Deer in deep forest

Chapter 88 You Who Accompany Me Through Long Years
No matter how the world bullies you, humiliates you, despises you, slanders you,

You are always shining like a star in my eyes.

1.
Xi Guang hung up Wen Yuyun's call, and returned to her seat with the heavy "Dictionary" in her arms. There were only a few scattered people left in the library.

She glanced at her watch, it was getting late, and she was about to go home after packing her schoolbag.

Recently, Gu Yanshu has been working overtime in the company. She is not happy to be alone at home, and is more willing to come to school with books for self-study.She said that there was an atmosphere like this, so Gu Yanshu followed her, only saying that he had to call in advance when he went home, and he asked the driver to drive over to pick him up. Married women must not go home alone at night.

Xi Guang combed a youthful and beautiful ball hair, turned around twice in front of him, and said not convinced: "This girl looks absolutely eighteen, she doesn't look like she is married."

How can Gu Yanshu rest assured.

He wanted to hang a notice board around the girl's neck, saying "Gu Yanshu's Wife", walking on the road, just like parading through the streets.

Thinking about it like this, he couldn't help but find it funny when he imagined the situation. There was a brilliant arc on his face, which usually had no superfluous expressions.

Xi Guang didn't know why he was suddenly happy, but felt that smile was so dazzling that people wanted to cherish it.

"I praise myself, why are you so happy, Yanshu?"

Gu Yanshu tapped her on the head with his fingers.

She tried her best to show the most standard and beautiful smile, with vivid eyebrows and eyes: "Is it because I am secretly happy, married such a beautiful and young girl, are you proud of yourself?"

"Lu Xiguang, your skin is getting thicker and thicker."

Xi Guang stepped over the coffee table, went around to the sofa, put her face against his face, and rubbed it gently twice: "Where is there, where is there?"

Gu Yanshu was stunned by the delicate and warm feeling on his skin, his cheeks were slightly hot.

In order to prevent being harassed again, he decided to go back to his study to work with his laptop.

As a result, I returned to my study alone, and the surroundings became quiet, but I still couldn't concentrate on the densely packed documents.He moved the mouse and clicked into a favorite folder layer by layer, and the group photo on the marriage certificate lay there.

Two pairs of eyebrows, two faint smiles, shoulders leaning together, the whole world is by your side, a lifetime passes by in a blink of an eye, and you will grow old in the blink of an eye.

—— "I praise myself, why are you so happy, Yanshu?"

Gu Yanshu thought, probably felt that the deal was not a loss.

Because it is you, you have tasted happiness, sorrow, joy and pain, and you will not feel bad after living this life.

Xiguang went out from the library, and sent text messages to Gu Yanshu while going down the steps.

"Lu Xiguang—" There were hurried footsteps catching up behind him, it was a male student in Xiguang's class.She vaguely remembered this face, but couldn't name it.

She goes home every time after class, doesn't have much contact with her classmates, and is always secretly guilty, feeling that she is an old fritters, mixed in with a bunch of small flowers and grasses, and she might have to wear it someday.I always come and go alone in a hurry, do not have deep friendship with others, and rarely participate in group activities, which left a very cold impression on the students.

Suddenly someone greeted her enthusiastically, Xiguang was flattered.

"Lu Xiguang, are you going back to the dormitory?" The male student wearing black-rimmed glasses walked side by side with her.

"I don't live in the dormitory, so I go home directly." Xi Guang said.

"Are you going home so late? Are the buses gone?"

"Someone at home is coming to pick me up."

"Oh." The male student still did not forget to remind her patiently, "It takes about 10 minutes to get to the school gate from the library. You still have to be careful when walking alone at night..."

The campus of E University was empty, only the street lamps were shining dimly one after another, the trees on both sides were lush, and the outstretched branches gathered from the sky, it was really deep and silent.

Xiguang thanked him for his kindness, and said with a smile: "The campus of E University is safe, there are security patrols 24 hours a day, and there has never been an accident, so don't worry."

"I'm going to the self-service bank at the gate of the school to withdraw money. I'm on the way. Shall I go with you?" said the male student.

Xi Guang thought, of course, the road is so wide, and it was not built by my family, so can I still say it is not good?
This male student is the officer of the Outreach Department of the E University Student Union. He usually sponsors on-campus and off-campus outreach activities, and is also responsible for receiving guests.

After such a long journey, he can always find something to chat with Xi Guang.

The male classmate said: "How is the review of the subject you want to make up for the exam? Don't get me wrong, I don't mean anything else. I just want to say that if you need help, you can find me. I remember all the notes."

Xi Guang said, "Thank you, I think it's almost done, and I should be able to pass this time."

The male classmate comforted her: "The questions in the final exam last time were indeed a bit difficult, and almost half of the people in our class failed."

Xi Guang said, "I got 58 points, just two points short of passing."

Hearing her complaining tone, the male classmate laughed, and asked again: "Is your home close to the school? Why don't you live on campus?"

Xi Guang thought for a while before saying: "There is someone at home, I have to stay with him. If I live on campus, he will be very lonely by himself."

The male student immediately figured out that there was a retired old father in her family, who was handicapped in his legs and feet, lived a lonely life, and relied on Cherishing Light.Looking at Xi Guang's attire, it doesn't look like a poor family, so I'm not sure.

The two walked and chatted, the distance seemed to be shortened, and they arrived at the school gate before they knew it.

Xi Guang rubbed the tip of his nose, which was blown red by the wind, and the ring on his finger was exposed, reflecting the fine light under the street lamp.

When the male classmate saw it, his footsteps stopped, and he suddenly forgot what he wanted to say.

"You, are you married?"

Xi Guang touched the ring and nodded frankly: "Yes."

The male student's complexion is not very good, as if struck by lightning.He felt that he had been cheated, but he couldn't hold anyone accountable, as if he had been hit hard, he said in a low voice, "I always thought you were single, and that we both still had a chance..."

Xi Guang understood what the other party meant, and hurriedly waved his hands: "No, no, you should leave the opportunity to other better girls."

The male classmate pushed his glasses: "You are the best one in my eyes!"

Xi Guang took a step back, unable to bear such a solemn compliment from the other party, said nervously: "But I am very satisfied with my marriage, and I probably have no other plans."

Behind the marble pillar at the school gate, Xie Feinian watched the play for a long time, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, and burst out laughing.

Xi Guang was startled, and ran over to see, Xie Feinian was wearing a blue suit with a loose tie hanging around his neck, looking at her playfully.

There is also a tall and straight black shadow next to it.

Xiguang pointed at the shadow, surprised: "Ah, Yanshu... why are you here?"

"I can't come?" Gu Yanshu said quietly.

Xi Guang looked at the male student who was standing blankly on the other side, and quickly shook his head: "I mean, aren't you working overtime, you agreed to let the driver come and pick you up."

Gu Yanshu pointed out, "I'll pick you up from now on, I've already been busy for a while."

Xiguang cheered from the bottom of her heart, and when she was happy, she went to hold his hand.

She was dressed thickly and warmly, and her palms were sweaty. Gu Yanshu held her tightly and did not let go.Looking across the road, the uninterested male student hadn't left yet.

Xie Feinian felt that it was not in vain tonight, and he was the happiest watching the excitement: "Both of you are doing well. Young Master Gu, there are a lot of fresh meat in the school, you have to have a sense of crisis..."

"Don't bother you."

Xiguang ran a few more steps, bid farewell to the male classmate, and told him to go back quickly after withdrawing the money, and he was going home too.

The male classmate drew circles on Gu Yanshu and Xie Feinian, and asked Xi Guang, "Are they just here to pick up your family?"

"Correct."

"Which one are you marrying?"

Xi Guang pointed, "The one in the black coat."

The male classmate looked at Gu Yanshu for a few more times, seemed to give up, and said: "A gentleman, he looks very suitable for you. The one in the blue suit is not good, he is too evil, and he will bully you after a long time. You are not suitable."

Xi Guang laughed heartily when he heard people despise Xie Feinian seriously.

The male student said sadly: "If you want to borrow class notes in the future, you can still come to me."

Xi Guang nodded quickly.

The few people were not far apart, and the surroundings were quiet. Xie Feinian listened to what Xi Guang and the male classmate said, and pushed Gu Yanshu with his elbow: "What do you mean you can't wear a blue suit? What does that person mean?" ? Did he want to fight?"

Gu Yanshu hooked the corner of his mouth.

When Xiguang came back, Gu Yanshu led her to the car, not forgetting to teach: "It's better to take notes by yourself in class, and you can't rely too much on your classmates, don't you think?"

Xi Guang accepted the opinion: "I usually do it myself, and rarely ask my classmates to borrow it."

Xie Feinian chimed in: "Occasionally, it's okay to borrow. It can connect the feelings between classmates, but it's better to borrow from girls. Generally speaking, girls' handwriting is more neat and beautiful."

After finishing speaking, he looked at Gu Yanshu: "Young Master Gu, am I right?"

Gu Yanshu didn't bother to talk to him.

Xi Guang smiled, grabbed Gu Yanshu's sleeve and shook it: "Let's go, go home, I will be self-reliant from now on, and I will not borrow anyone's notes, just ask the teacher for courseware."

"A child can be taught." Gu Yanshu praised her for being smart.

Xi Guang said, "Then reward me with a plate of hairy crabs."

Xie Feinian followed them for two steps in a dawdly manner, the single dog felt sour, it was not a good feeling, he felt that what the young couple said was showing their affection.

"Okay, let's go our separate ways." Xie Feinian opened the car door, got into his sports car and ran away, out of sight and saddened.

Xi Guang fastened his seat belt, and asked Gu Yanshu puzzledly, "Why did Second Young Master Xie come here with you?"

"He came to the company to talk to me about something, and I'll pick you up after the chat. He has to join in the fun."

This year, Xie Feinian was transferred up. His career went smoothly and the progress was fast. Xie's family began to worry about his marriage and tried various ways to urge him to find a girl to settle down.Xie Feinian didn't want to go back to his old house, he was busy with work and was too busy to pass the time outside.

Xi Guang took pleasure in others' misfortune, laughed twice, then fell into silence after laughing, didn't know what he thought of, and stopped talking.

Gu Yanshu rested his fingers on the steering wheel, turned his face to look at her a few times from time to time, and patted her head.

"Do you know about the secret filming of Yu Yun and A Sheng?" After a while, Xi Guang remembered that there was still this problem.She was restless and always felt uneasy, so she called Wen Yuyun again, but the phone had already been turned off.

"Don't worry." Gu Yanshu said, "Maybe it's just that the phone just ran out of battery."

"Is something wrong? I didn't dare to look online this afternoon. There were various news pop-ups everywhere, and there were comments from netizens scolding Yuyun."

"I've had someone check it out. The source of the photos comes from Tong Mu's fans. It's the same person who exposed the photos of A Sheng and Tong Mu before, and those inflammatory blogs also come from the same computer host ID. This If this matter needs to be clarified, Tong Mu has to stand up and speak out, it depends on whether she is willing or not."

Xiguang doesn't want to speculate on others with malice, her impression of Tong Mu is still in a clothing advertisement endorsed by Tong Mu, but she guesses that the probability that Tong Mu will stand up is really not high.

"If she's an honest and good girl who wants to stop things from getting worse, how can she keep silent and wait and see the situation like an outsider, and she hasn't said a word until now?"

2.
When Wen Yuyun arrived at the hotel where he was staying, it was past midnight.

She was about to take a shower and climb into bed, but there was no hot water coming out of the shower head.After waiting for a long time, she could only get dressed and come out of the bathroom.

The phone on the bedside table was useless, she wrapped her coat and went to the front desk.

The person on duty at the front desk was nowhere to be seen, only the computer screen was on, still on the page of the soap opera.

"Is anyone there?" Wen Yuyun called out twice, but no one responded.

She was still wearing wet sandals, and the chill came up from the soles of her feet, making her feel extraordinarily cold.

She waited for a few minutes, and just as she was about to go back to her room, a yawning front desk girl with a thermos appeared, who looked about her age.

"There is no hot water in my room, please fix it." Wen Yuyun said.She controlled her facial expression and tried to look as pleasant as possible.

"What's the room number?" The receptionist frequently glanced at Wen Yuyun.

"303." Wen Yuyun said, "It's too late to find someone to investigate the reason, why don't you just change the room for me?"

The front desk said blankly: "I have to read it first, otherwise how would I know if you lied to me."

"Why am I lying to you? I'm lying to you that there is no hot water in my room. What are you trying to do? Is there something wrong with my brain?" Wen Yuyun was on fire in his heart, and finally suppressed it.

"Okay, follow me to the room."

The two entered 303, the front desk turned on the faucet, and waited for a long time, but no hot water came out.

"How about it, did I lie to you?" Wen Yuyun put on his socks and put on his shoes, picked up his bag, and got ready to change rooms.

"You follow me to the front desk to register, and then change to 304 next door."

Wen Yuyun nodded, and went downstairs to get the room card again.The front desk said: "You have changed to 304, and you will also pay for the room fee of 304 tonight. Do you have any objections?"

No comment?
Wen Yuyun's opinion became serious, her cold and red feet were already numb in Martin boots, she was about to smile, and she was very angry: "You mean, I have to pay for two rooms?"

"Correct."

"What's the truth? I haven't heard of it when I grow up."

"You have taken up the resources of two rooms, so of course you have to spend double the money." The front desk was righteous and confident, "If you don't want to pay, then don't change it!"

Wen Yuyun reminded himself again and again that in front of him was a girl who was powerless, he could not do anything to her, and he must not beat her up.

"I'll change the room first, and I'll talk to your manager in the daytime tomorrow to see how much I have to pay."

The receptionist panicked when he heard this: "What's the matter, you still want to sue? Don't you have any money? How can you go to France to snatch someone's boyfriend without money?!"

Wen Yuyun couldn't describe his mood at this moment.

She thought of what Zhou Yuan said more than two hours ago, the words were terrifying.She finally understood what he meant.

Seeing that Wen Yuyun was silent and did not speak, the front desk thought she was guilty, and became more and more angry. The sense of justice in his heart was overwhelming, and he wanted to press her head into the mud: "Snatch someone else's boyfriend's mistress!"

From the moment she entered the school, Wen Yuyun had an arrogant personality, and there were many classmates who didn't get on well with her.Those who could not understand her secretly scolded her behind her back, never had such a title, and no one would judge from the moral high ground.

What's more, those provocations are all behind the scenes.

The only one who dares to shake his face in the face is Yu Sui from back then.

Now someone is pointing their noses at her and slandering her, but she can't do it, she can't beat him up and put her in the police station, waiting for Song Yusheng to come and get her.She can't be convicted of the crime, and she can't be mistaken for anger.

"What evidence do you have?" She asked the other party in an extremely calm tone.

"There are so many photos on the Internet, aren't they evidence?" asked the front desk, and opened one at random, comparing it with Wen Yuyun's face, "Am I not mistaken? The person in the photo is you, and the person who intervened in Tong Mu's love affair is you... "

The flame burning in his heart gradually extinguished, and Wen Yuyun suddenly felt that there was no need to say anything.Carrying her bag, she checked out of the room and went out of the hotel.

There is an internet cafe just a few steps away.

Wen Yuyun stared at the huge computer screen in a daze. It took him a long time to go online and log in to several social software.It was almost no surprise that her seldom-used Weibo account was picked up.

Because of Yu Sui's incident, she didn't go back home, she would rather wander outside, but also put aside her relationship with Wen's family. Her external identity was just a photographer with a bit of photography talent.

Just such a photographer robbed Tong Mu's boyfriend, and everyone joined the battle.

Wen Yuyun didn't click on the private messages and comments that exploded, they just agreed to accuse her of crimes.

She has known Song Yusheng for half her life, but in the public opinion, Song Yusheng has become Tong Mu's, and she does not accept it.As she said to Zhou Yuan, why should she hand over the person she took so long to find.

Tong Mu can't do it, and no one can do it.

She suddenly wanted to smoke.

But I found that I had quit smoking for a while.He touched the pocket with his hand, and it was empty, only a few thin banknotes remained.

She really has changed a lot.

Unless necessary, she seldom touches smoking and drinking, and never has disputes with others. She dyed her black hair back and walks in the crowd, the most common passerby.

Live in the most peaceful way.

She understands many more profound truths, appreciates a crueler life, and grows rapidly.

These are the pain and compassion that the person named Song Yusheng left her and brought her.So now, she can sit here quietly.

The phone has long been out of battery and turned off, and I don't bother to charge it.

She curled up on the leather chair and fell asleep.

The heating in the Internet cafe was turned on fully, but she was shivering from the cold, and her mind was in chaos.

She wanted to resist the cold, but the cold came out of her heart.She wanted to call Song Yusheng as before, but she didn't know what to say. At this time, Song Yusheng and Tong Mu lived in the same room.

She thought, after all these years, she couldn't fall down at this moment.

The night I spent in the Internet cafe was extremely long, so long that I seemed to lose my concept of time.

Wen Yuyun's mind went blank, he didn't think about anything anymore, he was just in a daze.

Someone was smoking two seats next to her, puffing and puffing. In the closed environment, the smell of smoke immediately wafted to her side.Mixed with the smell of overnight instant noodles, it makes people feel nauseous in their stomachs.

But she didn't want to move.

Later, she fell asleep slowly. She dreamed again that she was trapped in the sea of ​​fire, scorched by the high temperature, and couldn't get out no matter what.Then someone grabbed her and ran out.She stared blankly at the hand holding her, and at the back of the figure leading her to run in the fire, she felt familiar, but she couldn't name it.

Several times it was about to come out, but it got stuck in my throat.

Until the man looked back at her, his face was engulfed in flames.

"Ah Sheng—" she blurted out anxiously.

The hand holding her has been loosened and dissipated like ashes.

She seldom cried like this, crying uncontrollably, waking up from the dream with sobs.

The people around were still immersed in the game, no one noticed the crying, Wen Yuyun wiped away the tears on his face indiscriminately.

It was finally dawn outside.

When he came out of the Internet cafe, he was top-heavy, and Wen Yuyun touched his forehead, feeling a little burning.

She turned on the phone, and there were several missed calls from Gu Yanshu and Xiguang, and the second young master of the Xie family also contacted her for the first time.

Wen Yuyun flipped through the records, and after a few seconds, even Song Yusheng's name appeared on the screen.

Wen Yuyun pressed the answer button conveniently.

"Where are you?" Song Yusheng asked immediately.

"U City." Wen Yuyun said honestly, and then added, "I'm here to take pictures of the scenery."

She used that excuse all the time.

Where Song Yusheng is going, if she knows, she will follow, even when going out of the city.Every time I was discovered, I just said it was a coincidence, I came here to take pictures of the scenery.

With a camera hanging around his neck, it really doesn't look like he's lying.

Song Yusheng didn't even bother to expose her, so he just asked, "Where is City U?"

Wen Yuyun looked at the street signs and the surrounding notable buildings, and reported their names.

Song Yusheng said: "I'll pick you up, is it convenient for you? Have you finished shooting the scenery?"

Wen Yuyun leaned on the telegraph pole and nodded straight: "It's over, I went to a few caves and stone forests, and I'll show you the photos next time."

Song Yusheng agreed quite cooperatively: "You can just send it to my mailbox."

After finishing the ancestor worship work, Tong Mu had no reason to keep anyone. He stood under the eaves and looked at the shadow of the sycamore tree reflected in the water tank.The water droplets on the leaves fell down, creating circles of tiny water ripples.

Song Yusheng packed up his things in the house, including a small suitcase. He told Tong Mu to listen to his father and not to sneak out of the hospital alone.

Tong Mu twisted her fingers awkwardly: "You are so worried, why can't you take care of me?"

Song Yusheng said, "You are an adult now."

Tong Mu thought that Wen Yuyun was already an adult. Although you saw the entertainment news last night, although you didn't say anything, you were so worried that you couldn't sleep.I went out to drink water at three o'clock in the middle of the night, and I heard the door open.

Song Yusheng pulled the suitcase and walked out, beckoning, just like every time he said goodbye.

But Tong Mu felt that saying goodbye this time was particularly heartbreaking, as if something had been stripped from his body.Maybe it's the side effects of the medicines I'm taking, which involve the sensitive pain-sensing nerves.

As she said, this ancestor worship was the last time she made unreasonable and capricious demands on him.He agreed, out of friendship.

Between them, if they can't be lovers, they will never play ambiguously.Song Yusheng made it very clear and refused very straightforwardly.

"Patient—" Tong Mu stopped Song Yusheng, "will we meet again in the future?"

"I'll see you when you recover from illness." The straight man with clear eyes stood in the moss-spattered courtyard and smiled farewell to her.

Tong Mu regrets why she didn't meet him sooner. She should be able to remember the amazing old days of the boy in the blue and white school uniform in her childhood.

It's just that Tong Mu didn't know that even so, she was still a step too late. Some people's fate is predetermined, starting from birth.

For example, Song Yusheng and Wen Yuyun.

3.
Song Yusheng was not familiar with U City, so he took a taxi to the place that Wen Yuyun reported.The driver speaks with a local accent, and his Mandarin is not standard. It sounds difficult, but he keeps chatting with him.

Song Yusheng answered vaguely, and within two traffic lights, he was almost there.

Song Yusheng saw the small oval-shaped building that Wen Yuyun had mentioned on the phone, with two potted banyan trees standing in front of the door.

The driver slowed down the speed and said that there seemed to be some trouble ahead, so I stopped driving, because there were so many people that it was not easy to turn around, young man, are you going down here?
Song Yusheng paid the money and searched for Wen Yuyun's shadow.

She said she was waiting in front of the small oval building called "Si Fang Lai Shi", and at this time, the place was overwhelmed by crowded people.

Even if it is a well-known local restaurant, it will not be so full of guests. Song Yusheng finally found out that something was wrong.

After walking through the zebra crossing, he saw clearly that many people were taking pictures with their mobile phones in their hands, and they seemed to be cursing something in their mouths, so noisy that they couldn't tell.

Song Yusheng's heart tightened, he pushed aside the crowd and burrowed in.

There was still noise in his ears, he could clearly hear the insults like "the third party", and he also saw Wen Yuyun standing in the center of the vortex.

She shoved and shoved the person who came to pull her clothes in embarrassment, but stubbornly refused to bow her head, trying to rush out of the encirclement made of human flesh, but failed.

Most of the people who got together were young people in their teens and twenties, fanatics who were concerned about Tong Mu's involvement in the incident.

Song Yusheng pushed away a boy in front of him, and stretched out his hand, trying to pull Wen Yuyun out.

"Asheng?" The sudden extra strength in her hand pulled Wen Yuyun away, she looked at him in surprise, a trace of bewilderment and innocence flashed in her eyes.

Song Yusheng raised his voice: "Gathering a crowd to make trouble and affecting public security, I have already called the police, and those who don't want to get into the police should leave immediately."

There are always many passers-by who join in the fun, but there are only a few main forces.Upon hearing this, many people left most of the time without wanting to cause trouble.

The rest are the bigots, the most righteously indignant, the most emotionally charged.

Someone recognized Song Yusheng as one of the protagonists in the incident and yelled, "Look, everyone, it's this scumbag!"

Wen Yuyun couldn't bear it any longer and moved his hands.

Her eyes noticed that a girl in a baseball uniform was holding a bottle in her hand, pulled off the cap, and when she poured it towards this side, her mind was blank and she didn't think about anything, she took the initiative to meet it, and turned to block it In front of Song Yusheng, he threw himself at him.

"what--"

Someone screamed, and the glass bottle fell and shattered on the ground. The remaining sulfuric acid flowed all over the floor. After the girl committed the crime, she ran away in a panic.

Song Yusheng stood stiffly, his voice changed: "Yuyun?"

"I'm fine." Wen Yuyun's head was still buried on his shoulder, and he hugged him with both hands as if protecting him, "I'm fine, Asheng... don't be afraid."

She said repeatedly, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm fine.

I can protect you too.

Going to the hospital for an examination, Wen Yuyun was slightly injured.

The clothes on his body were thick and did not hurt the skin on his back, but the exposed part of the back of his neck was also splashed.

The doctor said that it was diluted sulfuric acid, and the concentration was not high. In addition, Song Yusheng dealt with it immediately at that time, helped her wipe it clean with a cloth towel, and rinsed it with water in time, and there was no serious problem.

Song Yusheng remembered that the instigator just now was a short girl, most of whom were students in school, and the bottle of sulfuric acid with the label on it was probably stolen from the chemistry laboratory.

He thought about a lot of things, but he was still in shock. He insisted on asking the doctor to prescribe an ointment for Wen Yuyun, and also asked her to have a comprehensive physical examination.

"It's just pouring sulfuric acid, and it didn't poison me..." Wen Yuyun didn't care too much, and wanted to liven up the atmosphere, joking.

The expression on Song Yusheng's face was so dignified that it made people frightened, and his peach blossom eyes narrowed dangerously: "Just?"

Wen Yuyun realized that he had said the wrong thing, shut his mouth, and wanted to comfort the man in front of him whose soul hadn't returned to his place yet.

"Ah Sheng, even the doctor told me not to be too nervous, I'm fine."

"There is no next time." Song Yusheng's quiet and deep eyes were like the night before dawn without a gleam of light, and he called her name solemnly, "Wen Yuyun, if you stand in my way next time, I will not let you go. "

Wen Yuyun was shocked by the fierceness in his eyes.

She was silent for a moment, with a suspected sad expression on her face: "I see."

In the next second, Song Yusheng returned to the original gentle and unparalleled Dr. Song as if he had changed his face.

"This is not an example." He stroked her hair lightly, and his white fingertips rested between her hair.

The sudden hug made Wen Yuyun hold his breath instantly, as if time had been stopped, he didn't dare to move, afraid that the sound of heavy breathing would break the tranquility of this moment.

"I'm sorry, I was too nervous." Song Yusheng apologized.

There were people coming and going in the corridors of the hospital, everyone was busy in their own way, and occasionally a few patients or family members were distracted and looked at them a few more times.

The wind that has not receded from the chill of spring is pouring in from the window at the end.

Wen Yuyun stretched out his hands and hugged him wholeheartedly, like a chick spreading its wings with all its strength, flying over a long distance, and finally landed in its nest.

After the examination, it was found that Wen Yuyun had no other problems, but she had a fever of 38.5°C.The symptoms were not too serious, and she looked as usual, but she was dizzy and not very energetic. She concealed it well, and Song Yusheng didn't notice it at first.

The original plan to go back to City A together this afternoon was postponed, but Song Yusheng decided to let Wen Yuyun hang the water here for two days, and wait until he was fully recovered.

"Anyway, you've finished taking photos, so you're fine for the time being. Just stay in U City for two more days and take it as a rest."

Wen Yuyun naturally had no objection, she was the most idle person in the world.

"But what about you?" she asked Song Yusheng.

Song Yusheng flipped through his phone, wondering what he was looking at.

"I came back this time to celebrate my mother's birthday. After staying for a while, I will go back to Sze. These days are considered a holiday. Leave me alone," Song Yusheng adjusted the speed of the drip, "Go to sleep when you are sleepy, and later I'll call you when I'm done."

Wen Yuyun closed her eyes when she heard that, she was really tired after spending the night in the Internet cafe last night, but she had things on her mind and couldn't sleep well.

"Ah Sheng." She opened her eyes a little.

Song Yusheng put down his phone and moved closer: "What's wrong? Do you want some water?"

In the injection room, there were children crying and parents yelling or coaxing in dialect, and the environment was noisy.

"Is it too noisy to sleep?" Song Yusheng asked again seeing that Wen Yuyun didn't answer.

Wen Yuyun shook his head: "Why didn't you ask me what happened just now?"

Do you still need to ask?Although Song Yusheng doesn't pay attention to entertainment news, as long as he goes online, he can see Tong Mu's ever-expanding fan base swearing, and he must seek justice for her.

There is nothing more gimmick and interesting than a young and beautiful French overseas Chinese actress who has been involved in a love affair and is suffering from uremia.

So far, the parties have not come forward to make any statement, only Yuji is digging around for more explosive things.

Netizens probably pay too much attention to celebrity relationship problems. In recent years, the topics of "marriage derailment" and "cheating" can always blow up a hurricane in the shortest possible time, triggering large-scale crusades.

Tong Mu's fans are growing exponentially every day. She was a little famous before, but now she is almost universally concerned.In addition, her condition was accidentally exposed, and the sympathy of passers-by became even more overwhelming, and she became a fan in a second.

Wen Yuyun could be recognized even if he lived in a hotel, which can be described as terrifying.The receptionist who had a conflict with her last night posted the incident on Moments, saying that she is now on Jinhe Street in U City, and the news was immediately reposted, and there were angry voices below.

As a result, something happened in the morning.

Wen Yuyun waited for Song Yusheng, waiting for the inevitable disaster.

Song Yusheng said: "Leave this matter to me, and I will solve it."

After a long silence, he said, "I'm sorry."

The palms holding the hot water bottle slowly warmed up, Wen Yuyun smiled, his lips were a little dry: "You seem to like to apologize to me all the time today."

Song Yusheng was speechless for a while.

"Be happy, Asheng." Wen Yuyun grinned, one hand with the needle inserted was placed securely in front of him, while the other was idle, he touched his cheek and smiled.

Song Yusheng displayed his face in unison, his eyes seemed to have brilliant nebulae.

"Let me tell you a joke. The panda loves Xiaolu very much, but was rejected when he expressed his love. The panda yelled, why, why is all this?"

Wen Yuyun paused for a moment before continuing: "Xiaolu said, because my mother said that those who wear sunglasses are all bad boys."

Song Yusheng asked, "And then?"

"And then?" Wen Yuyun said, "There is no more, this story has already been told, isn't it funny?"

Song Yusheng patted her: "You should rest, Yuyun."

"Is it really not funny at all?" Wen Yuyun was confused, and obediently closed his eyes again to take a nap.

Delinquent boy with sunglasses?Song Yusheng looked down at the shadow under her eyelids, the two dark circles under her eyes, they really looked like it.I don't know how long I haven't slept well. I said before that the insomnia at night has obviously improved.

Can't fall in love with a bad boy?That's just an excuse for not loving, if you love deeply, Song Yusheng thought, no matter if you are a panda, a deer, a tiger, a lion, or an Australian koala, you should still be taken home and kept in captivity.

4.
The next day after reporting the crime, the police found the girl who threw acid, a student of the local No. [-] Middle School.

Wen Yuyun decided not to pursue responsibility, and the student was still punished by the school.

Wen Yuyun thought of the way the girl looked at her, like glass shards stuck on the wall.She didn't want to see such a person again, and she didn't think it was necessary for Lian Shou to apologize in person.

For unknown reasons, the mercury on the thermometer dropped from 38.5°C to 38°C, turning into a low-grade fever. Although it dropped by half a degree, Wen Yuyun did not recover for a long time.

She continued on the drip during the day and went back to the hotel to sleep at night.

Song Yusheng's room was diagonally opposite, very close.But if it wasn't about such a major matter as his life and safety, Wen Yuyun wouldn't have disturbed him by knocking on the door.For example, such trivial things as drinking tea and pouring water in the middle of the night, of course she had to do it by herself. She got out of the quilt by herself, her back was cold.

Song Yusheng felt that he had not fulfilled his responsibility to take care of the patients, and such small things as serving tea and water should be taken care of by him.

So he planned to change the two into a double room, and came over to ask Wen Yuyun's opinion: "Do you want to avoid suspicion?"

Wen Yuyun readily accepted, and said loudly, "Why avoid it? No need to avoid it! Just change the room! Change the room!"

She thought about how beautiful it was when someone waited on her at night knowingly, and the water could be warmed up and delivered to her mouth.Why doesn't she want Tang Monk meat delivered to her door?
"Now everyone is saying that we are having an affair. I really feel wronged if I don't take this charge seriously." Wen Yuyun took the lead in actively entering the new room, opened the door, and yelled at Song Yusheng to move out quickly.

In just a few days, she encountered several disturbances, the girl at the front desk of the hotel made things difficult, and she was personally attacked in front of the restaurant. Afterwards, she still returned to her original Wen Yuyun.

She said to Song Yusheng, don't be afraid, I'm fine.

Because Song Yusheng is here, she is very good.

She is just a mortal with flesh and blood, and the wind knife and frost sword that stabs her face will also penetrate into the flesh, but she can't cry out for pain.She said that if this was the price of owning Song Yusheng, she would.

Even if life is at odds, death is the only way to stop.

Nothing can not carry.

The pill he swallowed at night contained hypnotic ingredients, and Wen Yuyun fell asleep quickly.Song Yusheng turned off the headlight in the room, and turned on a small lamp beside his bed.

The brown cotton and linen lampshade gathers the dim yellow beams of light. He put the laptop on the quilt and replied to the emails in the mailbox one by one.

A former depressed patient consulted him, saying that Dr. Song seemed to be making an old mistake again, and I might not be able to hold on anymore; a mentor invited him to participate in a project research report meeting, and asked Xiao Song when you would be free to return to France; The editor of the magazine asked him for a manuscript, saying hello, Mr. Song, our magazine is...

After half an hour passed without paying attention, Song Yusheng got out of bed and put the computer and power supply on the wooden table on the other side of the room.

After washing up, he was about to lie down and rest, and checked for the last time by Wen Yuyun's bed whether she had kicked the quilt or exposed her feet.

The quilt was covered tightly, and Wen Yuyun buried his head in it.Song Yusheng was worried that it would be airtight, so he pulled it, and the face hidden inside was immediately exposed.

Open eyes are also exposed.

"You're not asleep?" Song Yusheng was surprised.Dare she lie on the bed without moving for so long, is she pretending to sleep?
When the medicine took effect, Wen Yuyun was actually feeling sleepy, but for some reason, he kept trying not to close his eyes.Her eyes were bloodshot, and there was a suspicious glint in the corners of her eyes.

Before waiting for an answer, Song Yusheng checked the temperature on her forehead and became worried: "Is it still uncomfortable?"

Wen Yuyun nodded.

Song Yusheng knew that she was a person who could endure pain.This reaction now indicates that the body is extremely uncomfortable.

"Let's go to the hospital." Song Yusheng helped her up with a half hug, took the coat from the coat rack, and prepared to put it on her.

Wen Yuyun avoided it, not very cooperative.

Song Yusheng was in a hurry: "It's this time, can you save me some time?"

He swore that he didn't use a strong tone, nor did he yell, let alone be aggressive, he was just too anxious and caring.But Wen Yuyun cried. Wen Yuyun, who could drive away a nest of hooligans with a wooden stick, cried.

Tears fell in clusters.

Sick people are always self-willed and vulnerable.

It was as if a string snapped in Song Yusheng's mind.

He coaxed her in a hurry, just like the patience he had when coaxing an autistic child.When coaxing other people's dolls, he can still smile slightly, one set at a time.Coaxing the one in front of him, he had a sad face, completely disorganized.

Where can I laugh.

It was not the first time that Song Yusheng felt that Wen Yuyun was killing him when he cried.

It's useless to reason with her, it's useless to go to the hospital if you're sick and uncomfortable; it's useless to force him to be picked up, she firmly grasps the head of the bed, he doesn't dare to break it with brute force.

The scene is flying around.Song Yusheng said I beg you, I beg you, let's stop being stubborn, okay?

Wen Yuyun let go of the hand clasped to the head of the bed, hugged him tightly, and said in a strong nasal voice, "I'm not uncomfortable, I'm just uncomfortable..."

Song Yusheng was still nervous, touching her forehead and then her cheek: "Where is it uncomfortable? Dizziness, or something else?"

Wen Yuyun said: "I feel uncomfortable...I feel uncomfortable."

Hearing what she said, Song Yusheng was inexplicably relieved.

He held her in his arms and shook her, knowing that she was holding back something in her heart, and slowly guided her: "It won't hurt to say it."

Wen Yuyun was half awake and half asleep, always feeling that he was going to fall asleep in the next second, and he couldn't tell whether he was in a dream or not.Even in a dream, she is not reconciled.

Not reconciled, she choked up and said, "They all think that I'm not good enough for you."

Have you ever been isolated?

Wen Yuyun did not.

She has walked independently all the way to this day, and she is the only one who stands on the stairs and looks down on others when she is studying.But I have seen it on TV, in newspapers, and in novels.

People who are isolated in the dormitory, in the cold winter, the quilt is thrown from the fifth floor by the roommate, and it is stained with mud and rolled on the lawn;
Those who were isolated in the class, their chairs were coated with transparent glue, and the sound of school uniform pants being torn when they stood up after class, aroused a roar of laughter, felt ashamed, and only dared to cry bitterly in the middle of the night;

People who are isolated in the office are terrified, sent out for nothing, blamed for being implicated innocently, and blamed for being blamed. They are in constant anxiety and feel unbearable every day they go through.

Those pains from others are like the scars scalded by a red-hot iron on the heart, festering, decaying, screaming secretly, unable to struggle.

Under Wen Yuyun's Weibo account that is not logged in, someone said that I used to like your photography works, but I didn't expect you to be such a person, which is really disappointing; some people said that you are really chilling, how could you exist? This kind of scum; some people say that the third party should get out of the earth, get out of the universe and explode in place; some people can't help but curse her to kill the whole family.

Because without taking responsibility, you can wantonly hurt.

How well do these people know her?

But with one or two photos, or one or two blog posts, get to know her, and then attack her.But in fact, they are just strangers who don't even meet by chance.

She was isolated by malicious strangers, and she didn't care.

What she cares about is that even in her own subconscious mind, she agrees with part of their point of view - she is not good enough for Song Yusheng.

Wen Yuyun said to Song Yusheng: "They all think that I am not good enough for you."

Sadly, even she thought so.

She felt that there was no one better than Song Yusheng, and no one worse than Wen Yuyun who had failed Song Yusheng.

As Tong Mu said, she is shameful, despicable, selfish, narrow-minded and dark.

When her consciousness was weak, these cowardly thoughts came up, and she was terrified. She didn't know that one day Song Yusheng would reach such a consensus and stay away from her.

Song Yusheng hugged him and rocked him like a cradle for a long time. Wen Yuyun didn't cry or make trouble anymore, but couldn't resist the medicine, and fell asleep with tears on his face.

Song Yusheng was about to put her under the quilt, but the hands wrapped around his waist were as firm as cattails wrapped around a rock.

He had no choice but to lie down with her and cover them with a quilt.The hair on her forehead was drooping, covering her eyes, and he reached out and brushed away the fine, disobedient strands.

In Song Yusheng's memory, there has never been such an intimate moment with anyone.

The one lying in the arms seems to be a baby, and if she is not careful, she will be awakened.From being stiff and unnatural at the beginning to slowly relaxing later, the smell of her made him feel familiar.

It's like being hugged thousands of times and being planted with memories.

Song Yusheng hugged the short-haired girl, and the turbulent emotions just now gradually calmed down.After the anxiety, now I feel a little joy.

What is the same room, but now they are sharing the same bed.

After that night, there was no innocence at all.

How can she rely on it?

The love in the world is just a lid, a pot, chug chug to make porridge and drink, two people boil it and two people drink it, you know how it tastes.

Whether it is worthy or not, no one else cares.

He wanted to tell her that no matter how the world bullies you, humiliates you, belittles you, or slanders you, you will always be as bright as a star in my eyes.

You are also loved and cherished.

5.
Wen Yuyun didn't wake up until noon the next day, and stretched under the quilt, feeling more comfortable than ever.

She cried a lot last night and broke out in a sweat. Now her body temperature has returned to normal, and her fever has finally subsided.She didn't dare to recall what happened last night, she felt ashamed and pretended nothing happened.

Fortunately, Song Yusheng is not in the room now, so he left a note saying that he went out to buy porridge.

When Song Yusheng came back, Wen Yuyun had already washed up, and played with the camera as if nothing had happened, looking at the photos he took in U City.When she heard the door opening, she raised her head calmly: "Morning..."

Song Yusheng changed his shoes at the entrance: "It's getting late, it's past twelve o'clock."

"I originally thought that if you fell asleep after buying the porridge, I would definitely wake you up." Song Yusheng handed over the food box packed by the restaurant, "I didn't expect you to wake up in time."

After speaking, he took his laptop, quickly typed something on the webpage, and opened a live broadcast page.Tong Mu's voice came out together with the clicking sound of the on-site camera being continuously pressed.

"You can watch while drinking porridge." Song Yusheng said to Wen Yuyun.

That was the live broadcast of Tong Mu's press conference.

She was wearing a tweed tube top dress and a beige cardigan jacket, sitting on the stage, her pink and sweet makeup made her look youthful and beautiful, and she was not at all haggard when she was seriously ill that was spread on the Internet.

"Today, friends from the media, I invite you to come here mainly to clarify one thing..."

"I think everyone knows that I have been known to more and more people because of this incident recently... When I was in Szeze, France, a group of photos of me and a male friend were secretly photographed, which were first exposed on Facebook. I was misunderstood by everyone—that friend and I are lovers.”

"My friend and I met in the hospital. In my heart, we once shared weal and woe and spent a very happy time with each other..."

The voice in Tong Mu's throat trembled slightly, and he lowered his head and continued: "He is warm, upright, and has countless advantages, which meets all my desires for the future partner."

Tong Mu smiled: "Sometimes, I even think that if I had met him when I was a teenager, maybe I would study hard and be positive for him. Today, I should be reborn and become another completely different look. ..."

Her gaze swept over the people below.

"But I believe that many girls understand that there is the most helpless feeling called - the person I love doesn't love me."

The crowd was in an uproar.

"We often hear people say that feelings cannot be forced. I am not afraid to admit this unrequited love, because when everyone has love, everyone may meet someone who makes you love .”

"He and I have always been friends. Although I love him crazily, there is no love in his eyes when he looks at me. We can't be lovers...that is, there is no so-called third party involved..."

There are important people who show up behind, they are the two girls who secretly took photos when they were traveling in Size.Those very provocative articles were also written by one of them, which was the source of the incident.

They bowed and apologized in front of the camera.

Tong Mu also stood up: "I apologize to all of you on behalf of my fans, and to my friends..."

In the room, there was silence.

Wen Yuyun took a mouthful of porridge, but forgot to swallow it, holding the spoon in a daze.She heard the string of apologies without mentioning her.Who is apologizing to her?
As the most implicated person, she was concealed whether intentionally or unintentionally.

When the live broadcast ended, another video, the MV of "Little Leaping Frog", automatically popped up on the webpage.

There is a little frog in the happy pond. It dances like being possessed by a prince. It has cool eyes. No other frog is more beautiful than it. One day it will be awakened by the princess...

lah... leap frog...

lah... leap frog...

Being disturbed by this cheerful and lively tone, Wen Yuyun's depression dissipated a lot.She thought that many things were like this, since it was resolved satisfactorily, she didn't need to care too much about whether the process went smoothly.

The porridge was finally swallowed.

After figuring it out, she held the bowl in one hand and drank directly, her appetite whetted, and the bowl soon ran out.

Wen Yuyun wiped his mouth with a tissue, only to find that Song Yusheng was looking at him thoughtfully.She wiped her mouth and asked inexplicably, "Is there something that hasn't been wiped clean?"

Song Yusheng sighed, wiped the corners of her clean lips with his fingertips, and said gently, "I apologize to you on behalf of everyone."

The voice couldn't tell whether it was pity, helplessness, or pampering.

(End of this chapter)