Deer in deep forest

Chapter 60 Xie Feinian, please help me once, please.

Zhang Ailing said in "Love in a Fallen City", if you know me before, then you will forgive me now.

Yu Sui thought sarcastically, if Xi Guang knew her before, he would probably only want to stay away from her even more, let alone forgive.

Ever since she had a drug addiction attack in front of Xi Guang, Yu Sui has no scruples anymore, and has become more and more unscrupulous, exposing her dark side to her.

She swallowed white powder and injected injections in front of the pity of the light, and no longer concealed or avoided.She often smiled at Xi Guang, smiled and laughed, and then began to cry silently.

At this time, Xi Guang could only close his eyes and not look at her, otherwise his heart would soften.

Yu Sui brought in the pillow that had been exposed to the sun during the day, patted it loose, placed it next to Xi Guang, and lay down.

One after another, she began to tell Xiguang about her childhood and her mother.She never cared whether Xi Guang was listening or not, and just kept talking like that.

She hid the past in her heart, thinking that she would hide it until she died, but suddenly she had the desire to confide in it, and the wound that was so painful that it was numb was just opened and exposed to the sun.

In Yu Sui's memory, before she came to Wen's house, she often looked at the cramped sky outside through the gray window.It is often early morning before dawn, or very dark night.

Shabby house with no sound insulation at all.The undulating groans and gasps from the next door kept ringing, and Yu Sui was often awakened.

She walked to the door with bare feet in the dark, opened the door carefully, and saw two naked bodies intertwined. With every movement, the woman's nails scratched red marks on the man's back.

Sometimes on the bed, sometimes on the floor, on the tea table, on the dinner table, or on the wall, the woman is always naked under the pressure of different people, with a misty smile on her beautiful and enchanting face, and her eyes are slowly dyed. on lust.

In the damp and dark room, there is a musty smell and a lingering obscenity all year round.Later, whenever Yu Sui saw the unknown liquid on the ground, images would involuntarily appear in his mind, and he would retch with nausea.

Yu Sui said: "Those men would leave different things behind, some directly stuffed money into her underwear, some brought over a bag of rice, and I remember one of them very clearly, a pig butcher, carrying two bags of rice. When baskets of pork arrived at my house, Xiuxiu would not refuse anyone who came, and invited them in..."

"I forgot to say, Xiuxiu, Jiang Xiuxiu is also my mother. She is mentally ill, congenital, occasionally a little silly, with a beautiful and shrewd face, like a daughter raised by a rich family, but It’s someone who can whore whoever wants to.”

"I was raised on the money she got from prostitution."

Yu Sui said: "Xiuxiu told me that she used to be unwilling to do this, and would rather pick up trash every day. But one day, a group of women grabbed her by the hair, dragged her onto the road, and took off all her clothes. No, nothing was left. Really, nothing was left for her." Yu Sui's voice trembled a little, "They called her a slut and seduced men, while they shaved her hair and pinched her flesh."

"The viciousness and barbarism of human nature are always beyond people's imagination..."

"Xiuxiu said that there were more people watching the dragon dance than usual during the New Year. It was really lively."

"Since then, she has been willing to do it, and opened the door to anyone who came. She was still bald at that time, her hair had suffered, and it hadn't fully grown out, and there were men rushing in. Those women, on the contrary, never It’s really a joke that you come to ask for trouble and continue to be neighbors in peace.”

Yu Sui changed his position and lay on his side, and said: "Later...Xiuxiu's body was worn down and she couldn't hold on any longer, so she took me to find Yu Fengguo and Wen's house...after that, cherish the light , you more or less know something, right?"

Cherish the light, more or less, know something.

Yu Sui's biological father was Yu Fengguo, who came from a poor family, and was taken by Commander Wen's only daughter, Wen Jiqiu.

It's just that even Yu Fengguo himself didn't expect that there would be a follow-up to the episode with Jiang Xiuxiu when he returned to his hometown.He got drunk and had sex with Jiang Xiuxiu, and left after dawn, completely unaware that Jiang Xiuxiu gave birth to a daughter named Yu Sui for him.

The story that followed was nothing more than the terminally ill Jiang Xiuxiu bringing Xiao Yu to Wen's house, triggering a family war.Outsiders have no way of knowing the details, but when Yu followed his mother and daughter to Wen's house, he must be walking on thin ice.It is considered lucky not to be killed by all kinds of people overtly and covertly.

But in the end, Jiang Xiuxiu died.

Wen Yuyun accidentally kicked over Jiang Xiuxiu's medicine bottle in the fire, indirectly killing her, but Yu Sui saw it all.

It was getting dark outside, and the wall lamp hadn't been turned on yet. Yu Sui hugged Xiguang through the quilt in the darkness, "They said that even if you commit a heinous crime, you can be forgiven once."

"But actually I can't. I can't forgive Yu Fengguo and the Wen family. And I know, Xi Guang, you won't forgive me either."

Xi Guang felt that her body was trembling, and softly persuaded: "You let me go now, before it's too late, I won't hold grudges against you."

Yu Sui shook his head and said: "It's too late, everything can't go back, and I don't plan to go back again. Cherish the light, I'm going to do a big thing."

Xi Guang's eyelids twitched and asked, "What's the matter?"

Yu Sui buried his head on her back, just chuckled.She asked: "Xi Guang, will you remember me forever?"

She said: "People like me seem to be a wrong existence. Wen Yuyun, my father, and everyone in the Wen family would frown when they mentioned me, as if talking about something dirty would tarnish me. Their mouths. Each of them, I wish I never showed up, and died suddenly overnight. But, I am not, I will not die until they are all dead. "

She said: "Xiuxiu was raped ten times, and only two bottles of medicine can be exchanged, but it can't pay for Wen Yuyun's clothes. Oh, why?"

"Sooner or later, they will have to pay it back," she said.

Xi Guang didn't know what Yu Sui was planning, but putting her under house arrest was obviously the first step.The next thing, I am afraid it will not be simple.

She had to find a way to get in touch with the outside world.

Fortunately, the next day, things turned around.

A visitor came to Yu Sui's house, and the person who came was Xie Feinian.He called Yu Sui, and an arrogant voice exploded from the other end: "A Sui, come out! I'm right outside your house, hurry up and open the door!"

Yu Sui obviously didn't expect that Xie Feinian, who hadn't contacted for a long time, would pay a sudden visit.She took a look at Xi Guang, and quickly took out the needle and medicine from the cabinet.Before Xi Guang could react, the needle had already penetrated into her skin.

"Xi Guang, don't be afraid, this tube of medicine is only for hypnosis. You don't need to do anything, just get a good night's sleep. I can't let Xie Feinian find you here, he might come to make trouble, shh , so don't make sonar." Yu Sui said.

Xi Guang was weak all over, staring at Yu Sui without blinking.

Seeing her reflection in her pupils, Yu Sui smiled happily, covered Xi Guang with a quilt, and went out to lock the door.

The eyelids couldn't help but drop down, and Xi Guang pinched herself fiercely with the hand attached to her waist, trying to stay awake.But it's like a person who has been running for days and nights, is extremely tired, and gradually has no strength to move his fingers, and just wants to fall into a deep sleep.Consciousness is holding on, telling myself to stay awake.

in the living room.

Yu Sui opened the door to let Xie Feinian in, and asked, "Why did you come here?"

"You disappeared without a trace, I have to ask if it is, after all, it is my legitimate girlfriend..." Xie Feinian lowered his head, reached out and stroked Yu Sui's face, resting on her protruding jawbone, " A Sui, why are you getting thinner and thinner?"

Yu Sui avoided his hand calmly, smiled obediently, and said, "It's all because of you."

"By the way, you suddenly have something to do with me?" Yu Sui asked.According to the usual situation, even if she doesn't show up for two months, Xie Feinian will have a good time outside and won't think of her at all.

"Come here and have a look," Xie Feinian couldn't speak clearly, when there was a sudden movement from the largest bedroom, as if something had fallen to the floor.

Xie Feinian raised his eyebrows, looked in the direction of the door, and asked, "What's the sound?"

Just as Yu Sui was about to make up an excuse, the sounds of "pa——pa—" came out one after another.

Xie Feinian walked over, twisted the doorknob, but couldn't turn it at all.He looked back at Yu Sui and said, "Take the key and open the door."

Yu Sui didn't speak, but stood under the dim yellow light hanging on the wall, tensed his body, and silently expressed his rejection.

"A Sui, you are really getting more and more capable." Xie Feinian said coldly, and suddenly raised his foot to kick the door, the loud and sudden sound made Yu Sui shudder.

The second kick, the third kick, the fourth kick... Xie Feinian's movements became more and more vigorous, his smile disappeared, and the cruelty on his body gradually revealed.

The strong wooden door finally couldn't withstand the violent impact and was slammed open.

Xiguang was lying on the bed, trying to move his feet, trying to push the fourth book off the end of the bed.Hearing the knock on the door outside, a glimmer of hope rose in his heart.

When Xie Feinian came in, Xi Guang only had the strength to blink his eyes, he opened and closed his mouth, but he couldn't make much sound.

Seeing the scene in front of him, Xie Feinian smiled again on his previously serious face, it was still the cynical second young master of the Xie family.He sat by the bed and asked Xi Guang: "Are you meowing like a cat?"

Xi Guang was about to be pissed to death by his words, her eyes widened, and she woke up two minutes after dozing off.

Xie Feinian lifted the quilt and found the handcuffs on Xiguang's left hand. As if curious, he raised her wrist to look at it, and said with a pure expression: "What is this? A toy? You and A Sui are playing prison piay ?”

Xi Guang wanted to spray his face with a mouthful of salt soda, but it was already difficult for him to even roll his eyes.

Yu Sui stood behind Xie Feinian, like a white ghost, and said hoarsely, "Xie Feinian, let's go out and talk."

Xie Feinian looked at Xi Guang who was about to fall asleep, and then at Yu Sui, obviously hesitating.

Yu Sui said: "I promise, she will be fine, just sleep and wake up." She paused for a second, and then said: "I won't inject her with some messy things, I can be dirty by myself I'd rather kill her than insult her like that."

Before Xie Feinian could move, Yu Sui took a step forward and reached out to hug him.

She was thin and small, and when Xie Feinian stood up, she was only flat against his shoulder blades.Now she hugged him, arched her body slightly, and shrank into a hedgehog, as if hiding in his arms.

Yu Sui said, "Xie Feinian, please help me once, please."

under the same sky.

Gu Yanshu was still in the corridor when he heard soft cries coming from Song Yusheng's office.

It's rare.

Gu Yanshu pushed the door open and went in, looking in disbelief at the colorful crayons scattered in front of him. Among the crayons stood a timid little girl with her head bowed and crying hard.Song Yusheng stood by, innocently holding a big sketchbook.

Gu Yanshu looked at Song Yusheng.

Song Yusheng was innocent and said, "I just asked Qiqi to draw a grass, but she seemed to be crying." He squatted down, hugged the child named Qiqi on his lap, apologized softly to her, and teased her laugh.

Fortunately, it was never a problem for Song Yusheng to coax people, from babies under one year old to the elderly. The crying of the children gradually stopped, leaving only a burst of choking.

Song Yusheng was also very troubled. He was here and did not take over many cases.But from time to time, a few parents bring their children to him, earnestly asking him to help and provide psychological counseling for the children.

He was really worried about the future of the motherland.

As soon as Gu Yanshu sat down beside him, Song Yusheng said, "Yanshu, why don't you come over and give Qiqi a demonstration?"

"Are you sure?" Gu Yanshu said.

Song Yusheng smiled: "You just sit on the table and draw. Qiqi is autistic, but has a strong ability to imitate. I won't talk anymore and let her watch you draw, maybe the effect will be better."

Song Yusheng picked up the crayons on the ground, put them in front of Gu Yanshu, and handed over the sketchbook, "Draw whatever you want, draw whatever comes to mind."

Gu Yanshu was unmoved, neither agreed nor directly refused.

Song Yusheng waited, not in a hurry.Gu Yanshu glanced at the crayon in front of him.Song Yusheng immediately realized that it had fallen to the ground, so he had no choice but to replace it with a new, clean one.

Gu Yanshu said: "You really have everything here."

Song Yusheng smiled: "There will be everything that should be there."

Gu Yanshu finally agreed to start now.Pick out a black crayon, pinch it between two fingers diagonally, and scribble on the off-white paper.She pursed her lips tightly, but she couldn't see any emotion. She was cold and delicate like a sculpture, attractive for no reason.Only the right hand moved randomly, and the crayon rubbed against the white paper, making a slight sound.

Song Yusheng guided Qiqi to look in his direction.

The little girl stared at Gu Yanshu's slender fingers and his painting with eyes like glass beads.After a while, I finally started to imitate his appearance, sat quietly on a chair with a sketchbook in my hand, and started to draw.

Seeing that the effect was good, Song Yusheng walked away, not disturbing the little girl, but saw that Gu Yanshu was really serious about painting.Rough crayon lines outline the outline of a face. Although it is blurred and has a Claude Monet impressionist style, it can still be vaguely associated with someone from the eyebrows and eyes.

Song Yusheng teased: "Is this—cherishing the light?"

Gu Yanshu raised his head every time, as if he didn't hear it.

At this moment, Song Yusheng received a call from Wen Yuyun.

She couldn't speak clearly on the phone, Wen Yuyun's tone was serious, not like her usual playfulness, she said: "It's a very serious matter, Asheng, if you have time at night, come over here."

Song Yusheng smiled and asked, "Very... serious? How serious can you be?"

Wen Yuyun said, "Okay, I'll change my mind, it's very important."

Song Yusheng stopped teasing him, and became serious, and mentioned by the way: "Yanshu is also here."

Wen Yuyun said on the other end of the phone: "That's great, you just drag him over."

Song Yusheng didn't know, so he stopped asking, and said, "But I still have a child here, and I can't leave until after get off work."

Wen Yuyun was startled, and said, "Ah Sheng, you, you... who did you have a baby with?" Before Song Yusheng could speak, she hung up the phone as fast as she could.

Song Yusheng: "..." He listened helplessly to the busy tone coming from the phone.

(End of this chapter)