Deer in deep forest

Chapter 92 Extra Story: Your age remains the same, but my soul is immature
Xie Feinian

1.
Few people know that Xie Feinian dated Tong Mu.

It was a very short marriage between them, which lasted only 33 days.

At that time, Xiaobao of Song Yusheng's family was born. When Tong Mu heard the news, he participated in Fashion Week in Paris and had a reserved smile on his face facing the camera.

It's not like the sweet smile that showed eight teeth in the past.

Not far from her, sat Xie Nuo.The two had met before, and after chatting for a few words this time, they felt more and more like each other, and they left contact information for each other.

Tong Mu did not expect this to be a chance.

Not long after Xie Nuo returned to China, he contacted Tong Mu and recommended a producer for her.

Immediately afterwards, Tong Mu had an opportunity to invite her to participate in an outdoor reality show in China. Xie Nuo was one of the resident guests.

After Tong Mu recovered from her illness, she had been recuperating. In fact, she was not suitable for participating in such an energy-intensive program, but she seemed to be angry with herself, and when she was stubborn, she agreed without telling her parents.

The first stop of the recording is scheduled to be in Qiaoshan Park in City A.On the first day, Tong Mu encountered a big problem.

Eight guests went on a treasure hunt, and one of the challenging tasks was "tandem rock climbing".They need to ask a passerby for help at will, form a team, and climb up to the top of the rock with one person carrying the other on his back.

The male guests with strong physique try to choose petite girls from the crowd of onlookers. Like Tong Mu, they can only find men who look stronger and more reliable to carry them on their backs.

Xie Nuo's popularity was overwhelming, and he shouted casually, and all the people responded, and passers-by showed their arm muscles one after another, and offered to recommend themselves.

Tong Mu looked around in the crowd, and saw a protruding face with star eyebrows and sword eyes.Such brows, but with a careless expression, ruffian and bad.

He usually stared at Xie Nuo while watching a play.

Xie Feinian was called here in advance by Xie Nuo, saying that today was going to be difficult and that his second brother would help him.

After Xie Feinian went to the noon dinner, he drove to Qiaoshan Park. Seeing this scene, he knew how popular his little princess was.

In the end, Xie Feinian didn't come in vain.

Xie Nuo pushed Tong Mu in front of him, and whispered, "Second Brother, I'll leave this girl to you!"

The corner of Xie Feinian's lips twitched.

Xie Nuo had already rushed ahead to climb the rock with the people he had chosen, leaving Tong Mu there.

Xie Feinian was straightforward, and he didn't refuse. He took off his suit, threw it on the tall tree branch next to him, and squatted down in front of Tong Mu: "Let's go."

Although Tong Mu had hesitation in her heart, the second young master of the Xie family had to give her face. She didn't want to make trouble with Xie Feinian for nothing, there was no need for it.

She bent over and lay on Xie Feinian's back.

The staff put on safety equipment for them, and Tong Mu felt like he was suddenly vacated, Xie Feinian grabbed the rope and started to move.

He glanced back at Tong Mu, showing a handsome and playful smile: "Hurry up."

The chest and the back are touching, and the contact is more intimate than expected.Every time I climb up, the faint force coming from under the cloth makes people blush and heartbeat.

Tong Mu held Xie Feinian's neck tightly with both hands, and when he lowered his head, he saw sweat dripping on his collarbone, flowing into his shirt along the texture of his skin.

Silent sexy.

Like the violent sunlight overhead, there is a hint of danger.

With a person on his back, Xie Feinian was completely unaffected when climbing, steady and fast, and they quickly surpassed the other groups.

He looks thin in his clothes, and if he hadn't behaved mischievously when he was a student, he would probably be the fresh boy who walked under the cherry blossom trees in the manga.Apart from a very flamboyant face, there is little aggression.

But Tong Mu deepened his impression of this person through this rock climbing.

Amid the screams of fear and panic from several female guests, their group successfully climbed to the top, and Tong Mu became the first person to complete the task of the program group.

At the end of the shoot, Shano asked her in the changing room, "How was it?"

Tong Mu didn't know why.

"I'm asking you, what do you think of my second brother?"

Tong Mu finally understood what Xie Nuo meant, and heard Xie Nuo say: "My second brother is on a blind date recently, but there is no suitable one, why don't you try with him..."

Xie Nuo didn't seem to be joking: "He's great, the girl who got him in the end must have saved the galaxy in her previous life."

She really dared to say it.

Tong Mu could only keep laughing, sticking out his tongue playfully: "It's a pity that I wasn't that great in my previous life."

Two hours later for dinner, Xie Nuo invited Tong Mu together.

This time the show was originally Xie Nuo's matchmaking, so this meal should actually be invited by Tong Mu.With her purse in her pocket, she went to Xie Nuoyo's place.

Pushing open the door of the box, I found that Xie Feinian was also there.

Tong Mu had just finished taking a shower in the hotel, changed into a fresh makeup, was wearing a long plain dress, and his long hair was simply tied up.

The moment she pushed the door and entered, Xie Feinian's hand paused.

Nobody noticed.

Xie Nuo explained to Tong Mu: "My second brother was playing with a friend next door, so I asked him to come over and sit down..."

Tong Mu poured herself a glass of wine and thanked Fei Nian. She said, "Second Young Master, thanks to you for climbing today, thank you."

Xie Feinian took the cup from her hand, changed her to fruit juice, touched each other, and drank it all in one gulp. The whole process was smooth and natural.

"What kind of wine do girls drink?"

This is what Xie Feinian often said when he was in charge of Xie Nuo, and he didn't think there was anything wrong with Tong Mu as the partner.

However, when his hand stretched out, Tong Mu's heart was hit suddenly.

But it's not about love.

Xie Feinian sat for a few minutes and then went back to the next door. He still had friends, so he didn't stay here much.

As soon as he left, Tong Mu was inexplicably relieved.

She and Xie Nuo were the only two girls left, chatting while eating, couldn't be more comfortable, talking about entertainment, gossip, bags and shoes, it seemed that they could talk about everything.

On the way, Tong Mu went to the bathroom once, and when she came out, she leaned against a window to breathe.From this angle, two locust trees just five meters away could be seen, and their shadows looked like a pair of lovers kissing passionately.

Just thinking like this, a person suddenly appeared from nowhere and pushed her against the wall. Before Tong Mu could see the face of the comer and had no time to speak, she was hugged tightly.

They are projected by the light on the wall painted with flower branches, just like the two acacia trees.

Tong Mu felt the heavy breathing on his shoulders, with the smell of damp wine.She was surrounded by his breath.

She thought, Xie Feinian, this lunatic, is so drunk.

"Hey—" Tong Mu pushed him.

Xie Feinian was probably very drunk, so he didn't let go, but lowered his head and moved closer, as if to kiss her.

Being so close, Tong Mu saw in the depths of his eyes, the camouflage was torn apart, revealing something gentle and lonely.

Tong Mu has never seen Xie Feinian like this before, like a whirlpool, he is involuntarily attracted.

Being attracted at this time still has nothing to do with love.

So when Xie Feinian asked her drunk: "Do you want to be my girlfriend?" She was able to respond as she wanted, and said briskly: "Okay."

Because of Song Yusheng and Wen Yuyun, she even disliked them, she should have stayed away from them, but she was still bewitched.

Like Shano said, give it a try.It was with this mentality that Tong Mu gave Xie Feinian a try.

It's so strange, the second she promised, she already had a premonition of the moment of breaking up in the future.

Xie Feinian got a satisfactory answer from Tong Mu. He couldn't support himself stably, and slowly slid down the wall and sat on the ground, hugging her legs.

Tong Mu's ankle-length skirt was held in his arms.

Thirty-three days later, Tong Mu saw a photo at Xie Feinian's residence. The girl in the photo was wearing the same dress as she had that night.

The moon on the bottom of the sea is the moon in the sky, but the moon in the mirror.

The person in front of me seems to be my sweetheart, but it is not that person.

2.
Tong Mu put down the photo and proposed to break up, Xie Feinian agreed.That night he drove back to the compound alone, Grandpa Xie asked, "Where is my granddaughter-in-law?"

Xie Feinian said: "Run away. I swear, it was a girl who dumped me, and I definitely didn't give up from beginning to end."

Immediately after another lesson, Grandpa Xie said, "You're really good at it, you've got a face for nothing."

Xie Feinian touched his face with satisfaction, and said, "Work is the most important thing now, I can let go of emotional matters first."

Grandpa Xie picked up a cloth shoe and threw it over: "Just put it away, let alone the Gu family, the children of the Song family are about to come out to make soy sauce!"

It hurts, grandpa.

Without any explanation, Xie Feinian was once again forced to join the huge team of blind dates.

Too ugly to be able to kiss, too beautiful to show off, too noisy and boring to listen to, too quiet to suffocate me... He always has messy excuses that make people want to beat him up, and turn all the blind dates back.

Xie Feinian went home and reported to Grandpa Xie: "Grandpa, what should I do, I may die alone in this life..." He still held a ticket in his hand from the traffic police for illegal parking.

He felt that he was particularly tired today, so he unbuttoned a few shirts, lay down on the sofa and shouted, "Sister-in-law Zhou, I'm going to drink mung bean soup to reduce the fire!"

He was wondering why his grandfather's soft cloth shoes hadn't been thrown in the air, and the room was eerily quiet.

Suddenly noticing something was wrong, Xie Feinian propped himself up from the sofa, and saw Grandpa Xie, who was holding an antique radio, sitting on a bamboo chair and smiling at him, and there was a girl beside him.

A youthful and energetic face.

"—Little traffic policeman?"

Comrade Qiao Xiaoying, the junior traffic policeman who issued the ticket to Xie Feinian in the afternoon, never expected to meet this enemy in the living room of Xie's house.

The blind date didn't go well and Xie Feinian, who was fined, never thought that the next eight blind dates would be the girl in front of him.

Qiao Xiaoying's grandfather had a friendship with Grandpa Xie. The Qiao family had only moved to City A for half a year, and Qiao Xiaoying had just graduated and joined the city's traffic police brigade for only one day.

The first ticket she issued was given to Xie Feinian.

Grandpa Xie clapped his hands and shouted, this is fate, this is a great fate.

Xie Feinian laughed so that Qiao Xiaoying panicked, her face was flushed, her roots were young, and she grew up gentle and good. Up to now, she has never seen a man who can wear formal clothes so monstrously.

From the first session in the afternoon, she almost suspected that there was something wrong with her heart, jumping at such a fast frequency, she suspected that she would die soon.

Under the arrangement of Grandpa Xie, they really went through the formal process of blind date.

Sharing lunch, walking on the beach, watching a movie, Xie Feinian sent Qiao Xiaoying home.In the second half of the journey, Xie Feinian didn't speak a word, and Qiao Xiaoying started to panic.

She has awe-inspiring righteousness in the face of people who break the law and discipline, and the man sitting next to her now less than one meter away is the person she may associate with.

When the car stopped, Qiao Xiaoying was immersed in her own thoughts and did not move for a long time.

Xie Feinian leaned over, but she seemed to be awakened suddenly, and took out her wallet tremblingly: "I will pay you back all the money I fined you, please let me go..."

With a "click", Xie Feinian unfastened her seat belt, and he smiled: "What are you talking about, get out of the car and go home."

Qiao Xiaoying was a little silly, and didn't quite understand: "What's the matter with us?" Today's blind date is over, and then?

Xie Feinian asked: "What do you think of me?"

Qiao Xiaoying stared at him blankly, dumbfounded for a moment, not knowing how to answer, and then heard Xie Feinian say: "If you can accept me as a person, then we will date."

Head dizzy, Qiao Xiaoying felt that he was not sober at this time, but said: "Okay."

Xie Feinian said, "I'll pick you up tomorrow."

They start dating.

This process is very ordinary, simpler and calmer than Qiao Xiaoying imagined.

Xie Feinian is not what she thought, living a life of feasting and reckless squandering of life.

Xie Feinian in love is no different from other people's boyfriends, picking her up to and from get off work, and meeting her occasionally.He went shopping with her, bought her ice cream, kissed when he felt sweet, and hugged when he felt cold.

He was also very busy with his work, and he went on a business trip to the grassroots for inspections, which lasted for several months.Qiao Xiao was on duty in the heavy rain during her menstrual holiday, and she endured the pain to stick to her post, but saw him get off the car and walk towards her holding an umbrella.

In the rain and fog, this scene was like a hidden plot, slowly unfolding in her eyes at this moment.

Qiao Xiaoying thought at the time, "My sweetheart is a hero of the world, and one day he will step on the colorful clouds to marry me." Putting these words in reality, it is roughly the current situation.

She got into Xie Feinian's coat and couldn't help saying, "I want to marry you."

Xie Feinian told her: "Girls are easily moved, don't make decisions lightly when impulsive."

Qiao Xiaoying hugged him tightly and said, "You are so kind, I am reluctant to give you up to others."

Qiao Xiaoying didn't know that the Xie Feinian she met now was the Xie Feinian who had been watered by others with a whole youthful smile and pain.

The so-called other person is Yu Sui.

She died at the sound of her own gunfire and was buried in a fire.

She reborn Xie Feinian's soul from ashes in a long time, burning away the most violent part, leaving behind a less sharp side to treat people and things.

She taught him to grow up.

Let him become the young man that Qiao Xiaoying admired.

How many girls in the world have such regrets?

The seeds you cared for with your youth finally germinated, and gradually grew into a towering tree with luxuriant branches and leaves, and the people who enjoyed the shade under the tree were later generations.

But who told you that you were not as lucky as her, you didn't meet him at the right time.

All in all, those few sentences, the two of you are not destined.

"You are so nice."

After hearing Qiao Xiaoying's words, even Xie Feinian was stunned.

What is it that has quietly changed him all these years?The passing time is still this huge world.

Xie Feinian didn't want to think about the final answer.

Until that night, he dreamed of the scene that happened under the big tree of Wen's family many years ago, the scene when he and Yu Sui met for the first time, the small white figure, the eyes swollen from crying.

He quietly came behind her, wanting to comfort her, but he didn't have time to hand out the handkerchief in his hand.She was scared away by him.

This was the first encounter. The handkerchief he failed to give away was a secret note written by fate for them.

- Too late, too late.

3.
The person he hated the most in the world disappeared.

On Xie Feinian's birthday, he was so drunk that he vomited on the toilet and suddenly realized this fact.

He sat silently for a long time in the dark night.

Inexplicably, I remembered what was said on the Internet that people who fall in love like to ask each other, do you love me?

He seems to have asked someone that.Although they were not in love at that time.

He once asked, Yu Sui, do you love me?

A voice answered after a long time, but he didn't hear the answer clearly.

Why did he ask this question at that time, Xie Feinian can't remember the specific reason, maybe it was a whim, or maybe it was just curiosity.

Xie Feinian once thought that he hated this girl the most.

He hated many qualities in her, the skin was bright red and the inside was black, and the poison seemed to seep into her bones.He hated her, but he didn't think about it deeply. Why did he keep her by his side for such a person whose essence he had seen through?
But when Yu Sui pretended to be obedient and stayed by his side, she never asked about how many days and nights they spent together, even the most intimate moments.

——So, Xie Feinian, how about you, do you love Yu Sui?

4.
While Qiao Xiaoying was dating Xie Feinian, there were two other people in the traffic police team who were pursuing her.

Qiao Xiaoying is an absolutely upright girl, she doesn't flirt with others, so she rejects him sternly.But they all said: "You are not married yet, everything is still unknown, we cannot deprive us of our freedom to like you."

Qiao Xiaoying was awakened by a word. She was not married yet, and everything was still unknown.

Even if you date, it doesn't mean anything.

Qiao Xiaoying suddenly felt a strong sense of crisis.

In the afternoon, Xie Feinian came to pick up Qiao Xiaoying from get off work. Qiao Xiaoying was still wearing a neat uniform and walking straight.When the two of them were having dinner, Xie Feinian noticed a strange emotion in her.

"what happened to you?"

Qiao Xiaoying lowered her head and realized that she had put a spoonful of mashed garlic, which she would never touch, into the noodle soup.Xie Feinian stretched out his chopsticks and picked them out for her, the corner of his lips curled up: "Is it so boring to eat with me?"

Qiao Xiaoying shook her head quickly.

She was not used to lying, and she was too embarrassed to tell Xie Feinian what was on her mind, so she could only keep her mouth shut.

In the next few days, Qiao Xiaoying received a rose from another suitor and placed it on her desk.Qiao Xiaoying's desk was facing the window, and the window was open.

Xie Feinian turned the car around, took a look inside, saw the bouquet with water droplets, thought of Qiao Xiaoying's ailments these days, and thought about it.

Looking back, he saw Qiao Xiaoying's work permit on the passenger seat.

Xie Feinian took his work permit and decided to send it back to her.

Qiao Xiaoying, who was still in the office just now, disappeared in the blink of an eye. Xie Feinian searched along the corridor without a clue, but found a voice crying behind the door of the stairwell.

It was still early, and there were not many people left in the team. Qiao Xiaoying thought that hiding here would not be discovered.She had been thinking about Xie Feinian just now, he probably didn't like a girl like herself, in appearance, experience, means, all aspects.

Even the court is considered high climbing.

Thinking about it, I feel inferior.Her eyes are red.

At this second, Xie Feinian appeared in front of her.

He wiped her tears for her, and said: "If you want to break up, don't be so difficult, you can tell me straight."

She hit Qiao Xiaoying's head with a stick, and when she heard the word break up, she cried even harder, from sobbing to howling in an instant.

Xie Feinian thought about how to comfort him.

"It's a good thing that you have someone you really like, so don't feel guilty."

Qiao Xiaoying burst into tears: "I... I... am not guilty, why should I be guilty, the one who should be guilty... is, it is you..."

On weekdays, he chanted the slogan of "bleed, sweat, not tears", and he could bear the pain of muscles and bones during training. Only when the pain came to his heart did he realize that it was far better than all the pain of flesh and blood.

Qiao Xiaoying cried until she fainted.

This incident was circulated in the traffic police for a long time, and it was one of the "glorious deeds" that Qiao Xiaoying dared not admit in his life.

She woke up lying on the hospital bed, but she closed her eyes and refused to open them.

Xie Feinian said: "Have you been led astray by me? The little girl who never lied has learned to pretend to be dead now."

Enduring being ridiculed, Qiao Xiaoying thought, if she can't wake up, she will break up when she wakes up.She was afraid of hearing those two words from Xie Feinian's mouth again, knowing that there was a head hanging on her head and it might fall off at any time.

She was desperately delaying time, like a fish struggling on the beach, lingering on.

"Are you hungry?" Xie Feinian changed the way of waking up.

Qiao Xiaoying didn't answer, but her stomach grunted very cooperatively.

Xie Feinian laughed twice: "You can't lie like this forever, if you don't want to see me, just tell me." He put down the porridge bowl in his hand, ready to leave.

Qiao Xiaoying was very skilled, turned over and jumped up, hugging him tightly from behind.

"Can we not break up?" When she spoke, her heart ached beyond measure, "Xie Feinian, have you fallen in love with someone else?"

Xie Feinian said: "It's you who wants to break up, and it's you who likes someone else."

"You bullshit!"

"You receive a bouquet of flowers every day, and you still shy away from talking to me. Isn't this a prelude to breaking up?"

Qiao Xiaoying was stunned, she understood this oolong after thinking about it for a while.She said: "I have never liked anyone except you, and there is no way I can like anyone else..."

They only had a fight this time, and after Qiao Xiaoying made it clear, it was as if nothing had happened.

Qiao Xiaoying couldn't figure out Xie Feinian's reaction, if she really loved someone, would she be so calm?When you think she loves someone else, let her go, and when the misunderstanding is resolved, continue to reconcile as before.

They are in love as usual, everything is going perfectly, and the relationship is stable.

In autumn after three years of dating, Xie Feinian got down on one knee and proposed to Qiao Xiaoying.

He said, "Comrade Qiao Xiaoying, will you marry me?"

In fine weather, everything is just right, and there will be no more mistakes.

Grandpa Xie was so happy when he heard the news, he almost foresaw that his little grandson's life would be smooth and successful.

5.
——"From now on, whether in good times or bad times, rich or poor, healthy or sick, happy or sad, Mr. Xie Feinian, are you willing to love your wife, cherish her, and be loyal to her forever and ever ?”

- "I do."

Qiao Xiaoying, who was standing across from him, held a bouquet and added: "Until she is old and wrinkles appear in the corners of her eyes, do you still love her?"

Xie Feinian said: "I love her as ever, she will always stay in my heart."

The people I love don't age.

This is the answer given by Xie Feinian.After many years, it was the answer to Qiao Xiaoying.

But none of that matters anymore.

In the autumn of this year, the past ended.

(End of this chapter)