I really don't want to be a superstar

Chapter 120, Poverty

"This experience is extremely special, open to all sensory experience." Li Yun closed and opened his eyes, and appeared in the workshop of the factory.

As soon as he appeared, he felt dizzy for a while, and almost fell to the ground, so he had to support himself on the workbench.

Well, the king starts.

Seeing that Xiao Cuilian was feeling a little uncomfortable, the workers at the side hurried up to help her.

"Cuilian, are you alright?"

"It's okay, I'm just a little dizzy."

"You look ugly, do you want to go to the hospital?"

"No, how expensive it is to go to the hospital"

At the same time Xiao Cuilian answered, Li Yun was already complaining crazily in his heart.

With this physical condition, why don't you go to the hospital?
Li Yun felt very bad. After all the sensory experiences were opened, Li Yun felt the same for Xiao Cuilian's physical condition. Top-heavy, headache, numb and sore limbs, double vision when seeing things, plus the weakness and weakness caused by long-term malnutrition. Inexplicable desire to vomit
The experience is so real.

Even so, Xiao Cuilian did not go to the hospital.

The reason is very simple, no money, no time, she still has to work hard to earn money and save for her child's tuition.

Still stick to the job.

Until one day, she really couldn't hold on anymore and fell down at work.

Li Yun also thoroughly felt what it means to faint in place.

When he opened his eyes again, Li Yun found that he was already on the hospital bed, surrounded by unfamiliar equipment and an unknown doctor.

He was sent to the ward for rescue.

"Doctor, I have no money."

This was the first sentence Xiao Cuilian said after regaining consciousness.

The doctor on the side seemed a little speechless and said.

"For the amount of money, your work unit has already paid for you in advance."

The doctor paused and said, "Shouldn't ordinary people care about their own physical condition at this time? You are being rescued in the emergency ward now."

"I"

"Okay, there's no need to say anything else. Let me make a long story short. Your physical condition is very bad. I won't talk about your minor problems. I'll just talk about your biggest problem."

The doctor read the list and said, "You have leukemia."

White. Leukemia?
At this time, Xiao Cuilian said with an expression of disbelief.

"Bai, leukemia, I have cancer?"

"Well, chronic myelogenous leukemia, don't go to polluted places, don't do heavy work, remember to wear a mask when you go out, and eat more oranges." The doctor's tone didn't seem to fluctuate, and I've seen such situations a lot: "Get ready Well, if your current situation is well controlled, the 30-year survival rate is still very impressive, so don’t worry too much. I have a patient who has lived for [-] years and is not doing well now.”

While the doctor was rambling on, he was suddenly interrupted by Xiao Cuilian's words.

"Doctor, I'm leaving the hospital."

"what?"

"I'm leaving the hospital."

"You don't want to live anymore?"

"think."

"Then why are you leaving the hospital?"

"No money."

Simple two words express endless sadness
Xiao Cuilian was discharged from the hospital. She couldn't go back to work in the original factory, and the factory didn't ask her for ICU reimbursement, so she just let her go.

The factory didn't dare to use her at all, and at this moment, Xiao Cuilian's condition could not allow her to work in the factory, and her physical condition did not support her to do such a large labor force.

But what else could she do if she didn't enter the factory?

It's another new year, and it's also Xiao Kai's birthday.

Xiao Cuilian bought a ticket to go back to her hometown, and brought a lot of things with her.

She saw the young Xiao Kai wearing thick clothes, waiting at the door of the grocery store.

From Xiao Kai's point of view, it seemed as usual, every year at this time, Xiao Cuilian would show up holding a big cake while waiting at the door, giving him a big surprise.

It's just that on this day, Xiao Kai waited from morning to night, but the person with the cake still didn't show up.

He returned home in despair, but what little Xiao Kai didn't know was that it wasn't that Xiao Cuilian didn't show up, but that he didn't dare to show up.

Obviously Xiao Cuilian had been standing for a whole day, and she wanted to step out countless times, but she shrank back again.

She has an incurable disease, and the child has no father.

How hard it would be for the child if the mother was gone
Xiao Cuilian thinks that time is the best medicine, he can erase all the pain, maybe if she disappears for a long time, the child will be able to forget about herself.

In the end, Xiao Cuilian still showed up with the birthday cake, and Xiao Kai's little face instantly turned from cloudy to sunny.

She is still here, with a birthday cake that is never missing every year, here
Xiao Cuilian spent a new year with Xiao Kai, but this time when Xiao Cuilian left, she told Xiao Kai that she might come here rarely, once every two years, once every three years.

Xiao Kai said it was okay.

just come back
This time Xiao Cuilian embarked on the road of parting again, but this parting is forever.

In the next few years, Xiao Kai did not wait for Xiao Cuilian to appear.

Sometimes Xiao Kai waited at the door, and Xiao Cuilian watched from the side.

Under the torment of the illness, Xiao Cuilian had already lost her beautiful hair and her face was gradually haggard. Although she was only in her 20s and less than 30 years old, she looked like an old lady who was dying.

The illness took away her appearance, health, youth, and gradually her life.

But she didn't take away her love for Xiao Kai.

During these years, Xiao Cuilian has been working nearby. Now she cannot do high-intensity work, but can only do some simple labor with a meager salary.
It's not that she doesn't want to live, she has also sought out doctors, big hospitals, small hospitals, western doctors and old Chinese doctors.

It's just all to no avail.
In the end, she had hope, and found a company that sold smuggled drugs, which was against the law.

She wants to live, wants to survive.

She wants to see her son grow up, she also wants to see her son's future, she wants to see Xiao Kai succeed, she wants to live.

In the end, Xiao Cuilian's eyes were still darkened, and she couldn't wait for the medicine to arrive.

She is dead.

No one cares, no one knows to die
What disease did she die of?

Leukemia?

At the last moment of the course, two words popped into Li Yun's mind.

Poor and sick.
"Ding, the host has completed the training theme: farewell."

"Mission completion is 100%."

"Rewarded: Memories Pill (Enhanced Version)"

"Memory pill (enhanced version): Using this memory pill not only has a memory effect, but also permanently increases the memory of the host by a little bit."

When Li Yun woke up again, the sun was already drying his ass.

Suddenly, there was a feeling like a world away.

Although the memory of experiencing Xiao Cuilian is blurred, the feeling of suffering from illness is so real
"call"

Li Yun took a deep breath and calmed down for a while. In a sense, this was the most profound training experience in the system.

Then realized one thing.

It seems to me that I have to arrange exercise. If my health is not good, what's the use of collecting rent even if I have tens of millions of real estate.
(End of this chapter)