Disabled commander begging for a kiss in my arms every night

Chapter 251 251 The past, his heart knot.

Why Mrs. Mesa did this, I am afraid that only she herself said that everyone will know.

But Ye Zhan felt that her original intention should be because of Xie Jin's high mental strength and rapid growth. She believed that the former Mrs. Mesa sincerely wanted to cure her, or save her. children's.

Because according to Xie Jin's state of mental strength, not only has he endured more pain than others since he was a child, but he is also doomed to have a more terrifying backlash than others, and he is doomed to not live long and die well.

As for the development of the matter to this point, Mrs. Mesa may not have expected it at the beginning.

"Why she did this is not important anymore." Seeing that Hansen could not answer for a long time, Ye Zhan said, "So, what happened after you went after the 'Queen'? Where was Xie Jin at that time?"

"I don't know what exactly happened. I only know that the clone massacred everyone in the station. The commander lost contact with me. My people and I followed the clues all the way to get here, but there are only I, and the others, encountered spatial turbulence."

Hansen lowered his eyes.

It can be seen that he is very uncomfortable, but he is already trying his best to endure.

"After I chased here, I was completely tripped by the star beast, and then you came."

"Is there any special contact method or location method between you and Xie Jin?"

Ye Zhan asked not very hopeful.

Sure enough, Hansen shook his head, "It was originally there, but this magnetic field is very chaotic and weird, and many functions of the optical brain have failed."

Ye Zhan frowned deeply, and they fell into a brief silence together.

"But I can still locate the 'Queen'." Hansen said suddenly, "Although it's a bit far away."

He raised his eyes, and there was a fierce gaze in his eyes, like a spear that had been cast and burned for too long by blood and anger, full of ruthlessness that urgently needed to drink blood.

"Are you going?"

He came here for the 'Queen', because of this, not only did he, the legion commander, fail to fight side by side with his soldiers in times of danger, even the bones of the few people he personally brought out were gone.

He was able to break the limit and kill so many star beasts, and he was still struggling when he was dying of ammunition and food, because of unwillingness and hatred.

At the very least, he couldn't let his soldiers shed blood in vain.

Even if Ye Zhan and the others didn't come, he planned to take a breather and chase after him.

Ye Zhan met his eyes and said after a few seconds of silence, "Go."

Hansen grinned and rubbed his fingers subconsciously, obviously wanting to take a sip very much.

Of course, Tong Na had no objection, but she didn't say a word after crying and swearing every year. She was obviously very angry, but when Tong Na and Ye Zhan wanted to help Hansen but was rejected by Hansen, they still cursed. Go over and hold him up.

Hansen, who was still muttering "I have a broken arm and not a legless man, what can I help you with?" was stopped instantly by the thin and small Niannian, and even looked a little flattering, trying to He rubbed Niannian's head, but he slapped him away with a blank look, and then grabbed his wrist and placed it on his shoulder.

"I don't know how to be safe with only one hand left, right? Why don't you take this hand at all!"

In the end, I couldn't help but be murderous again.Originally, I planned not to talk to this big liar, but seeing his playful smile, I felt that he was really embarrassed!
Hansen wasn't annoyed either. He didn't get more and more hairy every year as before, and he got more and more teased. Instead, he said, "I'm heavy, right? If you can't lift it, just tell me, and I can stand firm by myself."

"To shut up!"

Every year, I know that Hansen has a younger brother. The age difference between the brothers is relatively large. It can be said that the younger brother was raised by Hansen. .

Although he is a mentor, Hansen believes that boys, regardless of individual mentors, want to go to the battlefield, whether it is to make meritorious deeds, defend the country, or just think that is cool, it doesn't matter. Nothing, it's all worth encouraging.

So he ignored his parents' objections, and finally he just helped his younger brother to embark on the road of joining the army.

At that time, Hansen, who was still young and powerful, was also very conceited, thinking that he could protect his younger brother.

But the battlefield is not a playground, and sometimes the unexpected arrives more dramatically than a novel can.

His younger brother did not die under the minions of the star beast, nor did he die in the artillery fire fighting the star thief, but died at the hands of a comrade who suddenly went berserk and out of control.

The individual soldier, who was receiving treatment from Hansen's brother one second, suddenly became violent and lost his mind the next second, and broke Hansen's neck with his shot.

No one could have expected it at all, and there was no reaction at all.

And Hansen wasn't even by his brother's side at that time...

Who would have expected that such a thing would happen in the safest place of the garrison, facing comrades-in-arms who showed no signs of going berserk at all.

The blow that this incident brought to Hansen was almost devastating.

He didn't even know who to hate, and the last person he could hate might be his conceited and ridiculous self.And his parents also completely broke with him because of this incident.

Since then, Hansen's whole person has changed.

He even seemed to be suffering from a heart disease, and every time he faced the counselor, his emotions were abnormally severe.

For a long time, his team was not even allowed to mention the word 'study teacher', because he would become extremely sensitive and irritable, and would lose control in severe cases.

Intense self-condemnation, guilt... made him unknowingly even do a lot of self-punishing behaviors, such as refusing to accept treatment from counselors.

In short, he is half-dead, whether in his mental state or in the spiritual realm, he has always been in a very dangerous state.

It wasn't until many years later that he seemed to get better, but it was only on the surface. People close to him knew that his heart knot had always been there, and he never got out of it.

Later, the first turning point was when he rescued Nian Nian during a mission.

The appearance of Nian Nian is really similar to his younger brother when he was a child, white and thin, with fluffy and slightly curly hair, and a pair of round eyes that look like small animals.

In short, he rescued the man, but as if he was timid, he threw the man to his subordinates, and only said that if the child woke up and asked the person who rescued him, he would say he was dead.

He didn't see him, but he secretly observed him again, watching the child dare not show his breath among a group of fierce individual soldiers, watching his eyes cautiously, struggling to live timidly like a little mouse every day, and felt blocked in his heart, so in the end he I couldn't help but give up, and asked Tong Na to help him "handle" him to the 146-star orphanage.

Later, he didn't deliberately pay too much attention to the child's growth.

In fact, he also knows that it is a very despicable thing to treat one person as another person's substitute.

But perhaps it was Tong Na who noticed the influence of that child on Hansen. When Hansen saw Niannian again, he had already signed a black contract no less than a contract of sale, and became the teacher of Star Education Kindergarten. I lost my mentor.

In the past, Niannian didn't know this, and it was also because Hansen's attitude towards himself was always "bad". At the beginning, he was very cold and fierce, and then he became inexplicably bullying him... In short, he treats Hansen Sen's perception has not been very good.

If it hadn't been for a long time on Frontier Star, and it happened that the legion he was staying in had people who knew the inside story back then, Niannian probably would never have understood Hansen.

Although being regarded as a substitute for my younger brother did have times when I got angry and uncomfortable.

but……

Nian Nian tilted his head and glanced at Hansen quickly.

He was really miserable, not to mention his body was covered with injuries, including on his face and missing an arm.

forget it.The younger brother is the younger brother...it sounds better than an orphan.Think every year.

　That is to say, Hansen's age is not an exaggeration to be a father every year (the average life expectancy of interstellar people is more than 200 years old, although Hansen is dozens of years old, he is still young and middle-aged), what is it? How dare you take a bite out of a self-proclaimed brother hahaha.

　　At first, I thought I didn’t want to write their stories because they were supporting roles and I was in a hurry to end them. But after all, I left a little bit of doubt about their early writing, so I finally decided to simply write about this doubt. it is good.

　　Thank you Xiaoyuya, FWYX for the reward, thank you all Baozi for your support, bobobobo~
　　
　
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