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Chapter 36 The End of Reality (1)
She had a very long dream. She dreamed that she was scolded by the teacher for not finishing her homework, and then her classmates came to bully her. She was pulled by her hair and hit the wall vigorously. indifferent.

She couldn't scream, and couldn't scream with all her strength, and then suddenly there was a gunshot, and everyone beside her fell to the ground, including her parents. Blood flowed all over the floor, and she fell to the ground. Looking along the direction of the gunshots, Du Ning held up his gun and was still shooting at the people next to him.

"Don't, Du Ning, don't!" She was finally able to yell out, and ran up to stop him stumbling, but before he got close to him, a bullet flew from nowhere and shot into Du Ning's forehead, Brain burst "Don't!"

"Wen Xin'ai, Wen Xin'ai, Xin'ai." Someone called her name. When she screamed desperately, the voice was low and gentle. She thought she knew that voice, like a light in the dark, made her fearful heart suddenly calm down.

"My love, my love, it's okay." The voice was still calling her, and the horror around her finally darkened, and with a "hum" in her mind, everything disappeared, and her whole body began to feel.

Slowly opening her eyes, she finally felt the pain in her chest, and when her eyes were in focus, she could see the person in front of her clearly.

Song Zihe.

It's like dying and coming back to life.

Song Zihe had gauze on his face and a plaster cast on one hand, looking a bit embarrassed, she stared at him for a while, then asked in a low voice, "Where's Du Ning?"

For a moment, Song Zihe's eyes dimmed, and he took Wen Xinai's hand and said, "Someone called an ambulance, but when the ambulance arrived, you were the only one without Du Ning."

In fact, there is one more thing he didn't say, that is, the camera in the parking lot captured everything, about Chen Kangnan's relationship, he saw Du Ning's heart-piercing cry when he hugged Wen Xinai, this man loves her Yes, he even waved his gun at the camera lens while leaving, to prove that all the deaths in the parking lot after he left were caused by him and had nothing to do with Wen Xinai.

This recognition made him feel inexplicably powerless, and just now when Wen Xinai was in a coma, the person she called was Du Ning, which made him even more panicked. Maybe she loved him too, but because of his cruelty, she was discouraged, so Only at this time will he show his sincerity, and he is like an outsider.

He looked down at the plaster wrapped around his arm and smiled wryly, but didn't say much. He stretched out his uninjured hand, stroked his beloved's forehead, and said, "You've been in a coma for a day and a night, do you want to eat some?" thing?"

His hands were a little cold, so Wen Xin'ai looked at him carefully. There were two deep black shadows under his eyes, and a blue patch on his chin. It seemed that he hadn't slept all night. She raised her hand and held her forehead with some difficulty. Raising his hand, he said, "I want to drink fish porridge."

The fish porridge was bought soon, Song Zihe got up and took a spoon to feed her. He had never done this kind of thing before, so he was a little clumsy. Wen Xinai can actually eat by himself, but he will spoon it She handed over the porridge spoon, and she opened her mouth to eat it.

When she was halfway through eating, she gently pushed Song Zihe's hand away: "I'm already full." As she spoke, she hesitated for a while, and stretched out her hand to caress Song Zihe's face.

Song Zihe was startled, let her soft palm cover his face without moving, his eyes looked at the face that was not so pale because of eating something, Wen Xin'ai blushed a little from his sight, and lowered her head Said: "I'm full, there's nothing else to do, you stay with me all night, can you go to sleep for a while? And you were injured."

She really cared about him, not trying to avoid him, Song Zihe nodded, took the tissue next to her to wipe her mouth clean, then sat back on the original chair, did not leave immediately, but thought about it, Said: "My dear, I can't have surgery on my arm now. I will have a long vacation in a few days. Can you go abroad for vacation with me?"

Du Ning's case has been officially filed, and now the whole city is arresting him. He doesn't want Wen Xin'ai to face these things, let alone keep Wen Xin'ai here during this dangerous period. Xinai used a knife to force Du Ning in exchange for his own safety. He is not a gangster, nor is he a strong martial artist. The only thing he can do is to let Wen Xinai stay away from all this for a while.

"Vacation? Are you going for a long time?" Wen Xin'ai obviously didn't react.

"One month."

"Going abroad?"

"Yes."

Wen Xin'ai didn't answer the conversation again, she lowered her head, she didn't know what she was thinking, after a while, she said: "What happened to you that day may happen again, what happened to me today, there will always be a moment." It will happen to you, Zihe," she looked up at him, "I see, let's just forget about it." The fat man died next to her, she had seen Du Ning kill people, but this was the first time The blood splashed on her face, hot and viscous, even though she always felt that she and Du Ning were not the same kind of people, but in fact, it was better for him to leave Song Zihe's world. distant.

"What do you mean forget it?" Song Zihe was startled, his pale face darkened, and he said with gritted teeth.

Wen Xin'ai still lowered her head, her lips trembling slightly: "That's right, I won't go on vacation with you, you live your life, I'll wait for Du Ning to come back."

"Damn Du Ning!" It was still Du Ning, they were always inseparable from Du Ning, the bowl in his hand was smashed to the ground because of anger, and there was a "bang", "So you like Du Ning, you always It's Du Ning who is thinking about it, isn't it? Then why do you still come to provoke me? What is Wen Xinai to you?"

Because he didn't sleep all night, his voice was hoarse, and he yelled at Wen Xinai with anger. When the nurse outside heard the sound and rushed in to see, seeing Song Zihe's expression was startled, he stumbled and ran out to call Shen Yingwen came over.

Wen Xinai's hands were entangled and stuck together. She made him angry again, but she was really scared. The fat man had been with Du Ning for six years. In order to save her, Du Ning shot him mercilessly. What about Zihe?Will he die because of her one day?

"Yeah, maybe, I like Du Ning better." Her voice was a bit empty, and she looked at Song Zihe with a soulless look. "After all, he and I are from the same world."

"What's the matter, what's the matter." Outside, Shen Yingying was dragged in by the nurse, and what she saw when she came in was debris all over the floor, Song Zihe took a few steps back with a wry smile.

"As expected, Wen Xinai, you finally told the truth," he took a deep breath, and even laughed out loud, "I'm stupid, always thinking about it, and when I see you again, I almost want to give you my heart, but in the end it just doesn't work." Played by you in the palm of your hand, right?"

"I can't do anything. I have always been beaten in front of Du Ning, so you look down on me? Not from the same world? Sure enough, because I am at most a small doctor." It is really so different, Ever since he was beaten that day, he felt that he was insignificant and in a mess. He could not sleep when he watched the fact that Wen Xinai was taken away.

His voice was not very loud, but a little low. His calm tone made people chill. He saw Wen Xin'ai's tears falling on the quilt, but he didn't want to care about it. Rather than saying that he was angry, it was better to say that at this moment His sense of self-blame was even heavier, so he simply turned around, pushed Shen Yingwen aside, and stumbled out.

Let it be.

indeed.

That's all.

"He's angry with himself." After Song Zihe left, Shen Yingwen looked at the crying woman on the bed, "The most unbearable thing for a man is that he can't protect the woman he loves, so he should only be beaten that day, right? He hasn't talked to anyone since he woke up, until you were sent in, but the person who just woke up stayed with you all night without sleep, and you were so seriously injured that he blamed himself even more, if that day He wasn't just getting hit, and if you weren't taken by someone else, probably wouldn't have been hurt."

Shen Yingying didn't try to persuade her, but just explained the fact as someone who had experienced it, but it made Wen Xinai stop crying very well.

With tears in her eyes, even a woman like Shen Yingying felt distressed.

Wen Xin'ai didn't answer immediately, although she stopped crying, she couldn't help sobbing.

"I've caused enough trouble for him, at most we won't see each other in the future, at least he will be safe and sound." She pulled the quilt next to her, suppressing the choke in her throat, and said.

The police have been guarding the surroundings 24 hours a day, not to keep her safe, but to hope that Du Ning will come to her so that he can be arrested.

But they didn't know Du Ning, as long as they knew she was safe, he would never show up, just like the day he called an ambulance and left her there alone.

She kept grabbing the cell phone that Du Ning gave him, and even sent him a message, wondering if he was safe, but no one replied, and Song Zihe never appeared again, even a person named Chen Kangnan came several times Once, always followed behind her with a smile, and said to her: "I know you, you are much more beautiful than before."

Until she was finally discharged from the hospital, she spent all the time alone in the hospital. Song Zihe paid all the medical expenses for her, but never came to see her once. She was always thinking about Du Ning's safety, but for some reason she never To think about everything about Song Zihe, sometimes at night, when she looks at the moonlight outside the window, she will think of the confusion of that night, and think of Song Zihe tremblingly saying to her: "I love you, Wen Xinai."

However, she always thinks about it for a while, and then quickly stops her thoughts, because if she thinks about it again, tears may fill her eyes and her heart will be in pain.

When she returned to her place of residence, "Wuwu" was nowhere to be found. She felt guilty and searched the neighborhood but couldn't find Wuwu's shadow. Perhaps it was also disappointed in her as its owner.

She held the cat food used to lure the cat and smiled wryly for a while. How can a person who doesn't even trust cats get love and ask for eternity?She went back dejectedly, because her body hadn't fully recovered, she just cleaned the bed and table, Chen Kangnan said that she had better not leave the city, so she had to unpack the big box and live again.

After three months of peace and quiet, the weather was warm and cold. Wen Xinai found another job to do, and thought about moving out of that community, but it seemed that the rent in this city was expensive everywhere, so she dragged three moon.

There is still no news about Du Ning, as if she disappeared from this world all of a sudden, she sometimes has nightmares, Du Ning's body was found in a garbage dump, it turned out that it was not found, but really disappeared When he woke up, he was covered in sweat, and then he took the phone and desperately called Du Ning's cell phone until dawn, but no one answered.

She lost a lot of weight unknowingly. She wasn't considered fat at first, but now she was too thin.

"Sister, I'll treat you to milk tea." The little girl in the pink coat took a cup of milk tea and put it in front of her.

Wen Xinai raised her head and saw the little girl in front of her, she couldn't help but smiled: "Xiaoyu."

"Sister, you still recognize me. My classmates said that there is a sister in the subway who is a top-notch artist. It turns out to be you." Xiaoyu sipped her milk tea and stretched out her hand, "This time I'm going to do this Sky blue." She pointed to the pattern on the picture next to her.

Wen Xin'ai let out a slow "Oh", and then subconsciously looked behind Xiaoyu. Behind her was the flow of people on the subway, and there was no familiar figure of her.

"I'm the only one today, sister, are you looking for my cousin?" Xiaoyu stared at her strangely, "My cousin is in a terrible situation. A while ago, his arm was broken, so eating and dressing became a problem, but I don’t want my aunt’s help, I’m bored in the house after a long vacation, I’ve finally gotten better two months ago, but I slipped and fell in the shower, my thigh was broken, and my arm hurt even more because of supporting it Injured, just came back after lying in the hospital for a month, still can only lie on the bed, pitifully dead, you don’t even know how thin you have become.”

Xiaoyu sighed while talking, and then secretly glanced at Wen Xin'ai: "Sister, did you break up? My cousin has a bad temper, and my aunt went to take care of him, and she got angry. I don't know if he is alone now." What should I do, I wanted to take care of him, but I have to go to school," Xiaoyu said, blowing the freshly applied nail polish on his nails, and then sighed, "Oh, my cousin is so pitiful, I don't know Has he eaten now?"

Wen Xinai stopped her movements, her lips were tightly pressed together, she knew what it was like to lie on the bed unable to move, because she had experienced it twice, did Song Zihe really suffer such serious injuries as Xiaoyu said?So what should I do not only to eat, but also to take a shower and go to the toilet?He thought of his cold personality, who can take care of him now?

Her heart began to ache uncontrollably, her eyes stared at the broken diamonds of various colors on the table, she hesitated for a long time before she said: "Xiaoyu, I'm going to buy something to eat, can you bring it to your cousin for me, but Don't say I bought it."

Hearing what she said, the corners of Xiaoyu's mouth twitched calmly, but she immediately shook her head and said, "I still have a cram school later, and the class will start in less than half an hour."

"That's it." Wen Xin'ai was stunned for a moment, and without saying anything, she lowered her head and took a brush to paint Xiaoyu.

Seeing that she stopped talking, Xiaoyu held a straw in her mouth and secretly looked at Wen Xinai's expression. After all, she was just a child, and she was a little confused. She pouted and asked Wen Xinai: "Sister, you don't feel sorry for me at all. Cousin?"

Wen Xinai was taken aback for half a second, then picked up a pink diamond beside her and said, "Is it good to use this color, this one looks better?"

But Xiaoyu's hand suddenly twitched: "Sister, it's useless for me to like you so much. You are so ruthless. I'm leaving. If I don't do it, I'll give you the money." As he said, he grabbed a handful of change and slapped it on the table and left. Really turned around and left.

Wen Xinai stood there in a daze, looking at the wrinkled money foolishly, her heart still ached.

The next few guests were a little absent-minded, and even painted the wrong color when it was the last guest's turn. The guests kept complaining. She even said sorry and did it again, but she didn't dare to charge him.

During lunch, she finally couldn't bear it anymore, asked for leave and ran out, hesitated for a long time at the nearby subway entrance, and then bought a ticket to enter the station.

Her memory is already a little fuzzy, she only came to the place once, and it was at night, she carried two boxes of meals, and wandered in the cement road of the same community at every intersection, but she couldn't remember Song From which intersection did Zihe's house enter, and it seemed that the food he bought was going to be cold.

She took the phone and wanted to call Song Zihe, but she couldn't press the call button after looking at the phone for a long time, shouldn't she come?She couldn't help asking herself, if she didn't call him, she could still regret and run away at the last moment before she met him, as if nothing happened, but if she called, would it be too late to regret, or Song Zi and He didn't want to see her at all. If he said in a cold voice on the other end of the phone, don't come, I don't want to see you, how embarrassing would it be?
She couldn't make up her mind, and stood at the intersection for a long time, until the food was really cold, and then she wandered around in the neighborhood blankly.

It was getting dark, and she finally decided to go back and throw away the food in her hand.

Walking to the nearest trash can in the neighborhood, she stared at the trash can in a daze, feeling inexplicably empty in her heart, who said this wasn't the best excuse to see Song Zihe again?It is undeniable that a part of her heart was jumping with joy, but in the end she could only throw away the food in her hand.

She really wanted to see Song Zihe. If she had been trying not to think about it all this time, then now that she knew that he had difficulty moving and was almost at the door of his house, she would be unwilling to turn back. So it would be nice if we could meet each other, even if we just watched from a distance, but why did we forget the way to his house?Why have you come here but you are too timid to take a step forward?
Maybe it's okay to meet again, she suddenly thought again, biting her lip, glanced at the bento in her hand, as if afraid of repenting, she turned around, quickly went to get the phone in her pocket, glanced at him and left, Even if he said on the phone not to see her, it's good to hear his voice.

(End of this chapter)