willing to be wrong for you

Chapter 30
Why did these two people appear here, Zhan Lan already had a bottom line in her heart.

Fang Yichen came to her on the eve of the engagement, just to ask her to leave Feng Tianjuan. Feng Tianjuan's frequent visits to her house in the past few days must have made this young lady intolerable.As for Rong Rong, it is well known that she likes Feng Tianjuan, but from her point of view, she would rather end up with Feng Tianjuan, Fang Yichen, who had already been engaged to him, than inferior to her in everything. of blue.

"Going away?" Rong Rong smiled contemptuously: "Did Brother Feng throw you out, or did you finally realize that you could not separate Sister Fang and Brother Feng, so you left?"

"No matter what it is," Zhan Lan looked directly at Rong Rong, and said calmly: "It seems that it has nothing to do with you."

Zhanlan's temper has never been very good, she just suppressed it a little when she first met Feng Tianjuan, and then gradually revealed her small temper, even Feng Tianjuan often said that she was a wild cat with claws.

She doesn't cause trouble, but it doesn't mean she is afraid of trouble.If the other party came to the door to find faults, she would not swallow her anger and act like a little daughter-in-law.

Sure enough, Rong Rong's complexion changed in an instant, and she snorted coldly: "It's true that it has nothing to do with me, but what are you going to do with Sister Fang? Messing around with a married man is something only a shameless woman like you can do. "

Zhanlan looked at Fang Yichen, who had been silent all along. If she could talk to Rong Rong mercilessly, she would not be so righteous when facing Fang Yichen. After all, she was the one who was wronged.

Zhan Lan didn't speak, and Rong Rong was very proud as if she had caught her hand: "Why, I have nothing to say? I thought a woman like you didn't know what shame is! Why, knowing that Brother Feng and Miss Fang insisted on The news of the engagement, I feel bad. Tsk tsk tsk, after all, it's youthful food to sell your looks, once men get tired of it, you foxes will be thrown away like garbage."

Zhanlan just laughed softly, and the meaning of the laughter was unclear: "Throwing away as garbage proves that this thing has been used before. And some things are placed on high buildings, and maybe no one has noticed her in a lifetime."

"You!" Rong Rong understood the meaning of her words, and her eyes turned red with anger.

At this time, Fang Yichen, who had never made a sound, suddenly said to Rong Rong: "Rong Rong, let Miss Jiang and I have a private talk."

"Sister Fang! This woman is eloquent, you can't beat her." Rong Rong said anxiously.

Fang Yichen just shook her head: "Anyway, you are not far away, so don't worry about me."

Seeing that Fang Yichen had made up her mind, Rong Rong gave Zhan Lan a hard look, and took a few steps back.

"Actually, I don't have anything new." Fang Yichen said this suddenly, and then twitched the corners of her mouth: "I used to watch those TV dramas where the hostess went to find her husband's lover and asked her to leave him, and I thought it was the same. What happened to me will happen to me too. Miss Jiang, can I ask you to leave Ah Jun?"

Before getting married, she already called herself a mistress.

It seems that Fang Yichen is not as simple as it looks.

Zhan Lan pondered for a while, the guilt in her heart disappeared at first, but she still became cautiously on guard.

Soon, Fang Yichen said: "A Jun and I have known each other for many years. We have been playmates since we were very young. Later, getting married seemed to be a matter of course. The family arranged the marriage for us, and he didn't Objected, I think, after so many years, there is always some affection. Miss Jiang, I ask you to leave him not for the two of us, but also for you. You are still young, why waste your youth on "impossible" superior?"

"Miss Fang also said that for so many years, you only have 'love'. Then I also want to ask you, if this is the case, why waste your feelings on 'impossible'?"

Fang Yichen was stunned, and then smiled wryly: "Rongrong is right, I really can't say no to you. Ms. Jiang, I don't know if it's a woman's sixth sense at work. From the first moment I saw you, I I think you are not easy."

Zhanlan was even more defensive in her heart, but she didn't show it on her face.

"Miss Jiang and Ah Jun are really together for money?" Fang Yichen's voice was very soft.

Zhan Lan followed with a smile: "Otherwise?"

"I don't think so." Fang Yichen said: "But I don't believe that Miss Fang is really in love with Ah Jun. Because I know what it's like to fall in love with someone, at least, I will never face the person I love. When you are about to marry someone else, you will still be so calm."

Zhanlan remained silent.

Fang Yichen finally smiled: "I think I will know Miss Jiang's purpose in the end."

Zhanlan knew that Fang Yichen was not simple, but she never thought that a woman's sixth sense was so accurate.

I looked at her for a moment, then smiled softly: "I'm sorry, I have to catch a plane, so I won't chat with Miss Fang."

After finishing speaking, Zhan Lan pulled the suitcase to leave, Fang Yichen put away her smiling face, at this time, Rong Rong also came over.

Zhanlan ignored the different expressions of the two of them, and was about to go downstairs when something tripped her.

She was about to step up the stairs when her body suddenly became unstable, causing her to step on the ground, followed by rolling down the stairs with her suitcase.

Zhan Lan only felt that there was darkness in front of her eyes, her headache was about to split, and something sticky flowed down from her forehead.

She barely opened her eyes, and saw Fang Yichen and Rong Rong above the stairs, staring at her very calmly and condescendingly, without any intention of helping.

Suddenly, Fang Yichen's eyes moved down slowly, and he didn't know what he saw, his eyes changed, and even his face turned pale.

Zhanlan dazedly followed her gaze and looked at her lower body. The beige skirt had been soaked in blood, forming a strange orange color.

Suddenly, a piercing pain came from the lower body, passed through the blood and bone marrow, and spread to the limbs and bones. It was extremely cold and extremely painful.

She finally understood what she was about to lose. Just before she passed out, she felt that something important in her body was being lost bit by bit. In the end, her heart was also empty.

Zhan Lan didn't know who rescued her, how she was sent to the hospital, how she was carried into the operating room, and how she lay on the hospital bed. She just kept falling asleep, as if she was trapped in some kind of curse, and woke up whenever she wanted to. not come.

As if waking up from a dream, I vaguely heard a deep and familiar male voice, but it was different from the past, mixed with some pain and anxiety at this moment: "When will she wake up? Didn't I mention the power of the anesthesia, just rest for a while." Yet?"

"This..." The person who said this seems to be a doctor, with a trembling voice: "Maybe the patient's physical fitness is too poor, and the damaged body functions need time to repair, so he hasn't woken up until now, or..."

Feng Tianjuan grabbed the doctor's collar and glared at each other: "Or what, say it!"

"Or...the patient knows that she will experience great grief when she wakes up, so she is unwilling to wake up. This is a psychological barrier, so when she will wake up exactly depends on herself..."

Seeing that Feng Tianjuan was about to get angry, Chi Hao immediately stepped forward to hold him, and rescued the doctor from Feng Tianjuan's clutches.

"Third Brother, they've tried their best. I think Miss Jiang doesn't want to wake up. After all..." Chi Hao hesitated for a moment, but didn't say anything.

But Feng Tianjuan, like a deflated balloon, instantly lost his anger, turned around, and closed his eyes.

Chi Hao winked at the doctor, the doctor came to understand, and immediately took the nurse away.

The silence in the ward suddenly returned, and even the sound of breathing seemed so clear.

"It's all my fault." Feng Tianjuan said in a low voice: "She has... I didn't even notice."

Sheng Kai's eyes also became painful: "Third brother, don't blame yourself, this was an accident."

"That's right, third brother, the most important thing now is to heal Miss Jiang's body and calm down her emotions. After all, this matter must have dealt a serious blow to women."

Feng Tianjuan nodded, his eyes shifted to the bloodless face on the hospital bed: "I know."

Sheng Kai glanced at Chi Hao, and still asked: "Where is Fang Yichen, what does the third brother decide to do..."

"What do you mean?"

"The day after tomorrow is the engagement banquet between you and Miss Fang. Now that something like this has happened, third brother, do you want to cancel it first?"

Chi Hao immediately shook his head: "It cannot be canceled. This matter is not only a matter of Fang Yichen and the third brother, but now it is also related to the interests of the Fang family and the Feng family. If there is no reason, such a sudden cancellation will definitely attract Unnecessary speculation, and it's not easy to explain to the old man."

Sheng Kai was a little annoyed: "Then what should I do? Is this the way to go? Do you still let the third brother get engaged to Fang Yichen as if nothing had happened, and then get married? What about the disaster? Fang Yichen didn't do anything else this time, but killed him. Third brother's child..."

"Sheng Kai!" Chi Hao yelled, preventing him from adding fuel to the fire.

Sheng Kai pursed his mouth, nestled on the sofa and didn't make a sound.

Feng Tianjuan was silent for a while, and then said: "I have my own discretion in this matter, and you all don't care about it."

"Then third brother, Miss Jiang is here..."

"I'll accompany her, you all go."

Chi Hao sighed softly and nodded: "Call us if you have anything to do." After speaking, he pulled Sheng Kai who was not quite reconciled and left.

After finally quieting down in the ward, Zhan Lan finally fell asleep.

I don't know how long she slept, but when she woke up again, it was already dark.

Zhan Lan blinked her eyes, looked around, there was an empty area, there was an energy-saving lamp on the wall not far away, it was dead silent, even the medicine flowing into her blood vessels seemed to be able to hear the sound of flowing.

She licked her dry lips, and wanted to get up to pour herself a glass of water, but when she moved a little, her abdomen stretched all the way to her lower body, she felt a piercing pain, and her legs were also numb.

She was stunned for a while, and it took a while to recall what happened in the corridor of the apartment, and the shocking blood.

Already vaguely aware of what she had lost in her heart, she fell back onto the pillow weakly, closed her eyes, and slowly pressed her palms against her cold belly.

She actually didn't know anything.

She was so careless that she didn't even know she was pregnant.

A tear fell from the corner of her eye, and she couldn't even cry out.

What right does she have to cry?

Not only did she not know she was pregnant, but she didn't even protect her child properly, so what face did she have to shed tears?
Baby was right to leave her because she wouldn't be a good mother...

At this time, there was a sound of footsteps in the corridor outside the ward.

Zhanlan still closed her eyes, motionless, as if she had never woken up before.

Immediately afterwards, she heard the sound of the door opening, and the sound of footsteps became more and more clear, but it could be heard that the man deliberately slowed down his steps. It was only because the room was too quiet that everything could be heard so clearly .

He seemed to be sitting on the edge of her bed, and a huge sense of oppression followed. A gust of breeze blew by, and the man's hand gently brushed away the long hair on her cheeks, his movements were gentle and cautious.

Although she didn't open her eyes, she knew who this person was.

Besides him, who else's hands still smell so good even though they smell like tobacco.

Who else could come and go freely in her ward except him.

It's a pity that the last person she wants to see now is him.

It doesn't matter if it is to vent her anger, if it is not because of him, Fang Yichen and Rong Rong will only be passers-by to her.

She is not the Virgin Mary, and if she were really that kind, she would not take the road of revenge.Therefore, there was no way for her to forgive those two women for killing her children magnanimously.

She will let them get the punishment they deserve.

There will always be that day.

After Zhanlan woke up, she refused to see Feng Tianjun again.

Of course he wouldn't be so obedient, but Zhanlan's mood fluctuated too much at the time. For her health, the doctor also suggested not to stimulate the patient for the time being, so he gave up.

Within one day, Sheng Kai came over twice, just to reassure her and tell her how difficult Feng Tianjuan is.

Of course she knew.

Before when they were making out, he would never take safety measures, even forbidding her to take contraceptive pills. At that time, she knew that he hoped to have a child belonging to the two of them.

It's just that his wish finally came true, and at the same time, it was also shattered.

When Sheng Kai said this, Zhan Lan kept looking out of the window expressionlessly, her face pale.Sheng Kai also noticed that she didn't want to hear this, so he sighed, told her to cultivate well, and left.

Later Chi Hao came to see her again, and the two visited her more times than the doctor, she understood that it was because Feng Tianjuan was worried, that's why she sent these two people to visit her frequently.

In the end, she really didn't want to see anyone again, so she told the nurse to refuse anyone to visit her until Hu Li hurried over at night.

Seeing that Zhanlan was thinner and weaker than when he saw it a few days ago, Hu Li couldn't help but feel distressed. When he learned that she had a miscarriage, even though he had such a good temper, he couldn't help but lose his temper.

One is that Qi Feng Tianjuan did not protect her well, and the other is that she is angry with her for putting herself in danger.

However, no amount of anger disappeared without a trace after seeing Zhanlan's tears.

She has always been strong, no matter how much suffering she encounters, she has never shed tears, and she has never cried once in front of others.

He knew that this time, she was really heartbroken, so she couldn't control herself and cried silently.

After finally coaxing Zhanlan to sleep, Hu Li went to see Zhanlan's doctor in charge. She was simply malnourished, and the loss of her body was too great due to the miscarriage. She just needed to recuperate. It didn't hurt the root because of this time. Can have another child.

However, when I told her the news again, Zhan Lan didn't respond at all.

Perhaps, the meaning is different.

What is lost is lost, and what is gained again is not the original one.

Hu Li knew that she had put the fault of losing the child on herself in her heart, fearing that something might happen to her, Hu Li took care of her every step of the way.

On the second day, Zhan Lan's mood was more stable.

In the afternoon, she said she was hungry, Hu Li was very happy, and immediately went to buy porridge for her.

When he came back, he heard the sound coming from the TV in the ward, Hu Li yelled inwardly, and quickly opened the door, but it was still a step too late.

Zhanlan was staring intently at the LCD TV opposite, and on the screen, a couple of Bi people were announcing their engagement under the congratulations of everyone.

The news of Feng Tianjuan and Fang Yichen's engagement spread throughout the streets and alleys of Dongcheng, and became a hot topic of discussion among everyone.

Many media headlines published photos of the two of them on the night of the engagement banquet, which added a good story to this couple.

It has been a rule since ancient times that a prince matches a princess.

A few days later, at Zhan Lan's insistence, she was discharged from the hospital.Hu Li was worried that she would go back to the apartment alone, and proposed to take care of her, but she declined.

What she needs most now is to be alone.

At the law firm, she took sick leave for a month, and Su Weixin didn't say anything.In the first few days, Zhanlan locked herself in her room all day long, and ordered takeaway when she was hungry, but she ate very little.When she felt that the room was too quiet, she would turn on the TV, and all the news on the TV station in the past few days was reporting the news of the grand engagement banquet.

On TV, he was still handsome and mighty.She seldom saw him in a formal suit, so it turned out that he looked good in a suit, and he looked like a successful businessman. His short hair was combed meticulously, revealing his personality and sharp facial features.No matter when the camera captured his face, clear or blurred, he pursed his thin lips slightly without any smile.

That's right, being engaged to the murderer who killed her own child, how many people can laugh heartlessly?

His eyes turned to Fang Yichen, his smile was like a flower, and his eyebrows were picturesque.She looked like a really happy little woman, wearing an improved simple wedding dress, snuggling beside Feng Tianjun the whole time.From her face, she couldn't see at all that not long ago, her hands were stained with blood.

Zhan Lan stared at the TV screen, not moving, but the hand holding the remote control revealed her true emotions, gradually tightened, and her fingertips turned white due to the force.

When she was still mourning for the baby who left before it was born, these two people, the biological father of a child and the real murderer who killed the baby, were the happiest people in the world.

how hateful...

Hearing the sound of the door being knocked, Zhan Lan regained consciousness, looked away from the TV, and turned it off.

He got up and walked to the door, and saw the person coming through the cat's eyes.

The high-spirited man who had appeared on TV just now was standing outside her room door.

The only difference is that he looks a lot haggard.

Zhan Lan didn't open the door, but turned around to leave, when his hoarse voice came from outside the door.

"Zhanlan, I know you're inside." Maybe it was because he heard her approaching footsteps, maybe it was because he had been paying attention to her whereabouts from the moment she returned to the apartment.

Is it because she is afraid that she will leave together?
There was a contemptuous smile on the corner of her lips, how could she leave, how could she be willing to leave without personally killing the murderer?

Zhanlan didn't move any more, and stopped in her tracks.

(End of this chapter)