Disabled commander begging for a kiss in my arms every night

Chapter 142 142 Psychological shadow, Xie Jin's scar.

The counseling and treatment on Xie Jin's side has never stopped, but Ye Zhan on the side of the cubs has not let up either.

Aside from the ups and downs on Starnet, Ye Zhan actually feels that her life has not changed much compared to before.

The cubs grow up very fast, especially the golden cat cubs.

It is really growing at a speed visible to the naked eye.

The outdoor activity class is not limited to the garden, and the venue extends to the back mountain forest.

It was only then that Ye Zhan knew that the weak protective cover in the back mountain forest was also intentional, and it was a hole specially set aside to exercise the abilities of the cubs here.

After all, it is easy to talk about it on paper, but only real combat is the best catalyst for progress.

It was also at this time that Ye Zhan learned something from Xie Jin.

For example, this Star Education Kindergarten was actually founded by his mother, and the cubs received in the kindergarten are basically soldiers from the army, or the spirits of family members who have a close relationship with the Xie family. Cub, after Xie's mother passed away for some reason, Xie Jin took over the nursery, but no one knew about it on the surface, and the person who usually came forward was always a person who seemed to have nothing to do with him and the Xie family. And everything inside is managed by Tong Na.

When Ye Zhan found out about this, she sighed and said, "I originally ran away from marriage to hide from you, but who knows if I hid here and there or bumped into your nest."

Is this also the irresistible force of the plot?

Ye Zhan thought again of that dream that Xie Jin called Aunt Yun, which should be what 'Ye Zhan's' mother said.

Xie Jin just bent his lips when he heard this, and said with a smile in his eyes, "This is called destiny, a natural pair."

Ye Zhan is also curious about Xie Jin's mother.

There are not many descriptions of Xie Jin's mother in the original book. After all, the whole article is written around the sweet love between the hero and heroine, and there is not much ink on Xie Jin, the villain, let alone his mother.

But Ye Zhan also knew that Xie Jin's mother was a wound in his heart, so no matter how curious he was, he would not take the initiative to mention it.

On the contrary, Xie Jin was keenly aware of her curiosity and took the initiative to tell her something.

"My mother used to be an excellent counselor and a famous dancer, but she retired after marrying my old man, and now there is almost no news about her on Starnet.

But to be honest, what she is most interested in is actually the study of psychomechanics and the development of potions. "

Ye Zhan's eyes widened in surprise.

"This hobby reached its peak shortly after I was born."

Ye Zhan was silent for a moment, and asked, "Is it because of your special genetic mutation?"

"Well. It is more appropriate to say that it is a genetic mutation. It should be said that a genetic disease is more appropriate. As I grew up, my hair color and eye color were different from ordinary people, and my mental strength increased rapidly, which attracted my mother's great attention. After many tests, she found that my 'evolution' has great flaws and hidden dangers."

The most obvious point is that the young body simply cannot withstand the load brought about by excessive mental strength.

Xie Jin has been 'dangerous' than others since he was a child. This danger is not only for those around him, but also for himself.

"The instability of mental power and the probability of riots are higher than ordinary people?"

"Yes, and the risk brought by excessive mental strength is not only the riots out of control, but also the countless huge and complicated information streams received from the outside world in the spiritual realm every moment. Ordinary people may not even notice it at all. A little bit of wind and grass will be magnified countless times when it falls into my mind, and the spiritual domain and brain domain will receive all the information unconsciously and indiscriminately."

"That feeling..." was painful.

It's like a balloon that receives gas endlessly, and it will explode when it reaches the threshold of endurance.

"Do you remember my silent room?"

Although he has never been there before, Ye Zhan knows that it is not an exaggeration to say that the silent room that isolates everything is a torture room.

"Such a silent room was built in our house when I was only a few years old. When I was young, I hadn't fully learned to build a barrier for my spiritual realm, and I couldn't control myself to delete and receive I spent most of my time in that quiet room when I was in the news.”

Ye Zhan frowned, with a distressed expression on his face.

The image of a child staying alone in such a room was formed in Ye Zhan's mind almost instantly.

She couldn't even imagine what it would be like if she lived that kind of life.

Xie Jin kissed her frowning brows and comforted her, "It's nothing, it's all over. And I haven't lived that kind of life for a few years. I quickly learned to build a barrier for my spiritual realm and stay in it." The time is less and less, and when it is older, the mental force field is stable enough, so you can go out freely, go to school and play like other children."

In fact, it is the same, after all, it is not the same.

When Xie Jin was a child, he was still an outlier among his peers.He is quiet, calm, and even too precocious. He has almost no entertainment, and no playmates. Most of the time, he just stays alone with a book to pass the time.

Although the barrier of the spiritual realm has been established, his sensitivity to the outside world is still much higher than that of others, which makes it more difficult for him to bear the lively environment than others.

He wasn't born withdrawn and quiet, he just had to let himself be.

"However, the establishment of a barrier in the mental field also requires mental power. In your case, the more frequently you use your mental power, the more unstable the mental force field will be."

Ye Zhan hugged Xie Jin's waist, pressed against his chest, and sighed, "I would rather you be ordinary."

Xie Jin was so soft-hearted by her that he lowered his head and kissed the top of her hair, "It's not as pitiful as you think."

"My mother has been researching treatment methods for mental violence since I was born, especially after my first mental violence at the age of 12, I found that no counselor could treat me. Her whole mind was absorbed in it."

Ye Zhan noticed that Xie Jin's voice had become deeper, and she could smell his breath had changed slightly, the bitter taste reappeared.

Ye Zhan has discovered this rule, once Xie Jin feels sad, his breath will become bitter.

She knew that what Xie Jin was going to say next was definitely not something pleasant.

She wanted to tell Xie Jin to stop talking, but before she had time to speak, Xie Jin had already said it quickly.

"My mother died because of an accident during the research."

Ye Zhan clenched her arms and raised her head.

Xie Jin looked down at her, and reached out to gently stroke her cheek.

"Before she passed away, she was in a coma for a long time. She seemed to be asleep, but her breath was very weak. No matter how much I cried or called her, she never opened her eyes and looked at me again."

"So Zhanzhan, I'm really scared."

Ye Zhan's heart throbbed.

No wonder, no wonder Xie Jin had such a big reaction when he was unconscious.

　What to do, I think I can't write anymore, what's going on! ! !

　　
　
(End of this chapter)