Hurry up, please be kind

Chapter 15

The wind is sunny and the flowers are blooming in spring.

Shen Hua, there are all good things in this world, but you are not worthy of them all.

You are dirty, you are evil, you deserve to die.

Against the light, Mrs. Shen stood at the door of the dim woodshed, looking down at him from a height, the golden silk steps in her hair swaying in the skylight, making Shen Hua's eyes hurt.

He knelt at her feet, begging like a dog.

"Mother, mother, please, let my mother go, please..."

Mrs. Shen kicked him away, "A bastard, is he worthy of being called Mrs. Ben's mother?"

"Mrs. Shen, Mrs. Shen, it's all my fault, it's none of my mother's business, it's all my fault, kill me, kill me, let my mother go, please..."

"None of her business?"

Mrs. Shen sneered, but little Shen Hua thought that hope was coming.

"It's none of my mother's business, it's all my fault, it's really none of my mother's business..." Shen Hua nodded again and again, kowtowing like her, blood came out from his forehead, and the wound was covered with ashes.

But he was still kowtow, as if kowtow a few more times, Mrs. Shen would calm down and let his mother go.

He is lowly and humble, unworthy of dignity and arrogance.

Kowtow to pray is the only thing he can do when he is young and weak.

"Your mother is your dearest relative," Mrs. Shen said quietly, Shen Hua looked up at her, begging her to let his dearest relative go with teary eyes.

"Since you are a close relative, why don't you care about your mother's business?"

Shen Hua's face was pale and panicked, "Madam Shen, no, Madam Shen, please, please, Madam Shen..."

Madam Shen knelt down and grabbed his slender neck. Her sharp nails were dyed with bright red cardamom, as if she would pierce his neck in the next second.

There was also hatred in her eyes, "You killed my close relative, so naturally you have to take your close relative to die."

"No, it's not like this, I didn't do it on purpose..." Shen Hua shook his head desperately, tears mixed with blood, some were stained with dust, dirty and embarrassed.

Madam Shen's hands tightened more and more, then pinched the back of his neck, turned his face to the corner of the woodshed, and let him watch a scene with his own eyes.

"do not want!"

"mother--"

The white silk wrapped around a thin woman's neck was suddenly tightened. The woman's face was blue and purple, her eyes were wide open, her body was convulsing and twitching, her hands and feet were kicking wildly.

In the end, he stopped moving slowly and lost his breath.

She saw her child and her lips trembled.

She seemed to say something, but couldn't make a sound.

"Ah Hua, close your eyes..."

Shen Hua didn't close his eyes, he couldn't close them.

At the age of eight, he witnessed the tragic death of his biological mother.

From then on, the world was gloomy, and his whole body seemed to be wrapped in a layer of blood mixed with dust, sticky and dirty, and it was difficult to breathe.

"All right."

Madam Shen got up, and the maid respectfully wiped her hands. She was still the elegant and dignified Mistress of the Shen family.

"It's cheaper to die, let's live." She said lightly, and when she left, she stepped on Shen Hua's hand on the ground and crushed it hard.

The crisp sound of broken bones is creepy.

The expected screams did not resound.

Mrs. Shen frowned, seemingly dissatisfied.

She glanced at him and looked into a pair of immature eyes that hated desolation, which didn't frighten her, but only made her happy.

"Hate Mrs. Ben? Then just hate it. It's good to hate for a lifetime. How can a bitch take on Mrs. Ben?"

Satisfied, she left with a smile, leaving behind her nightmare words.

"Shen Hua, you are dirty, you are evil, you deserve to die."

"But you don't even deserve to die."

……

Shen Hua.

You are dirty, you are evil.

The empress will hate you.

You will die without a place to die.

Father Shen said so in the letter.

Every word and every sentence can drag him into the endless hell.

He lied to His Majesty.

He is not so pitiful and innocent, he has killed people, his hands are bloody.

When he was eight years old, he pushed Mrs. Shen's elder brother into the pool with his own hands, watched him struggle coldly, and then drowned.

But he felt he was right.

His nominal uncle was a beast in clothes, always looked at him with disgusting eyes, praised his appearance frivolously, and said that he was as low as his biological mother.

Even dragged him behind the rockery...

Shen Hua didn't understand at that time, he was just afraid, so he grabbed a stone and smashed his head, and escaped. Afterwards, he learned from the discussion of his servants that he likes young children.

The other party was pressing every step of the way, and his thoughts were disgusting, so he felt that this person deserved to die.

But his mother died because of this.

"Mom, I was wrong, I shouldn't kill people..."

"I'm humble, so I should bear it. If I had held back at that time, wouldn't you have died?"

"Mother, I was wrong, I was dirty, I was evil, I deserve to die..."

"Damn it, it's me..."

Countless barren nights, young children cry in despair.

Self-blame and guilt dragged him into the abyss.

"why?"

Shen Hua looked at the letter in his hand, his lips trembled, his hands trembled, and the pain pierced his heart.

Father Shen knew everything.

He knew that Shen Hua was humiliated when he was young.

He knew that Shen Hua killed someone with his own hands.

He also knew how Mrs. Shen strangled his biological mother to death in front of him.

Then he should know all the more how irreparable damage to Shen Hua was caused by all of this!
But he not only stood by and watched, but also mercilessly dug out Shen Hua when it was of value.

Take advantage of Shen Hua, threaten Shen Hua, and use Shen Hua.

Shen Hua.

You are dirty, you are evil.

The empress will hate you.

You will die without a place to die.

If you want to survive, if you want to support your biological mother, if you want to be the son of the Shen family, if you want to become a master, if you want to stand above the court in an open and honest manner, then——

Poison the Empress.

It's hard to tolerate a rooster's morning routine.

Shen Hua, killing people who steal power and disrupt the government is a matter of destiny.

Father Shen's words were cruel and bewitching.

Shen Hua looked confused, the small porcelain bottle on the table was lying quietly, he knew what it was.

What should he do?
—

When Shen's father picked up the memorial, he secretly scolded the evil son.

At the same time, he was also shocked that he actually did it and had a place in the heart of the Empress.

After that, the empress dismissed the harem, but Shen Hua was not among them.

It was also rumored in the palace that Shen Hua was favored by the emperor, he freely entered and left the important place of the imperial study, and served in front of the empress every day.

Some people speculated that the empress was dismissing the harem for him, and the weak water only took a ladle to drink. What kind of honor is this?
More and more people are currying favor with Father Shen.

But Shen's father didn't feel honored, only disgusted, he couldn't bear it all the time, the dignified emperor of Kingdom Chen turned out to be a woman!
The civil and military courts of the Manchu Dynasty actually wanted to bow their knees to a woman!
He hates it so much, but he pretends well.

Seeing the bastard like this, he was calculating.

He was not afraid of Shen Hua telling the Empress unless he wanted to die.

The person next to the pillow has such a dirty past, how can the empress bear it?

He was even less afraid that the Empress would find out, the worst would be to rebel in advance.

He would rather die than bow down at the feet of a woman.

"My lord, King Ping sent a letter saying that he will soon arrive in the capital."

"Very good."

Shen's father smiled, deep and ruthless.

Dachen's country will soon return to the hands of men!

—

Royal study.

"My lord, I found it."

Emperor Ying Shiqiyi dressed in black and knelt in front of Si Zhuo.

He called "Master", and only respected her, not the emperor of Chen Kingdom.

"Say."

Si Zhuo spoke casually, flipping through the memorial casually.

"The assassin is a distant relative of the servant of the official servant."

"Oh?"

Si Zhuo became interested, with a faint smile but not a smile.

The Minister of the Ministry of Officials is a subordinate official of the Minister of the Ministry of Officials, or he was personally promoted by the Minister of the Ministry of Officials.

The Minister of the Ministry of Officials is the henchman of Taifu Yu.

"Then, Taifu Yu, want to rebel?"

　Shen Hua, you are pure, you are kind, you deserve a happy life, and you deserve the most beautiful things in the world.

　　The signing status has changed~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)