Please come to the bowl, the male god of quick time travel

Chapter 610 Lu Zhinan's Past Life
Letter to Su Zhi——To My Beloved Girl
I'm Lu Zhinan.

this year, I.

Do you know me?Auntie.

I think you don't know me.But I knew you a long time ago.

At that time I was in the third grade of junior high school.You are in the first grade of junior high school.

You are the most innocent little girl I have ever met, because you always laugh.

Your smile is beautiful, like an angel.

But what I didn't expect was that your father is Lu Tianyu's enemy.Who is Lu Tianyu?is my father.

Lu Tianyu sent your father to prison with his own hands, and thus gained the favor of the government.

The day your father was taken away, you licked taro-flavored ice cream.With a smile on his face, he broke up with his classmates.

When you get home, rush out again.

That's when you're walking through a sea of ​​traffic and sitting alone on the side of the road crying.

I was sitting in Lu Tianyu's black Mercedes-Benz car, seeing you crying at a loss, I was so distressed, but I couldn't do anything, Lu Tianyu was on the phone with others, showing off his great achievements.

I secretly threw you a pack of tissues.

The car drives away, victorious.Lu Tianyu taught me from a young age that you must become a unique winner and learn to taste loneliness.

At that time, I was actually very sad, I hated Lu Tianyu, my mother went away to a foreign country, and my sister refused to come back.Lu Tianyu was too cold and heartless.

After all, I don't have the courage to approach you.

When I see you again.

Is in the third year of high school.

At that time, I was called Nan Shen by others every day, and I became a male god when I was called too much.

The male god Lu Zhinan, the proud Lu Zhinan, the omnipotent Lu Zhinan.

All the people envy me, I can tell from the way they talk to me, I find that I am terribly bad, I become good because I start to enjoy the feeling of being a good person like Lu Tianyu.

I don't have many friends, but everyone wants to be my friend.

The same is true for Lu Tianyu.

But they just envy everything about me, and are proud of it, proud of knowing me, and then gossip and chat as long as they have something to talk about.

I don't want to come into my heart.Even Xu Mu is just a playmate he finds when he is lonely, not a friend.

Maybe it's because I don't believe in having friends at all, that's why I feel that friends are very important, and that's why I don't even have any friends.

I am used to being alone.

But how come I still meet you?
When you followed me cautiously, I had already noticed you.

Later, in the crowd, every time I can catch your figure, I always wonder how that little girl has survived so many years of hardship.Envy you can still laugh so pure and simple.

Su Wei.

Chewing on the taste of these two words, the most ordinary and even sounds like a boy's name, but the energy contained in it is something I dare not underestimate.

So one day I turned around and asked you.

"Hello, do I know you?"

It was as if an angel had opened that door, and you blinked, eyelashes drooping, "I don't know."

"Then we get to know each other now. My name is Lu Zhinan."

After I said this, I ran to the Internet, my heart was pounding, I was afraid that you would remember me and I was afraid that you would forget me.

After all, he was once a passer-by in a sea of ​​people.

You stay where you are for a long time, then you jump up and run home.I stood at the back door of the Internet cafe and saw you jumping for joy, and felt that the light of the sunset today is very beautiful.

Su Zhi, I used to laugh at your name, and then called you Auntie.

But you don't know that you did it deliberately, because the aftertaste in my lips is a clean taste.

I never thought about falling in love.

Honestly, no one can make me feel lonely.

Until I met you, Ah Cheng, but unfortunately you were too cautious, I didn't even dare to get too close to you.I'm afraid you will be frightened.

Ah, have I mentioned this to you?Wang Yuanyuan this person.She is the representative of the Chinese class in our class with excellent grades.

mentioned about.

When I knew that Wang Yuanyuan's father was the prosecutor who interrogated your father, cold sweat soaked my entire back.

It's hard for me to believe that this girl who is good at learning and good character on the surface has such a terrible idea in her heart, but I can't do anything about it.Sorry, my dear girl, I have no way to protect you, I can only promise her.

So everyone said that Lu Zhinan talked about his first girlfriend.

Wang Yuanyuan.

Ah, when I told you about this, you didn't seem to care, and you still laughed out loud.

Many girls in my grade came to me and said they had broken their hearts, but why aren’t you sad, Auntie?There is no love, no liking in Ah Zhi’s heart, right?

Ah, I really like being with you.

I like to sit with you on the refrigerator of Gaosheng supermarket and drink beer, and I also like the way you smile with milk tea in your hands. I like to lie with you on the big playground and watch the stars, and I also like to be with you in the night wind beside the riverbank walk.

Wang Yuanyuan soon realized that she had nothing to gain from being with me, except being pointed at and questioned by the teachers.

She couldn't bear the pressure and said to break up with me.

I was relieved at the time.

I even took the bottom one test once to celebrate this.Ah, I am imagining, will you come to me?Will you feel sorry for me?The whole world is laughing at Lu Zhinan, will you come?

Ah, have I ever told you that the poetry you recited at the New Year's Eve party in the first year of junior high school was very sweet. At that time, I stood at the door of your classroom and looked at you in a dark blue down jacket, which was amazingly beautiful.

Ah, you are like the Smurfs in winter, from childhood to adulthood.It's just that I didn't expect, yes, I should have thought that time is like a ruthless butcher's knife, you who were the proudest and brightest in the past shrank yourself in the haze because of your father's affairs.

Ah, I saw you in high school hiding in the corner of the crowd, refusing to get more scores in the test, refusing to perform too much, you carefully concealed yourself.

I feel sorry for you.

"Hey, Lu Zhinan, don't be unhappy, okay?"

I really want to hear your voice.

But I dare not look back.

My fists were clenched, and it was hard to breathe.I'm wearing headphones and I hit pause.

Dear girl, my aunt, it is really unimaginable that you will come to our class, you will sit beside me, and you will always look at me.

It's a pity I don't have the courage.

On the basketball court, I smashed the basketball desperately, just like I have a crush on you, trying to drown myself in vain.

I believe what Wang Yuanyuan said, as long as I am with her, she will let you go and will not let gossip attack you.

I know that even in Yizhong, this silent and quiet life is much better than all the heckles you suffered after your father was imprisoned.So I promised her, but now I regret it.

Why didn't I hold your hand and walk on the big playground, why didn't I announce to the world that Ah Li is my girlfriend.

I can only miss us in our youth and your pure face in the dead of night.

Dear Su Zhi, my dear girl.

You are here again, I sometimes wonder if you are the angel sent by God to save me, always bring me light when I am dark, just like I bought all the candles for school on purpose that day, just thinking Give you the only light.

Am I stupid?

Ah, but you who play ball with me and drink beer with me seem to be more stupid than me.You frowned cutely, then choked on the bitter wine.

In the gentle breeze at night, we fell in the green grass of the big playground, you closed your eyes, and your long eyelashes fluttered, I suddenly wanted to kiss you a little bit.

Ah, I want to kiss you.

Meteors streaked across the sky, I finally hit the ground, closed my eyes, tears seemed to flood into my heart.

I will take you home, I live in the school, but I still walk outside on purpose to make you think I live outside too.You follow me three steps away, how much I miss you walking beside me.

Forget it, my dear girl, as long as you walk behind me and I protect you well, that's enough.

Su Zhi, I really like you.But probably won't tell you.

The days later passed quickly, and I took the first grade in the exam.I fought again, I competed again, I won prizes again.

All my mavericks actually want you to hear my voice, my name.

Even if you read Lu Zhinan silently, I will be satisfied.

Later, it was the river that was too deep in the third year of high school, which blocked the encounter between you and me.

It's hard for me to meet you again, even to say hello.

I leaned on the railing, sometimes secretly looking at you, and later moved downstairs, I can only look for you with my neck up.The morning exercise was changed to once a week, and the flag-raising ceremony was held on Monday. I seem to be able to see you talking and laughing with your tablemate.

Our physical education class seems to have the same time. The physical education teacher likes you very much and often asks you to do this and that. Later, I often watch you play.On a whim, I also want to play with you, but you are not bad at it.

After you exercise or eat, you will squint your eyes and smile happily.That smile is really beautiful and cute.

I thought about confessing my love after the college entrance examination, whether you agree or not, I will stalk you.

Who knows that we all love to dream in our youth, and the long dream of youth will always wake up.

In the hot summer, you lost your father and then faced the blows of life.

In the hot summer, I ended up running counter to my dreams and ambitions forever.

The arrogant Lu Zhinan, and the Lu Zhinan who quarreled with his father.

Finally, he lowered his head facing him who was lying in the ward and using the ECG monitor.

At that time, he was young and frivolous and arrogant, thinking that there was a tall roof to support the sky, but when it really collapsed, there was nothing he could do.

I know that Lao Lu will not live for too long. I used to think that Lao Lu had failed my mother, so she would cruelly abandon me and go to Paris.But it was later discovered that that woman's heart had never been gentle.Her brother embezzled Lao Lu's company, and Lao Lu angrily begged me to keep the company.

That day I saw Du Jie sitting in a black Buick car passing me squatting in the corner, and I seemed to see you back then through the reflection of the car.

My dear Ayi, how did you face your father's departure and your broken family when you were young? Is this retribution?

If Lao Lu didn't hurt your family and didn't send your father to prison, wouldn't I have other thoughts because of him now?

The Du Group can give Lao Lu the last straw. From today on, I, Lu Zhinan, must learn to be indifferent, learn to cut everything, and learn to step into society.

The only thing I couldn't bear at that time was you. Before the college entrance examination, I vowed to tell you how important the college entrance examination is and how to go in life.

My poor little girl, who has been wronged so much, still believes in me.

There are thousands of stars in your eyes, you said: "Lu Zhinan is my male god, the best person in the world."

I hug you gently.I know I'm going to lose you like the love that never came, my dear girl, Sue, I've loved you for so long, but it's too late, I don't have time.

At seven o'clock in the morning, I said I was going to meet someone.

Yes.Du Jie's father.

Then I will step into the new century.

When all my classmates were doing what they should do most in their youth, when they used a ballpoint pen to mark the final and successful end of their youth, I had already approached the door of the shareholder meeting room.Fighting with each other, conflicting interests in the society, and scheming in the adult world, I, Lu Zhinan, have drawn an arc with my youth.

Goodbye, my youth, goodbye, my aunt, the girl I loved so much back then.

Lu Zhinan was lying on the school table, almost going back to ten years ago.

This is a long dream of youth.

In these ten years of being in society, he has seen too many beautiful women, and they have learned to use their beauty weapons to maximize their strength.There will also be many people who become friends with you on the surface, calling you brothers and sisters, but turn around behind their backs and mercilessly insert sharp knives into your heart.

He walked from difficult to bright, and he really struggled in the business world. He changed from a sharp, proud and sharp boy to a well-known pebble in the business world.

Time is like a ruthless butcher's knife, Lu Zhinan only has the memories of his dreams, and he suddenly remembered the scene of breaking up with Du Jie, getting back together and breaking up again.

Du Jie cried and said, "Lu Zhinan, you have no heart, it's a pity that I didn't have time to get involved in your past. I want to know why you are so ruthless and cruel."

Du Jie's father really appreciates Lu Zhinan, and he will not give up on him just because his relationship with Du Jie is flawless.

But he was still single for ten years.

His memory is so clear, the little girl with such a pure smile.

But Lu Zhinan, the now exquisite Lu Zhinan, never dared to inquire about her.

"Lu Zhinan."

"My male god, Lu Zhinan."

He seemed to have had a ten-year dream.

Waking up from the dream, rubbing his eyes, the woman sitting on the stage is the elf from ten years ago.

"Hi, Lu Zhinan, do you remember me?"

He stood up hastily.

"Ah..."

He suddenly remembered that he had already passed half his life, and he was no longer the boy he was back then.

"Miss Su, hello."

That's great, Ah Yi, you've finally grown into an adult, but you still haven't lost your original intentions.

Goodbye, Ah.

—— Sincerely, salute
(End of this chapter)