Married Involuntarily 2

Chapter 18 Gu Minjie, the fireworks fell, my love with you disappeared (2)
Because of the Chinese New Year, there are many people in the supermarket, and there are lights and festoons. Everyone's faces are full of joy, and there are children running around from time to time. Looking at this, she suddenly realizes that she is still alive, and she can stay in the hospital. I just felt like I was already a corpse.

She pushed the cart and didn't care about him, just walked ahead, looking for ingredients and vegetables to use. There were many aunts and girls in the vegetable area, and there would be girls smiling at him, and then talking in a low voice, he It looked awkward, but she could only follow along. The dignified manager of the Gu family seemed at a loss. Shen Man couldn't help cursing inwardly, she deserved it.

So she still pushes her car on her own, and makes serious purchases.

Picking fish in the seafood area, she was talking to the aunt seriously, the big fish head was chopped off when the aunt went down with a knife, she backed away in fright, he supported her from behind, but she didn't appreciate it, she turned her head and stared He glanced at it and continued to talk to the aunt.

After choosing the vegetables, I went to choose the seasoning. There were too many people there, and the aisles were hard to pass. She was squeezed in a crooked way, and was stepped on twice. There was a big man on the opposite side who came shopping with his wife. It was a rush to buy. She is a regular customer, five-year-old and three-year-old, very experienced, and it is easy to squeeze through the crowd. She pushes a lot of things in the cart, and the turn is not easy to turn. The person behind him stepped forward in three steps and blocked the car that was about to hit him. The big man on the opposite side looked at him angrily, staring at him with big eyes like bull's eyes, "What are you doing, can you walk?"

Although Gu Mingjie is tall, he is always gentle and gentle. He seems to have a low momentum, but he just turned his face away, looked at the big man and said, "I'm not very good, but it's not your turn to teach." He said Just lightly, but when looking at the other person, even the tall and mighty man seems to lose his momentum in an instant, the other person is still staring at him, and the woman beside him has already tugged on the person's clothes, "Let's go!" Let's go, what are you doing, it's Chinese New Year."

The fat man snorted and took a detour, Shen Man patted his chest to feel relieved, the people who passed by were still saying, "You didn't see that man is wearing Armani, he looks like a rich man, can you afford it?"

She felt cold in her heart, this is the benefit of being rich.

However, the man in front of her had already calmly taken the trolley she was pushing, and then walked in front of her. She watched, curled her lips, followed behind, and looked at the ingredients.

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Everything went well after that, because he kept blocking the front, even though there was a lot of people, she seemed to be in a safe space, picking up things leisurely, and when the things were all in place, he played an important role in his visit this time, carry things.

She stuffed two big bags into his hands, and he frowned. She knew that in normal times, there would be a few people around him to help carry things. She also looked a bit staggering and embarrassed, but she strode forward, looking very calm, feeling full of revenge in her heart, watching him get into the car and still patting her shoulder, she felt a little sorry, but He raised his eyebrows and comforted himself, he asked for it, why didn't he think that he would have today when he locked her in the hospital for two months.

Because she crashed the car, her driver's license was revoked, and she can't drive now, so she can only let him come.All the way back, the two of them didn't say a word.

Chinese New Year, when I was a child, it should be a very happy thing. You can ask for red envelopes, eat a lot of delicious food, and be reunited with your father. At that time, there were only their father and daughter in the family, which was incomparable to others. , but two people can make dumplings and watch fireworks together. She can be so happy. She will hope that after twelve o'clock, Dad will hand over his red envelope, and he will look at her with pity. There are many red envelopes. Meaning, she wrapped it for her dead mother, she was very happy, she wisely saved up the money, and waited until Father's Day to buy a gift for her father, her father's smile was her glory...

After marrying into the Gu family, she wanted to celebrate the new year with the Gu family. The New Year celebration of the Gu family was very boring. So far, she only remembered that after a few days of busy work, she kept welcoming people and sending them off. There were so many people that she couldn't remember who was who. In the middle of the night, she would think of someone During the Chinese New Year, my father's heart ached. In the first year, he called his father and cried sadly. Later, his aunt saw him and scolded him.

This year's Chinese New Year, I can be with my father again, but there is one more person.

The next day was New Year’s Eve. Dad was a traditional old man. He presided over two people posting couplets. Dad wrote beautifully. With a wave of the pen, Gu Minjie also praised him. He wrote couplets. The two of them went out to post couplets. , he brushed the paste, and she pasted it on, and she cried, "Left, a little to the left, oops, it's crooked."

He managed to stick it straight, and when she was about to leave, a few pastes fell from it. The man who was usually tall and tall was standing on it, with his high suit and sleeves rolled up sloppily, grinning, looking at Looking at her, when she touched her head, it was all paste.

She saw that her father was still writing, so she went over angrily, grabbed the stool and shook it, and he jumped down with a few calls, and smiled at her while holding the paste.

She really wanted to pull his mouth in the past, make him laugh, and make him laugh so happily.

Who cares to celebrate the same New Year as you.

After that, the two men watched TV together and commented while watching, while she sat and ate melon seeds. Although her father was only a driver, he paid a lot of attention to current affairs and liked many sports. The two talked very speculatively, and she Looking at it, she suddenly thought, if she married an ordinary person, such a scene would always happen, and she could spend more time with her father.

At night they were busy making dumplings. Dad made the stuffing and rolled the dumpling wrappers. She knew how to make dumplings, but Gu Mingjie naturally couldn’t. I missed it, it’s like this, like this, no, it’s like this..." She moved her hand angrily to grab his hand, and he kept smiling warmly, watching her bark her teeth and claws, her cheeks flushed with anger, watching Watching her laugh at him, watching her point fingers at him.

Over there, Shen Shiling said, "Hey, Min Jie must have never done it, otherwise, let him go and rest."

Shen Man said, "How can I do that, there is no such thing as something for nothing."

Gu Minjie also said with a smile, "Yes, don't you know how to learn?"

Shen Shiling has been a father and a mother since he was a child. He knows all kinds of housework and rolls dumpling wrappers very quickly. After a while, he waited for the two of them with a smile, and said, "It's also my fault. I didn't teach Manman well when I was young. I was a girl and didn't eat well I can do it, usually, I haven’t cooked you a good meal, right?”

The two looked at each other, thinking of her experiments during that time, he had done enough experiments, so he naturally knew her level, he laughed first, and when he saw her staring at him, he covered his mouth and said, "It's okay, it's very good. Innovative spirit."

She stepped on his feet below, and Shen Shiling also laughed loudly and said, "It's your luck that Mingjie understands and tolerates you."

She just bowed her head in silence, and squeezed the dumplings even tighter.

It was almost twelve o'clock, and finally dinner was served, and I ate hot dumplings.

Eating the dumplings made by myself is different. Shen Man has eaten a lot. She hasn't eaten dumplings made by her father in three years. When she eats them now, she feels tears welling up in her eyes. She just feels that time flies. She misses her childhood so much , I miss the time when I could act like a baby in my father's arms. At that time, I didn't have to think about anything, I didn't have to be brave, and I didn't have to be embarrassed. However, everyone has to face growing up, and she is no exception, so she can only bite the dumplings and look at her father. Eat." Looking at Gu Mingjie, she said, "It's delicious, isn't it?"

He nodded, "It's much more delicious than what you made." Her face was pulled down, Shen Shiling was smiling there, and she glared at him.

The fireworks outside had covered the ground, she didn't care about him, ran to watch the fireworks, opened the balcony window, and kept looking out, the shorter the time, the more beautiful, at the moment when the fireworks bloomed, she squinted her eyes, only thinking that if there were One day, I can also bloom like this, just for a while, it's okay...

Someone approached behind her, she didn't need to look to know it was Gu Minjie.

He said, "I have already been discharged from the hospital, and I will go for regular checkups in the future, so I don't need to go back."

She nodded slightly, still just looking outside.

He kept staring at her, and she could feel that gaze, burning hot, with something she couldn't understand at all.

He walked over slowly, and the space that was still open and bright just now suddenly became so narrow, she clenched the railing tightly, feeling a little impulsive to escape.

However, at this moment, his phone rang suddenly, and he finally stopped, answered the phone, and walked out.

She breathed a sigh of relief, turned her head, looked at his leaving back, and finally sighed, only then realized that her hands were cold, closed the window, and suddenly saw flowers on the ground, ah, her Lycoris...

Already lost...

On the flowerpot, only the withered grass roots remained. She was looking forward to it and took care of it carefully. After much difficulty, when it bloomed, in the end, she still couldn't escape the result of decay.

She squatted there, picking up the dead branches that fell on the flowerpot one by one, tears still fell from her eyes.

She didn't want to cry. During the New Year, she should think about happy things, but seeing the flowers have completely decayed, she was crying so sadly like a child who lost everything.

The Buddha said, one flower one world, one tree one bodhi, one world of hers just disappeared.

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Maybe there is always a failure in the blooming of flowers, but she still feels sad in her heart. She feels that something will leave her after all. Although she has always wanted to hold on to it tightly, there are some things that cannot be grasped no matter what. Therefore, she I always want to enrich myself and strengthen myself, and I don't want to let myself be easily defeated.

When he came in, she was squatting there, her face was gloomy, she didn't know what she was thinking, there were tears in the corners of her eyes, squatting there, looking at the withered branches that had been ruined.

He paused, walked over to her, stood behind her, and said, "I don't want to grow flowers, that's why, no matter how I care for them, they will wither after a while. Many things can't be kept. It’s better not to hold it in your hand, if you’ve never got it, you won’t care about losing it…”

She stood up slowly and looked at him.

The heating in the house was fully turned on. He was wearing a white shirt, with one hand in the pocket of his slender slacks. Standing in front of him, he was tall and tall, occupying all of her sight.

She looked at him expressionlessly, "You're right. Some things cannot be kept. Since you can't keep them, why do you have to be stubborn?"

The corners of his brows twitched slightly, but there seemed to be something flickering in his still indifferent eyes.

After a while, before she could speak, he suddenly grabbed her and kissed her, she frowned, he hadn't touched her for a long time, but the smell on his body was still so familiar, as if in the past, even though he wouldn't come back for a long time, Occasionally when she opened the door, she could feel that he was back. The familiar smell of him seemed to have invaded her life, and no matter how long she had been away, she could never forget it.

She hates that her life is completely occupied by him, she hates that the world is completely occupied by him, so she hates her being completely occupied by his smell, she pats his back hard, but he doesn't seem to feel anything, still prying her lips.

After a while, Shen Shiling's voice came from outside, "Manman? Mingjie? Come on."

Only then did he let her go, she stretched out a slap in frustration, but looked outside, gritted her teeth, put down her hand, and stomped out.

He just wiped his mouth, stood there, looked at the Lycoris on the ground, took a look, and then followed out.

Shen Shiling had already prepared red envelopes outside, and he greeted the two with a smile, "It's Chinese New Year, and each of you will give you a red envelope."

She quickly said, "Dad, why are you giving red envelopes? How old are you?"

Gu Minjie also said, "Yes, Dad, it's time for us to be filial to you."

However, Shen Shiling stuffed the red envelope to Shen Man, "No matter how old you are, you are still my children. I am also an elder. One day when I am here, you are all children in my eyes. Come and take them all." Shen Man I took the red envelope with bitterness in my heart, looked at my father, and felt that tears were always in my eyes, but they couldn't flow down.

He handed the red envelope to Gu Minjie, "It's not a lot of money, it's nothing compared to what you're earning now, but that's what it means, New Year's money, you're all a year older, aren't you?"

He shook Gu Minjie's hand, and said earnestly, "Manman's mother died early. I took her by myself, and there are many shortcomings. Although she looks carefree and thoughtful, she doesn't tell me what's on her mind. , I can't ask, about this kind of family, children are like this, I always thought, if there is someone who can pamper her well, maybe if she pets her, she can always change it, otherwise, it will always be so oppressive Now, how can she live well? I was busy all the time, and there was nothing I could do. Now, she is married to you. I hope you can help me treat her well. I know you are a good boy. Don’t forget, What you said to me..."

He looked at Shen Shiling, seriously, seriously, and nodded.

She just looked at the two people blankly, not knowing what they were talking about.

Shen Shiling was determined to go back, and she couldn't keep her no matter what, when she sent him out, he smiled and said, "Okay, I'll drive back by myself, you guys stay well, there are few people now, so you don't have to worry about me. "

She asked her father, "But, tell me, what did he tell you?"

He grabbed her hand, "It's nothing, just let him treat you well."

Saying that, he took a deep look at her, patted her hand, and left.

Now, there are only two of them left in the family.

She was suddenly a little at a loss, step by step, slowly walked into the room, closed the door, and saw him sitting on the sofa, drinking a sip of water, looking up at her.

Because he didn't wear glasses, he squinted his eyes slightly, and looked calm in casual clothes.

She didn't want to talk to him, so she went straight to the stairs.

"Wait a minute." He stopped her.

She stopped there without looking back, when she heard his voice filled with anger, asking, "What are you going to do?"

She bit her lip, "What did you say..."

He stopped, took two steps forward, and just looked at her, "I ask you, what do you want, what do you want, what are you thinking in your heart, what do you want, just say it! Without that kind of bearing, can't I satisfy you?"

She sneered, turned her head, and looked at him, reflecting the still steaming fireworks outside, "I just lived peacefully, like an ordinary person, without pressure, without dogma, without comparison, without insults, without neglect, and... "She looked at him from afar, turned around in her heart, and finally said cruelly, "Without you..."

Instead of being angry, he smiled, and walked forward slowly. After she finished speaking, she felt hairy in her heart. She bit her lip and stood there, watching him getting closer. He grabbed her chin and squeezed it tightly, "No Me? Shen Man, don’t be ignorant. What others can give you, I can afford and give you. I can give you what others can’t. What? Let me tell you, you're just too tender and self-righteous, you haven't seen how people outside live..."

She backed away from his cold face, but he grabbed her chin and forced her to look at him, and only at him.

She grabbed his hand, frowned, and he said, "What do you know, that you think it's great to create a mall? You don't know that there are so many outside worlds. What is your mall? I want to crush you to death." , is simply easier than crushing an ant to death!"

She was finally out of breath, pushed his hand away, stepped back, and pressed her weak body against the wall, "I don't know, I don't know what the outside world is like, but all I know is that after marrying into your Gu family, It’s nothing, no matter what I do, it’s useless, your aunt will scold me, your sister will look down on me, your dad will ignore me, look at my dad, because I married into your family, my dad has no face to go Your family, because I don't want your family to remember that I am a driver's daughter, you see, because of marrying your family, I can never calm him down, I make him blame himself, I make him lonely, I can't go back To spend the New Year with him, in order not to make me sad, he always pretends to be very happy. He can't feel at ease all his life, and neither can I. Gu Mingjie, I can't see the outside world, because I only live in your home, The Gu family is an old prison..."

She went upstairs with a thud, and stopped on the last flight of stairs, "Look, those flowers, I haven't been back for two months, they all died of drought, it's not that they are weak, it's just that the owner is not caring enough."

She turned her head into the room, closed the door, leaned against the door, tears finally flowed out.

Looking outside, the fireworks are still scattered, so beautiful and unreal, she walks slowly to the window, the new year is here, but she still hasn't changed at all, she is still the same Shen Wan, unable to control herself and have no freedom.

She smiled, wiped away her tears, maybe something has changed, she wants to fight, to fight for her own freedom...

Downstairs, he has been standing there, a day of peace seems to be still in front of him, but that is only superficial, riddled with holes, what should he do with her relationship?
The phone rang again, he grabbed it and said angrily, "I won't go back, I've said it, I won't go back."

On the phone, there was only a deep voice, "Oh, Young Master Gu, what are you calling..."

He frowned, picked up the phone and looked, "Lin Shijun?"

(End of this chapter)