.First Xiao Wang said, "Sister Ziqi, you straightened your hair, it's pretty good."
Dahai said: "Why don't you say hello, just drop a letter and run away?"
Xiao Wang then said aggrievedly: "Like a prisoner, I took notes many times, and in the end I closed my eyes and breathed a sigh of relief.
Recite the process of the day. "
I laughed and said, "It's hard for you." Seeing Dahai's displeased look, he hurriedly said, "Dahai, long time no see, you are still so handsome."
This time the flattery was wrong, and the tiger's ass was slapped.Dahai said to Xiao Wang: "Zi Qi and I have something to talk about, Xiao Wang, can you take a taxi and go back to the hotel first?"
Xiao Wang left very sensible.I didn't stop him, some things are hard to say in front of Xiao Wang.
As soon as Xiao Wang left, Hai Hai raised an issue: "Tang Ziqi, you are so good, you don't even know how to call back. You know that Ning Qing is in a hurry, and Mr. Ning is angry at home, so angry that he is hospitalized? The whole city is rumored that Ning's family The daughter-in-law ran away with someone."
Ning Qing is anxious, Dahai Xiaoruo is anxious, I know, but I am still sad to hear that Papa Ning is angry.The old man is really good to me.
Now, what can I say.How can I tell the sea?I froze.
Dahai yelled again: "You really went to City B to find Zhan Yunyi? Ning Qing treats you so well, how could you do this!"
Sitting angry.
After thinking about it for a long time, I have to say something to him: "Dahai, Ning Qing and I, this matter is quite troublesome."
Dahai's tone finally softened: "Ning Qing has always regretted that he shouldn't have let you know that Zhan Yunyi bought Ning's."
I couldn't help but speak out for Yi: "Zhan Yunyi won't deal with the Ning family, he was just too angry at the time."
Dahai sneered: "I think you really don't know the situation, do you? The Ning Corporation reconvened a shareholder meeting not long ago, and the shareholding was changed.
Zhan Yunyi got someone to attend on his behalf, and he is already one of the directors of Ning's. "
I told Dahai what Zhan Yunyi said to me.Tell him, let Yi return the shares to the Ning family in the future.Dahai sighed: "Ziqi, but, you and Ning Qing..."
I said sternly to Dahai: "Ning Qing was just helping me at the time. I came to City B to find Zhan Yunyi to repay his love. There is no misunderstanding between me and Yi. I want to be with him. Dahai, help me Explain to Ning Qing."
Da Hai was a little embarrassed: "Zi Qi, Ning Qing will come in the afternoon, I called him, you should talk to him face to face. This is better."
Yes, no matter what, I have to explain it to Ning Qing.
I was happy, I hadn't seen Dahai for so long, and I really missed him a little bit.I take the sea to my nest.Dahai was also quite happy: "Ziqi, Zhan Yunyi has really changed his mind. After all these years, you finally got what you wanted."
I was angry: "It's as if I robbed him." A red cloud flew across my face, and my heart was sweet.
There was hidden worry in Dahai's expression: "But, Ning Qing. He will definitely be sad."
When I am silent, I will firmly say to Dahai: "It is not him that I love, this, there is no way."
He thought for a while and showed a helpless smile: "There is no way for this. Why did you think of having an agreement with him to hold a wedding at that time? It was too much noise and it was really unfair to Ning Qing. And the two elders of the Ning family, you have to give them an explanation. .”
That agreement was proposed by Ning Qing. He said that he didn't even have a chance if he didn't bet. He also thought that maybe I would fall in love with him within two years.Now, before even a year is up, I'm gone.The second elder of the Ning family, I can't face it, such a good old man, I am ashamed that Mother Ning still wants to hold her grandson. "It's better than me marrying him for real and thinking about showing the clouds and being strong for the rest of my life!"
Ning Qing came, I opened the door to see him, and smiled at him.There was excitement in Ning Qing's eyes, and he said, "Zi Qi, I miss you very much."After speaking, he reached out and hugged me.
I didn't break away, and after a while of silence, I said: "The sea is still there, let's go into the house."
Dahai didn't stay any longer, he said let Ning Qing and I have a good talk.
Sending Haihai away, I said to Ning Qing: "Let's eat at home tonight, I will do it."
Ning Qing was very happy: "Okay, I've never eaten any of your dishes."
I smiled and said to him, "Try it then."
I made my specialty roast pork ribs, bear's paw tofu, sliced meat with green bamboo shoots, and a pot of dumpling soup.Also opened two bottles of Erguotou.
He tasted it and applauded.He raised his glass and said to me: "Ziqi, no matter what, let me say sorry first, you came to Zhan Yunyi for me, I don't know what to say."
I also raised my glass: "It's all over. Don't mention it. Zhan Yunyi won't do anything to Ning. If you don't trust the shares in his hands, then you can negotiate a price and just take it back."
Ning Qing chuckled: "Ziqi, I am really happy today. I respect you and wish you and Zhan Yunyi to be together."
I drank very heartily and felt happy, since Ning Qing is so open-minded, I feel much less guilty towards the Ning family.She still asked him worriedly: "Dahai said that Papa Ning was so angry that he was hospitalized, how can I feel sorry for him?"
Ning Qing smiled softly: "Zi Qi, you are just soft-hearted, don't worry about this, I will handle it."
I felt relieved and said to Ning Qing: "I'll go back and see them when I have time. As long as they forgive me, that's fine."
Before we knew it, each of us drank a bottle of Erguotou.Both Ning Qing and I have a good capacity for alcohol, after drinking, a layer of bright red slowly appeared on our faces.
Ning Qing smiled and said to me: "Zi Qi, you are getting more and more charming."
"Ning Qing, with your scholarly spirit, few people can match you."
He squinted his eyes slightly and said, "It's a pity that you only have Zhan Yunyi in your heart."
I laughed and said, "Ning Qing, we flatter each other, it's really affectionate."
"I can't ask for more." Ning Qing joked.
As I was talking, I heard a knock on the door, and I went to open it.Yi stood at the door in an extremely exhausted body, looking at the luggage under his feet before coming from the airport.
I'm a bit overwhelmed.Ning Qing was in the room, there was a mess of cups and bowls on the table, after we drank, my complexion was peachy.I was intuitively afraid of being misunderstood.He hurriedly said, "Why didn't you give me a call before you came back? Ning Qing is here."
Yi was a little puzzled.Still stuck at the door.Ning Qing had already walked over.He was asking: "Zi Qi, who is it?" Seeing Zhan Yunyi at the door, he raised his eyebrows: "Zhan Yunyi?"
This situation is even more dramatic than TV dramas.I looked at the two of them, and always felt that the atmosphere was awkward. Just as I was about to speak, Ning Qing moved his hand suddenly.He hit it with one punch.
God, what is this and what?I don't understand why Ning Qing made a move.It's not clear that this is messing things up.Not allowing me to regain my senses, the two of them started fighting in the narrow corridor.
I stood in the middle anxiously, and Yi kicked me in the stomach, and I fell to the ground with a bang. This kick was really strong, and it hit the sea of qi in the Dantian. I couldn't make a sound, and it was a little difficult to breathe. watching them.
Ning Qing jumped over and hugged me, I wanted to scold him but couldn't make a sound.I only heard Ning Qing say: "Zhan Yunyi, I wanted to beat you up a long time ago."
Yi stood there panting slightly, the corridor was very dark, I couldn't see his face clearly, I only felt that there was sadness, disappointment and deep tiredness in his eyes.
After a while, I called out to him: "Yi, this is a misunderstanding."
He straightened his clothes, picked up his luggage and left. I felt anxious and wanted to stand up. Ning Qing held me down. Misunderstanding, your circle is too big, today, you really make me sad. "
I don't know what he means, I don't understand.I can't figure out what's going on.Yi carried his luggage and went downstairs. I threw Ning Qing off and jumped up to chase him. I grabbed him at the corner of the stairs, tears came out of my eyes, and I just said, "Don't go, that's not the case."
Yi slapped him across the face, and walked away without even looking.
I stood still for a while, my face was hot, what did I do?How could he have misunderstood so deeply?How could he be willing to hit me?
Suddenly thinking of Ning Qing, I looked upstairs, and Ning Qing was standing there like a normal person for a long time, my lips were trembling, and I let out a stern cry: "Ning Qing!"
His smile is so terrifying, with a hint of amusement, a hint of pity, and a hint of hatred: "Do you want to know?"
There are still meals and bowls and chopsticks on the table in the house, and there is still wine in the wine glass.Ning Qing sat down and took two more chopsticks to eat, and picked up the wine glass to drink slowly while eating.It's like nothing just happened.I am still the attentive host, still talking and laughing with him, and still toasting to see if he is happy.
There was a smile on his fair face, gentle and composed.A dark gray suit, a light white shirt, and Zhou Zheng's tie are elegant and personable.
I seem to be looking at the scenery on the other side across a river.I have been standing like this, in a trance.He has been sitting at the dining table, eating happily, as if he has been hungry for a long time, and he ate extremely delicious food all at once, with a satisfied smile on the corner of his mouth.
I used to tell Haihai that the people of Ningqing live up to their name, they are quiet and indifferent, like the breeze and bright moon.I said to Yi, I like Ning Qing's gentleness, Ning Qing always has a gentle smile.Xiao Ruo said that his elder brother is a modest gentleman, as gentle as jade.Why did I praise him just now?Bookish?This is such a seemingly harmless person, this is such a person who makes me feel guilty, what did he do?I heard my floating voice asking: "Ning Qing, what did you do?"
He was playing with a small wine glass in his hand, and his eyes were squinting at me. Those eyes were sarcasm, ridicule, or fierceness!Yes, a long time ago, when I had no intention of acting as the gossip heroine of the company, I said to him: "Ning Qing, we are just friends".He looked at me with that scary look and said, "We're definitely not just friends."
How did I forget?I forgot that at the reception he announced on his own initiative that I would marry him, and I forgot that he made a firm agreement with me, such a scheming person, I forgot all of it just because of his smile, a smile that didn't bring any offense?I just remember that he is helping me, he is taking care of me, and he silently expects with affection that one day I will fall in love with him.But he knows everything, knows that I refuse, and knows that the person I love in my heart is not him.
"Why?" I looked at him and asked subconsciously.
I felt that my heart was in pain, and my face was also in pain.
Ning Qing frowned suddenly, looked at me a little impatiently, but still didn't speak.I exploded, walked over in three steps at a time, raised my hand and overturned the table.
Ning Qing flicked the vegetable soup on her body, stood up, and looked at me condescendingly.The corner of his mouth curled up: "You still don't understand? Since you married me, I have no intention of letting you go. You married me in front of so many people. You can only be mine. "
I opened my mouth to say that was the agreement.Ning Qing didn't give me a chance: "Don't tell me the agreement, it was an agreement at first, I was looking forward to getting closer to you, I hope you will take pity on me, you live in the morning garden, face each other day and night, but, I found that I want to Wrong, you can’t have my place in your heart except Zhan Yunyi. I can only design. Ziqi, you are really too naive and think of me too simply. There is really no free lunch. No one will So generous!"
I was so angry that I waved my hand and slapped him.Ning Qing quickly stopped my hand, and twisted my hand behind my back hard, I was so painful that tears fell down.Ning Qing pulled me closer and wiped away my tears with her fingers.He said leisurely: "You look so beautiful when you cry, like the wet eyes of a puppy. Poor and cute."
I raised my leg and stomped on his foot hard, and he let me go in pain.I cursed: "You pretend to be a gentleman, don't forget that it was you who made the agreement on your own initiative, you said you can do whatever you want, let me go or stay, you go back on your word!"
Ning Qing stood in front of me, not angry at all: "I said it, but I regretted it. You refused to spend more time with me on the excuse of being busy with the company. Do you know how uncomfortable I am? I often stand at the door Look at the way you are asleep. I think of you and I were so cute when you fell asleep while watching the stars. When you set off firecrackers during the Spring Festival, it was the first time you laughed and screamed in my arms, covering your ears. I really want to protect you You are forever. Your heart is not with me, but I want to keep you. I heard Dahai said that you were sick, so I found a reason to visit you. I thought you would be moved. But you stared at Zhan Yunyi But I said I wanted to go, and then I regretted it. I fished you out of the water, and I really regretted causing you to fall into the water. I softened my voice and asked you to forgive me, but you, after you woke up, I only saw you How many women have I rejected with that look of disgust in my eyes? But it’s you, who dismissed me, waved and let me go, you trampled my self-esteem under your feet, and trampled my heart into mud. "His gentle face became ferocious.As he spoke, he approached me.
I grabbed something within reach and threw it at him, yelling: "So you pretended to be drunk on purpose, let me read your diary on purpose, and made me hate Zhan Yunyi on purpose?!"
"You should blame yourself. You are very curious and soft-hearted. I just told the truth about Zhan Yunyi's acquisition of Ning's, but you couldn't help it impulsively." Ning Qing said.
"But you didn't expect that I would live in peace with him, you didn't expect that I would decide to be with him, you deliberately didn't explain, and deliberately hit him first!"
Ning Qing flashed past the things I threw, smiling: "I only guessed half of it, Ziqi." He suddenly grabbed me and threw me on the bed, leaning over to press me down, I panicked and scratched desperately. .He pulled my hands and fixed them on my head, and pressed my forehead against mine. I couldn't move, my eyes looked into his eyes, and I could only see the rough waves inside.He only said one sentence to calm me down, he said: "Actually, Zhan Yunyi won't misunderstand easily tonight, do you want to hear what I have to say?"
He didn't let me go, and said slowly: "You really don't understand Zhan Yunyi's situation. A foreign bastard suddenly appeared, and the Zhan family can give him the Asian affairs. His grandfather wants to hand over the Zhan family. Give him, there are too many people who want to put him to death. I just reached a consensus with some people. And you, you just discussed with me to deal with him, to go back to Ning's shares, internal worries How can he cope with foreign troubles?"
I was furious: "I told Zhan Yunyi a long time ago that we just agreed to get married, and he wouldn't believe you.".
Ning Qing said disapprovingly: "Zhan Yunyi has never touched you before, right? I want your body, he won't believe it." My whole body felt as if I was immersed in ice water, and my head exploded.Twist and struggle.
Ning Qing said with a low-key smile: "It's useless." He kissed my neck, I opened my mouth and bit his shoulder suddenly, he trembled in pain, and let go of his hand.I casually pulled over the bedside table lamp and threw it down on him.In the next second, he ran to the door.
I only heard Ning Qing say behind him: "Zhan Yunyi's grandfather passed away. He didn't die so soon. The Zhan family just showed him the wedding video of Zhan Yunyi wanting to marry a woman. Zhan Yunyi still insisted. I watched helplessly as the old man left without coming up."
I look back at him.Ning Qing rubbed his head and said: "It is inevitable for him to lose power. His father is the only one, and his father's wife hates him to the bone. He is sorry for his mother and his grandfather. By the way, he can still marry and find a powerful man." Help him with my wife. You can explain, but you have to ask me to testify for you. Or wait until he regains control of the Zhan family and then come to you. I don’t know what mood he came to you.”
I said slowly, "Why are you so cruel?!"
Ning Qing smiled brightly: "I can't get it, can I think of you and him and fall asleep happily and peacefully? I didn't expect him to come back so soon, and it should be two or three weeks later."
I asked him, "What if you don't find me?"
Ning Qing laughed out loud: "Of course I'm looking for him, but it's such a coincidence that he appeared, I'm pretty quick, right? I admire my quick wit."
I ran away from home amidst his insolent laughter, not daring to stay any longer.He didn't chase it out either.
It's been windy tonight.One layer of autumn rain and one layer of coolness.After this wind passes, the most beautiful season in City B will be over.
I ran away from home, thinly clothed.shivering with cold.I don't have any money on me.It was pitch black outside.No passerby was seen.The street lamps cast halos of light desertedly.I walked on and on and on, hoping to find a place with a phone.But I couldn't find it, there were only IC card phones everywhere.I gritted my teeth and called 110, only to ask the police to help.
At this time, I think the capital is really good, and 110 came in less than 5 minutes.I knew that I looked very embarrassed, my hair was disheveled, my clothes were disheveled, half of my face was swollen, and my hands were bruised.I didn't mention Zhan Yunyi or Ning Qing, I just said that I had a fight with my boyfriend, he slapped me and left, I forgot my wallet and so on.
The 110 listened seriously, took notes, and said angrily, "The young couple called the police after the quarrel. Why didn't you call 119 to put out the fire?"
I said sadly: "You don't trust our people's police. I'm not too troublesome. Can I call a friend to pick me up?" That policeman is really a good policeman. Give me the phone.
I called Yi, but he turned off the phone.I didn't call Dahai, considering his relationship with Xiao Ruo.I'll call Yu'er.It took her a long time to pick it up, and she was still sleepy: "Who is it?"
"I, Ziqi, Yu'er..." I burst into tears.Can't say a word.
110 took the mobile phone, said something to Yu Er on the other end of the phone, and then said: "Okay, I'll take you there. Girls have to die like this when they are in a relationship."
I sat on Yu'er's bed and started crying.From howling to crying to no tears, convulsions and convulsions.Yu'er was startled, and after a few words of persuasion, she acted as if she hadn't heard me, and went to the outside room to make a phone call.I was tired from crying and slowly fell asleep, and she hadn't gone to bed yet.
It felt like something cold was being applied to the face, which was very comfortable, and there was a faint sigh.I seemed to see Yi standing in front of the bed, a tear slipped down his cheek, he caught it with his hand, his eyes were full of pity.I kept talking to him, saying a lot of things.He let me sleep peacefully, and I slept peacefully, with him watching over me, safe.
Woke up and opened my eyes, but couldn't open them.My name is Yu'er.She ran in from the outer room: "Are you awake, Ziqi? I'm on vacation today to accompany you, but I was scared last night. The police sent you here."
I made a bitter face: "Why can't I keep my eyes open."
Yu'er held back her laughter, and handed over a mirror: "Look for yourself, this is how the pig's head is produced."
I saw that it wasn't so, both eyes were swollen and slits were formed, and my face was also swollen.I threw the mirror away: "The incident of Tang Ziqi's disfigurement will now be reported."
I told Yu Er exactly what had happened, and there were tears in my eyes again.
Yu'er frowned when she heard this: "Zi Qi, why did you mess with such a master?"
I curled my lips and felt wronged: "I didn't think so much at the time. Ning Qing said so well, and the conditions were so generous, he said he was willing to bet. What can I do to balance it?"
Yu Er smiled and said, "You are really cruel, at least he loves you."
Am I cruel?After sleeping, the sun was still shining brightly, and there were no dark clouds after the strong wind, except for the crackling of the poplar leaves outside.Thinking of yesterday, thinking of the past, I don't hate Ning Qing, I can't hate at all.If a slap can't be made, I have to bear half of the responsibility.If I hadn't agreed to the agreement proposed by Ning Qing, if I hadn't walked up to him in a wedding dress to be his bride, if I hadn't lived in the morning garden, that beautiful and warm place, hadn't given him the illusion of home, at most he would have chased after him. No, he was still that gentle and refined scholar standing in the garden.
Yi turned off the phone, I couldn't find him.He gave me a slap, such a strong slap, as if he just slapped me, and it is still swollen and painful.
Yu'er carefully wrapped ice cubes in a towel to cool my face and eyes.Leng Bi Bi Liang You You feels the same as in the dream, but it's gone, gone, really gone.
Covering my face with a towel, I said in a muffled voice, "Yu'er, I'm exhausted."
She sat down and asked me sympathetically, "Do you want to ask Zhan Yunyi to explain?"
"No. I wanted to, but I can't get through his cell phone. I'm tired, and so is he. He has more things than me. Sooner or later he will understand. But, I'm not sure if we can still be together .” I pulled off the towel and smiled at Yu’er.
Yu Er stared at me for a while: "If you want to find him, I can really help you."
I smiled wryly: "After so much, even if there is no misunderstanding, so what? He asked me to meet his family's requirements before, but I refused. How can I ask him to give up now? I don't love Jiangshan and beautiful people. It’s unrealistic. Haven’t you heard the words of Jiu Zhuang being cowardly and Qian Zhuang being brave? You can’t ask an eagle to build a grass nest under the eaves like a sparrow and eat insects to survive. I have no such right. the people of the world."
I once read a novel.The protagonist is an experienced and legendary old man.When he was in his eighties, he wiped out his billions of dollars.I bought an unnamed island in the South China Sea and lived a quiet life in seclusion.
One day, the old man was fishing on the beach, and he watched the fish struggling in the net in fear.After hauling his nets, he took his catch home, leaving one fish in the murky water with the others ready for the pot, while the other fish was placed in a clean white porcelain basin.Then the two fish were released back into the sea at the same time.
Because of his different handling methods, the two fish have different fates.
When a fish returns to the fish world, it will describe the experience of swimming in the world as hell.This fish saw its own kind being slaughtered with its own eyes, surrounded by its own limbs and viscera, and its ears echoed the wailing of its own kind before it died. What it swallowed was water mixed with the blood of its own kind. He will stay in the deep sea obediently, die of old age in peace, and never approach the shore again.
And the other fish, after returning to the original world, will think that he has been to heaven.It stays comfortably and safely in the clean water, watching the joy of carp jumping over the dragon gate on the wall, surrounded by classical and elegant Chinese room layout, listening to the faint sound of Guqin, no big fish comes to threaten Threatening its life safety, the old man who invited it to come to the shore is so kind, and he looks like a god in his heart.The fish will never forget the beauty he saw until the end of his life.
A wedding narrowed the distance with Ning Qing.He was like the fish put into the white porcelain basin by the old man, longing for the beautiful scenery he saw.Longing to live in heaven all day long.However, in the next second, he was put into the turbid water again. There was no hope and no beautiful scenery, just waiting to be ripped open and thrown into the frying pan.He will resent, resent why the end result is to go to hell but he has to give him the enjoyment of heaven.
There is no pain of loss if you have not been close or obtained.
I can't hate Ning Qing.
The same is true for Zhan Yunyi.Having never been to Suhe, he didn't know there was such a beautiful and warm place.What the tourist sees is the natural beauty of the mountain village, but he lives there and blends into the life of the people in the town.Where did he fall in love with the innocence of the girl in the mountains, and he wholeheartedly wants to own and protect.The difference between him and Ning Qing is that he also saw heaven, but his heaven coexisted with hell.
I gave him heaven and hell.There is also a third option, to return to the water after he has visited heaven and hell.Everything is a dream.Slowly forget those memories of heaven and hell in an environment suitable for his survival.
"Ziqi, you always feel that Zhan Yunyi is from two worlds. You are not good enough for him, but you are so proud that you don't even want to accommodate him. It's not that you don't have talent, it's just that you don't have great ambitions. You just go, you don't even have the ambition, no wonder you are tired. You think too pessimistically, and there are too many things these days, take more rest and take your time." Yu Er advised me.
If the mountain cannot come, I will pass.What a sentence.If I can't reach the mountain of Zhan Yunyi, at least I can live a little more comfortably, right?Maybe, one day, when Yi and I meet again, I will still be radiant, and I can't let him look at me miserable and uneasy.There is a song, please be happier than me, so as not to waste my embarrassing exit.
I sat up and said to her seriously: "Yu'er, I want to change jobs, you know someone well, can you introduce me to someone?"
Yu'er was overjoyed: "You figured it out so quickly?"
I scolded her: "It's not that I figured it out so quickly. I can't live my whole life complaining and sighing." I gently leaned my head on her shoulder, "Yu'er, he is the only family member in my world. Whether we can be together, I live a good life, and it is always good for him to live a good life."
Yu'er accompanied me back to the rented den.The mess from last night is gone, and the house is clean.I sigh, nothing happened.
There is a letter on the table.
Ning Qing only wrote one sentence: "Ziqi, live your life well, I don't hate you anymore."
I laughed, Ning Qing is still the same Ning Qing who talks freely.
Zhan Yunyi will take care of the Zhan family's affairs, and Ning Qing will take care of the Ning family's affairs.
Tang Ziqi has Tang Ziqi's life.
I turned to Yu Er and said, "There are still many good people in the world."
Yu'er smiled and said nothing.I said again: "You are also a good person, so you must introduce me to a good job. The environment should be comfortable, there should be no punching in and out of work, and the monthly salary should not be less than 6000 yuan, plus dividends. If the company wants to develop its future, the boss can't be like Gao Old man, it’s best to have a good environment with handsome men like clouds and beautiful women..."
Zhan Yunyi disappeared, but Yu Er didn't hide it from me, saying that he had gone to England and that he would be stationed in Hong Kong in the future.
I often look at the photos I took on Mount Tai, and I recall that these were activities itineraries, from the foot of the mountain to the Nantianmen, which were clearly recorded.Where it was filmed, what was said at the time, and what I was doing, I have not forgotten at all.
I like the few photos of him in the high-profile film the most. He lowered his head, raised his legs, and walked towards me with a smile.I framed these photos and placed them on the desk in rows. Every time I see them, I want to smile warmly.
I don't know what he thinks, but I choose to stay in City B.Some people say that even if there is only one friend in a strange city, the city will not feel strange. City B is now the place I most want to stay.Perhaps, in my heart, I can't bear to be farther away from him.
Maybe this time I really lost him completely.Buddhism often talks about karma.Everything is my retribution!
I don't even have the heart to explain now.I just want to stay here, even if I will never forget him in my life, let's live like this.
Everything is gone in a blink of an eye. City C has become a distant experience.Ning Qing and Ning Ruo Hai are characters who have disappeared in the depths of memory.I'm 28 and starting all over again.
Before Yu Er could introduce me to a job, a magazine offered me an olive branch, and I wanted to do print advertisements.I love the stylish message of a magazine that caters to beauty lovers.Not to mention my desire to see handsome men and beautiful women, there are various furniture designs and food culture by the way.The most important thing is to send me [-] silver per month. Of course, I can also receive various gift coupons and discount cards when I go to shoot commercials.
For the first time, I truly integrated into the life of City B, and then discovered that this city has its own beauty.With thousands of years of cultural accumulation, she has a unique charm.
Life is slowly becoming colorful.Only then did I realize how self-willed, extreme, and immature I was.These experiences come at the cost of a heavy past.
People always have to grow, and the price of growth may be easy or heavy, and it is not too late to understand now.
If I meet a person who can get along well now, I will definitely marry.Ordinary go to work and go home, take the children to wait for her husband, and be an ordinary couple in an ordinary world.
On weekends, I invite college students to drink free European afternoon tea.Sunshine, refreshments, beautiful environment, lazily lying on the sofa, not wanting to move or talk.Liu Jing reminded me: "Zi Qi, pay attention to your sitting posture and maintain a ladylike demeanor."
Yes, it's embarrassing to be rude in such an environment.I sit down and look at everyone, they are all sitting upright.They looked at each other, giggled and covered their mouths.
This is how women are together, and three sentences will lead to lifelong events.
In the small place of Suhe, people would get married in their early twenties, and now everyone is 28 or [-], and the six people who stayed in B City have not yet married.Xiaoyu's daughter, who is out of town, has turned one year old, and the photos of the family of three happily posted on the Internet made everyone's mouth water.Weizi said that if she had known this before, she would have gone back to her hometown, and the honest and steady men on the edge of Heilongjiang would definitely value her as a treasure.
As soon as she said it, everyone laughed and talked about the scene of the first meeting in the dormitory.When I went in, I had two handbags, medium size.Liu Jing watched me take out things one by one, and suddenly asked me: "Is this the thickest winter clothing for you?" When I took out the woolen skirt and said it was for winter, Liu Jing was about to faint.
Can't figure out what she means.Liu Jing said exaggeratedly: "Be careful of freezing to death." Wei Zi came in dragging a linen bag while shaking her head, and there was a big leather suitcase behind her.
Everyone go to help.I thought that the big bag contained bedding and pillows, but Weizi said embarrassedly that it was a cotton coat and trousers made by her mother.A suit of clothes filled a sack.Wait for her to show it.Everyone in the room was amazed, I smiled and said: "You cut the quilt into clothes over there, is it so cold?"
Weizi described that when she spits at the coldest time, she can hear a crisp sound when she falls to the ground.
Wei Zi and I became a sharp contrast between the south and the north.During the first winter in City B, the girls in our house each bought a military overcoat to make out of the house.I can't help it if I don't like it. At that time, the classmates in the same room loved to go crazy together.Speaking of the military overcoats that winter, it involved the collective bald heads in the friendly male dormitory.
He sighed while talking, lamenting that time flies and youth is gone.I lament that a good man in the world is so cruel and let seven beautiful women feel melancholy alone.
Tian Hua suddenly lowered his head shyly, his eyelashes fluttering: "I will get married this Spring Festival!"
This remark undoubtedly aroused public outrage.Several people took turns to interrogate Tian Huacai to explain the situation hesitantly.She is actually an online dating!We want to faint, these days, the most unbelievable thing is online dating. "Do you know him?" "Have you seen him?" "Did you lie on the Internet?" "Where does he live? Work there? Did you do a field trip?"
Regarding the questions we couldn't believe, Tian Hua had no choice but to truthfully report one by one: "We met online after four months of chatting, and then we started. It's been two years, it's okay, and we got married during the Spring Festival."
Anyway, this is the first of my roommates in Beijing to get married.Envious of the five people, they decided to come up with ideas collectively.I think Tian Hua may have regretted it, and when he tossed the old bus and these old women back to her, he probably only breathed a sigh of relief.
I took the initiative to take on the important task of accompanying her in choosing furniture decoration.As long as there is something in the magazine and the consumption is within her allowable range, I will accompany her to buy it.My duty is to bargain with discounts based on familiarity.
I was impatient, and within a few days I asked Tian Hua to go see something.She wants to buy an antique lamp.
There are too many lighting stores, so we patiently visit one by one.Tian Hua is famous for her patience and physical strength when shopping. She spent three days shopping in Hong Kong and broke a pair of shoes.Being able to walk away with bad shoes is either because the quality is not good enough, or because she is too good at walking.I'm sure it's the latter. We've been shopping from morning to evening, and she's still in good spirits, with the attitude of never giving up until she finds what she likes.If the first few well-decorated lighting stores in front of me don’t exist anymore, I plan to cut a piece of bamboo and weave a lantern for her.
The decoration of the lighting store has cut off most of the skylight, and it is getting closer to dusk, so the lights in the store are more radiant, dim and warm.
Just like that, Yi reappeared at the lamplight glazed place after disappearing for two months.I saw him through a crystal curtain.Beads weave a bright light against the light.
He was watching the lamp with a petite and beautiful girl.My eyesight is so good that I can see the little creases on his cheeks when the corners of his mouth are curled up.
He was pointing to a lamp and talking to the waitress, then turned his head to talk to the girl.The well-defined face was gentle, only soft to the bottom of the eyes, and the girl smiled sweetly like a flower.
I wanted to call him, but couldn't make a sound.
Tian Hua poked me, and then looked over there: "Isn't that Zhan Yunyi? Ziqi." She went to lift the crystal curtain, and there were a few crisp sounds when she touched her fingers, which shocked me, so I quickly pulled Tian Hua Hide back.Fortunately, this store is like a maze, with twists and turns to reflect the beauty of the lights.
He didn't see me, his eyes didn't glance in my direction.I dragged Tian Hua to play hide-and-seek with them, and when they passed by the door, I walked out of the door without hesitation.
Tian Hua followed me silently.So far, we slowed down.Tian Hua said cautiously: "I heard that you broke up, what are you afraid of breaking up, it's nothing to say hello openly."
I hurriedly nodded in agreement: "Yeah, I was just a conditioned reflex at the time, and my movements were a little too big. Now continue to buy lights?"
Tian Hua sighed: "Do you think I'm an idiot and can't see it? I'll take you home. I won't buy it today."
I appreciate her understanding.To be honest, I am not in the mood to accompany her to buy lamps now.
Until I got home, I was still thinking about Yi.Compared with the photo, it is more profound and less hearty.Is it his new girlfriend?He could already find a girl who gave her a gentle smile.I wanted to cry a little bit, but I couldn't cry, and my heart was sore, as if I wasn't too sad.
I kept imagining what it would be like if I stopped him at that time.Is he a surprise?Is it cold?Is it expressionless?I don't know what the reaction will be.If he quietly and calmly met an acquaintance, said hello and left with other women, I would be heartbroken.
In my heart, he is always Zhan Yunyi smiling and walking towards me in the photo.
I called Yu'er.Yu'er didn't know he was back.
He came back without a sound, and left without a sound.
I said to myself, take a shower and sleep, study the design atmosphere of the Indian restaurant tomorrow, and eat spicy curry rice by the way.
Now that he is also choosing to start again, I am also living my simple life as always.
It is another kind of pain to be entangled again.
In City B, I am most afraid of two quarters.One is Valentine's Day, and the other is Spring Festival.On Valentine's Day, those six unmarried people actually made appointments one after another. I know that as the city gets bigger, everyone has their own space.In the office, there are only a few unaccounted older young people left to contribute to the magazine.
In fact, I was very busy before Valentine's Day, and it was easy when the issue was published.I flipped through the Valentine's Day special and said, "I made various recommendations on how to spend Valentine's Day before the holiday. What do you think is the best project?"
No one cares about me.I have a stinky mouth, I made a wedding dress for others, not to mention, but I still need people to praise it, so it's strange if someone pays attention to it.
Finally Da Li got up and shouted: "Why don't we have a show together tonight? It just so happens that two men and two women are a good match."
The comrades responded in a loud voice.The four of them winked and joked with each other, and the location was unambiguous, and they chose a certain private restaurant recommended by the previous magazine.Originally, it was difficult to reserve a table on Valentine's Day, so I insisted on asking for a table based on an advertisement for others.
As soon as they were seated, Da Li and Ah Cheng whispered to each other, and said to me and another female colleague, Fei Er, with a playful smile: "Do you think we should switch seats? Two men sit on one side, and two women, like this on Valentine's Day." Sitting looks silly."
Mayfair and I looked around, and there were really few people like us sitting together, almost all of them were in pairs, looking at each other silently with affection.If there is a single person, you can tell at a glance that you are waiting for another master to come.
Ah Cheng went on to say: "Who will match whom?"
I discussed with Mayfair, and Mayfair said, "Let's guess odd or even." The four reached out together and decided on the male and female partners for tonight.Ah Cheng and I sat on the side.After adjusting the seat and looking at it, I couldn't help laughing.
Fei'er said: "Da Li, you have to do your part as a male companion tonight!"
Da Li chuckled: "From now until I send you home, I will stand by your side and never leave. Tell me what you want to eat. My brother will help you prepare vegetables. The service is absolutely considerate."
Ah Cheng also smiled and said to me: "Now I am your boyfriend, who can be beaten, scolded and punished, Ziqi, you want me to pick the stars in the sky, I will never carry a basin of water to hold the moon." He looked at Da Li provocatively.
Fei'er took the opportunity to act coquettishly: "Look at Ah Cheng, he speaks sweeter than you!"
Da Li trembled all over: "Miss, don't bother me? We don't fight among ourselves, and we don't fall for the enemy's tricks. My brother is actually much more sincere than him."
Mayfair and Da Li entered the scene very well, looking like a real couple.Ah Cheng stared at me with a smile, reminding me that we should not lose to them.
After dinner, the four of us were still in high spirits, especially the two of them thoughtfully gave Mayfair and me a long-stemmed rose. It seemed that we really had lovers on Valentine's Day.
I found a bar, the crowds were frightening to death, I managed to squeeze a booth, ordered a bottle of Sony vodka and started the north-south confrontation.Ah Cheng and I teamed up against Da Li and Mayfair.
I've never had a drink with them, and I didn't expect them to drink well.The music was deafening, the dice were rattling, and the laughter was broken.If I had a Valentine's Day like this, I would.
In the crowd, I seem to see Yi leaning on the bar to drink.Alone, so lonely.When I pushed through the crowd and approached, the person leaning on the bar drinking was just a stranger.
I slowly swayed on the dance floor with the music, and the alcohol was anesthetizing my nerves. If I can’t forget it, I can’t forget it. I don’t want to force anything now.
Mayfair and the others also joined in.In this lively and presumptuous catharsis, something in my heart collapsed.
I think I'm drunk.All four were drunk.Walking staggeringly on the deserted street, I shouted: "If someone proposes, I will marry him right away!"
Fei'er rushed over and hugged me: "Oh, Ziqi, will you marry me?"
I sighed, "You're much more drunk than I am!" As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I realized that no matter how staggering my feet were, or how hot my head was, I was extremely sober.
When I got home, I found a bottle and inserted the roses that Ah Cheng had given me.It's best to drink wine until you're half-drunk.It's a pity that I'm not used to drinking alone, and I might drink myself all day long.This feeling is so good.
I think this nest is extraordinarily tidy and warm today.I haven't changed the nest, here, I can feel Yi's breath, he is frowning and helping me pack the clothes, he is washing and cutting things.What did he do?I thought of the cold dishes on the table and couldn't help laughing.
I took a shower and went to bed, it was really cool, I reached for the photo on the table and put it next to the pillow, I wanted to talk to him.
I said, Yi, I feel lonely.so lonely.He walked towards me smiling.
I said that the hustle and bustle of the bar and the lively crowd can only deepen the loneliness in my heart.He was still smiling and walking towards me.
I fell asleep and dreamed that he was really smiling and walking towards me with no other women around.
As soon as Valentine's Day is over, Spring Festival will follow.
Mayfair seemed to be getting closer to Da Li.We joke with each other.I saw Ah Cheng bought roast duck in a bag. His hometown is in Jiamusi, and he is going home during the Spring Festival. Did he buy it for his family?I asked casually, "You bought it for our parents?"
Southerners don't know the difference between saying "we" and "us".Thought it was all the same.In the northern dialect, "Our father and my mother" are the common parents of him and me, and it was only after I said it that I found out that my language was wrong.
Ah Cheng suppressed a smile and said, "Yes, I bought it for our parents."
I think I must have blushed, and stared at him without showing weakness: "Taking advantage of me?"
Ah Chengna was willing to let go of this opportunity, and continued to sly: "How about, when will you take me to meet our parents?"
I was speechless and ignored him.On the other hand, Da Li and Fei'er laughed happily.Da Li sneered and said, "Are you going to visit after Valentine's Day? You two are so fast. Fei'er, I also want to meet our parents."
Fei'er looked suspicious and cooperated very well: "Okay, if you want to see our parents, you can also bring a roast duck."
I can't laugh or cry.
Juanzi called and asked me if I would go back, and I said Lu Yuan would not go back.She said she would send me bacon from Suhe after the festival.After hearing this, I wanted to go back, but I was afraid of looking sad at the old house, so I gave up.
I went on a shopping spree at the supermarket before the festival.Stock up on food and plan to live at home.Prices have risen so fast that a catty of lettuce costs ten yuan.I regret it when I walk out of the supermarket with big bags and small bags, and there are no empty taxis at all.In a few months, buy a cheap second-hand car.It takes time to get advertisements and take the bus all day long.Only at times like this do I develop a strong desire to drive.
Carrying things and walking towards the bus stop with difficulty, a car stopped beside me.I heard Yi calling me, I turned my head, it was him.
I was stunned, sitting next to him was the girl I met last time I bought a lamp.He yelled at me: "Get in the car and take you home."
I am at a loss.A driver behind him started honking, and all I could see was him talking, and the girl next to him was staring at me curiously.
I just feel embarrassed.I was wearing a thick down jacket and carried a bag cross-body. Because the things were too heavy, the bag was already showing signs of falling off my shoulders.The hair has not been washed for a few days, and it is greasy on the head.A pair of leather shoes was covered with muddy water.
And the girl beside him is young and beautiful, with a pair of black and white eyes that are clear, and the girls Yi likes all have a pair of clear eyes.There is no such pure clarity in my eyes.I was just thinking wildly, when I loosened my hand suddenly, Yi had already picked up the thing, and he said impatiently: "If you don't leave, those drivers are going to jump down and beat people up."
When I woke up, it turned out that the driver behind me had been honking and swearing.I quickly opened the back door and sat on it.I didn't speak on the road, I just peeked at him quietly.
How long has it been since I saw him?I vaguely thought that the last time he bought a lamp and saw it, it must have been two months.Is it more or less chance to meet in the street like this?Has he been in City B for the past four months?It was different from what I imagined meeting.There was no atmosphere at all, and it was normal to hitch a ride with an acquaintance.Last autumn, he accompanied me affectionately to Mount Tai, just a few months ago.I am at a loss.
Suddenly I heard him ask me: "Ziqi, why do you buy so many things? How many times do you want to go?"
"There are too many people buying new year's goods on the street, one squeeze is enough." Why is my voice so calm?Without a trace of strangeness?
Yi didn't speak any more.The girl beside him chattered away.Her voice is soft and not native.A lot of questions were asked, and I heard Yi answer them all gently.
I looked out the car window at the rapidly receding street trees, and at the cyclists wearing earmuffs, not listening to their conversations.Yi and I are separated by the front and rear rows, but it seems like a world is separated.
Music sounded in the car, it was my favorite "Life is like a Summer Flower", I listened to it in a daze.
Pu Shu sang in a hoarse voice: "I am this dazzling moment, a momentary flame across the sky. I am desperate for you to see me, I will go out and never come back. I am here! I am here !It’s as short as a surprise, but as gorgeous as a summer flower..."
Yi suddenly said, "Ziqi, your cell phone?"
I came back to my senses and hurriedly took out my mobile phone from my bag. As soon as I pressed the answer button, Ah Cheng's loud noise came over.I glanced shyly at the front seat, and Yi's smiling face seemed to flash in the rearview mirror. "What's the matter? Are you home?" I asked Ah Cheng.He left two days early and should be here early by now.
Ah Cheng said cheerfully: "Zi Qi, our parents miss you so much, and asked when you will come to see them."
I blushed: "Fuck you, here we go again." Thinking of that joke, I laughed. "Come back and bring a present."
"No problem, we'll bring back all the delicious food our parents made. You really didn't go back to your hometown alone during the Spring Festival? Poor..."
Ah Cheng was still talking poorly.I don't want to hang up the phone and save myself the embarrassment of sitting in the car.I didn't know what to say to Ah Cheng, so I took my mobile phone and listened to his nagging, and hung up when I saw the car turning into the community.
Get out of the car with your things, politely say thank you to Yi, say goodbye to that girl, don't look at them again, bit your lip and walk home step by step.
I am afraid to turn back, I dare not turn back.This hitchhiking made me useless.
In the evening, I stared at the photo on the table and scolded him: "People say that you like the new and never tire of the old, why are you so unfashionable?" I picked up the photo and stroked his smiling face, and said softly to him: "You really don't smile towards him anymore. Am I coming?"
I found a shoebox.Put away all his pictures.There is only A Niang's photo on the table, and A Niang remains unchangingly kind.I acted like a baby to her: "I'm alone, I'm really alone."
A Niang smiled and said that she would always be with me, and I went to sleep with peace of mind.
Waking up suddenly.The sky outside was bright and slightly blue.I looked at the time, it was only four o'clock in the morning.Put on the clothes and get out of bed, walk to the window, outside the eaves of the house is already white, and the small snowflakes are falling down like drizzle, soundlessly.
I watched and wept bitterly.
On this snowy early morning, I cried alone in the rented room.
If I don't see him again, it won't stir up the sadness in my heart.I walked past him calmly, but I used pride to build a dike to protect my heartache.
From meeting me and sending me home to the end of the Spring Festival, Yi never appeared again.
After the Spring Festival, colleagues resumed work one after another.Ah Guo really brought back a lot of local specialties to share with everyone.He took a copy and handed it to him, still saying: "Ziqi, our parents made it for you."
Laughter erupted in the office.
Ah Cheng continued to work hard: "Are our parents in good health?"
I said frankly: "My parents are gone." The atmosphere in the office suddenly froze.
Ah Cheng touched his nose in embarrassment: "That, Ziqi,"
I saw his appearance, and burst out laughing: "Okay, I'm not angry again."
Seeing me laughing, Ah Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to speak when the editor-in-chief walked in and threw a few posts saying: "There will be a reception next week, organized by the Decoration Guild, all of you who have nothing to do, go and have fun, remember Dress up nicely."
In March, the spring is cold and cold, and the annoying wind blows up the hazy yellow sand shadows and wraps the whole city in mist.Sunglasses, gauze scarves, and long winter clothes are as ugly as you want when you go out. When you enter the club, you take off the outer protective device before you let out a long sigh.
Mayfair and the others are discussing something.I walked over and heard her ask me: "Ziqi, are you going to the reception tonight?"
I forgot all about it.The magazine office receives quite a lot of invitations like this, and they may not attend every reception.
Mayfair reminded me: "Decoration is a new trend this year. It is said that there are many industry giants coming tonight. If you can get online, you will earn a lot of money."
Mayfair was right, it was the first large-scale reception in the spring, and it was the sponsors of the magazine.It is a good thing to know more senior management of decoration companies.I heard that there are still some famous designers appearing.I always thought that advertising design and decoration design have the same purpose.A few days ago, I helped a specialty store design the windows and earned a month's salary. I think this line of work has great potential for money.Do it slowly, maybe the two years I told Yu Er to buy a car and pay for the rent will really come true.
Thinking of the white money, I imagined that I was already driving a second-hand car and happily being a house slave.It's not a problem to buy a second-hand car now, but a house slave, alas, I'm not even qualified to be a house slave.
Once I have a house, I will be considered a real home in City B.Basic necessities of life, here, living is ranked first.Tian Hua bought a house in Tong County, and bought a second-hand house for 10,000+, which was cheap.At first, it felt far away, but now her house has risen to 60 as soon as the subway is connected.When Yuer’s nest was bought, it was more than 50 yuan for more than [-] square meters, but now it has increased by more than [-] yuan.
I don't have high requirements, [-] square meters is enough.Thinking about it, I feel that it is not easy for foreigners to settle down.However, the house in my hometown was given to Juanzi, and I don't have a home yet.The snail is the one who loves the house the most. If you go there and carry your house there, if you build a house in Suhe and then move to Beijing, wow, how much money will it cost?
I am imagining a better life in the future.Mayfair stretched out her hand in front of me and said, "Come back to your senses! Are you going?"
I'm going, why don't I go.I'm going to get dressed now, my ex boss told me that a scruffy ugly girl will have to work a lot more to get the bill than a pretty girl.
At seven o'clock in the evening, a group of five people from our magazine went to the meeting talking and laughing.When you enter the meeting place, you will scatter to find the target and start.This time, unlike Valentine's Day, men and women must be matched.We naturally chose to team up with girls.
Mayfair and I picked up a glass of wine and shuttled through the crowd, greeted familiar faces with a smile, and strike up a conversation with unfamiliar faces whenever possible.Picking up a conversation is an art and Mayfair is a master, just follow her closely.
There are several points for Mayfair to sum up her experience. The first is matchmaking.Use familiar faces to introduce familiar new faces.The second is to be preconceived, without waiting for the other person's reaction, and enthusiastically classify the other party as someone who has dealt with someone who has done nothing before.The third is to invite you into the urn, which requires me to leave her. Seeing her standing there alone with a glass of wine, someone will take the initiative to come forward after a while.
After following her through flowers and butterflies and deepening the impression of familiar faces, Mayfair and I found a corner for an intermission.I asked Mayfair, "Is it time to call it a day when the business cards are gone?"
Mayfair said: "Of course, you have to be responsible for your work." As she spoke, her eyes sparkled.
I followed her gaze, why is it him again?Is the business scope of Yuntian's intervention wider?I only heard the information that Fei'er was reciting chess: "Zhan Yunyi, 32 years old, unmarried, double master's degree, chairman of Yuntian Group, gossip a year ago."
My heart skipped a beat, and I heard her sigh again: "He is only a few years older than us, so he will have nothing to worry about for the rest of his life. It's so unfair!"
I asked Mayfair, "Do you know him?"
Fei'er shook her head: "I heard from friends in the newspaper office." Her eyes slowly lit up: "I never knew Yuntian had such a business, so let's get to know it now." After speaking, she walked over there.
I didn't follow.Dodge to a farther corner, and slowly look at him across the crowd.He was wearing a blue-gray suit, which fitted him well.I always said that he was a clothes hanger, and measured his height from the top of his head. He happened to be a head taller than me. I calculated the gap and told him solemnly that his face was [-] centimeters long. I waved my hands and seriously compared it to him. , such a long face!Yi smiled and tickled me: "Dare to say I have a long face, huh?"
Thinking about it, I couldn't help laughing.A voice next to him asked, "What are you laughing at?"
Ah Cheng stood beside me smiling.At this moment, Fei'er has successfully connected with Zhan Yunyi, and turned her head to signal to us.Ah Cheng was happy: "Fairy's public relations is better than her advertising. I don't know why she doesn't have a boyfriend."
"You are wrong, did you follow Mayfair without seeing Da Li's eyes?" I raised my chin and pointed at Da Li.
"I didn't expect that there would be a good relationship on Valentine's Day." Ah Cheng sighed.Just as we were talking, Mayfair and Yi walked towards us.Should I go, or just let it go?In the end, he didn't move his feet.Calmly watched them approach.
Mayfair introduced me and Ah Cheng to him.Yi smiled and said, "It's fate to meet acquaintances all the time, isn't it? Ziqi."
I smiled and said nothing.
Mayfair said happily, "So you know each other."
Yi explained to her: "Ziqi used to do Yuntian's business."
It turned out to be a business relationship.very good.
Yi went on to say: "A new decoration company has just started, and I want to contact your magazine. Ziqi, can you and Ms. Liu come to our company next Monday to have a talk?"
Fei'er was very excited, standing beside Zhan Yunyi and winking at me.
Is it business?Send money to your door, right?I didn't expect that one day I would earn Zhan Yunyi's money.I didn't say anything for a while, but Mayfair hurriedly said, "Okay, we will definitely come next Monday."
Without saying a word, Yi politely turned and left.When did it become like this?The world is impermanent, and people are in love.Mayfair said to me in a hurry: "Great opportunity, are you so happy? Don't talk for a long time." After speaking, she smiled again, "The most real harvest tonight."
How many layers have I reached in my quiet Kung Fu practice?I watched Yi's heartbeat not speeding up.Is it when the love becomes strong and the love turns thin?Or is it just a memory?
Withdrawing from the reception early, Fei'er didn't object, she had already gained a lot, so there was no need to make herself so tired.Da Li couldn't wish for it, so he just found an opportunity to send Fei'er home.
Looking at Mayfair's sweet smile, I guess the success rate of this couple has greatly increased.Waiting for the day to officially announce it to everyone.
Ah Cheng must send me.Sitting in his Jetta, I still felt the need to drive: "Ah Cheng, can you show me a used car?"
Ah Cheng smiled and said, "I'm finally going to drive? Are you not afraid?"
I said: "Others say that driving is a matter of getting used to it, and you will get used to it slowly."
He was very excited: "Yeah, it's very troublesome without a car, now I'll take you to practice your hands?"
Ah Cheng drove the car to a new neighborhood nearby.Newly developed here, the road is very good, there are not many people, and it is even more empty at night.I switched to the driver's seat, my hands were sweating all of a sudden, I was nervous, and I didn't start the car after lighting the ignition several times.
Ah Cheng comforted me with a smile: "Don't worry, you should hit the gas pedal harder."
I have hardly ever driven a car since I got my driver's license.I have always been afraid of going on the road.Maybe it was Ah Cheng's patience, I gradually became familiar with it.The car was driving very slowly, and Ah Cheng would not keep urging me to refuel and refuel like the coach in the past.
After driving for a full hour, Ah Cheng encouraged me and said, "You drive very steadily, and it will get better and better."
I pulled over and stopped the car, and took out a cigarette: "Do you smoke?"
Ah Cheng didn't ask how I could smoke, but took one and lit it.
I told him: "Don't say it, it will affect your image."
He smiled.
Sometimes I think that Ah Xianghai will be a very buddy kind.Dahai is two years younger than me, and Ah Cheng is the same age as me.But he is more careful than the sea.He said to me: "Ziqi, you have known Zhan Yunyi for a long time, right? Not only about business, right?" Colleagues rarely ask each other about their personal affairs, unless they have a good relationship.
I didn't answer, but asked him instead: "Has your family urged you to have a girlfriend?"
Ah Cheng smiled wryly: "I go on blind dates a few times during the Spring Festival. My family is not in a hurry, but I am. It's better to have a girlfriend here than to be single."
Neither of us spoke.For outsiders, having a home in City B and having someone waiting for you at home makes life completely different.
Watching the smoke slip along the car window and be sucked away by the wind outside the window.I smiled and said, "There will be bread and milk. You will find someone you love."
Ah Cheng began to talk nonsense again: "Why don't we get together as a couple? As our parents wished!"
I replied with low self-esteem: "A 29-year-old man is fresh, and a 29-year-old woman is scum. I don't want to go out and get a knife thrown, saying that I ruined your flower."
Ah Cheng smiled badly: "Isn't this right? I feel too safe. You can only hang me on this tree with a crooked neck."
My eyes widened: "No matter what, I have to find a rosewood tree to show its taste."
"I haven't heard that red sandalwood has branches for people to hang themselves on. It's on the top of the tree. Can you hang it by jumping on the rope?" Ah Cheng said disdainfully.
"Brother, you're wrong. I didn't say I was going to hang myself. I just chopped it up and made it into a coffin. I lay in it and fell asleep. It can last for a hundred years. No one has come to snatch it yet." I said fiercely.
Ah Cheng laughed.Laughter was heard far and wide in the night.At this moment, I knew I had another buddy.
He didn't know that my rosewood tree grew far away in the mountains, and I could only watch from a distance at the foot of the mountain.Maybe, I should really find a suitable crooked neck tree and hang myself.It's just that I want to die willingly.
(End of this chapter)
When I arrived at the office that day, before the stool was warmed up, the director of the office called me: "Ziqi, you and Xiao Liu go and get back the company's newly photocopied brochure, which will be used today."
I agreed, and hurried out with the driver, Xiao Liu.On the way, I joked that I don’t know who came this time, the boss
general attention.
Holding a large stack of promotional materials, I opened the door and walked into the meeting room.Dahai and Xiaowang were sitting inside and were talking with the boss.I one
Going in, all eyes turned around.Dahai jumped up like clockwork, and shouted at me: "Ziqi?!"
The boss smiled and asked, "Do you know each other?"
Dahai said, "Of course we know each other. We have worked together for four years."
The boss was surprised, I stared at the sea, and he stared at me.I pulled my face and opened a smile, and put the information on the table: "You
Let's talk, I'll treat you to dinner after get off work. "
Just about to go out, the cunning boss stopped me: "Ziqi, don't rush out, you used to be colleagues, and it just so happens that today
Tiandi came to understand the situation, and you introduced them to them. "
What do I introduce?I haven't paid much attention to the company's business. I fiddle with documents and do odd jobs every day.Everyone in the room looked at me,
I could only smile and say, "Let's look at the company's information first, and then explain if you have any questions."
I really don't know what kind of explanation I will have to face the sea later.I sat there dumbfounded and listened to the boss's hype about the company. When I walked out of the conference room at noon, the boss said to me: "Take them to dinner today, let's go together."
I warmly greet Dahai and Xiaowang to eat.The boss is more emotional about our reunion than his enthusiasm for the company's business.I thought to myself, if Dahai and the others knew that I came to work as a small clerk, I don’t know how they would feel.
In front of the boss, several people seemed very polite, and they didn't know what to say. The boss was very smart, and he said that he had something urgent to leave and asked me to accompany him.As he said that, he winked at me, so I had no choice but to follow out.
"Ziqi, talk to your colleagues carefully, the company will depend on you this time, do it well, you will have a bright future." The boss said with a smile.
Home by their parents, go out to rely on friends.It's easier to do things when you have more friends, and I understand what the boss means.
Once the boss left, the atmosphere changed.First Xiao Wang said, "Sister Ziqi, you straightened your hair, it's pretty good."
Dahai said: "Why don't you say hello, just drop a letter and run away?"
Xiao Wang then said aggrievedly: "Like a prisoner, I took notes many times, and in the end I closed my eyes and breathed a sigh of relief.
Recite the process of the day. "
I laughed and said, "It's hard for you." Seeing Dahai's displeased look, he hurriedly said, "Dahai, long time no see, you are still so handsome."
This time the flattery was wrong, and the tiger's ass was slapped.Dahai said to Xiao Wang: "Zi Qi and I have something to talk about, Xiao Wang, can you take a taxi and go back to the hotel first?"
Xiao Wang left very sensible.I didn't stop him, some things are hard to say in front of Xiao Wang.
As soon as Xiao Wang left, Hai Hai raised an issue: "Tang Ziqi, you are so good, you don't even know how to call back. You know that Ning Qing is in a hurry, and Mr. Ning is angry at home, so angry that he is hospitalized? The whole city is rumored that Ning's family The daughter-in-law ran away with someone."
Ning Qing is anxious, Dahai Xiaoruo is anxious, I know, but I am still sad to hear that Papa Ning is angry.The old man is really good to me.
Now, what can I say.How can I tell the sea?I froze.
Dahai yelled again: "You really went to City B to find Zhan Yunyi? Ning Qing treats you so well, how could you do this!"
Sitting angry.
After thinking about it for a long time, I have to say something to him: "Dahai, Ning Qing and I, this matter is quite troublesome."
Dahai's tone finally softened: "Ning Qing has always regretted that he shouldn't have let you know that Zhan Yunyi bought Ning's."
I couldn't help but speak out for Yi: "Zhan Yunyi won't deal with the Ning family, he was just too angry at the time."
Dahai sneered: "I think you really don't know the situation, do you? The Ning Corporation reconvened a shareholder meeting not long ago, and the shareholding was changed.
Zhan Yunyi got someone to attend on his behalf, and he is already one of the directors of Ning's. "
I told Dahai what Zhan Yunyi said to me.Tell him, let Yi return the shares to the Ning family in the future.Dahai sighed: "Ziqi, but, you and Ning Qing..."
I said sternly to Dahai: "Ning Qing was just helping me at the time. I came to City B to find Zhan Yunyi to repay his love. There is no misunderstanding between me and Yi. I want to be with him. Dahai, help me Explain to Ning Qing."
Da Hai was a little embarrassed: "Zi Qi, Ning Qing will come in the afternoon, I called him, you should talk to him face to face. This is better."
Yes, no matter what, I have to explain it to Ning Qing.
I was happy, I hadn't seen Dahai for so long, and I really missed him a little bit.I take the sea to my nest.Dahai was also quite happy: "Ziqi, Zhan Yunyi has really changed his mind. After all these years, you finally got what you wanted."
I was angry: "It's as if I robbed him." A red cloud flew across my face, and my heart was sweet.
There was hidden worry in Dahai's expression: "But, Ning Qing. He will definitely be sad."
When I am silent, I will firmly say to Dahai: "It is not him that I love, this, there is no way."
He thought for a while and showed a helpless smile: "There is no way for this. Why did you think of having an agreement with him to hold a wedding at that time? It was too much noise and it was really unfair to Ning Qing. And the two elders of the Ning family, you have to give them an explanation. .”
That agreement was proposed by Ning Qing. He said that he didn't even have a chance if he didn't bet. He also thought that maybe I would fall in love with him within two years.Now, before even a year is up, I'm gone.The second elder of the Ning family, I can't face it, such a good old man, I am ashamed that Mother Ning still wants to hold her grandson. "It's better than me marrying him for real and thinking about showing the clouds and being strong for the rest of my life!"
Ning Qing came, I opened the door to see him, and smiled at him.There was excitement in Ning Qing's eyes, and he said, "Zi Qi, I miss you very much."After speaking, he reached out and hugged me.
I didn't break away, and after a while of silence, I said: "The sea is still there, let's go into the house."
Dahai didn't stay any longer, he said let Ning Qing and I have a good talk.
Sending Haihai away, I said to Ning Qing: "Let's eat at home tonight, I will do it."
Ning Qing was very happy: "Okay, I've never eaten any of your dishes."
I smiled and said to him, "Try it then."
I made my specialty roast pork ribs, bear's paw tofu, sliced meat with green bamboo shoots, and a pot of dumpling soup.Also opened two bottles of Erguotou.
He tasted it and applauded.He raised his glass and said to me: "Ziqi, no matter what, let me say sorry first, you came to Zhan Yunyi for me, I don't know what to say."
I also raised my glass: "It's all over. Don't mention it. Zhan Yunyi won't do anything to Ning. If you don't trust the shares in his hands, then you can negotiate a price and just take it back."
Ning Qing chuckled: "Ziqi, I am really happy today. I respect you and wish you and Zhan Yunyi to be together."
I drank very heartily and felt happy, since Ning Qing is so open-minded, I feel much less guilty towards the Ning family.She still asked him worriedly: "Dahai said that Papa Ning was so angry that he was hospitalized, how can I feel sorry for him?"
Ning Qing smiled softly: "Zi Qi, you are just soft-hearted, don't worry about this, I will handle it."
I felt relieved and said to Ning Qing: "I'll go back and see them when I have time. As long as they forgive me, that's fine."
Before we knew it, each of us drank a bottle of Erguotou.Both Ning Qing and I have a good capacity for alcohol, after drinking, a layer of bright red slowly appeared on our faces.
Ning Qing smiled and said to me: "Zi Qi, you are getting more and more charming."
"Ning Qing, with your scholarly spirit, few people can match you."
He squinted his eyes slightly and said, "It's a pity that you only have Zhan Yunyi in your heart."
I laughed and said, "Ning Qing, we flatter each other, it's really affectionate."
"I can't ask for more." Ning Qing joked.
As I was talking, I heard a knock on the door, and I went to open it.Yi stood at the door in an extremely exhausted body, looking at the luggage under his feet before coming from the airport.
I'm a bit overwhelmed.Ning Qing was in the room, there was a mess of cups and bowls on the table, after we drank, my complexion was peachy.I was intuitively afraid of being misunderstood.He hurriedly said, "Why didn't you give me a call before you came back? Ning Qing is here."
Yi was a little puzzled.Still stuck at the door.Ning Qing had already walked over.He was asking: "Zi Qi, who is it?" Seeing Zhan Yunyi at the door, he raised his eyebrows: "Zhan Yunyi?"
This situation is even more dramatic than TV dramas.I looked at the two of them, and always felt that the atmosphere was awkward. Just as I was about to speak, Ning Qing moved his hand suddenly.He hit it with one punch.
God, what is this and what?I don't understand why Ning Qing made a move.It's not clear that this is messing things up.Not allowing me to regain my senses, the two of them started fighting in the narrow corridor.
I stood in the middle anxiously, and Yi kicked me in the stomach, and I fell to the ground with a bang. This kick was really strong, and it hit the sea of qi in the Dantian. I couldn't make a sound, and it was a little difficult to breathe. watching them.
Ning Qing jumped over and hugged me, I wanted to scold him but couldn't make a sound.I only heard Ning Qing say: "Zhan Yunyi, I wanted to beat you up a long time ago."
Yi stood there panting slightly, the corridor was very dark, I couldn't see his face clearly, I only felt that there was sadness, disappointment and deep tiredness in his eyes.
After a while, I called out to him: "Yi, this is a misunderstanding."
He straightened his clothes, picked up his luggage and left. I felt anxious and wanted to stand up. Ning Qing held me down. Misunderstanding, your circle is too big, today, you really make me sad. "
I don't know what he means, I don't understand.I can't figure out what's going on.Yi carried his luggage and went downstairs. I threw Ning Qing off and jumped up to chase him. I grabbed him at the corner of the stairs, tears came out of my eyes, and I just said, "Don't go, that's not the case."
Yi slapped him across the face, and walked away without even looking.
I stood still for a while, my face was hot, what did I do?How could he have misunderstood so deeply?How could he be willing to hit me?
Suddenly thinking of Ning Qing, I looked upstairs, and Ning Qing was standing there like a normal person for a long time, my lips were trembling, and I let out a stern cry: "Ning Qing!"
His smile is so terrifying, with a hint of amusement, a hint of pity, and a hint of hatred: "Do you want to know?"
There are still meals and bowls and chopsticks on the table in the house, and there is still wine in the wine glass.Ning Qing sat down and took two more chopsticks to eat, and picked up the wine glass to drink slowly while eating.It's like nothing just happened.I am still the attentive host, still talking and laughing with him, and still toasting to see if he is happy.
There was a smile on his fair face, gentle and composed.A dark gray suit, a light white shirt, and Zhou Zheng's tie are elegant and personable.
I seem to be looking at the scenery on the other side across a river.I have been standing like this, in a trance.He has been sitting at the dining table, eating happily, as if he has been hungry for a long time, and he ate extremely delicious food all at once, with a satisfied smile on the corner of his mouth.
I used to tell Haihai that the people of Ningqing live up to their name, they are quiet and indifferent, like the breeze and bright moon.I said to Yi, I like Ning Qing's gentleness, Ning Qing always has a gentle smile.Xiao Ruo said that his elder brother is a modest gentleman, as gentle as jade.Why did I praise him just now?Bookish?This is such a seemingly harmless person, this is such a person who makes me feel guilty, what did he do?I heard my floating voice asking: "Ning Qing, what did you do?"
He was playing with a small wine glass in his hand, and his eyes were squinting at me. Those eyes were sarcasm, ridicule, or fierceness!Yes, a long time ago, when I had no intention of acting as the gossip heroine of the company, I said to him: "Ning Qing, we are just friends".He looked at me with that scary look and said, "We're definitely not just friends."
How did I forget?I forgot that at the reception he announced on his own initiative that I would marry him, and I forgot that he made a firm agreement with me, such a scheming person, I forgot all of it just because of his smile, a smile that didn't bring any offense?I just remember that he is helping me, he is taking care of me, and he silently expects with affection that one day I will fall in love with him.But he knows everything, knows that I refuse, and knows that the person I love in my heart is not him.
"Why?" I looked at him and asked subconsciously.
I felt that my heart was in pain, and my face was also in pain.
Ning Qing frowned suddenly, looked at me a little impatiently, but still didn't speak.I exploded, walked over in three steps at a time, raised my hand and overturned the table.
Ning Qing flicked the vegetable soup on her body, stood up, and looked at me condescendingly.The corner of his mouth curled up: "You still don't understand? Since you married me, I have no intention of letting you go. You married me in front of so many people. You can only be mine. "
I opened my mouth to say that was the agreement.Ning Qing didn't give me a chance: "Don't tell me the agreement, it was an agreement at first, I was looking forward to getting closer to you, I hope you will take pity on me, you live in the morning garden, face each other day and night, but, I found that I want to Wrong, you can’t have my place in your heart except Zhan Yunyi. I can only design. Ziqi, you are really too naive and think of me too simply. There is really no free lunch. No one will So generous!"
I was so angry that I waved my hand and slapped him.Ning Qing quickly stopped my hand, and twisted my hand behind my back hard, I was so painful that tears fell down.Ning Qing pulled me closer and wiped away my tears with her fingers.He said leisurely: "You look so beautiful when you cry, like the wet eyes of a puppy. Poor and cute."
I raised my leg and stomped on his foot hard, and he let me go in pain.I cursed: "You pretend to be a gentleman, don't forget that it was you who made the agreement on your own initiative, you said you can do whatever you want, let me go or stay, you go back on your word!"
Ning Qing stood in front of me, not angry at all: "I said it, but I regretted it. You refused to spend more time with me on the excuse of being busy with the company. Do you know how uncomfortable I am? I often stand at the door Look at the way you are asleep. I think of you and I were so cute when you fell asleep while watching the stars. When you set off firecrackers during the Spring Festival, it was the first time you laughed and screamed in my arms, covering your ears. I really want to protect you You are forever. Your heart is not with me, but I want to keep you. I heard Dahai said that you were sick, so I found a reason to visit you. I thought you would be moved. But you stared at Zhan Yunyi But I said I wanted to go, and then I regretted it. I fished you out of the water, and I really regretted causing you to fall into the water. I softened my voice and asked you to forgive me, but you, after you woke up, I only saw you How many women have I rejected with that look of disgust in my eyes? But it’s you, who dismissed me, waved and let me go, you trampled my self-esteem under your feet, and trampled my heart into mud. "His gentle face became ferocious.As he spoke, he approached me.
I grabbed something within reach and threw it at him, yelling: "So you pretended to be drunk on purpose, let me read your diary on purpose, and made me hate Zhan Yunyi on purpose?!"
"You should blame yourself. You are very curious and soft-hearted. I just told the truth about Zhan Yunyi's acquisition of Ning's, but you couldn't help it impulsively." Ning Qing said.
"But you didn't expect that I would live in peace with him, you didn't expect that I would decide to be with him, you deliberately didn't explain, and deliberately hit him first!"
Ning Qing flashed past the things I threw, smiling: "I only guessed half of it, Ziqi." He suddenly grabbed me and threw me on the bed, leaning over to press me down, I panicked and scratched desperately. .He pulled my hands and fixed them on my head, and pressed my forehead against mine. I couldn't move, my eyes looked into his eyes, and I could only see the rough waves inside.He only said one sentence to calm me down, he said: "Actually, Zhan Yunyi won't misunderstand easily tonight, do you want to hear what I have to say?"
He didn't let me go, and said slowly: "You really don't understand Zhan Yunyi's situation. A foreign bastard suddenly appeared, and the Zhan family can give him the Asian affairs. His grandfather wants to hand over the Zhan family. Give him, there are too many people who want to put him to death. I just reached a consensus with some people. And you, you just discussed with me to deal with him, to go back to Ning's shares, internal worries How can he cope with foreign troubles?"
I was furious: "I told Zhan Yunyi a long time ago that we just agreed to get married, and he wouldn't believe you.".
Ning Qing said disapprovingly: "Zhan Yunyi has never touched you before, right? I want your body, he won't believe it." My whole body felt as if I was immersed in ice water, and my head exploded.Twist and struggle.
Ning Qing said with a low-key smile: "It's useless." He kissed my neck, I opened my mouth and bit his shoulder suddenly, he trembled in pain, and let go of his hand.I casually pulled over the bedside table lamp and threw it down on him.In the next second, he ran to the door.
I only heard Ning Qing say behind him: "Zhan Yunyi's grandfather passed away. He didn't die so soon. The Zhan family just showed him the wedding video of Zhan Yunyi wanting to marry a woman. Zhan Yunyi still insisted. I watched helplessly as the old man left without coming up."
I look back at him.Ning Qing rubbed his head and said: "It is inevitable for him to lose power. His father is the only one, and his father's wife hates him to the bone. He is sorry for his mother and his grandfather. By the way, he can still marry and find a powerful man." Help him with my wife. You can explain, but you have to ask me to testify for you. Or wait until he regains control of the Zhan family and then come to you. I don’t know what mood he came to you.”
I said slowly, "Why are you so cruel?!"
Ning Qing smiled brightly: "I can't get it, can I think of you and him and fall asleep happily and peacefully? I didn't expect him to come back so soon, and it should be two or three weeks later."
I asked him, "What if you don't find me?"
Ning Qing laughed out loud: "Of course I'm looking for him, but it's such a coincidence that he appeared, I'm pretty quick, right? I admire my quick wit."
I ran away from home amidst his insolent laughter, not daring to stay any longer.He didn't chase it out either.
It's been windy tonight.One layer of autumn rain and one layer of coolness.After this wind passes, the most beautiful season in City B will be over.
I ran away from home, thinly clothed.shivering with cold.I don't have any money on me.It was pitch black outside.No passerby was seen.The street lamps cast halos of light desertedly.I walked on and on and on, hoping to find a place with a phone.But I couldn't find it, there were only IC card phones everywhere.I gritted my teeth and called 110, only to ask the police to help.
At this time, I think the capital is really good, and 110 came in less than 5 minutes.I knew that I looked very embarrassed, my hair was disheveled, my clothes were disheveled, half of my face was swollen, and my hands were bruised.I didn't mention Zhan Yunyi or Ning Qing, I just said that I had a fight with my boyfriend, he slapped me and left, I forgot my wallet and so on.
The 110 listened seriously, took notes, and said angrily, "The young couple called the police after the quarrel. Why didn't you call 119 to put out the fire?"
I said sadly: "You don't trust our people's police. I'm not too troublesome. Can I call a friend to pick me up?" That policeman is really a good policeman. Give me the phone.
I called Yi, but he turned off the phone.I didn't call Dahai, considering his relationship with Xiao Ruo.I'll call Yu'er.It took her a long time to pick it up, and she was still sleepy: "Who is it?"
"I, Ziqi, Yu'er..." I burst into tears.Can't say a word.
110 took the mobile phone, said something to Yu Er on the other end of the phone, and then said: "Okay, I'll take you there. Girls have to die like this when they are in a relationship."
I sat on Yu'er's bed and started crying.From howling to crying to no tears, convulsions and convulsions.Yu'er was startled, and after a few words of persuasion, she acted as if she hadn't heard me, and went to the outside room to make a phone call.I was tired from crying and slowly fell asleep, and she hadn't gone to bed yet.
It felt like something cold was being applied to the face, which was very comfortable, and there was a faint sigh.I seemed to see Yi standing in front of the bed, a tear slipped down his cheek, he caught it with his hand, his eyes were full of pity.I kept talking to him, saying a lot of things.He let me sleep peacefully, and I slept peacefully, with him watching over me, safe.
Woke up and opened my eyes, but couldn't open them.My name is Yu'er.She ran in from the outer room: "Are you awake, Ziqi? I'm on vacation today to accompany you, but I was scared last night. The police sent you here."
I made a bitter face: "Why can't I keep my eyes open."
Yu'er held back her laughter, and handed over a mirror: "Look for yourself, this is how the pig's head is produced."
I saw that it wasn't so, both eyes were swollen and slits were formed, and my face was also swollen.I threw the mirror away: "The incident of Tang Ziqi's disfigurement will now be reported."
I told Yu Er exactly what had happened, and there were tears in my eyes again.
Yu'er frowned when she heard this: "Zi Qi, why did you mess with such a master?"
I curled my lips and felt wronged: "I didn't think so much at the time. Ning Qing said so well, and the conditions were so generous, he said he was willing to bet. What can I do to balance it?"
Yu Er smiled and said, "You are really cruel, at least he loves you."
Am I cruel?After sleeping, the sun was still shining brightly, and there were no dark clouds after the strong wind, except for the crackling of the poplar leaves outside.Thinking of yesterday, thinking of the past, I don't hate Ning Qing, I can't hate at all.If a slap can't be made, I have to bear half of the responsibility.If I hadn't agreed to the agreement proposed by Ning Qing, if I hadn't walked up to him in a wedding dress to be his bride, if I hadn't lived in the morning garden, that beautiful and warm place, hadn't given him the illusion of home, at most he would have chased after him. No, he was still that gentle and refined scholar standing in the garden.
Yi turned off the phone, I couldn't find him.He gave me a slap, such a strong slap, as if he just slapped me, and it is still swollen and painful.
Yu'er carefully wrapped ice cubes in a towel to cool my face and eyes.Leng Bi Bi Liang You You feels the same as in the dream, but it's gone, gone, really gone.
Covering my face with a towel, I said in a muffled voice, "Yu'er, I'm exhausted."
She sat down and asked me sympathetically, "Do you want to ask Zhan Yunyi to explain?"
"No. I wanted to, but I can't get through his cell phone. I'm tired, and so is he. He has more things than me. Sooner or later he will understand. But, I'm not sure if we can still be together .” I pulled off the towel and smiled at Yu’er.
Yu Er stared at me for a while: "If you want to find him, I can really help you."
I smiled wryly: "After so much, even if there is no misunderstanding, so what? He asked me to meet his family's requirements before, but I refused. How can I ask him to give up now? I don't love Jiangshan and beautiful people. It’s unrealistic. Haven’t you heard the words of Jiu Zhuang being cowardly and Qian Zhuang being brave? You can’t ask an eagle to build a grass nest under the eaves like a sparrow and eat insects to survive. I have no such right. the people of the world."
I once read a novel.The protagonist is an experienced and legendary old man.When he was in his eighties, he wiped out his billions of dollars.I bought an unnamed island in the South China Sea and lived a quiet life in seclusion.
One day, the old man was fishing on the beach, and he watched the fish struggling in the net in fear.After hauling his nets, he took his catch home, leaving one fish in the murky water with the others ready for the pot, while the other fish was placed in a clean white porcelain basin.Then the two fish were released back into the sea at the same time.
Because of his different handling methods, the two fish have different fates.
When a fish returns to the fish world, it will describe the experience of swimming in the world as hell.This fish saw its own kind being slaughtered with its own eyes, surrounded by its own limbs and viscera, and its ears echoed the wailing of its own kind before it died. What it swallowed was water mixed with the blood of its own kind. He will stay in the deep sea obediently, die of old age in peace, and never approach the shore again.
And the other fish, after returning to the original world, will think that he has been to heaven.It stays comfortably and safely in the clean water, watching the joy of carp jumping over the dragon gate on the wall, surrounded by classical and elegant Chinese room layout, listening to the faint sound of Guqin, no big fish comes to threaten Threatening its life safety, the old man who invited it to come to the shore is so kind, and he looks like a god in his heart.The fish will never forget the beauty he saw until the end of his life.
A wedding narrowed the distance with Ning Qing.He was like the fish put into the white porcelain basin by the old man, longing for the beautiful scenery he saw.Longing to live in heaven all day long.However, in the next second, he was put into the turbid water again. There was no hope and no beautiful scenery, just waiting to be ripped open and thrown into the frying pan.He will resent, resent why the end result is to go to hell but he has to give him the enjoyment of heaven.
There is no pain of loss if you have not been close or obtained.
I can't hate Ning Qing.
The same is true for Zhan Yunyi.Having never been to Suhe, he didn't know there was such a beautiful and warm place.What the tourist sees is the natural beauty of the mountain village, but he lives there and blends into the life of the people in the town.Where did he fall in love with the innocence of the girl in the mountains, and he wholeheartedly wants to own and protect.The difference between him and Ning Qing is that he also saw heaven, but his heaven coexisted with hell.
I gave him heaven and hell.There is also a third option, to return to the water after he has visited heaven and hell.Everything is a dream.Slowly forget those memories of heaven and hell in an environment suitable for his survival.
"Ziqi, you always feel that Zhan Yunyi is from two worlds. You are not good enough for him, but you are so proud that you don't even want to accommodate him. It's not that you don't have talent, it's just that you don't have great ambitions. You just go, you don't even have the ambition, no wonder you are tired. You think too pessimistically, and there are too many things these days, take more rest and take your time." Yu Er advised me.
If the mountain cannot come, I will pass.What a sentence.If I can't reach the mountain of Zhan Yunyi, at least I can live a little more comfortably, right?Maybe, one day, when Yi and I meet again, I will still be radiant, and I can't let him look at me miserable and uneasy.There is a song, please be happier than me, so as not to waste my embarrassing exit.
I sat up and said to her seriously: "Yu'er, I want to change jobs, you know someone well, can you introduce me to someone?"
Yu'er was overjoyed: "You figured it out so quickly?"
I scolded her: "It's not that I figured it out so quickly. I can't live my whole life complaining and sighing." I gently leaned my head on her shoulder, "Yu'er, he is the only family member in my world. Whether we can be together, I live a good life, and it is always good for him to live a good life."
Yu'er accompanied me back to the rented den.The mess from last night is gone, and the house is clean.I sigh, nothing happened.
There is a letter on the table.
Ning Qing only wrote one sentence: "Ziqi, live your life well, I don't hate you anymore."
I laughed, Ning Qing is still the same Ning Qing who talks freely.
Zhan Yunyi will take care of the Zhan family's affairs, and Ning Qing will take care of the Ning family's affairs.
Tang Ziqi has Tang Ziqi's life.
I turned to Yu Er and said, "There are still many good people in the world."
Yu'er smiled and said nothing.I said again: "You are also a good person, so you must introduce me to a good job. The environment should be comfortable, there should be no punching in and out of work, and the monthly salary should not be less than 6000 yuan, plus dividends. If the company wants to develop its future, the boss can't be like Gao Old man, it’s best to have a good environment with handsome men like clouds and beautiful women..."
Zhan Yunyi disappeared, but Yu Er didn't hide it from me, saying that he had gone to England and that he would be stationed in Hong Kong in the future.
I often look at the photos I took on Mount Tai, and I recall that these were activities itineraries, from the foot of the mountain to the Nantianmen, which were clearly recorded.Where it was filmed, what was said at the time, and what I was doing, I have not forgotten at all.
I like the few photos of him in the high-profile film the most. He lowered his head, raised his legs, and walked towards me with a smile.I framed these photos and placed them on the desk in rows. Every time I see them, I want to smile warmly.
I don't know what he thinks, but I choose to stay in City B.Some people say that even if there is only one friend in a strange city, the city will not feel strange. City B is now the place I most want to stay.Perhaps, in my heart, I can't bear to be farther away from him.
Maybe this time I really lost him completely.Buddhism often talks about karma.Everything is my retribution!
I don't even have the heart to explain now.I just want to stay here, even if I will never forget him in my life, let's live like this.
Everything is gone in a blink of an eye. City C has become a distant experience.Ning Qing and Ning Ruo Hai are characters who have disappeared in the depths of memory.I'm 28 and starting all over again.
Before Yu Er could introduce me to a job, a magazine offered me an olive branch, and I wanted to do print advertisements.I love the stylish message of a magazine that caters to beauty lovers.Not to mention my desire to see handsome men and beautiful women, there are various furniture designs and food culture by the way.The most important thing is to send me [-] silver per month. Of course, I can also receive various gift coupons and discount cards when I go to shoot commercials.
For the first time, I truly integrated into the life of City B, and then discovered that this city has its own beauty.With thousands of years of cultural accumulation, she has a unique charm.
Life is slowly becoming colorful.Only then did I realize how self-willed, extreme, and immature I was.These experiences come at the cost of a heavy past.
People always have to grow, and the price of growth may be easy or heavy, and it is not too late to understand now.
If I meet a person who can get along well now, I will definitely marry.Ordinary go to work and go home, take the children to wait for her husband, and be an ordinary couple in an ordinary world.
On weekends, I invite college students to drink free European afternoon tea.Sunshine, refreshments, beautiful environment, lazily lying on the sofa, not wanting to move or talk.Liu Jing reminded me: "Zi Qi, pay attention to your sitting posture and maintain a ladylike demeanor."
Yes, it's embarrassing to be rude in such an environment.I sit down and look at everyone, they are all sitting upright.They looked at each other, giggled and covered their mouths.
This is how women are together, and three sentences will lead to lifelong events.
In the small place of Suhe, people would get married in their early twenties, and now everyone is 28 or [-], and the six people who stayed in B City have not yet married.Xiaoyu's daughter, who is out of town, has turned one year old, and the photos of the family of three happily posted on the Internet made everyone's mouth water.Weizi said that if she had known this before, she would have gone back to her hometown, and the honest and steady men on the edge of Heilongjiang would definitely value her as a treasure.
As soon as she said it, everyone laughed and talked about the scene of the first meeting in the dormitory.When I went in, I had two handbags, medium size.Liu Jing watched me take out things one by one, and suddenly asked me: "Is this the thickest winter clothing for you?" When I took out the woolen skirt and said it was for winter, Liu Jing was about to faint.
Can't figure out what she means.Liu Jing said exaggeratedly: "Be careful of freezing to death." Wei Zi came in dragging a linen bag while shaking her head, and there was a big leather suitcase behind her.
Everyone go to help.I thought that the big bag contained bedding and pillows, but Weizi said embarrassedly that it was a cotton coat and trousers made by her mother.A suit of clothes filled a sack.Wait for her to show it.Everyone in the room was amazed, I smiled and said: "You cut the quilt into clothes over there, is it so cold?"
Weizi described that when she spits at the coldest time, she can hear a crisp sound when she falls to the ground.
Wei Zi and I became a sharp contrast between the south and the north.During the first winter in City B, the girls in our house each bought a military overcoat to make out of the house.I can't help it if I don't like it. At that time, the classmates in the same room loved to go crazy together.Speaking of the military overcoats that winter, it involved the collective bald heads in the friendly male dormitory.
He sighed while talking, lamenting that time flies and youth is gone.I lament that a good man in the world is so cruel and let seven beautiful women feel melancholy alone.
Tian Hua suddenly lowered his head shyly, his eyelashes fluttering: "I will get married this Spring Festival!"
This remark undoubtedly aroused public outrage.Several people took turns to interrogate Tian Huacai to explain the situation hesitantly.She is actually an online dating!We want to faint, these days, the most unbelievable thing is online dating. "Do you know him?" "Have you seen him?" "Did you lie on the Internet?" "Where does he live? Work there? Did you do a field trip?"
Regarding the questions we couldn't believe, Tian Hua had no choice but to truthfully report one by one: "We met online after four months of chatting, and then we started. It's been two years, it's okay, and we got married during the Spring Festival."
Anyway, this is the first of my roommates in Beijing to get married.Envious of the five people, they decided to come up with ideas collectively.I think Tian Hua may have regretted it, and when he tossed the old bus and these old women back to her, he probably only breathed a sigh of relief.
I took the initiative to take on the important task of accompanying her in choosing furniture decoration.As long as there is something in the magazine and the consumption is within her allowable range, I will accompany her to buy it.My duty is to bargain with discounts based on familiarity.
I was impatient, and within a few days I asked Tian Hua to go see something.She wants to buy an antique lamp.
There are too many lighting stores, so we patiently visit one by one.Tian Hua is famous for her patience and physical strength when shopping. She spent three days shopping in Hong Kong and broke a pair of shoes.Being able to walk away with bad shoes is either because the quality is not good enough, or because she is too good at walking.I'm sure it's the latter. We've been shopping from morning to evening, and she's still in good spirits, with the attitude of never giving up until she finds what she likes.If the first few well-decorated lighting stores in front of me don’t exist anymore, I plan to cut a piece of bamboo and weave a lantern for her.
The decoration of the lighting store has cut off most of the skylight, and it is getting closer to dusk, so the lights in the store are more radiant, dim and warm.
Just like that, Yi reappeared at the lamplight glazed place after disappearing for two months.I saw him through a crystal curtain.Beads weave a bright light against the light.
He was watching the lamp with a petite and beautiful girl.My eyesight is so good that I can see the little creases on his cheeks when the corners of his mouth are curled up.
He was pointing to a lamp and talking to the waitress, then turned his head to talk to the girl.The well-defined face was gentle, only soft to the bottom of the eyes, and the girl smiled sweetly like a flower.
I wanted to call him, but couldn't make a sound.
Tian Hua poked me, and then looked over there: "Isn't that Zhan Yunyi? Ziqi." She went to lift the crystal curtain, and there were a few crisp sounds when she touched her fingers, which shocked me, so I quickly pulled Tian Hua Hide back.Fortunately, this store is like a maze, with twists and turns to reflect the beauty of the lights.
He didn't see me, his eyes didn't glance in my direction.I dragged Tian Hua to play hide-and-seek with them, and when they passed by the door, I walked out of the door without hesitation.
Tian Hua followed me silently.So far, we slowed down.Tian Hua said cautiously: "I heard that you broke up, what are you afraid of breaking up, it's nothing to say hello openly."
I hurriedly nodded in agreement: "Yeah, I was just a conditioned reflex at the time, and my movements were a little too big. Now continue to buy lights?"
Tian Hua sighed: "Do you think I'm an idiot and can't see it? I'll take you home. I won't buy it today."
I appreciate her understanding.To be honest, I am not in the mood to accompany her to buy lamps now.
Until I got home, I was still thinking about Yi.Compared with the photo, it is more profound and less hearty.Is it his new girlfriend?He could already find a girl who gave her a gentle smile.I wanted to cry a little bit, but I couldn't cry, and my heart was sore, as if I wasn't too sad.
I kept imagining what it would be like if I stopped him at that time.Is he a surprise?Is it cold?Is it expressionless?I don't know what the reaction will be.If he quietly and calmly met an acquaintance, said hello and left with other women, I would be heartbroken.
In my heart, he is always Zhan Yunyi smiling and walking towards me in the photo.
I called Yu'er.Yu'er didn't know he was back.
He came back without a sound, and left without a sound.
I said to myself, take a shower and sleep, study the design atmosphere of the Indian restaurant tomorrow, and eat spicy curry rice by the way.
Now that he is also choosing to start again, I am also living my simple life as always.
It is another kind of pain to be entangled again.
In City B, I am most afraid of two quarters.One is Valentine's Day, and the other is Spring Festival.On Valentine's Day, those six unmarried people actually made appointments one after another. I know that as the city gets bigger, everyone has their own space.In the office, there are only a few unaccounted older young people left to contribute to the magazine.
In fact, I was very busy before Valentine's Day, and it was easy when the issue was published.I flipped through the Valentine's Day special and said, "I made various recommendations on how to spend Valentine's Day before the holiday. What do you think is the best project?"
No one cares about me.I have a stinky mouth, I made a wedding dress for others, not to mention, but I still need people to praise it, so it's strange if someone pays attention to it.
Finally Da Li got up and shouted: "Why don't we have a show together tonight? It just so happens that two men and two women are a good match."
The comrades responded in a loud voice.The four of them winked and joked with each other, and the location was unambiguous, and they chose a certain private restaurant recommended by the previous magazine.Originally, it was difficult to reserve a table on Valentine's Day, so I insisted on asking for a table based on an advertisement for others.
As soon as they were seated, Da Li and Ah Cheng whispered to each other, and said to me and another female colleague, Fei Er, with a playful smile: "Do you think we should switch seats? Two men sit on one side, and two women, like this on Valentine's Day." Sitting looks silly."
Mayfair and I looked around, and there were really few people like us sitting together, almost all of them were in pairs, looking at each other silently with affection.If there is a single person, you can tell at a glance that you are waiting for another master to come.
Ah Cheng went on to say: "Who will match whom?"
I discussed with Mayfair, and Mayfair said, "Let's guess odd or even." The four reached out together and decided on the male and female partners for tonight.Ah Cheng and I sat on the side.After adjusting the seat and looking at it, I couldn't help laughing.
Fei'er said: "Da Li, you have to do your part as a male companion tonight!"
Da Li chuckled: "From now until I send you home, I will stand by your side and never leave. Tell me what you want to eat. My brother will help you prepare vegetables. The service is absolutely considerate."
Ah Cheng also smiled and said to me: "Now I am your boyfriend, who can be beaten, scolded and punished, Ziqi, you want me to pick the stars in the sky, I will never carry a basin of water to hold the moon." He looked at Da Li provocatively.
Fei'er took the opportunity to act coquettishly: "Look at Ah Cheng, he speaks sweeter than you!"
Da Li trembled all over: "Miss, don't bother me? We don't fight among ourselves, and we don't fall for the enemy's tricks. My brother is actually much more sincere than him."
Mayfair and Da Li entered the scene very well, looking like a real couple.Ah Cheng stared at me with a smile, reminding me that we should not lose to them.
After dinner, the four of us were still in high spirits, especially the two of them thoughtfully gave Mayfair and me a long-stemmed rose. It seemed that we really had lovers on Valentine's Day.
I found a bar, the crowds were frightening to death, I managed to squeeze a booth, ordered a bottle of Sony vodka and started the north-south confrontation.Ah Cheng and I teamed up against Da Li and Mayfair.
I've never had a drink with them, and I didn't expect them to drink well.The music was deafening, the dice were rattling, and the laughter was broken.If I had a Valentine's Day like this, I would.
In the crowd, I seem to see Yi leaning on the bar to drink.Alone, so lonely.When I pushed through the crowd and approached, the person leaning on the bar drinking was just a stranger.
I slowly swayed on the dance floor with the music, and the alcohol was anesthetizing my nerves. If I can’t forget it, I can’t forget it. I don’t want to force anything now.
Mayfair and the others also joined in.In this lively and presumptuous catharsis, something in my heart collapsed.
I think I'm drunk.All four were drunk.Walking staggeringly on the deserted street, I shouted: "If someone proposes, I will marry him right away!"
Fei'er rushed over and hugged me: "Oh, Ziqi, will you marry me?"
I sighed, "You're much more drunk than I am!" As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I realized that no matter how staggering my feet were, or how hot my head was, I was extremely sober.
When I got home, I found a bottle and inserted the roses that Ah Cheng had given me.It's best to drink wine until you're half-drunk.It's a pity that I'm not used to drinking alone, and I might drink myself all day long.This feeling is so good.
I think this nest is extraordinarily tidy and warm today.I haven't changed the nest, here, I can feel Yi's breath, he is frowning and helping me pack the clothes, he is washing and cutting things.What did he do?I thought of the cold dishes on the table and couldn't help laughing.
I took a shower and went to bed, it was really cool, I reached for the photo on the table and put it next to the pillow, I wanted to talk to him.
I said, Yi, I feel lonely.so lonely.He walked towards me smiling.
I said that the hustle and bustle of the bar and the lively crowd can only deepen the loneliness in my heart.He was still smiling and walking towards me.
I fell asleep and dreamed that he was really smiling and walking towards me with no other women around.
As soon as Valentine's Day is over, Spring Festival will follow.
Mayfair seemed to be getting closer to Da Li.We joke with each other.I saw Ah Cheng bought roast duck in a bag. His hometown is in Jiamusi, and he is going home during the Spring Festival. Did he buy it for his family?I asked casually, "You bought it for our parents?"
Southerners don't know the difference between saying "we" and "us".Thought it was all the same.In the northern dialect, "Our father and my mother" are the common parents of him and me, and it was only after I said it that I found out that my language was wrong.
Ah Cheng suppressed a smile and said, "Yes, I bought it for our parents."
I think I must have blushed, and stared at him without showing weakness: "Taking advantage of me?"
Ah Chengna was willing to let go of this opportunity, and continued to sly: "How about, when will you take me to meet our parents?"
I was speechless and ignored him.On the other hand, Da Li and Fei'er laughed happily.Da Li sneered and said, "Are you going to visit after Valentine's Day? You two are so fast. Fei'er, I also want to meet our parents."
Fei'er looked suspicious and cooperated very well: "Okay, if you want to see our parents, you can also bring a roast duck."
I can't laugh or cry.
Juanzi called and asked me if I would go back, and I said Lu Yuan would not go back.She said she would send me bacon from Suhe after the festival.After hearing this, I wanted to go back, but I was afraid of looking sad at the old house, so I gave up.
I went on a shopping spree at the supermarket before the festival.Stock up on food and plan to live at home.Prices have risen so fast that a catty of lettuce costs ten yuan.I regret it when I walk out of the supermarket with big bags and small bags, and there are no empty taxis at all.In a few months, buy a cheap second-hand car.It takes time to get advertisements and take the bus all day long.Only at times like this do I develop a strong desire to drive.
Carrying things and walking towards the bus stop with difficulty, a car stopped beside me.I heard Yi calling me, I turned my head, it was him.
I was stunned, sitting next to him was the girl I met last time I bought a lamp.He yelled at me: "Get in the car and take you home."
I am at a loss.A driver behind him started honking, and all I could see was him talking, and the girl next to him was staring at me curiously.
I just feel embarrassed.I was wearing a thick down jacket and carried a bag cross-body. Because the things were too heavy, the bag was already showing signs of falling off my shoulders.The hair has not been washed for a few days, and it is greasy on the head.A pair of leather shoes was covered with muddy water.
And the girl beside him is young and beautiful, with a pair of black and white eyes that are clear, and the girls Yi likes all have a pair of clear eyes.There is no such pure clarity in my eyes.I was just thinking wildly, when I loosened my hand suddenly, Yi had already picked up the thing, and he said impatiently: "If you don't leave, those drivers are going to jump down and beat people up."
When I woke up, it turned out that the driver behind me had been honking and swearing.I quickly opened the back door and sat on it.I didn't speak on the road, I just peeked at him quietly.
How long has it been since I saw him?I vaguely thought that the last time he bought a lamp and saw it, it must have been two months.Is it more or less chance to meet in the street like this?Has he been in City B for the past four months?It was different from what I imagined meeting.There was no atmosphere at all, and it was normal to hitch a ride with an acquaintance.Last autumn, he accompanied me affectionately to Mount Tai, just a few months ago.I am at a loss.
Suddenly I heard him ask me: "Ziqi, why do you buy so many things? How many times do you want to go?"
"There are too many people buying new year's goods on the street, one squeeze is enough." Why is my voice so calm?Without a trace of strangeness?
Yi didn't speak any more.The girl beside him chattered away.Her voice is soft and not native.A lot of questions were asked, and I heard Yi answer them all gently.
I looked out the car window at the rapidly receding street trees, and at the cyclists wearing earmuffs, not listening to their conversations.Yi and I are separated by the front and rear rows, but it seems like a world is separated.
Music sounded in the car, it was my favorite "Life is like a Summer Flower", I listened to it in a daze.
Pu Shu sang in a hoarse voice: "I am this dazzling moment, a momentary flame across the sky. I am desperate for you to see me, I will go out and never come back. I am here! I am here !It’s as short as a surprise, but as gorgeous as a summer flower..."
Yi suddenly said, "Ziqi, your cell phone?"
I came back to my senses and hurriedly took out my mobile phone from my bag. As soon as I pressed the answer button, Ah Cheng's loud noise came over.I glanced shyly at the front seat, and Yi's smiling face seemed to flash in the rearview mirror. "What's the matter? Are you home?" I asked Ah Cheng.He left two days early and should be here early by now.
Ah Cheng said cheerfully: "Zi Qi, our parents miss you so much, and asked when you will come to see them."
I blushed: "Fuck you, here we go again." Thinking of that joke, I laughed. "Come back and bring a present."
"No problem, we'll bring back all the delicious food our parents made. You really didn't go back to your hometown alone during the Spring Festival? Poor..."
Ah Cheng was still talking poorly.I don't want to hang up the phone and save myself the embarrassment of sitting in the car.I didn't know what to say to Ah Cheng, so I took my mobile phone and listened to his nagging, and hung up when I saw the car turning into the community.
Get out of the car with your things, politely say thank you to Yi, say goodbye to that girl, don't look at them again, bit your lip and walk home step by step.
I am afraid to turn back, I dare not turn back.This hitchhiking made me useless.
In the evening, I stared at the photo on the table and scolded him: "People say that you like the new and never tire of the old, why are you so unfashionable?" I picked up the photo and stroked his smiling face, and said softly to him: "You really don't smile towards him anymore. Am I coming?"
I found a shoebox.Put away all his pictures.There is only A Niang's photo on the table, and A Niang remains unchangingly kind.I acted like a baby to her: "I'm alone, I'm really alone."
A Niang smiled and said that she would always be with me, and I went to sleep with peace of mind.
Waking up suddenly.The sky outside was bright and slightly blue.I looked at the time, it was only four o'clock in the morning.Put on the clothes and get out of bed, walk to the window, outside the eaves of the house is already white, and the small snowflakes are falling down like drizzle, soundlessly.
I watched and wept bitterly.
On this snowy early morning, I cried alone in the rented room.
If I don't see him again, it won't stir up the sadness in my heart.I walked past him calmly, but I used pride to build a dike to protect my heartache.
From meeting me and sending me home to the end of the Spring Festival, Yi never appeared again.
After the Spring Festival, colleagues resumed work one after another.Ah Guo really brought back a lot of local specialties to share with everyone.He took a copy and handed it to him, still saying: "Ziqi, our parents made it for you."
Laughter erupted in the office.
Ah Cheng continued to work hard: "Are our parents in good health?"
I said frankly: "My parents are gone." The atmosphere in the office suddenly froze.
Ah Cheng touched his nose in embarrassment: "That, Ziqi,"
I saw his appearance, and burst out laughing: "Okay, I'm not angry again."
Seeing me laughing, Ah Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to speak when the editor-in-chief walked in and threw a few posts saying: "There will be a reception next week, organized by the Decoration Guild, all of you who have nothing to do, go and have fun, remember Dress up nicely."
In March, the spring is cold and cold, and the annoying wind blows up the hazy yellow sand shadows and wraps the whole city in mist.Sunglasses, gauze scarves, and long winter clothes are as ugly as you want when you go out. When you enter the club, you take off the outer protective device before you let out a long sigh.
Mayfair and the others are discussing something.I walked over and heard her ask me: "Ziqi, are you going to the reception tonight?"
I forgot all about it.The magazine office receives quite a lot of invitations like this, and they may not attend every reception.
Mayfair reminded me: "Decoration is a new trend this year. It is said that there are many industry giants coming tonight. If you can get online, you will earn a lot of money."
Mayfair was right, it was the first large-scale reception in the spring, and it was the sponsors of the magazine.It is a good thing to know more senior management of decoration companies.I heard that there are still some famous designers appearing.I always thought that advertising design and decoration design have the same purpose.A few days ago, I helped a specialty store design the windows and earned a month's salary. I think this line of work has great potential for money.Do it slowly, maybe the two years I told Yu Er to buy a car and pay for the rent will really come true.
Thinking of the white money, I imagined that I was already driving a second-hand car and happily being a house slave.It's not a problem to buy a second-hand car now, but a house slave, alas, I'm not even qualified to be a house slave.
Once I have a house, I will be considered a real home in City B.Basic necessities of life, here, living is ranked first.Tian Hua bought a house in Tong County, and bought a second-hand house for 10,000+, which was cheap.At first, it felt far away, but now her house has risen to 60 as soon as the subway is connected.When Yuer’s nest was bought, it was more than 50 yuan for more than [-] square meters, but now it has increased by more than [-] yuan.
I don't have high requirements, [-] square meters is enough.Thinking about it, I feel that it is not easy for foreigners to settle down.However, the house in my hometown was given to Juanzi, and I don't have a home yet.The snail is the one who loves the house the most. If you go there and carry your house there, if you build a house in Suhe and then move to Beijing, wow, how much money will it cost?
I am imagining a better life in the future.Mayfair stretched out her hand in front of me and said, "Come back to your senses! Are you going?"
I'm going, why don't I go.I'm going to get dressed now, my ex boss told me that a scruffy ugly girl will have to work a lot more to get the bill than a pretty girl.
At seven o'clock in the evening, a group of five people from our magazine went to the meeting talking and laughing.When you enter the meeting place, you will scatter to find the target and start.This time, unlike Valentine's Day, men and women must be matched.We naturally chose to team up with girls.
Mayfair and I picked up a glass of wine and shuttled through the crowd, greeted familiar faces with a smile, and strike up a conversation with unfamiliar faces whenever possible.Picking up a conversation is an art and Mayfair is a master, just follow her closely.
There are several points for Mayfair to sum up her experience. The first is matchmaking.Use familiar faces to introduce familiar new faces.The second is to be preconceived, without waiting for the other person's reaction, and enthusiastically classify the other party as someone who has dealt with someone who has done nothing before.The third is to invite you into the urn, which requires me to leave her. Seeing her standing there alone with a glass of wine, someone will take the initiative to come forward after a while.
After following her through flowers and butterflies and deepening the impression of familiar faces, Mayfair and I found a corner for an intermission.I asked Mayfair, "Is it time to call it a day when the business cards are gone?"
Mayfair said: "Of course, you have to be responsible for your work." As she spoke, her eyes sparkled.
I followed her gaze, why is it him again?Is the business scope of Yuntian's intervention wider?I only heard the information that Fei'er was reciting chess: "Zhan Yunyi, 32 years old, unmarried, double master's degree, chairman of Yuntian Group, gossip a year ago."
My heart skipped a beat, and I heard her sigh again: "He is only a few years older than us, so he will have nothing to worry about for the rest of his life. It's so unfair!"
I asked Mayfair, "Do you know him?"
Fei'er shook her head: "I heard from friends in the newspaper office." Her eyes slowly lit up: "I never knew Yuntian had such a business, so let's get to know it now." After speaking, she walked over there.
I didn't follow.Dodge to a farther corner, and slowly look at him across the crowd.He was wearing a blue-gray suit, which fitted him well.I always said that he was a clothes hanger, and measured his height from the top of his head. He happened to be a head taller than me. I calculated the gap and told him solemnly that his face was [-] centimeters long. I waved my hands and seriously compared it to him. , such a long face!Yi smiled and tickled me: "Dare to say I have a long face, huh?"
Thinking about it, I couldn't help laughing.A voice next to him asked, "What are you laughing at?"
Ah Cheng stood beside me smiling.At this moment, Fei'er has successfully connected with Zhan Yunyi, and turned her head to signal to us.Ah Cheng was happy: "Fairy's public relations is better than her advertising. I don't know why she doesn't have a boyfriend."
"You are wrong, did you follow Mayfair without seeing Da Li's eyes?" I raised my chin and pointed at Da Li.
"I didn't expect that there would be a good relationship on Valentine's Day." Ah Cheng sighed.Just as we were talking, Mayfair and Yi walked towards us.Should I go, or just let it go?In the end, he didn't move his feet.Calmly watched them approach.
Mayfair introduced me and Ah Cheng to him.Yi smiled and said, "It's fate to meet acquaintances all the time, isn't it? Ziqi."
I smiled and said nothing.
Mayfair said happily, "So you know each other."
Yi explained to her: "Ziqi used to do Yuntian's business."
It turned out to be a business relationship.very good.
Yi went on to say: "A new decoration company has just started, and I want to contact your magazine. Ziqi, can you and Ms. Liu come to our company next Monday to have a talk?"
Fei'er was very excited, standing beside Zhan Yunyi and winking at me.
Is it business?Send money to your door, right?I didn't expect that one day I would earn Zhan Yunyi's money.I didn't say anything for a while, but Mayfair hurriedly said, "Okay, we will definitely come next Monday."
Without saying a word, Yi politely turned and left.When did it become like this?The world is impermanent, and people are in love.Mayfair said to me in a hurry: "Great opportunity, are you so happy? Don't talk for a long time." After speaking, she smiled again, "The most real harvest tonight."
How many layers have I reached in my quiet Kung Fu practice?I watched Yi's heartbeat not speeding up.Is it when the love becomes strong and the love turns thin?Or is it just a memory?
Withdrawing from the reception early, Fei'er didn't object, she had already gained a lot, so there was no need to make herself so tired.Da Li couldn't wish for it, so he just found an opportunity to send Fei'er home.
Looking at Mayfair's sweet smile, I guess the success rate of this couple has greatly increased.Waiting for the day to officially announce it to everyone.
Ah Cheng must send me.Sitting in his Jetta, I still felt the need to drive: "Ah Cheng, can you show me a used car?"
Ah Cheng smiled and said, "I'm finally going to drive? Are you not afraid?"
I said: "Others say that driving is a matter of getting used to it, and you will get used to it slowly."
He was very excited: "Yeah, it's very troublesome without a car, now I'll take you to practice your hands?"
Ah Cheng drove the car to a new neighborhood nearby.Newly developed here, the road is very good, there are not many people, and it is even more empty at night.I switched to the driver's seat, my hands were sweating all of a sudden, I was nervous, and I didn't start the car after lighting the ignition several times.
Ah Cheng comforted me with a smile: "Don't worry, you should hit the gas pedal harder."
I have hardly ever driven a car since I got my driver's license.I have always been afraid of going on the road.Maybe it was Ah Cheng's patience, I gradually became familiar with it.The car was driving very slowly, and Ah Cheng would not keep urging me to refuel and refuel like the coach in the past.
After driving for a full hour, Ah Cheng encouraged me and said, "You drive very steadily, and it will get better and better."
I pulled over and stopped the car, and took out a cigarette: "Do you smoke?"
Ah Cheng didn't ask how I could smoke, but took one and lit it.
I told him: "Don't say it, it will affect your image."
He smiled.
Sometimes I think that Ah Xianghai will be a very buddy kind.Dahai is two years younger than me, and Ah Cheng is the same age as me.But he is more careful than the sea.He said to me: "Ziqi, you have known Zhan Yunyi for a long time, right? Not only about business, right?" Colleagues rarely ask each other about their personal affairs, unless they have a good relationship.
I didn't answer, but asked him instead: "Has your family urged you to have a girlfriend?"
Ah Cheng smiled wryly: "I go on blind dates a few times during the Spring Festival. My family is not in a hurry, but I am. It's better to have a girlfriend here than to be single."
Neither of us spoke.For outsiders, having a home in City B and having someone waiting for you at home makes life completely different.
Watching the smoke slip along the car window and be sucked away by the wind outside the window.I smiled and said, "There will be bread and milk. You will find someone you love."
Ah Cheng began to talk nonsense again: "Why don't we get together as a couple? As our parents wished!"
I replied with low self-esteem: "A 29-year-old man is fresh, and a 29-year-old woman is scum. I don't want to go out and get a knife thrown, saying that I ruined your flower."
Ah Cheng smiled badly: "Isn't this right? I feel too safe. You can only hang me on this tree with a crooked neck."
My eyes widened: "No matter what, I have to find a rosewood tree to show its taste."
"I haven't heard that red sandalwood has branches for people to hang themselves on. It's on the top of the tree. Can you hang it by jumping on the rope?" Ah Cheng said disdainfully.
"Brother, you're wrong. I didn't say I was going to hang myself. I just chopped it up and made it into a coffin. I lay in it and fell asleep. It can last for a hundred years. No one has come to snatch it yet." I said fiercely.
Ah Cheng laughed.Laughter was heard far and wide in the night.At this moment, I knew I had another buddy.
He didn't know that my rosewood tree grew far away in the mountains, and I could only watch from a distance at the foot of the mountain.Maybe, I should really find a suitable crooked neck tree and hang myself.It's just that I want to die willingly.
(End of this chapter)
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