raging hokage

Chapter 445 [Self! 】

The opportunity for Kato Ai and Uzumaki Nagato to open up the chat is Jiraiya!
Jiraiya, as Uzumaki Nagato, Konan, and the dead Yahiko's teacher, have a deep bond with each other, and the same he, as Jiraiya's half disciple, can make Uzumaki Nagato and Konan's attitude towards him There are certain things that are not so exclusive. It is natural to be able to talk about relationships, or it is more convenient to talk about relationships.

It is from this point that Ai Kato started very easily, so that Uzumagato would chat with him so calmly. If it is purely the identity of Konoha ninja, it is estimated that even if Uzumagato succumbs to his force, it will not be too difficult. It will only be perfunctory.

This time the meeting was still a lot of unnutritious topics, basically it was not much different from meeting and chatting with friends.

Kato Ai does not have mind-reading skills. With pure observation, Kato Ai is not sure what Uzumaki Nagato thinks, nor is she sure how Uzumaki Nagato sees him in his heart, and whether the conversation with him is acting. inside.

Of course, Ai Kato said early on that she was not in a hurry, and it just happened to be a simple chat with Uzumaki Nagato to make friends.

Because Uzumaki Nagato is kind in nature, but because he was injured so badly, he had the idea of ​​"letting the world feel pain", so Kato Ai would restore Uzumagato.

Uzumagato can still maintain a "chuuni" character at the age of thirty, which proves that Uzumagato has a simple mind, and not everyone can do it.

During these many meetings and conversations, Konan also participated in it, but most of the time he listened to the conversation between Kato Ai and Uzumaki Nagato.

And after so many meetings, Kato Ai also discovered that Xiaonan's psychological problems are not much worse than Uzumaki Nagato.

In the ninja world, most people have certain psychological problems, including Namikaze Minato and Kukuna, it just depends on the severity of the problem.

Regarding Xiaonan's psychological problems, Kato Aiko had a certain understanding of watching anime before, but he didn't expect it to be so serious.

Uzumaki Nagato wholeheartedly wants to 'make the world feel pain', which is purely extreme thinking.

Xiaonan has no self at all, which is more negative than Uzumaki Nagato's extreme thoughts!
When Yahiko was still alive, her dream was to change the entire ninja world, so she took Yahiko's dream as her own dream.

After Yahiko died, Uzumagato's purpose was to 'make the world feel pain', so she took Uzumagato's purpose as her own.

She only lives for Yahiko and Uzumaki Nagato, without her own goals and dreams!
Kato Ai also finally figured out why Konan chose to find Uchiha Obito for revenge without making other arrangements after Uzumaki Nagato died.

Because she has no dreams of her own, after Uzumaki Nagato's death, her life has completely collapsed, even if she is alive, it is meaningless.

Kato Ai even believed that in the original book, even if Konan won the battle with Uchiha Obito and killed Uchiha Obito, he would eventually choose to leave this world and go to accompany Uzumaki Nagato, Yahiko, who was underground, There is also Zilai.

Being idle and boring, persuading Uzumaki Nagato alone is also persuading, and one more Xiaonan will not increase the workload.

Of course, Ai Kato didn't mean to be really idle to the extreme. To Xiaonan, it was because of the relationship between a teacher and a brother.

If it is a stranger, even if he has depression, he will not take care of it. He is not a god, so he can't take care of it.

Therefore, after the two-hour conversation with Uzumaki Nagato ended, Kato Ai did not leave directly as usual, but stopped Xiaonan.

"Xiao Nan, can we have a chat alone?" Kato Ai asked Xiao Nan.

He has already thought of a way to persuade Xiao Nan, which is to use Zi Lai Ye, just like when he posted Xiao Huang Wen, he wrote it, but in the name of Zi Lai Ye.

"Is there anything else?" Xiao Nan looked at Kato Ai with some doubts.

After so many meetings, Xiaonan has now let down his vigilance towards Kato Ai, and even if he does not let go of his vigilance, with Kato Ai's terrifying strength, if he wants to get her and Uzumaki Nagato, the two of them together will not be opponents.

"Uncle Jiraiya accidentally mentioned it while drinking some time ago. About you, I thought about it, and I still think it's better to tell you." Kato Ai smiled and explained to Xiaonan .

"Let's go out and talk." Sure enough, as Ai Kato expected, Xiaonan did not refuse when he heard Jiraiya.

"Alright." Kato Ai nodded.

The two walked out of the room, walked for a while, and stopped when they reached an open grass field.

There is no one around, only the spring breeze blowing!

"Kato-kun, what did Jiraiya-sensei say?" Konan asked Kato Ai in front of him.

"He wants to know, after all these years, have you found your dream?" Kato Ai looked directly at Xiao Nan and said word by word.

What he wanted to say to Xiao Nan today was only this sentence, the most important sentence.

"I……"

Xiaonan was at a loss for words for a moment, but she couldn't answer Kato Ai's question, because she didn't have her own dream yet.

She was still 20 years ago, and Jiraiya once asked her and Yahiko what the dreams of Nagato and the others were.At that time, her answer was to protect everyone, no one was hurt, and to help Yahiko and Nagato fulfill their dreams.

However, her answer like this was lectured by Jiraiya, saying that she did not have her own dream, and asked her to work hard to find her own dream, instead of simply taking the dreams of Yahiko and Nagato as her own. Become a subsidiary of the two.

But after so many years, she is still like this!She still regards Nagato's dream as her own dream, and still doesn't know what her dream is.

"Is there no way to answer?" Kato Ai sighed.

He guessed that Xiao Nan couldn't answer, but his purpose was just to remind this matter again, so that Xiao Nan could think about it carefully.

About memories, about dreams.

People can't always live under other people's dreams, such a life actually has no real meaning!

"Kato-kun, when you go back, please say sorry to Jiraiya-sensei for me." After a long silence, Xiaonan opened his mouth and said to Kato Ai.

The underlying meaning in the words is that she has given up on finding her dream.

"You should save this sentence and tell him yourself later, and I don't think Uncle Jiraiya wants to hear this sentence." Kato Ai shook his head directly, he would not help Xiaonan convey it this sentence.

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(End of this chapter)