The language of color in Ye Luoli's Fairy Dream

Chapter 226
The world is nothing but good and evil, and the fairyland on earth is nothing but living and dead things.I was never disappointed in the world, only in myself.

——Yan Nian

My name is Yan Nian, the color princess thousands of years ago, and the daughter of the patriarch of the color fox clan.

I was born with endless spiritual power and magic power that no fairy can match.

I was conceived by my mother and I have an older brother named Yan Jue.

He loves me very much, he gives me the best things he can have, he is my brother.

It's my brother, not my elder brother.

My mother and father also love me very much, there is also a sister Ran and a fairy named Yebai, they are all very good to me.

But that day, the catastrophe came, and my brother and I went out to play, and when we came back, the whole Color Fox Clan was wiped out. From then on, only my brother and I were left in the Color Fox Clan.

My brother and I left the land where we grew up, and went to a place where spiritual power and fairy power are purer.

But not all of their fairies are kind. Some fairies do not welcome me and my brother. They bully us and call us disaster stars.

Calamity!

The two words fell on my heart again, the pain came unexpectedly, the pain was like picking bones and cutting out the heart.

The memory of a thousand years ago came back, and the scene of elder brother's death was vivid in my mind.

My elder brother, I abandoned you.

It's me, I'm sorry...

My spiritual power is disordered and my mana is weakened, so I cannot directly use my spiritual power to drive them away.

However, my elder brother was also unable to use his mana due to Tianjie's injury, so no matter how difficult he was, he still had to hold on.

Brother, I can't keep brother, I regret, I hate.

I must guard you, so that I will not lose everything.

I built the Fanli Hall with my own strength, so that my brother can heal well.

Brother, I will do my best to protect you, even if it is my life to pay, even if it is everything I have now.

The year 2000 passed in the blink of an eye, my brother became very powerful, and my strength recovered by seven points.

Although he is still a spiritual body now, his soul was injured when he rescued Yebai, and the wound on the soul will not be healed by reshaping the physical body.

But seven or eight points are enough.

Although mother and father can no longer live in the fairyland, the master of Lingxi Pavilion has let them go to the human world, where they will live in peace and happiness.

They're still alive, that's all.

To my surprise, it was my elder brother who entered the Lingxi Pavilion and became the master of ceremonies of the Lingxi Pavilion.

If my brother wants to join, then I can only quit.

In the end, I will leave, not considered leaving, just forcing myself to forget the past, so maybe I can live in peace for a while, right?

In the days when I don’t have any memories of the past, I really had a good time. Sister Ran, Sister Ling, and Sister Xifei are all very good.

Later, because I was curious about human warriors, I went to the human world and met a man named Gao Taiming. He was very proud and lonely.

He is a very warm human being.

I forgot why I told him that I was no longer a friend, forgot, Yebai said it was not important.

Later, I got to know Amo. She was forgotten by her partners, and she was not remembered after several twists and turns.

But when she died before my eyes, everything came back, those painful memories.

The darkness did not disappear, Yaoyi broke through the barrier, and let me fall into the dream he wove, making me experience despair again.

Despair, just despair, no matter what happens to the numb heart, it will not be as painful as it was before.

After I came out of the dream, I erased the memories of Sister Ran and Hina, drove away my brother with a language as cold as a knife, and then drove away Sister Xifei.

As long as they forget themselves and don't feel sad for themselves, they won't be unwilling anymore.

The only unwillingness is Elder Brother, and the only one who is in debt is him.

This time, everything can be repaid, and I will never owe anyone again.

Today in Qingxi Gorge, I was thinking of activating the formation after imprisoning Yaoyi and Shiyu.

But I didn't expect Shi Yu to catch Sister Ran and the others, and I understood Shi Yu's intention when I saw the rope that bound them.

Forcing me to control the power of darkness, as long as I control the power of darkness, the spiritual power in the body will be disordered, and the power will be weakened to five points.

I am the embodiment of color, but my soul has been damaged, and I can't control the darkness as before.

I saved sister Ran, I used my ability to save her, but I actually know who it is this time.

When Sister Ran sent the ice blade into my heart, I didn't feel any pain, but relief.

After thousands of years of struggle, I can finally give up, and finally die without regret.

Brother, sister Ran, you have to live well.

I said I would give you a world of peace, and I did.

So you must live in peace and joy, and if you forget about me in the future, you will not have the entanglement now...

That's great, everything will be over, and in the future, I won't be struggling in the dark to no avail.

Even if I die in endless darkness, I don't regret it...

The most in this life, the happiest time in all the memories is undoubtedly the time when I lived with my elder brother in the human world.

At that time, I didn't have too many interests and sophistication, and I didn't think too much about myself and others.

Those days were the most worry-free period of time, right?

I burn my soul to sacrifice to the heart of the world, so...

Have you fulfilled your responsibilities and missions?
In this ugly world, I have experienced all your ugliness and viciousness, and now I am finally leaving...

I voluntarily annihilate my spirit and body, my soul flies away, I no longer hope for eternal life, I voluntarily...

No longer remembered by anyone and fairies.

　This book ends here, hey, I hope you don't hit me.

　　Elder Brother and Anian have been in a difficult mood from the very beginning, unable to be happy, so I feel sorry for everyone.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)