Deer in deep forest

Chapter 83 Author's Foreword: Alright, let's end the play

It has been raining in Changsha recently.

And what I care most about is the bath towel. I grabbed it with one hand and it was heavy and damp, so I couldn't do it anyway.There are also water droplets rolling on the walls around the bathroom, if you accidentally rub it, it is a watermark.

Every morning when I wake up, I can always hear the sound of pattering rain.I once thought that this kind of weather was the most suitable for sleeping. I would turn off the set alarm clock in a very awake state, bury my head in the quilt and continue to sleep for a while, and then struggled to get up and open the documents on the computer.

"Seeing a Deer in the Deep Forest 3" was finished in the sound of rain at six o'clock in the morning.

I typed the words "full text" at the end, and I breathed a sigh of relief.

From the winter of 2015 to the present, from the first to the third part, the story of "Seeing a Deer in the Deep Forest" is finally finished.And every time I write a foreword, it seems to be a curtain call.

Some time before I started writing "Lin Shen 3", a reader girl told me in a private message on Weibo that she felt sorry for Yu Sui, saying that Xi Guang and Yu Sui's getting along reminded her of herself and a good friend.

I replied to her at the time and said, that's great, finally someone likes Ah Sui.

After I finished speaking, I also felt sad.

It's just that in "Lin Shen 3", Yu Sui will no longer appear.

At the end of the writing, Gu Yanshu, Lu Xiguang, Song Yusheng, Wen Yuyun, all of them had their destinations and their own endings.Even Xie Feinian also explained clearly in the episode that the second half of his life, he meets new people and spends his life with him.

Only Yu Sui.

She once said to Xiguang, she is gone, don't forget her so quickly, as if she had never been in this world.

When I was in high school, I wanted to write about two girls. This obsession is rooted in my mind, and it may be the prototype of Xi Guang and Yu Sui.

One is like sunshine and the other is shadow.

Nietzsche said that when you gaze into the abyss, the abyss also gazes into you.

Yu Sui has been in the abyss and never came out.

She had never had a good family relationship, and all the Wen family brought her was pain.Not to mention love, the love between her and Xie Feinian is true or false, love is like a game, no amount of warmth is like an illusion, if there is a little sincerity in each other, it will be squandered without knowing it up.

When she was stuck in the mud, only Xi Guang was by her side.

Lu Xiguang is Yu Sui's kindness left in this world.

Thinking about it this way, it's not too cruel, thinking of Leonard Cohen's words: "There is a crack in everything, and that's where the light gets in."

People always have a lot of emotions about incompleteness and regret, so every time I mention Yu Sui, all kinds of messy things pop up in my mind, and there are a lot of things I want to say, and I become verbose.

Let me babble this time, and then "Lin Shen" will say goodbye.

Gu Yanshu and Lu Xiguang have had enough dog food. The story of Song Yusheng takes up a lot of space in the book. I hope you will like it.

Thank you for your company all the way, we are travelers who have gone through this journey together.

—— Yan Sheng

(End of this chapter)