Ai Weiyang in April

Chapter 61

The air in the kitchen froze.

Kong Yiren's hand, under her palm, remained motionless, and so did his eyes, dimly lit, looking at her intently for a long time, then turned his face away, no longer looking directly at her.

"Yi Ren?" Although he had made up his mind a long time ago, seeing his reaction, he still felt uneasy.

"Jing Yan," said with a low laugh, "You know, this is the first time I've proposed."

first?Eyes wide open in surprise.

"I also met before marriage back then, but it was a lot of people negotiating an agreement. Across the long table, I just felt that the Wei family lady was very silent. Her generous and quiet appearance suited me very well." He explained, speaking very slowly.

Nodding, I understand, such a marriage will come naturally, there is no need to propose.

"It was only later that I found out that there was a reason for that silence." He flipped his palm over and gently grabbed hers, "Jingyan, is it because I didn't sleep too much? I'm a little tired."

There was a sour breath rushing through her nostrils. Before she could think about it, she had already stood up and hugged him, her face was buried in her warm chest, and she said in a low voice, "Yi Ren, are you blaming me? Don't be angry with me." OK?"

"No." The familiar touch in the hair, "I'll take care of those things, I promise."

"Yeah." Nodding, she whispered, "Go to sleep first, what's the matter, let's talk after rest."

The bed was still warm, and although his body was pulled into his arms as soon as he lay down, no one spoke, and he pressed his head against his chest, biting his nails unconsciously.

I want to explain, I'm sorry, I rejected you, but that doesn't mean I don't want to be with you.This marriage, needless to say, I also know how many people's interests will be shaken, and how many disputes and troubles will be brought about. In fact, I just hope to be with you. Those are just burdens and really don't matter.

I know that as long as you are here, everything can be solved, and I don't have to worry about anything, but I don't want to be that kind of woman who hides in your arms 24 hours a day. I don't want that kind of life.

I don't need such a luxurious house, I don't need to go in and out like a cloud of servants, I don't need to eat delicacies from mountains and seas. I just need to be able to see the people I love every day, have a happy family, and live the most ordinary life.Relying on myself these years, the material life has been very comfortable and luxurious, and I don't think it will bring much happiness.

There are too many things in my mind, the delicious porridge is still warm in my stomach, I bury my head in his arms, the sound of my heartbeat is steady and regular in my ears, and I slowly sort out what I want to say There are so many things to think about, and before he knows it, Jingyan fell asleep again.

There are many people in the dream, some faces are familiar, some are unfamiliar.I knew it must be a dream, because it was impossible for these people to appear at the same time.

Father, mother, Zhou Chengkai, Fang Congyun, Xiaolong, William, Jingjing, Kong Xiyin - there are many, many people who have appeared in her life, some have left forever, some are always with each other, some meet occasionally, and some do not know this life Can I see you again--

When they walked in front of her, they were all smiling, with a little bit of pity in their eyes, their palms were clenched tightly, and their fingertips were tucked into their palms, why should they pity me?I've been doing well and will be even better.

The familiar warmth approached, Yi Ren, is that you?Grateful to look up and see his smiling face, as if to say something to her.

Return a smile and I have your baby.I am so happy, I will no longer be alone in the future, there is nothing in this world that can be forced, I also know that it will be very hard for us to be together, but even so, I still hope to have you by my side all the time, how perfect it would be.

He didn't speak, opened his arms to hug her, and walked up happily, but no matter how he took steps, he couldn't get close.If you look carefully, there are many figures behind him, many faces, hidden in the darkness, you can't see who it is, you just feel panic.

When I woke up, my side was empty, and I almost sat up, my cheeks felt slightly cold, and when I touched them, I was slightly sweaty.

"Jingyan?" The door of the side bathroom opened, and Kong Yiren came out, his hair was still a little wet, holding a towel in his hand, "Are you awake?"

Feeling her heart was still pounding, she sat on the bed and confirmed him with her eyes wide open.

"What's the matter?" Come over, leaning down, "Nightmare?"

"Yi Ren." The warm smell finally brought her back to reality, and she reached out to grab him. The fear of losing made her eyes look like a frightened little animal.

"Okay, I understand." He touched her face reassuringly and smiled, "Don't be afraid, although I was rejected by Ms. Hua, it is said that Mr. Sun Yat-sen has made revolutions more than a dozen times and still perseveres, and I will learn from him. "

Looking at him silently, Jing Yan moved her lips, but she didn't speak, but lowered her head, drawing a soft arc on her neck.

This was the first time in his life that he was rejected in person, and by his beloved woman.It is impossible to say that there is no impact.In fact, he didn't fall asleep at all. He looked at her quiet face in his arms and thought over every word she said.

It wasn't until just now that he realized what a smart and special woman he fell in love with.Now she looked at herself with a little bit of panic in her eyes, and he actually felt the same way.

Sit down beside her, and said in a low voice, "Jingyan, I was afraid that I would lose you, so I made a selfish decision, please forgive me."

Fear?Looking up at him strangely, you will be afraid of losing, is it her?No matter how brave she is, even if she puts aside all worldly visions and makes up her mind, she will still be afraid, afraid that she will lose him and his love.

Reaching out and grabbing her, "If I'm not so impatient, I'll let you conceive this child after everything is settled, that would be the best."

"Yi Ren, I'm very happy to have your child." She shook her hand and answered affirmatively.

"Thank you, I love you." He leaned down, kissed her seriously, and smiled at her after parting, "Miss Hua, even if you reject me, I will brazenly hug you, aren't you afraid?"

Unable to answer, only tears overflowed, she stretched her hand around his neck and kissed him back.

Outside the house, someone was walking in a hurry, saw Ken and Rockey, and extended his hand to say hello.

"How about it?"

"It's all done, but there is news from the United States, which is a bit troublesome."

"What's the matter? Didn't the husband say that everyone should stay in New York and not leave?"

"It's not New York. According to news from the Zhou family, Miss Xiyin's plane from Chicago is almost arriving in Shanghai."

(End of this chapter)