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Chapter 1035 Extra Story: Choice (2)

Su Yichuan put more strength into his arms, and hugged Xiaobai even tighter. He buried his face in Xiaobai's neck, feeling Xiaobai's breath, Xiaobai's temperature, he said softly, "My Xiaobai won't lie to me, I know it."

Lan Luobai didn't speak, but was hugged obediently.

He couldn't speak, he didn't dare to speak, he was afraid, he felt his voice would tremble.

He didn't dare to think what would happen if Yi Chuan knew that he had lied, what would happen if Yi Chuan lost news of him again...

It will be fine.

Time can heal everything, there is no one in this world who cannot survive without it.

Even with...

It won't be Yi Chuan either.

A week's vacation, whether it is long or short, Su Yichuan gave all his time to Xiaobai.

Accompany Xiaobai to the hospital for reexamination, go out for a walk together, play games at home together, bask in the sun together...

Everything is so beautiful, except Xiaobai's complexion is not good.

The doctor also said that Xiaobai was fine, but his mental condition was not very good and he needed a good rest, so every night he would ask Xiaobai to lie down and rest early.

He will hold Xiaobai in his arms, but he won't do anything to Xiaobai, he just wants Xiaobai's body to get better soon, and he also wants to register with Xiaobai abroad...

But he didn't know, being held in his arms, Lan Luobai couldn't sleep at all.

I've tried very hard to sleep with my eyes closed, but I just can't fall asleep.

Feeling Yi Chuan's body temperature and Yi Chuan's breath, he couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

But he didn't dare to let Yi Chuan know, so he could only close his eyes and pretend to be asleep.

After a few days like this, he was so sleepy that he could barely sleep for a while in the middle of the night, but he would wake up again soon...

In the dream, he left Yi Chuan, and Yi Chuan was looking for him all over the world...

In the dream, he was locked in the room, unable to leave even half a step...

In the dream, he was pressed under Yi Chuan, constantly asking for...

in a dream...

Everything in the dream was related to Yi Chuan, and it always woke him up like a nightmare, and then he couldn't fall back to sleep, he could only keep his eyes open or close them until dawn...

His complexion was getting worse and worse, and the dark circles under his eyes became more obvious.

Every time Yi Chuan asked him worried and distressed, he always smiled and said it was all right.

He is waiting, when Yi Chuan's week-long vacation is over, when Yi Chuan goes to work, he will be able to leave...

The long week is finally coming to an end, and if it doesn't come, he feels that he will not be able to hold on any longer, and he can't sleep every night, even with Yi Chuan by his side during the day, he can't catch up on sleep without Yi Chuan by his side not easy.

And in the past few days, even in the case of complete lack of sleep, he has already thought about it.

When Yi Chuan goes to work tomorrow, he collects all his documents and leaves immediately by coach, and buys a plane ticket in another city. He can go anywhere as long as he can board the plane right away.

He may only have one chance, so he dare not hesitate.

It's just that I left this time, and I may never come back again...

He really wanted to see Xinjiu and Ziyan again, but he was afraid that it would cause Yi Chuan's oversensitivity.

At the critical moment, he couldn't make mistakes, so he didn't propose to go to Ziyan.

He acted in a play for a week, and he almost couldn't go on acting.

He was afraid of Yi Chuan, staying by Yi Chuan's side, he was always afraid of letting Yi Chuan notice.

He didn't dare to wait any longer, tomorrow, tomorrow he must leave...

And Su Yichuan, who was going to end his vacation tomorrow, actually didn't want to go back to work.

He wants to stay with Xiaobai, but he is not at ease. Xiaobai's health is still not good recently. The doctor said that Xiaobai's spirit is not good, so he should rest well, but these days he has let Xiaobai go to bed early every night, Xiaobai's face is still not good despite the meals.

He was afraid that it was the aftereffect of the last brain injury. What if Xiaobai had something to do when he was not by his side, what should I do?
After taking a shower, Lan Luobai leaned against the head of the bed, resting with his eyes closed.

Now Yi Chuan is taking a shower, without Yi Chuan by his side, he is so tired that he wants to sleep.

But just as he fell asleep, when he heard footsteps, his whole nerves tensed up.

Opening his eyes, he saw Yi Chuan walking over, his hair was still wet, and the tips of his hair were still dripping.

"Why don't you dry your hair?" he frowned.

Su Yichuan leaned over, but still at a distance, not wanting to rub the water on Xiaobai's body.

"I want Xiaobai to help me." He acted coquettishly on purpose.

Lan Luobai had no choice but to take the towel and let him sit by the bed, while she half-kneeled behind Yi Chuan and slowly wiped his hair for him.

Su Yichuan enjoyed it very much, especially Xiaobai's movements were so light.

"Xiaobai, you are so gentle, I am about to die of happiness."

"Then go to hell." Lan Luobai exerted force on purpose, and also deliberately rubbed Yi Chuan's hair into a mess.

Su Yichuan didn't mind at all, he knew that Xiaobai was shy.

He turned around and looked at his Xiaobai, "Xiaobai, I am willing."

"What are you talking about?" Lan Luobai didn't understand what he said.

"I really want to die like this, with you, as long as you are by my side, even death is not scary."

"Don't talk nonsense..."

"Really, Xiaobai." Su Yichuan stretched out his arms, hugged Xiaobai, and rested his head on Xiaobai's chest. "As long as you are by my side, nothing is terrible, but without you, what should I do? I can rely on sustenance and deceive myself to live if I lose you once, but the second time it won't work, I have no choice Deceive yourself again. Xiaobai, from the first time I saw you, you are different, you are the meaning of my existence, so don't leave me, if you want to leave, remember to take me with you, wherever you go, just Don't let me leave you."

Lan Luobai held the towel and froze in mid-air.

Yi Chuan's words pierced his heart like a sharp knife, causing him to suffocate with pain.

He suddenly remembered that injury, and when he was about to fall asleep, he thought of Yi Chuan, which was also the pain of suffocation.

At that time, he wanted to say something to Yi Chuan, but he didn't know what to say, and after he lost consciousness, he couldn't think anymore.

He actually didn't want to make Yi Chuan feel sad at all...

Why can't we just be brothers?

"Yi Chuan..." What should I do with you?
"Xiaobai." Su Yichuan hugged him comfortably, and leaned in his arms so reassuringly, "It's good that you come back to my side. I love you, Xiaobai..."

Lan Luobai looked down at the person in his arms, listening to him say love, so nostalgic...

if left...

If you leave Yichuan...

How painful will Yi Chuan be...

Will Yi Chuan really go crazy...

No, he wants Yi Chuan to be fine.

but……

If he doesn't leave...

He is about to accept Yi Chuan...

How would he accept Yi Chuan?

Can he accept Yi Chuan?

Maybe, he can try...

Try to accept Yi Chuan.

Originally, he wanted to try it from the very beginning, but Yi Chuan was too domineering, forcing him to leave...

In such a short period of time, I have experienced so much, even life and death...

Since, since Yi Chuan has no way to let go, shouldn't he try to accept it?
But how would he accept it? He couldn't even fall asleep lying next to Yi Chuan, and even if he fell asleep, he would still be haunted by nightmares...

(End of this chapter)