The host is no longer a human today

Chapter 461

"Hello, Mr. Xu."

In the inner valley of Xu Menzong, every disciple who passed by Xu Fengxuan would respectfully call out "Real Xu", even though his cultivation level was not even as high as those talented Xu's soldiers.

But because of his mother's special status, even if he does nothing, he can still get preferential treatment from everyone in the Xu family army.

"Yeah." Xu Fengxuan nodded slightly, and asked the disciple who came over, "Senior Sister Chen, do you know where my grandma is?"

"Xu Zun is currently recruiting people at the east gate. I heard that there have been violent beasts rioting in Yaoshan recently. They are as sensitive as humans. They have been doing chaos for a while."

"Okay, thank you, I see." Xu Fengxuan thanked the girl, fearing that he would be late and pass by grandma again, he quickly sacrificed his weapon, flew with his sword, and headed towards the east gate.

When he got there, the old general just confirmed the candidate, and when he saw Xu Fengxuan coming, he showed a smile on his face, but he was more polite and distant than before, "Xuan'er is here too."

"Grandma." At this time, Xu Fengxuan could only use a smile to cover up the loneliness in his heart, but the damage had already been done, and it wasn't just because he wanted to pretend nothing happened.

He opened his mouth, with a little anxiety in his voice.

"Can I go with you to pay homage to my mother?"

ten years.

After his mother passed away, grandma always used all kinds of busyness to divert her grief, and even thought of the past, she began to become more and more alienated from him.

If he was still the same Xu Fengxuan who was brainwashed by his father back then, of course he would not feel anything, maybe he would be happy about it, but he already understood how wrong he was wrong back then. Only the feeling of loneliness is left.

Even a little uneasy.

Every year on the anniversary of his mother's death, he would ask him a question.

It's just that every time I got it, it was rejected.

Sure enough, the old general was still polite, and his indifference would not change the attitude of the rest of the Xu family army towards Xu Fengxuan, but they could only get along like ordinary relatives.

"No, it's more important to deal with the affairs of the world. I believe your mother won't mind if I go there later."

"Okay, then... I'll go by myself." Xu Fengxuan twitched the corners of his mouth and showed a pitiful smile, but he didn't arouse the old general's affection at all.

……

Xu Guoying felt that she was very old.

Even though she stepped into the threshold of practice, she became a cultivator fighting against the sky.

But her spiritual root is not very good, even if she cultivates, she can only cultivate to the late stage of Jindan.

Even Nascent Soul couldn't break through, just like her daughter.

It's just that her daughter left one step ahead of her.

The lifespan of the early Golden Elixir is only 320 years, and the later stage of the Golden Elixir also has a full lifespan of 380 years.

So her daughter Xu Yiwei sat down, handed Xu Menzong to her, and left one step ahead of her.

Probably knowing how long her life expectancy is, Xu Guoying likes to recall the past more and more these years.

When she was still a general, she led the Xu family army to guard the border of Fengyan country.

Majestic and majestic, with outstanding military exploits.

At the time of her most successful career, she married a cute and lovely husband and lived the pinnacle of her life.

Although the political meaning of this marriage is not so clear, but in front of this little husband who doesn't understand anything, those helpless choices have become a marriage from heaven.

Shortly thereafter, Fulang gave birth to a little daughter.

Xu Guoying named her daughter Xu Yiwei.

She recalled how she taught her daughter and raised her to be a qualified general. After her daughter took over Xu Jiajun, she withdrew from the front line, and waited until her daughter also married the most beautiful man in Wutong under the emperor's marriage. , gave birth to a son, and she helped take care of the baby in the general's mansion.

If you want to say regret, there must be some.

Their Xu family has always been dedicated, and their daughter has inherited this.So after Jiang Fengmian gave birth to a son who was injured and unable to conceive after that, Xu Guoying felt that God was going to destroy their Xu family.

But then she figured it out again.

Since it is destined to have only one grandson, it is not a big problem to recruit a new wife after the grandson is trained to be able to inherit the incense.

However, the truth is always crueler than she thought.

After her daughter realized something was wrong, she realized that the Xu family had fallen into the emperor's trap unknowingly.

Although they also understand the truth of the master of high gong, it's just that understanding is different from personal experience.

After it really happened, her heart was chilled.

Especially the series of events that happened later, and the shocking secret that Jiang Fengmian revealed before his death...

Their Xu family was not destined to have no descendants, but the emperor did not allow it, and Jiang Fengmian's artificiality made them have only one son.

Even the child may not be rebellious, but was taught badly by his father, so he has no sense of belonging to the Xu family.

It was also Xu Yiwei who sent the child to the Xu family army, and after experiencing the real battlefield and harsh conditions, he came back again.

Xu Guoying also knew that there was nothing wrong with the child himself, it was just that he had been misguided all the time.

But because of this, she felt depressed again.

Because half of the child's body was Jiang Fengmian's blood.

Because of Jiang Fengmian, the Xu family didn't have a daughter to inherit the incense, but after Jiang Fengmian's true face was exposed, her daughter did not remarry.

Xu Guoying also knew that her thinking was wrong, but people are such contradictory creatures.She just felt wronged for her daughter and sad for the Xu family, so what's wrong?
Her cultivation will not improve any more, she has already felt that her life is slowly passing by, and she just wants to indulge herself in the last few decades.

Do what you want.

I don't want to force myself to get along with that child, but I also don't want him to be neglected by others because of his attitude.

so be it.

that's it.

Xu Fengxuan probably also knew what his grandma was thinking. He might have been wronged at the beginning, but later he figured it out.

More than 300 years have passed, and he is not an ignorant child. Although his memory before the age of ten has become very vague, he just vaguely remembers that he hates his grandma for controlling him too much, and hates his mother for not caring about his father's emotions.

In his world, the father is always weak and wronged, like relying on others, watching people's faces.

But when he arrived in the barracks, he did tiring and hard training every day, and lived a precarious life.

The grievances that his father once told him turned into happiness in the military camp.

Even after hearing what happened at the end of the year in the military camp, he realized how wrong he had been before.

however……

Wrong is wrong, he will never be able to return to the previous state with grandma.

(End of this chapter)