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Chapter 28 Bloom (1)
Song Zihe didn't raise his head. Doctors have been doing this for a long time, and they always look like this. They often only look at the medical record card, and before seeing the patient's face, they ask directly: "What's wrong with you?"

The patient who came in sat down on the chair next to him, didn't answer right away, and paused before saying, "I don't feel well anywhere, especially in my heart."

Only then did Song Zihe raise his head, and he couldn't help but froze when he saw the sitting patient.

The "patient" in front of him was wearing a black leather jacket with a light black shirt inside. He had cold and handsome eyes, and his head was cut very short. After wiping, it seemed that the smell of disinfectant in the hospital made him very uncomfortable. When Song Zihe looked at him, he leaned back on the back of the chair and looked at him with a half-smile: "Doctor Song, I'm not feeling well already. It’s been a few days, and it’s hard for you to go to the outpatient clinic today, and I have to see you for this illness.” He said in a low voice, with a kind of calm and prestige, even if he didn’t hustle and greet like that day in the restaurant, he still did. A stance of supremacy.

There was something in his words, Song Zihe couldn't help but frowned, he didn't know his name all the time, looked at the medical record and said: "Mr. Du, this is a hospital."

Du Ning said: "I know, I am here to see a doctor."

Song Zihe's eyes stopped on Du Ning's face, judging the purpose of his visit today, but Du Ning said with a low smile, "Aren't you going to help me check?"

Song Zihe had no choice but to pick up the receiver, and Du Ning was very cooperative, and let Song Zihe put the receiver on his heart.

Of course, there was no problem with his heart. Song Zihe frowned and confirmed that Du Ning was not really coming to see a doctor. When he was about to put back the receiver, he heard Du Ning say: "I know you have seen your beloved, it seems like you are talking about it." It wasn't pleasant, I saw her get out of your car crying, and it's not a man's job to make a girl cry."

Song Zihe was startled, but Du Ning was still in the posture of leaning forward, his eyebrows and eyes were very close to him, as sharp as a knife, he was smiling, but there was a strong sense of coldness, he said it so lightly, but The expression at this time was more like a questioning, with a terrible sense of oppression.

Song Zihe took back the receiver and put it in the pocket of his white coat.

"You're watching us." He said affirmatively, his voice was flat, and he wasn't frightened by Du Ning's posture at all.

"Surveillance?" Du Ning finally leaned back, as if he had heard a funny joke, covered his brows and eyes and smiled, "Surveillance? Do you think my relationship with her needs to be monitored? She is my woman, Dr. Song , We only care about each other, where is the surveillance?" Du Ning is not someone who can explain, he said this deliberately to let Song Zihe know his relationship with Wen Xinai.

Sure enough, Song Zihe's face darkened, his brows were furrowed tightly, and the faint "Chuan" in the center of his brows looked particularly profound. Du Ning raised his head, admiring the expression, but heard Song Zihe say coldly: "So her prison disaster is also thanks to you?"

Just this one sentence hit the nail on the head, but Du Ning seemed to be stabbed by a needle, and Leng Jun's face changed slightly: "What do you mean? Did your beloved say that?"

Song Zihe didn't look at him, put his hands in his pockets, and stood up: "If she is your woman and ends up in jail, I don't think you have anything to show off to me. I still have patients. If you have nothing else It's okay, you can go out."

"Song Zihe!" Du Ning stood up all of a sudden, the coldness in his eyes had turned into murderous intent, he was used to the fear of others, used to those respectful eyes, never thought that Song Zihe would hit him without fear The key point, yes, that is his weakness. He has been regretting it until now. Even if all the people who harmed Wen Xinai and went to jail are wiped out, this deficiency cannot be made up for. he.

Just like the previous two times, no matter how much he flaunts his power and wants to show the man in front of him a little bit of a show, but he always has an indifferent and contemptuous expression, even though he was beaten all over by himself, the contempt for him But it became more concentrated, even if he walked away in the end, it made him extremely unhappy.

Now it was this feeling again, even if he let the murderous intent in his heart kill the man in front of him, it wouldn't make him feel much better.

So, instead, he suppressed his anger again, looked at Song Zihe's face and smiled softly: "My beloved and I have been together for nearly ten years, and you, an outsider, will never understand what happened between us, so please Don't speculate, you don't have any right to make my woman cry, you say I have no position, but in fact you have no position, do you?" He said tepidly, after years of trials and tribulations It was easy for him to control his emotions. He walked to the door, glanced at the patient waiting outside, then turned his head and glanced at Song Zihe's face, "Be your doctor, don't get close to your beloved, Otherwise, it’s not as simple as just seeing a doctor.”

Like a modest gentleman, he smiled and said to Song Zihe, but the coldness in his eyes did not disappear. He was satisfied to see Song Zihe's expression change from contempt to thoughtful, yes, no matter what, he Ten years of being together with Wen Xinai has far surpassed that of Song Zihe. In fact, after a long battle, there should be no joy or anger in the victory or defeat, but he suddenly felt the joy of victory from the setback just now. Childishly complacent, Song Zihe couldn't catch up no matter how hard he tried.

Song Zihe didn't make another sound, and watched Du Ning leave arrogantly, standing there without moving.

"Doctor Song, is it my turn?" The patient outside came in and asked him with a medical record card, and he recovered and sat back in his seat.

Someone stuffed a note like that in her bag: drug criminal, get out!
Some time ago, I don’t know who knew that she had been in prison, and immediately, the whole shop’s colleagues knew about it.

Wen Xinai glanced at those words, threw them into a ball into the trash can, turned around and saw a few colleagues whispering there, she took out her wallet and went out, planning to find a random restaurant to eat a bowl of noodles by herself.

She was really hated by others. She was like this when she was in school, and she was often bullied even after she was in prison. Now, not only her colleagues, but even Song Zi and...

She thought of Song Zihe again, thinking of that night when he said in a cold voice: Get out.

In fact, it doesn't matter, because she has never been likable, so she is used to being bullied and cold-eyed, she is fine, but the sound of "get out" makes people toss and turn.

She didn't really want to hide drugs, she was just used by others, she wanted to explain at the time, but the explanation was useless, she is still a criminal who has been in prison, the facts can't change anything.

The steaming hot noodles were served, he picked up the chopsticks, just about to take a bite, a person hurried in and sat down opposite her.

"My dear, I was wrong. I put the paper in your bag. Forgive me, I was wrong." The man grabbed Wen Xin'ai's hand, and was already crying.

It is the aunt who is in charge of cleaning in the small shop: "I used to work as a cleaner in a high school in City A. I saw you in an accident that day. I saw you come to work in our shop a month ago, and I felt familiar. Later, when I thought about it, I was confused for a while. , just wrote those words and stuffed them into your bag, love, you have to forgive me, or they will beat me to death." The aunt was crying, regardless of the many people watching.

Wen Xinai wiped her tears in a flurry of hands and feet. Hearing her say "they", she couldn't help being taken aback, and asked, "Who are they?"

The aunt was startled, wiped her tears and said: "It's nothing, my love, you have to forgive me."

Wen Xin loves to let go, she already knows who it is, it has happened more than once, as long as someone bullies her, the person who bullied her will come to apologize in a few days, Ah Xiang, who beat her in prison, is still inexplicable A broken arm.

"I forgive you," she said, looking at her terrified aunt.

He said that he would not interfere with her life, but he has been watching her all the time. She hates this, but she is completely helpless. store to go.

When she got off work, she resigned to the store owner. In such a situation, she had no choice but to stay any longer, because she didn't know if he would similarly threaten other people in the store, including the store owner.She was suddenly a little scared, maybe he also knew about Song Zihe's coming to find her, but fortunately, the two would no longer have contact.

Carrying her bag and driving home, she took out her mobile phone to find Du Ning's number, and typed a few lines, basically to let him stop interfering with her life, but thinking about it, it seemed that it never worked, so she deleted it again.

She lives in the old city. She bought a roasted sweet potato at the gate of the community. Instead of going home immediately, she ate sweet potatoes while walking along the concrete road of the community to the inside of the community. When she reached the fifth house She stopped and looked at the second floor of the building.

Song Zihe's home is here. Although she has never been here, she found out his address a long time ago and secretly wrote it down.

She purposely rented here, not only because it was cheap, but also because it was very close to Song Zi's house, because she knew he had moved out, so she had the courage to often come here and stare blankly at the place on the second floor, as if it was A comfort that made her feel that Song Zihe was actually very close to her.

Perhaps, the reason why she came back to this city was subconsciously to get closer to Song Zihe?She had no friends since she was a child, and then she left alone, and her life was in turmoil. The only light was Song Zihe. However, time has passed. Back then, she at least had a family and parents, but now, she is alone and imprisoned for drug possession. , but she is a woman who didn't graduate from high school and can only be a colorful armor. She doesn't even have the right to make Song Zihe look at her right.

He said that day, you don't even come back to this city.

That's right, coming back is just to make him look down.

"Aren't you the sister who does nails?" Someone patted her on the back from behind. She turned around and saw a little girl with a ponytail. "I remember the tattoo on your neck."

Wen Xin'ai's memory is not very good, she no longer remembers the girl in front of her, and she looks at her blankly.

"I'm Song Zihe's cousin, are you her girlfriend?" The girl took her hand, not unfamiliar at all, "Are you lost your way, on the second floor of this building, my brother Really, why didn't I know to pick you up." As he spoke, he began to call Song Zihe's name in the direction of the second floor.

Wen Xin'ai was shocked. Although she knew that the folk customs in this community were simple and everyone was old neighbors for decades, and they usually yelled, she didn't come to find Song Zihe at all, and she didn't know that he was here today. .

She panicked and wanted to break away from the girl's hand, but it was too late, Song Zihe stuck his head out of the window, with an impatient expression on his face: "Zhu Xiaoyu, what are you doing?"

"Brother, your girlfriend is here." The girl pointed at Wen Xin'ai as if asking for credit.

Wen Xin'ai's face was flushed, and she hid back as if she had done something wrong, not even knowing that the roasted sweet potato in her hand fell to the ground.

Only then did Song Zihe see Wen Xin'ai, he was stunned, and said after a long time: "Wait a minute, I'll come down."

"Aren't you going to let her come up? Today isn't uncle's birthday, you didn't invite her here?" The girl was puzzled. Could it be that the two are still arguing, the same as last time?
"Sister, don't be afraid. If my brother dares to kill you, I'll ask my aunt to come down and treat him." Feeling that Wen Xinai's hands were cold, the girl felt that she was panicking like a little girl who was similar to her, but she was clearly in her 20s. Older sister, she couldn't help but clenched Wen Xin's hand again, it must be because her brother was too cruel to her.

"Xiaoyu, you go up first." Song Zihe came down immediately, looking at Wen Xin'ai.

"Brother, don't bully my sister."

"Go up first." Song Zihe's tone became cold.

Xiaoyu pursed her lips and walked away angrily: "I'll go tell my aunt."

There were only two people left downstairs, Wen Xinai looked at her feet, she was so embarrassed, she grabbed the hem of her clothes, and before Song Zihe could speak, she hurriedly said: "I, I just went the wrong way, I , I'm leaving now."

As he spoke, he didn't dare to look at Song Zihe, so he turned around and was about to leave.

"My dad's birthday is today, let's go up together, there are your favorite dumplings." Song Zihe said.

Wen Xinai was taken aback, she didn't expect him to remember what she likes to eat, she looked up at him in a daze, his eyes were indifferent, and she couldn't see any emotion at all, she immediately came to her senses, shook her head and said: "No, I I don’t bring any presents, so I won’t go up,” clasped his hands together as he spoke, looked embarrassed, and was about to turn around and leave, but seemed to think of something, and said, “I, I think what you said makes sense, I shouldn’t When I came back, I didn’t know the place of life well, and I didn’t even go well with my work, so I decided to go back to the original city, where I knew everything well, well, goodbye.” After she stammered these words, she didn’t agree. Waiting for Song Zihe to reply, he hurried away.

She actually said that she was unfamiliar with the place?Was he also a stranger to her?

Moreover, she said "goodbye" to him again, the three words that he remembered for a long time that summer, he didn't like to hear them, especially from Wen Xin'ai, it seemed that as soon as she said that, she would disappear again.

She always runs away when something goes wrong, and disappears when something goes wrong, but after ten years, will he still care about her disappearing?
Song Zihe stood where he was, watching her go away.

"Cousin, where's that sister?" Xiaoyu behind him really pulled Song's mother down, "Did you run away because of your anger again, you deserve to have no wife." The little girl said that she was a little like that What about my sister?

Song's mother also looked at the intersection: "Xiaoyu said it's your girlfriend, where is she?"

Song Zihe didn't listen to what they were saying, he pursed his lips, covered his face with his hand and gradually drew it to his mouth, seeing Wen Xin'ai getting farther and farther away, it really deserves to be damned!He didn't know why he was angry, but he had already chased after Wen Xinai.

He still remembers that after that kiss, he tossed and turned like a fool all night, repeating that moment in his mind all night just to prove that it was not his illusion, the corners of his lips that were kissed were hot all night, and his heart was also "呯呯" After dancing all night, he realized that he was just an ordinary person like his classmate Chen Kangnan. Even though he was still confused in his heart, he really liked that kiss. He liked it very much. However, she left and disappeared for nearly ten years, so it is not so much that he almost forgot about that past, it is better to say that he actually hated it. His self-esteem did not allow him to accept this fact, because that feeling was like being raped by her. abandoned.

The anger in the car that night was nothing more than an outburst, not because of Wen Xin's love for hiding drugs and being imprisoned, but because she would rather degenerate outside than return to this city to find him again.

And now, she was saying goodbye to him again, as if she had been cocooning herself, and she had never taken it to heart.

The little figure was still walking fast, and the injured foot in the past few months began to make her turn. He stepped forward a few steps and stopped her. When she turned around, her face was already full of tears.

But was startled by his appearance again, and looked at him stupidly.

"Wen Xin'ai, are you going to run away again? Don't you think you owe me an explanation." He said in a hoarse voice and thoughtlessly, Wen Xin'ai couldn't recover, and opened his mouth.

"Ten years is enough, I can't wait another ten years."

What Song Zihe didn't expect was that the place where Wen Xin loved to live was in this community. When he entered the house, the one-bedroom house was neatly organized.

A soft thing has been around his leg since he stepped into the room, rubbing back and forth. He looked down and saw that it was a black and white cat.

"I picked it up in the community. It's called Wuwu. I haven't raised it for a long time, and it doesn't know people very well." Fearing that Song Zihe would not like it, Wen Xinai immediately knelt down and took the cat away.

"You sit here." She greeted courteously, her little face was still flushed, she looked around like a headless chicken, afraid that Song Zihe would see something irregular.

It seems that he has returned to his original appearance, shy and cautious.

There was a sound of clinking cups in the kitchen, she was pouring water for him, Song Zihe was leaning on the sofa, Wuwu crawled over again, jumped on his lap, he reached out and touched its head, and it With a whimper of "woo woo", she rested her head on his lap.

(End of this chapter)