my wishful wolf

Chapter 22 Lu Dongning, everything returns to the original point (2)
Su Hui looked at her, the contempt in her eyes was very hurtful, "So I said, it's better not to let him see it, because it's not good for you or him. He was in a dilemma, even if he agreed to you, it was because of his compassion, and for this compassion, marrying poor you, is this the result you want?" This seemingly weak girl actually said something like this Harsh words...

Gu Minmin sat there without speaking, she just glanced at Gu Minmin, and then said, "Okay, that's all I want to say, excuse me, I'm leaving first." She turned the wheelchair, the waiter over there saw it, Hurrying over to help, she smiled gratefully at the waiter, looking like a harmless girl who had recovered in an instant.

Gu Minmin picked up the envelope on the table, and a smile slowly overflowed from the corner of her mouth.

You don't know anything, Su Hui, you don't know at all...

That day, she fell asleep in Lu Dongning's arms, and she heard him say, "Minmin...if you love me...why don't you tell me, don't want me to get married..."

At that time, she could only pretend to be asleep to hide her crazy heartbeat. She wanted to say, really wanted to say, but because of the damn self-esteem, she couldn't say it. She wrote a letter to herself, she sat there, struggling in her heart for a long time, and finally wrote this sentence...

Gu Minmin walked back to the library slowly, and sat in front of the window. On the warm spring day, she felt chills. Turning her head, she silently opened the book on the table. The envelope fell into her eyes. When she opened it, there was his black The words are strong and powerful, just like his impression, bohemian, with a dark atmosphere.

He said, "Minmin, I hope that when you receive the letter, you can still show the same smile that day, when you said good morning to me, at that time, I felt that I would never want to let you go in my whole life.

However, I have to let go, because of many reasons, I can't be with you.

Minmin, when God created man, he first created a man, and then created a woman with a man’s rib. Minmin, you must be the third rib on my chest, because, once you leave, my heart will be broken. It hurts.

So you must have a good life, fly higher and higher, let us all see that you are living a happy life, then I will not regret leaving you..."

Gu Minmin's hands trembled, but before she could react, the letter paper was wet. It turned out that she was crying. She wiped away the tears, raised her head, and looked out the window. Shuttle through the bookshelf, come to the most remote corner, look at the dusty book on it, pull out a page, fold the letter paper in half, put it in, and then stuff the book in again, if the letter follows The dust has settled together, and after many years, she will definitely come back, find it, and look at it at that time, her mood will not be so ups and downs, she can read it calmly, and smile knowingly, if she is seen by someone who is destined To, no matter who it is, ask him or her to bring the letter paper to the place where it should go...

*
In the evening, when Lu Dongning came back, he saw Ji Yan walking over in a hurry. He thought for a whole afternoon, but he felt that something was wrong. He couldn't be the fault of his elder brother. He hurried to Lu Dongning, just about to talk, he But he stretched out his hand, motioned him not to speak, and said, "I already know, where is Su Hui?"

Ji Yan quickly said, "It's inside."

He said, "How's your leg today?"

Ji Yan said, "It's much better than yesterday. It was only at noon when the pain was severe, but it got better later on. After practicing the cello for a long time in the afternoon, it probably still hurts, but she didn't say anything." Although Ji Yan didn't like Su Hui in his heart, Still telling the truth, Lu Dongning nodded slightly, then strode in.

The sound of her cello was still echoing in the room. He paused, opened the door, and walked in. She raised her head and smiled at him, then pulled the last note and put down the cello.

He also smiled at her, walked over, helped her play the cello, and said, "It's so heavy, don't always play it."

She said, "Idle is idle."

He pushed her towards the balcony, and said as he walked, "Did you receive the letter today?"

She nodded, "Well, the invitation card for the school celebration, I'm still considering whether to go or not." As she spoke, she pointed to the table over there, and there was indeed an invitation card on it.

He squinted his eyes, paused, "Just go if you want..."

She raised her head, "Is it okay?" But her eyes dimmed again, "But... I haven't contacted them for a long time. At the beginning...Because of many things, I was very willful, and I was alienated from everyone... Now I go back suddenly. "

When she was in her sophomore year, her father passed away, and she seemed to have changed since then. For a long time, she spent a long time in depression and autism, and almost dropped out of school.

Later, the situation gradually improved, but she no longer had many friends.

He held her hand, squatted down, and looked at her encouragingly, "If you want to go, I will accompany you. Maybe they also miss you very much."

She smiled at him and held his hand instead, "Thank you, brother Dongning..."

He said, "For me, do I need to say thank you?"

The two looked at each other and laughed. He stood up and pushed her wheelchair, "What do you want to eat tonight? I'll take you there."

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When they came out of his house with Huang Shi, the news that Lu Dongning was about to make up for the wedding was playing on the big screen.

Huang Shi put his arms around her shoulders, "Is it cold?"

She wrapped herself up, shook her head, and then, with a slight smile, leaned into his arms.

She really felt a little tired, his shoulders were not broad enough, but just enough for her to lie there, he might not have that much strength, but just enough for them to walk out of this darkness.

It doesn't have to be perfect, it just needs to be just right.

It just so happens that he is getting married, and it just so happens that you are by my side...

As soon as Zhao Shu was informed of the news that she was going to get married next Monday, Zhao Shu immediately went crazy. "Oh, Gu Minmin is not like you. She was still wandering in the leftover women's world forever. Why did she suddenly get married? These days, it's too fantasy, but I know that I have reached the marriageable age. How many people have used this news to scare me recently? , my purse..."

Zhao Shu squinted her eyes and looked at her, "Did you know that Lu Dongning is also getting married, what a coincidence that you both got married on the same day."

Gu Minmin paused, but still smiled, "Really? I didn't pay much attention to it...the wedding season, don't pay too much attention to it."

Zhao Shu looked contemptuous, "Really?"

Gu Minmin smiled helplessly, "Actually, I intend to marry him one day on purpose, that's great, no one needs to attend anyone else's wedding."

"Don't you want him to marry?"

"He must be married."

"Then you still don't want him to marry?"

She nods.Then he lowered his head again and smiled wryly.

"Have you told him?" Zhao Shu asked.

Gu Minmin said, "I tried to tell him, but he and I are really not on the same road, forget it, anyway, love is love, marriage is marriage, I think it's very good, not everyone said, marriage is love In the grave, we just... keep those memories in the best moments, and they will never be destroyed by trivial matters after marriage."

She thought, in fact, there is a kind of miss in the world, which is called, there is no relationship, just like her and Lu Dongning.

Zhao Shu just tilted her head and looked at her, she brushed her hair, "Don't look at me like that, everyone says that, love is beautiful, marriage is cruel, the ending of Romeo and Juliet is the best, It is the most beautiful ending that the prince and the princess lived happily ever after. The Titanic sank, but the love remained forever. If the story continues, Jack and Rose will definitely be separated because of the wrong family. That is the real truth. tragedy……"

But Zhao Shu waved her hand and said, "The person who said this must have never watched the Titanic seriously. In the end, Jack died, and Ruth did not return to the life of a nobleman, but married an ordinary person. She gave up an ordinary life and abandoned the aristocratic life she hated, which shows that even if they get together later, they will not break up halfway because of the difference in background, and they will still be happy."

Gu Minmin stopped and looked at her, "Okay, you are tempting me to retreat, aren't you? Do you think I'm running away from marriage now, and begging Lu Dongning to want me?"

Zhao Shu quickly spread her hands, "I didn't say... I really didn't say that... I was just explaining... er, my impressions of the movie!"

*
On weekends, everyone is busy.

Lu Dongning pushed Su Hui to go shopping. She held a beautiful white gauze dress and looked back at Lu Dongning, "How about this? I want to give it to my colleague who is the bridesmaid, after all, she helped."

He nodded and smiled, "Well, good."

She pouted, "Oh? Mr. Lu, what color is the dress I asked just now?"

Lu Dongning came back to his senses, and touched the tip of his nose calmly, "Uh, white."

You were right, Su Hui glared at him.He stopped and squatted beside her, "I'm sorry, Huihui, I'm a little nervous, I can think wildly, so I don't take it seriously."

Her hand with pale pink nails gently stroked his forehead, "It's okay, you remind me of my parents, they were also like this back then, my father accompanied my mother, always looked around when shopping, man It's not supposed to go shopping." She smiled, showing her white teeth, "But men still have to accompany women to go shopping, I think life is full of contradictions everywhere."

He smiled in a low voice, and held her hand, "Okay, let's just keep conflicting like this.

*
When Huang Shi called Gu Minmin at night, Gu Minmin held his chest, "What should I do, I'm still a little nervous."

Huang Shi smiled, "I'm the same as you."

She sighed helplessly, "Really, we have entered the palace for the second time, why did it look like the first time?"

Huang Shi smiled, "It's different, it's the first time for me to marry someone I love..."

Gu Minmin froze there, the night was dark, and the smell of coffee filled the room, she put down the phone, and took a sip of coffee.

For the second time, I compromised to reality and married someone I didn't love.

*
On the second day, due to time constraints, there was a bit of a rush here. Gu Minmin dragged on a long wedding dress, and was really nervous when the bad-tempered makeup artist painted her.

The makeup artist yelled, "Don't move, look, look, the eyebrows are wrong."

She was helpless, it wasn't me, it was you, the make-up remover was empty, she went out to find the make-up remover irritably, Gu Minmin looked at herself in the mirror, Huang Shi was very capable, although the time was short, he still settled on an Italian designer The famous wedding dress designed by myself, transported by air, seems to have an exotic taste of the Mediterranean.

She looks comical with half the makeup on, like her comical life.

She stood up and walked to the window. There was a green lawn below and a white sandy beach in the distance. It was perfect. It took a few days to arrange it like this. It was perfect. she...

She felt that she was really not suitable for the wedding, too unsuitable.

*
Lu Dongning was wearing a black dress, Shao An adjusted the tie for him, and he asked, "Is Su Hui ready?"

Shao An said, "It's still in the room, it should be ready."

He thought about it, and went in to see it himself.

Su Hui's classmates all came, and when they saw him coming, they all laughed and said, "Oh, how could the groom come here now, no, no, no, he has to give a red envelope."

He smiled and bowed to others, "Okay, red envelopes, right? I'll get them for you."

What a rich man, the students couldn't help but envy Su Hui even more.

Inside, Su Hui has put on full makeup, sitting in a wedding dress full of flowers, she looks so beautiful, because of makeup, she is not in a wheelchair, she is a beautiful bride, just like any ordinary girl, sweet and lovely, with A bit shy as a newlywed.

He stared there for a while, then walked over, "You are beautiful, really."

He kissed the back of her hand, and she smiled at him, "Every groom says that."

He also smiled, squatting beside her, "Because in every groom's heart, the bride is beautiful."

She was even sweeter, "Brother Dongning is deliberately trying to please me."

He squeezed the back of her hand, "Just to tell you, you are beautiful, wait a minute, don't be nervous."

She nodded, "Well, I know..." She touched his hand, "With Brother Dongning standing by my side, I'm not nervous."

Everything went smoothly, he walked out safely, and her enthusiastic colleagues surrounded her again, asking for red envelopes, and they must be wrapped in red paper. Marriage is really troublesome. I didn't participate last time, but this time I realized Marriage chaos.

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He begged for mercy and said, "Okay, I'll go find the red envelope."

I remembered that the red envelope was in the inner room, and when I walked in, there were all kinds of boxes and items all over the floor. Su Hui was about to move in, and her things were everywhere, and before I had time to clean them up, he searched around inside, and it took a long time to dig them out. But she saw a corner of kraft paper in her box. She reached out and took it out. It turned out to be a kraft paper envelope.

With a shock in his heart, he remembered that in the small town, he and Gu Minmin had written letters to each other a few days later, but he had not received the letter from Gu Minmin for a long time.

Turn it over, and sure enough, his name was written on the envelope.

He bit his lip, stood there, and opened the envelope.

There was only one sentence in the letter, "Don't get married, okay?"

However, that simple sentence seemed to make his heart fluctuate, turning the world upside down. He grabbed the letter and raised his head quietly at the same place. In the summer of the town, she held hands with him, her smile, As light as the wind, the words on the paper are beautiful and clear, stroke by stroke, carefully written, he can imagine that when she wrote this sentence that day, she propped her chin and looked at him carefully, and then, with a single stroke After writing in one stroke, she quietly put the letter into the envelope, her face was full of hope, but also full of disappointment. Xia Hua quietly bloomed around her, resisting her fragrance.

So, what Su Hui got that day was indeed her letter?
He gripped the envelope tightly and went out to find Su Hui, thinking he should at least say something.

The dressing room, which was noisy just now, is now so quiet that everyone seems to have disappeared. He turned a corner, walked in, and faintly heard someone talking. It was Su Hui's voice. He quietly opened a door, and Su Hui was inside. Call up.

He had never heard Su Hui's voice so deep. When she spoke, she was panting, as if she was suppressing the anger in her heart. He clearly heard her say, "Yes, I just hate her. I can be happy, but I will never watch her happy, she wants to marry on the same day as me? I will not let her get married so easily, let that lunatic make trouble, and see how she deals with her sister!..."

His heart tightened suddenly, and he stood there, thinking secretly.

A hand behind him hit his shoulder, turned around, it was Shao An, he looked at Lu Dongning strangely, just about to speak, Lu Dongning waved his hand to stop him, at this moment, he was not confused, but he was unusually sober .

The two walked out quietly, and Shao An said, "The people below just received news that someone picked up Gu Yanyan from the psychiatric hospital."

Lu Dongning squeezed his chin, thought for a while, and said, "Do you know where Gu Minmin and Huang Shi got married? Where to go, Gu Yanyan might be taken there, stop them, don't let them mess up Gu Minmin's wedding."

Shao An was stunned, still not understanding why, but Lu Dongning stopped his question, "Don't ask why, just do as I said, go."

Shao An could only nod his head and leave.

Lu Dongning stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, raised his wrist, and looked at the time. At ten o'clock and eleven o'clock, the wedding ceremony officially started. He raised his head, and there were already guests standing below.

He settled down, turned and went back to the dressing room.

She became the Su Hui in his mind again, looking beautiful and real.

He walked over and squatted beside her, and she said, "Why are you in again, you're going out in a while."

He took her hand and said, "Su Hui, I was the one who was sorry for you before."

She laughed and shook her head, "Don't bring it up, it's me who willfully blamed many mistakes on you."

But he looked at her firmly, looking into her eyes, "Su Hui, listen to me, really, I'm sorry for many things, not only those things, but recent things, including me and Gu Minmin... ..."

Her smile froze there, although immediately, she laughed again, but that smile was already stained with wind and frost.

She said, "Why... say these..."

He squeezed her hand tightly and said, "Huihui, I have never been so serious. I tell you seriously, I will marry you, I will marry you, and I will take care of you for the rest of my life. From this moment on, I I will never contact her again, I will never see her again, really..." He kissed the back of her hand, and there was a smile in her eyes, but bitterness floated from the corner of her mouth, which couldn't be restrained, and her eyes also floated Fog, at that moment, he was illusory in front of her, as if he would leave at any time.

She lowered her head, hugged him, leaned her head on his shoulder, breathed deeply, and said slowly, "Brother Dongning...don't leave me..."

*
When going out, Shao An walked in, "It's been dealt with, and someone brought it back, where should I put it?"

He said, "Go back to the hospital."

As he walked forward, he tidied up his clothes. The wedding was about to begin, so he should go to the front and wait.

*
He watched her being pushed in. There was a generous smile on her delicate face, and the flashlight was on at the side. She just looked at him, staring at him, as if she wanted to see into his bone marrow.

She was brought to him, he held her hand, her palm was a little cold through the white glove, and the priest read in front, "Lord, we came before you to witness and bless this man and woman who entered the hall of holy marriage." .The two are one, according to the will of the Lord,..."

She turned her head to look at him. This time, she was extremely devout...

(End of this chapter)