Five years of collapse and three years of simulation

Chapter 693 Open the scar and face it again

"Because this is the depth of our consciousness, not the outside world, what can be used is not the power brought by the body, but our belief."

This is the depths of Qiyana's consciousness. What the two compete for is not real strength, but their respective beliefs.

After being slightly surprised, Herrscher of the Sky decided to continue playing with Qiyana.

"Okay, you said you are Sirin, then I want to see how you plan to fulfill Sirin's wish and destroy the world that she failed to destroy?"

Qiyana nodded, "That's right, this is how you've been dealing with me all along."

"You have always regarded yourself as Sirin, wantonly venting your malice and hatred, and constantly blocking my relationship with Sirin, making me unable to realize my true self."

"You want to dominate this body, you want to destroy me completely, control the body, and take revenge on this world!"

"But when you were in Siberia, you were shaken. You wanted to be warm, to be accompanied by your partners, and to feel the warmth of this world."

"So during that time, the core of the Herrscher in my body didn't have any agitation. After that, your first agitation was when the Herrscher appeared in the anti-entropy jurisdiction and I used my power to rescue Han Jiang."

"You can't bear to wait, you can't accept the kindness that other people bring."

"All along, you have used the name of Sirin to do the evil in your heart. Don't forget, our starting point is the same person."

"After the Herrscher of Flame appeared, the resentment in your heart can no longer be contained, and you want to do what you want to do most in your heart."

The Herrscher of the Sky said disdainfully: "I didn't expect you to think about so many things, that's okay, we can have a good chat."

"Hope, trust, recognition, companionship... People always like to put these words on their lips, repeating lies over and over again."

"Didn't those sanctimonious researchers take Sirin away in the name of hope?"

"In the end, the ones who pushed her into hell, and her life was worse than death, were the researchers who gave her hope."

"The seeds of hatred had already been planted by humans at that time, and it was the humans who gave her hope that made Sirin no longer able to trust others. Can she continue to trust humans?"

Kiyana denied: "But there, Aurora, Agata, and Bella were by my side."

"The moment you saw the Herrscher of Flame, your heart trembled, right? You knew from the bottom of your heart that Agata the Herrscher of Flame was no longer the Agata she was at that time, but you were still annoyed by her, Attack the Floating Island of Destiny."

"You are not for the Fire Herrscher Agata we saw, but for the name in your heart."

"Bella was saved by our power. It's just a Honkai Beast, not Sirin's partner Bella, but you didn't let it join the battle when you came to the floating island."

"This is your nostalgia for your partner Bella, not that you really love Honkai Beast Bella!"

"During the second collapse, Sirin created several Herrschers, using the names of her partners. Until the moment of Sirin's death, she was also eager to reunite with everyone."

The Herrscher of the Sky was in a bit of a mess, because all of these were rightly said by Qiyana.

The source of her hatred is mainly human beings, and the second is to avenge these acquaintances.

But the Herrscher of the Void cannot be counted here, and he still said: "But those children became victims of the Babylonian laboratory in the end, and the culprit is still human beings."

"You don't need to tell me that the dead will not be resurrected. Those of us who have faced the gods know that this is something that even the Herrscher of Death cannot do."

"Heh." The Herrscher of the Sky chuckled lightly: "We are Sirin but not Sirin. Who can say that we are the resurrection of Sirin?"

"Is the Yae Rin who has been living in St. Freya Academy still the original Yae Rin? She is just a new soul that has grown up after missing her sister."

The Herrscher of the Void said contemptuously: "Sirin, who has nothing left, only has revenge. She used the power bestowed by the gods to wash that piece of hell with blood, and sent down the judgment they deserved to those who are called humans but are actually demons."

"There are innocent people in that tower, but Sirin doesn't care anymore. She would rather bear the pain and inflict the pain on others without any scruples, because she disdains to associate with human beings."

Qiyana said firmly: "But at that time, there were also people who wanted to save her, to save Sirin who made a mistake."

The Herrscher of the Sky waved his hand, "You want to say Teresa? She can only speak beautiful words. Do you care about Sirin's true feelings? She can't understand."

"Or Siegfried?" Herrscher of the Sky continued to give an example, "Yi Nuo Nuo is hesitant, and he doesn't even have the qualifications to be counted."

"As for Cecilia..." Herrsrscher of the Sky slowed down a lot when he said this.

It is undeniable that Cecilia was the last person recognized by Sirin, and she is also admired by the current Herrscher of the Sky.

"Cecilia has strange feelings for Sirin, but love is too pale in the face of hate. The world does not allow her to save Sirin. In the end, isn't it fighting each other?"

"Sirin's death is inseparably related to them. Is this what you call salvation? Your so-called kindness and understanding are the deepest irony of Sirin's fate."

The researcher who gave Sirin hope, and other people who want to tolerate with kindness and understanding, are the real culprits who joined forces to cause Sirin's revenge on this world and her death.

"No matter what you say, these expressions of kindness will remain in Sirin's heart."

"In Sirin's dream, she wanted to be Cecilia's daughter." Kiyana said while recalling: "Even after death, when the consciousness still remains in the K423 experimental body, that is when she faces In the darkest, most helpless and most desperate moment, Sirin was still dreaming of wanting to be warm, to be with her family, and to be with her partners."

"The warmth you despise is the treasure that Sirin desires most in her heart."

"Sirin longs to start over, to be an ordinary person, to have friends, and to have an ordinary and happy family."

"She longs for the love of her parents, longs to hear her mother's voice again, longs to feel the embrace and warmth in her arms again."

"She longed for hope, longed for happiness, and she couldn't stop thinking about what Cecilia had told her."

"All these desires are engraved in the memory of the core. If you search carefully, the reverberation of the core still retains this longing and desire."

"After all these longings, the body carrying the core gave birth to a new consciousness, that is me!"

"I am another opportunity that Sirin longs for. It carries Sirin's yearning for the ordinary world. It is the dream that Sirin keeps repeating in her darkest hour."

Although she was conscious, Kiyana repeated the movement of taking deep breaths several times.

Because the floating island born of consciousness began to vibrate, reflecting that Qiyana's heart was not peaceful.

"Mea faced the consciousness of the Herrscher and became a real Herrscher of Thunder. Bronya was willing to bear the belief of the Herrscher of Reason for her own beliefs. Han Jiang also chose to absorb the Plague Gem for...for me, not to let her I suffer more."

"A long time ago, I began to think repeatedly about what I did and what I could do to become the number one Valkyrie."

"I went to save the post-Honkai city with my friends many times, and fought against the Houkai Beast. What is it for?"

"I started to keep thinking, and I started to doubt myself. Can I really become the strongest Valkyrie like this, and become the Valkyrie who helps more people get rid of disaster?"

"So I started to face up to what I didn't want to see in my heart, to accept those me who committed measures and had wrong thoughts."

"I want to be taken care of by my father, I want Teresa to stop forcing me to go to class, I want Jizi to stop embarrassing my culture class, I want Han... I want Mei to stay by my side."

"But it's all selfish thoughts, isn't that me?"

"So I started to search for the reverberation in the core, to search for the beliefs left by Sirin, and I saw the memories we have in common."

"I saw the self that I didn't recognize before."

The scene in the depths of their consciousness began to shatter, and the environment turned into an imaginary space, already dilapidated.

"We are two souls born from Sirin's wish. Two branches grow from the same tree, but they extend in different directions."

"We have common roots, a common backbone, but have gone down different paths."

"I don't know what affected you, the pain of the experiment, the temptation of Houkai, or the hatred that was also imprinted in the core?"

The Herrscher of the Sky was silent for a few seconds, and said, "Even if it is exactly the same thing, different people will see it differently, let alone something like memory that affects the mood more."

"I don't know, and I don't care what you are. The meaning of my birth is to destroy everything and this world."

"Humanity has long been aware of Sirin's pain. If you want her to lose everything, you will have to bear her anger and pay the due price. No one can escape from this whirlpool."

Kiyana replied: "The chain of hatred will never end, you just create new pain like the human being you hate the most."

"Heh." The Herrscher of Kong replied: "In the words of the squad leader who has taken care of you for a long time, how can you repay kindness with kindness? You should repay grievances with honesty."

"It's far away." The Herrscher of the Sky said: "It seems that if I continue, I will be persuaded by you."

"But don't forget, your family, oh, it's your family, friends, people you like or you like, and those you saved from the Houkai Beast, how are they doing? ?”

"Some people are displaced and homeless, and some people would rather die than live. Do you think that saving people from the disaster is good for them?"

"This is a world where the weak prey on the strong. How many people have come out of the ruins after the disaster to live would be better than dead."

Kiyana shook her lips, and said to the Herrscher of the Sky: "I have always been unwilling to accept the past. The reason why I have been unable to control the core of the Herrscher is because I am rejecting the core."

"I'm afraid of the reverberations of the past, of being one with you."

"How many times have I made up my mind to face it, but I still escape unconsciously in my heart."

"When Mei became the real Herrscher of Thunder, when Han Jiang was surrounded by hundreds of dolls and blew himself up, and this time when he forcibly absorbed the plague gem for me."

"Now that we have met in the depths of consciousness, I have to face the past that I didn't want to face in the past, the reverberations that I rejected."

"Now, I want to go beyond my previous self, open up the bloody scars I think, and accept the real self."

Suddenly, the consciousness space began to vibrate.

The Herrscher of Space frowned and asked, "What are you going to do again!?"

The environment began to change, from an imaginary space to a laboratory.

There are hundreds of culture chambers stored in the scientific and technological laboratory. Qiyana slid her hands gently, and the culture chambers were separated from the two sides, leaving only the middle one.

"This is the training warehouse, the training warehouse for better K423."

After carefully observing the shape of the training chamber, Qiyana said to Herrscher of the Sky, "See, this is it."

"In this training cabin, Sirin prayed for a different start at the end of her comeback."

"It was Sirin's constant prayer, her inner appeal, that gave birth to us here."

"Birth?" Herrsrscher of the Void laughed, "You really know how to beautify the facts, this is just the dirty crime of that dirty man!"

"Poor Sirin, there will be no peace after death!" Herrsrscher of the Sky said resentfully: "Humans took her life and her body, and turned her into a cold figure on the experimental table!"

"And that dirty man created you and me just for his own selfish desires and to achieve his real goals. He manipulated and played with everyone around him."

"The god-killing gun, isn't it exactly what he has been preparing for us since then?"

"It's like a random experiment. Now that dirty man has a new idea and disappeared. This gives me the opportunity to destroy the world unscrupulously."

"You don't have to think about how to destroy it, because you can't stop me at all. The hatred in Xilin's heart will be forever engraved in her heart."

Kiyana retorted: "But there are also people who are organizing Otto. It was their choice that made me who I am now. It was they who brought me out of the floating island and changed the trajectory of my later life."

"Oh?" the Herrscher of the Sky said, "Are you talking about Siegfried?"

"That's right, he took you away from here." The Herrscher of the Sky sneered, "Tell me something you and I both know. Siegfried originally had a happy family."

"His lover Cecilia lost her life because of Sirin, and his daughter stayed here because of saving you."

Kiana said: "The kindness they gave me, I will not, and it should not be impossible to forget."

"I am K423, a Herrscher experimental body created by destiny. At that time, I was like a blank sheet of paper, knowing nothing about this world."

"But the choice they took to come and save me made me start to become a recognized 'human being'!"

The last two words Qiyana bit very hard, because this is the beginning of her becoming a human being, and it is in place.

Everything in the future may be born from here, so that Qiyana felt goodwill, knew the beauty of this world, and... answered the prayer in Sirin's heart.

"This is the beginning of everything. It's the difference between you and me on the wrong road. It's also the memory that I... don't want to face."

"Hmph!" The Herrscher of the Sky laughed and said, "It's ridiculous, if you like this training room so much, how about I let this be your grave?"

Kiyana ignored it and began to manipulate her thoughts to change the surrounding scene again.

(End of this chapter)