willing to be wrong for you

Chapter 53
"Maybe only in this way can I persevere. Because I think that after this period of time, I can be with you forever and ever, I have the strength and courage." He raised his hand and stroked her with his fingertips Cheek: "Zhanlan, don't make me wait too long, okay?"

When Feng Tianjuan spoke to her so gently, Zhan Lan found that she hardly even had the thought of refusing.Eyes full of heart, are his serious eyes.

She wanted to nod, but it was easy to agree, but it was so difficult to keep the promise.

In the end, she bit her lip and said, "Give me some time, please? Where is Nian Zun...I haven't thought of how to tell him yet."

Feng Tianjuan nodded, unwilling to force her: "It's okay, you just need to remember that I've been waiting for you."

"Ah."

In the end, he possessed himself and kissed her lightly: "Go quickly, I will miss you for the rest of my life."

Feng Tianjuan just touched her lips lightly, and Zhanlan couldn't help the hot flushes on her cheeks as if she had just begun to fall in love.He lowered his head, responded softly, opened the car door, and walked towards the villa.

Feng Tianjuan sat in the car, watching her leaving back for a long time.

In his ear, he was thinking about the news that Sheng Kai brought him not long ago: "The DNA identification result came out, and compared with your blood, the matching rate reached 99%. Third brother, you should understand what it means."

He was silent at the time, finished smoking one cigarette, and quickly lit another.

Then, I heard Sheng Kai sigh softly: "Ye Niancheng, he is your son."

Withdrawing his thoughts, there was no blue figure in front of him, Feng Tianjuan lowered his eyelids with an unpredictable expression.

Ye Niancheng.

read gong.

It turned out to be his son.

Feng Tianjuan couldn't describe that feeling, excited but also regretful.Ye Niancheng continued his and Zhanlan's flesh and blood, and he was very grateful that Zhanlan still kept Nianjie during that difficult period.But thinking of missing the five years of his son's growth, Feng Tianjuan felt regretful.When Nian Zun was born, when he learned to walk and speak for the first time, he was not by his side.

Thinking about it, the big palm squeezed the steering wheel even more tightly.

The top floor of Lanmu Group, the president's office.

The air froze, as if he couldn't even breathe.Several executives stood tremblingly at their desks, and some were sweating frequently, but they dared not wipe them off.

And the man sitting on the leather chair in front of him pursed his lips and said nothing.

The thing that made the big boss angry today was the re-listing of Fengshi. The huge number of losses before did not seem to exist, and Qingyue, who took the photo of Fengshi, also disappeared overnight, as if it had never existed.

Then, they just understood.

They were played.

"Who is Feng's current boss?" Finally, Bai Zhongran said coldly.

The following people looked at each other in blank dismay, and the last person stood up, with a trembling voice, said: "Yes, it's Feng Tianjuan..."

Snapped--
Bai Zhongran waved away the documents on the table, the white paper was flying in the air, everyone's breath was suffocated.

No one is unaware of the hatred between Bai Zhongran and Feng Tianjuan, because the reason why Bai Lan took root in Dongcheng is mostly because Bai Zhongran wants to take Dongcheng from Feng's hands.

But they have been planning for so many years, but at this moment they fell short. No one would have thought that Feng Tianjuan would hide his power and control the Feng family secretly without telling everyone. Even if the Feng family was still under their jurisdiction at that time, there was no Block Feng Tianjuan's plan.

Devour Feng's plan step by step.

"You all go out."

After Bai Zhongran finished speaking, the people below rushed out of the CEO's office, fearing that he would be the next unlucky person.

Bai Zhongran narrowed his eyes, staring at a certain place, a strange light flashed across his eyes.

Feng Tianjun...

At the same time, Zhanlan was planting flowers in pots on the balcony with Ye Niancheng in Shen's house.

Hearing that the phone remembered, Zhanlan handed Ye Niancheng to the nanny and went back to the living room by herself.

On the other end of the phone was Qin Hao's slightly anxious voice: "Zhanlan, where are you now?"

Hearing Qin Hao's tone, Zhan Lan frowned and said, "I'm at home, what's wrong?"

"Bai Zhongran knows everything. He knows about Feng Tianjuan, Qingyue, Feng Shi, and the meeting between you and Feng Tianjun."

Zhan Lan's heart skipped a beat, and she pinched the phone and gradually turned pale: "Where are the others?"

"I came back from Singapore. No one knows. I'm on my way to your house now." Qin Hao said, "I heard that he was very angry before he left, and I escaped the disaster by going to a meeting outside. Zhanlan, if Bai Zhongran Being irritated is not so easy to deal with. You follow him and don't let him continue to be angry. By the way, is Nian Zun with you?"

"kindness."

Qin Hao paused: "I'm also on the road now, I'll pick up Nianjun, so as to save you two from arguing, it's not good for the child to be on the side."

Zhan Lan was silent for a while, then said: "Okay. But, brother, after you receive Nian Zun, send Nian Zun to Ah Jun."

"What?" Qin Hao's startled voice came from the phone.

Zhanlan didn't want to explain any more, and hung up the phone after prevaricating a few words.

Turning his gaze to the balcony, the sun was shining brightly, Nian Cheng was squatting chubby in front of the flowerbed, digging a hole seriously, and then planted the flower roots in it.

Zhan Lan walked over, heard the voice, Nian Zun raised his head, his gaze was facing the sunlight and forced him to squint his eyes, "Mum, do you think I'm doing well?"

Zhan Lan smiled, picked Nian Zun from the ground, took the tissue from the nanny, and wiped the sweat off his son's face: "Nian Zun is great, Mommy is so proud of Nian Zun!"

"Hey." Hearing being praised, Nian Zun was extremely happy.

Zhan Lan looked deeply at his son's face and stroked it, as if he could never get enough of it.

Soon Qin Hao appeared, 10 minutes earlier than Bai Zhongran, Zhan Lan handed Nian Ji and his beloved toys to Qin Hao, then dismissed the servants, and sat alone in the living room, waiting for Bai Zhongran to arrive.

The clock in the living room was ticking little by little. She lowered her head and sat quietly on the sofa.

When Bai Zhongran came over, he saw Zhanlan at a glance, like a well-behaved doll.

But this well-behaved doll is restless.

Walking up to her, watching her slowly raise her head, that expression...

She should already know, after all, Qin Hao is her eyeliner buried beside him.

Why didn't he see that before this, she still had no affection for Feng Tianjuan.

"When did you conspire with him?"

"I didn't." She looked straight at him without avoiding his sharp gaze: "I never knew Qingyue was Feng Tianjun's company, I just guessed it."

Bai Zhongran took a deep breath, and clenched his hands hanging on both sides of the trouser line into fists: "I thought you were my friend. Jiang Zhanlan, is there any woman more ungrateful than you? Who helped you realize your revenge step by step?" Big plan? Help you conceal Ye Nianshen's life experience?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't expect things to develop to this point." Zhan Lan shook her head, in fact, she didn't hate herself like this.

"But your heart is already towards him, isn't it? Otherwise, when you knew that Qingyue was a cover played by Feng Tianjun, you wouldn't have concealed it from me, and even dragged Qin Hao along! Hehe, why did I forget, Qin Hao You were brothers with Feng Tianjuan back then, didn't you betray him too? Since he could betray me the first time, he can betray me again!"

"It's none of Qin Hao's business, it's all because of me!" Zhan Lan was afraid that Bai Zhongran would implicate Qin Hao.

Qin Hao has worked very hard. For so many years, he has always lost his happiness for revenge.Right now he just got married and formed a family with his beloved woman, she will not hurt Qin Hao any more.

Seeing Zhanlan defending Qin Hao like this, Bai Zhongran became even more angry.

"Jiang Zhanlan, do you really have a heart? Don't you know how I treat you? Feng Tianjun is your enemy, have you forgotten all of this?!" He finally growled.

Zhanlan was strangely calm: "I'm sorry, I lied to you. Actually...I'm not the real daughter of the Qin family. The daughter of the Qin family died in that fire, but I am the daughter of Ye Min and Feng Qinyang."

Zhan Lan tactfully told her life experience, and Bai Zhongran went from being stunned and shocked at the beginning to being silent at the end.

She didn't know what he was thinking, nor how he would treat her.Suddenly, Bai Zhongran laughed, and the low laughter echoed in the living room of the villa, making people feel eerie.

"I see. I see."

Zhan Lan bit her lip, restraining her desire to retreat.

"I'm actually tempted by a woman like you!" Bai Zhongran's laughter became strange: "The two men of the Bai family were played around by you and one woman, are you happy now?"

Bai Zhongran's words shocked her, he actually liked her!
What kind of mess is love? !

Zhan Lan, who was in a coma, could always hear a voice, which was low and familiar.

That was Feng Tianjun's voice.

He was calling her name, trying to wake her up.But she was really tired, even if she wanted to open her eyes to look at him, she didn't have the energy.

In her sleep, there is no Ye Min, no Feng family, no revenge, everything is so beautiful, so beautiful that she is reluctant to leave.

However, when Feng Tianjuan mentioned Nian Zun to her again and again, Zhanlan's heart was still shaken.

Her son, how could she be so cruel as to abandon her son?
Struggling to open his eyes, his vision was not yet clear when there was a moist touch on his lips.

Feng Tianjuan wet his blue chapped lips with a cotton swab, and seeing her open his eyes, the eyes of the always strong man also turned red.

With his forehead against hers, he called her name over and over again.

For him, the day she was in a coma was longer than the previous few years.

He even had a strange idea that if she didn't wake up, then he would keep her company.

One day, she would find him annoying and couldn't help but open her eyes.

"Nian Ji..." Zhan Lan made a difficult voice.

Feng Tianjun wanted to make his son jealous, so he smiled helplessly: "Nian Zun has been following Qin Hao and his wife, and now he is fine, don't worry."

Hearing this, Zhanlan breathed a sigh of relief.

But soon, the last picture before coma flashed through my mind.

Bai Zhongran left after arguing with her, but soon after she heard the news from Qin Hao that Bai Zhongran had a car accident on the way, Zhanlan was unprepared and passed out after hearing it.Or the nanny forgot to take something, and when she came back, she saw Qinglan lying on the ground.

At this moment, her already pale face was even more bloodless. She opened her eyes and met Feng Tianjuan's black eyes: "Bai Zhongran, how is he?"

Feng Tianjuan looked at her, but did not make a sound for a long time.

She grabbed Feng Tianjuan by the collar: "He's fine, right?! Tell me!"

"He's fine, but because of the severe impact, he needs to recuperate for a while. Bai Zhonglang has returned from England and brought his brother back to Singapore."

She was silent, quiet, without a sound.

Feng Tianjuan's throat tightened, and he grasped her cold little hand with a little force: "Bai Zhongran's car accident was not your fault."

After a long time, Zhanlan nodded very slowly: "I know, it's not my fault. But I can't help but think that without me, many people and many things in Dongcheng might not be as unrecognizable as they are now."

Over the years, she can't help but think that all the tragedies today are caused by her.

If she was not born more than twenty years ago, but died in Ye Min's stomach, how good would it be?
Ye Min would not use her as a pawn for revenge, Feng Qinyang would not lose everything because of being revenged by his daughter, Feng Tianjun would not fall in love with her, the Fang family, Su Weixin, Mingou, Su Lili, so many people , so many fates have been changed because of her.

If she never existed, then...

Zhanlan understands that she is like a person who has crashed into a dead end, unable to get out, unable to find a way forward, and has no exit. All that awaits her is darkness and an increasingly negative attitude.

"But without you, Feng Tianjun wouldn't be where he is today."

The deep and melodious voice is like singing, and the beautiful voice penetrates into Qinglan's heart.

Feng Tianjuan's thin lips were tightly pressed, there was no indifference or coldness in his eyes, only helplessness and self-mockery: "Zhanlan, you will never know how crazy I will be for you, in fact, even I am not I know. In the past few years, I have relied on this love to survive. Now that I think about it, I feel that it is a terrible nightmare. But everything has survived, isn’t it? You still have me, and you still have to read He, and your father, Qin Hao, and so many others who love you and need your love."

Zhan Lan covered her lips and began to sob, hugging herself, her body began to lose temperature.

He slowly stretched out a hand, wiped away the tears on her face with his fingertips, and there was a desperate and sad smile on the corner of his mouth: "Zhanlan, do you know? From a very young age, a long time ago , this heart belongs to a woman, it has never left."

Zhanlan held his hand firmly.

Yes, the good days have come, why does she still feel sorry for herself and belittle herself?
In this life, isn't she embarrassing herself enough?Never had a single day of real happiness. Now that all the turmoil is over, why is she still torturing herself and him?
She always thought that it would be great if she hadn't been born, and if she didn't exist in this world, there wouldn't be so many people in pain.But she never thought that she has lived in this world for more than [-] years, and even has Nian Zun, since she can't go back, why not live a good life and live a happier life?

She extravagantly hopes to live for herself once, and hopes that her future life will be free from hatred and guilt, and she will look at the rising sun and the setting sun with her beloved every day.Seeing that this kind of life is in her hands, what she should do is reach out and hold it tightly!
Jiang Zhanlan.Why do you have to lose it again before you understand?What is lost is the most precious, but what is not lost is not precious.What is lost cannot be regained, so as long as you take good care of what you have now, it will be fine!

Sheng Kai said that love is very simple, you love me, I love you, then it would be nice to be together!
What guilt, what kindness, have nothing to do with love, why would she torture the person she loves the most for irrelevant things?
At this moment, Feng Tianjuan's eyes were getting darker, she clearly understood how crazy things he could do for her, she really understood!
Grabbing his hand forcefully, the nails dug into his skin: "Feng Tianjuan, don't leave me. Never leave me."

This time, she will not let go of his hand.

Even if he pushed her away, if he didn't want her, she would never let go.

A person's life is so short, so short that a kiss or a hug will pass.

Why should she even throw away the only possibility of happiness?
No, can't.

Can't lose him!
Finally, her eyes blurred.Immediately afterwards, there was a hug that was so tight that it was almost overwhelmed. His hands were strong and tightly wrapped around her waist.

His smell and body temperature were all over her body, and in Feng Tianjun's embrace, Zhanlan cried uncontrollably.

For 15 years, she kept restraining herself and hiding herself, but in the end, she forgot what Jiang Zhanlan looked like in the beginning?
In fact, she was never as pitiful as Feng Qinyang and Bai Zhongran. She lived under the shadow of those people all her life. Every step she took was difficult and difficult, and she never really experienced happiness. Happiness comes at the price of pain.

Now, the man I love the most is by my side, what reason is there to torture each other?

"Feng Tianjuan, I'm sorry..." She knew that her tears had wet his shirt: "Don't leave me, I can't take it anymore, don't leave me..."

He lightly kissed the top of her hair uncomfortable, as if to appease, but also as compensation.However, there were only three words repeated in his mouth: "I love you, I love you, I love you."

(End of this chapter)