I really don't want to be a superstar

Chapter 135, No matter what difficulties you encounter, don't be afraid, face him!
"I...I'm not Yang Chenghao, you've got the wrong person."

At this time, Yang Chenghao lowered his head and packed his things in a panic.

Li Yun felt that he probably recognized the right person. Although Yang Chenghao didn't have makeup, it was hard to recognize him, but it was undeniable that he had called him his father, how could Li Yun not recognize him?

"Well, it's okay if you don't want to admit it, you play the guitar and sing very well."

Li Yun's words were very calm, without the braggadocio of a successful person, only the emotion and peace of seeing an old friend.

For many, the current situation is almost tantamount to a turn of events.

Yang Chenghao became a kid who sang in the park, and Li Yun changed from a bum to a great director.

This ending is really quite dramatic.

And Yang Chenghao seemed to have calmed down, he didn't see the ridicule and bravado in Li Yun's eyes, and then he didn't pack up his things in a hurry to leave, but just sat there: "Really, but no one listened to what I sang ah."

Nonsense, only ghosts come to listen to you if you sing in this poor place.

"By the way, you should have made a lot of money, shouldn't you come here to sing?"

Li Yun was a little puzzled.

Although he is a little fresh meat, and the capital doesn't praise him anymore, the money and assets he earned in the past are much more than ordinary people.
The house, car and tickets are all his personal assets. If he doesn't spend them carelessly, he can basically live the rest of his life without any problem.

It's too unreal to have come to this end in less than a year.
Could it be to gamble?

Yang Chenghao said with a bitter face.

"Do you believe me when I say it's for a dream?"

Yes, Yang Chenghao is for the dream.

What Yang Chenghao wanted was not these.

"I kept part of the money I earned for my mother in my hometown, and most of it was donated to build a school in my hometown." Yang Chenghao stroked the dilapidated guitar and said, "I want to cut off my past self in this way."

Yang Chenghao was a little embarrassed when he said it.

Thinking about my former self, I was simply an inflated and arrogant child who didn't grow up.

Li Yun who was listening was startled.

Play that big?Most of the money was donated.

"I admire you, you are a good person."

Li Yun said from the heart.

"What are you admiring? It's just that my heart is inflated. I think I can still get up with nothing." Yang Chenghao smiled bitterly: "It's the inflated self-confidence, thinking that I can walk out of my own way even if I don't have the capital to support me. In reality? Once I quit, without the capital pusher, I will be exposed."

Yang Chenghao was wrong, he finally realized one thing, he was just a tool launched by capital.

Yes, he swelled.

Now, he is sober and recognizes the manifestation.

And the price of recognizing the reality is also very cruel. Yang Chenghao's secret girlfriend left him because he lost his current status and wealth, and instead seduced Ma Xiangdong.
It was very uncomfortable for Feng Shui to transfer Yang Chenghao in turn, but it didn't help. He could only come out and sing with a guitar.

This is the case in the traffic era. After being refrigerated for a year, even if he is singing on the street, there are very few people who can recognize him. emotion.

Yang Chenghao is very envious of Li Yun, a person who relies on his own talent to make a living. His name will be forgotten, but his name will become more fragrant with time.

"But you don't have to pity me. After all, I haven't sold all my houses. I also have a car. Life is much better than ordinary people."

Yang Chenghao smiled and said, but there was a hint of unwillingness in this smile.

That's right, just not reconciled.

At this time, Yang Chenghao seemed to have lost too much grievance, and chatted with Li Yun casually.

Chatting about the north and the south, about dreams, about the future, about women, about my grievances
Li Yun had an illusion when listening to Yang Chenghao pour out his grievances.

Does Yang Chenghao really regard himself as an elder?
Although Li Yun wanted to complain abnormally, he finally suppressed his emotions and listened to him.

Yang Chenghao said a lot. In fact, being abandoned by the capital and the audience was nothing to him. Afterwards, he himself thought that he was unworthy of virtue and had no core competitiveness. It is understandable to be superior.

The most uncomfortable thing for him recently was the fact that his beloved girlfriend left him.
He met that woman before going to an art school. Yang Chenghao liked her innocence, her innocence, and her liveliness. Although she had cheated three times mentally and twice physically, Yang Chenghao still liked her. looking at this woman.

Sometimes, liking is such a blind thing.

However, at the most difficult time for Yang Chenghao, this woman left him
Countless times of forgiveness did not wake up the numb Yang Chenghao. This time Yang Chenghao finally woke up. He realized that the woman he loved deeply did not like him, and what she liked was only the resources he had.

However, forgetting someone is not that simple.
Under the hospitality, Yang Chenghao suddenly played the guitar and began to sing a sad song.

"Oh, it's really bad"

Although Li Yun has no experience of being green, he can still understand Yang Chenghao's mood a little bit.

In the most difficult time, the betrayal of the last spiritual pillar disappeared, and no one could accept it.

"You are very unwilling, have you thought about taking any action?"

Li Yun could hear Yang Chenghao's reluctance, but if his reluctance was realized by singing in the park, it would be too... unrealistic.

"Of course I'm not reconciled. I plan to participate in The Voice of China in a month's time. I want to prove to them that I, Yang Chenghao, am not a waste."

Yang Chenghao was still a little unwilling.

He still wants to chase his dreams and prove himself.

Prove to others that he, Yang Chenghao, is not a little fresh meat who only wears makeup heavier than a woman to sell his appearance, and he is not a traffic star who will only be pushed away by capital.

Looking at Yang Chenghao who was filled with determination, Li Yun said after a moment of silence: "Actually, you are more energetic without makeup."

"Thank you, Director Li."

Yang Chenghao smiled and said, "You are the only one who really recognizes me."

After talking to Li Yun, Yang Chenghao felt much more comfortable. Recently, the depression in his heart disappeared, replaced by motivation and drive.

Li Yun patted Yang Chenghao on the shoulder and said.

"No matter what difficulties you encounter, don't be afraid, face him!"

"Well, whether it is success or failure, this time, I will face it."

Yang Chenghao felt infinite motivation listening to Li Yun's encouraging words.

"If you want to be on The Voice of Huaxia, I might have a song that suits you."

Li Yun touched his chin, and the melody of a song gradually emerged in his mind.

On the other side, Yang Chenghao was slightly taken aback, somewhat astonished.

Is it the air impact that produces auditory hallucinations?

Li Yun's song?

"You said...a song for me, a song you wrote for me?"

Yang Chenghao felt a little dry mouth.
"Well, the song is suitable for you, but I only have a prototype in my mind, you can come to me tomorrow, just go to my company office"

(End of this chapter)