you are young joy

Chapter 107 The humble love

In Rong Ting's shocked expression, Song Qian froze for a moment, lowered her eyes, and then whispered: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't lose my temper casually."

Song Qian was like a deflated ball, and Rong Ting felt a little sour in his heart. He knew that what happened to Song Chengxue had hit Song Qian hard, and Song Qian was right. If he had seen that message, he would have gone to the appointment. If he would never let others take Song Qian away, or if he could hurry up when he received Song Chengxue's call, he wouldn't put both Song Qian and Song Chengxue in danger. That's wrong. It's him, and it's none of Song Qian's business.

"Song Qian, you're right. It's my fault. I always said I wanted to protect you, but I didn't do it once or twice." Rong Ting smiled bitterly: "I'm useless, Song Qian."

Rong Ting really felt that he was useless, and there were too many facts that he could do nothing. It was easy to say that he didn't dare to tell Song Qian that he liked him, how dare he say so?
A girl as good as Song Qian also refers to the best of everything. Rong Ting is not included in the best of everything. Yes, Rong Ting likes Song Qian. She has been thinking about Song Qian for so many years, and she is crazy in love, but so what?

If you like someone, do you have to possess her?

Rong Ting never thought so, and he only felt inferior when he was in front of Song Qian, yes, it was inferiority.

He is not good enough for Song Qian, Song Qian is so good, she is gentle, kind, well-behaved and sensible, her appearance is like water, her heart is like fire, she has good academic performance and looks beautiful, but what about him?He can do nothing for her except to fight off the people who bully Song Qian. Every time he faces Song Qian, Rong Ting's inner inferiority complex grows wildly. He is not worthy of Song Qian, so he would rather push her away. .

Moreover, he has been in prison for two years and has a criminal record, so he will live like this for the rest of his life, but Song Qian is different, she should grow freely in the sun, Rong Ting can't be her hindrance, no one else can.

So even at this time, Rong Ting could only try his best to suppress the impulse in his heart, wanting to hug Song Qian in the past and comfort her with soft words.

There's only so much he can do.

When Song Qian heard Rong Ting's words, she raised her eyes and looked at him. Seeing that the man who was once so high-spirited became slumped, he lowered his head slightly, and there were too many emotions that Song Qian could not understand hidden in his eyes.

It turned out that after so many years, Song Qian couldn't understand him anymore.

Song Qian closed her eyes and didn't speak again. Rong Ting stood there quietly for a while and then left. In fact, Song Qian wanted to ask Rong Ting something, but she still didn't ask. She couldn't ask because of that The inexplicable bet caused Song Qian to lose her sister Song Chengxue. She didn't blame Rong Ting, she just couldn't forgive herself.

Song Qian didn't go on the day of Song Chengxue's funeral. Song Chengfeng must go, but he was worried about leaving Song Qian alone. Later, Li Simu came, and she brought Song Chengxue's suicide note.

To be precise, there were three letters, one was sent to Song Tianlin and Luo Qiong, the other was sent to Song Chengfeng, and the last letter was written by Song Chengxue to Song Qian.

Li Simu is a lawyer. These things were given to her by Song Chengxue when she lived in the Song family. Only Song Chengxue and Li Simu knew about this matter. At that time, Li Simu was very puzzled. God, I accidentally died, so you can give this thing to Song Qian, of course, if I live to be a hundred years old, you will never have this thing."

Li Simu didn't expect this day to come so soon, because she felt that Song Chengxue's letter might never be sent out. She was only so old and healthy, so she didn't expect this letter to become her suicide note.

Song Qian took the letter from Li Simu's hand, and the letter was carefully wrapped. It is so old now, how can anyone use this method of writing letters? Song Qian can even imagine the disgust on Song Chengxue's face when he wrote the letter, There is a faint fragrance on the belief, a bit like the fragrance of roses, very light.

It was a short letter. Song Qian read it from the beginning to the end. Song Chengxue told Song Qian not to misunderstand her, because she wrote to her not because she liked her, but because she hated her. At the same time, she said that she wanted to congratulate her because If Song Qian saw this letter, there was a high probability that she had died, so this letter could be in Song Qian's hands. Congratulations to her for finally getting out of the sea of ​​suffering, and it is impossible for her to bully her anymore.

Most of the following content is about how much Song Chengxue hates Song Qian, in order to tell Song Qian that even if Song Chengxue dies, she doesn't need to be sad at all.

Later she said that she had an unfulfilled wish, so she must tell Song Qian. She said that no matter what happened, no matter what wrong things Song Tianlin and Luo Qiong did, she hoped that Song Qian would forgive them once, otherwise Song Chengxue would die. Will not rest in peace.

In the end, Song Chengxue told a secret. She had someone she liked very much. She was afraid that no one would remember this secret after she died, so she wanted to tell Song Qian, but she didn't say who that person was.

At the end, Song Chengxue wrote in the letter: Song Qian, do you know what will become of snow after it melts?become water?Isn't this answer too boring?become spring?It's kind of romantic, but it's not right.

You have to remember, when the snow melts, it will become you.

Song Qian wept, and the tears fell on the last word you.

She knew what Song Chengxue wanted to say, that the snow would turn into her after it melted... Song Chengxue wanted to say that she hadn't actually left, and had always been by her side.

Didn't you say you hate it?Isn't it the most annoying?

The biggest commonality between their sisters is that their words don't match their hearts.

What a bad habit.

On the day Song Qian was discharged from the hospital, Song Chengfeng was going on a mission, and he couldn't do without him. Song Qian called him repeatedly and said that he had no problems, so Song Chengfeng hung up the phone worriedly. She couldn't go back to the Song family, because after Song Tianlin and In Luo Qiong's eyes, she was the chief culprit who killed Song Chengxue, how could they still get along with her day and night without any grievances?
Song Qian was mentally prepared for this point. Song Chengfeng arranged a place for her. It was a small apartment he bought before. Song Qian simply tidied it up. In fact, there was no need to tidy up. There was nothing. When Song Qian went out, she happened to be with her. Qi Wu who came over met each other.

Song Qian stopped, Qi Wu didn't look sideways, as if he didn't see Song Qian, he walked past Song Qian, Song Qian stopped him, "Qi Wu."

Qi Wu stopped when he heard Song Qian calling him. He turned around, and Song Qian's slap hit Qi Wu's face fiercely. Qi Wu's face was slapped away. With his hand, he wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth.

Qi Wen looked at Song Qian coldly, Song Qian's eyes were colder than his, Qi Wu's face was a little distorted, he gritted his teeth and said: "Song Qian, why are you so angry? Don't you know that my elder brother is dead? "

"Your elder brother deserves death." Song Qian said coldly, "Your elder brother is a lunatic."

"You're the fucking lunatic!" Qi Wu yelled angrily, "Song Qian, how dare you call my elder brother anything?"

Song Qian suddenly laughed, that smile was a little cold, Song Qian looked directly at Qi Wu, and said word by word: "You are right, Qi Wu, I am a lunatic, do you know what a lunatic will do? "

Qi Wu hated Song Qian's expression to death. When he thought that Qi Wen had done those things completely without telling him, Xia Su and Song Qian were both alive, and only Song Chengxue was caught up. Qi Wen's death together was simply taking his own life Humiliation, how could Qi Wu not be angry?
Why did Qi Wen act without authorization?Why not listen to him?Didn't he promise to kill them all?
Qi Wu was so angry, especially looking at Song Qian's face at this moment, he couldn't help but stretched out his hand and grabbed Song Qian's neck, his expression twisted, and he growled: "Song Qian, you go die!"

Qi Wu was about to use his strength when he was punched suddenly and was forced to let go of Song Qian's hand. Song Qian was dragged into his arms, and Rong Ting was full of anger. He helped Song Qian and wanted to hit Qi Wu , Song Qian grabbed him.

Rong Ting looked down at Song Qian, Song Qian grabbed Rong Ting and said to Qi Wu, "Qi Wu, you owe me your life, remember it."

Qi Wu looked up to the sky and screamed: "I owe you my life? What about what you owe me? Who will pay for my elder brother's life?"

"I said, your elder brother deserves death." Song Qian looked at Qi Wu coldly.

Qi Wu wanted to strangle Song Qian to death, but as soon as he moved, Rong Ting followed him. If Song Qian hadn't pulled him, he might have rushed to Qi Wu to fight for his life.

On the contrary, Qi Wu calmed down a little, he snorted coldly and left, Rong Ting wanted to catch up as soon as he left, but he was pulled by Song Qian, Song Qian asked him: "Why are you going?"

"It's too dangerous to keep such a person." As soon as Rong Ting finished speaking, Song Qian asked back: "So what do you want to do? Beat him up too?"

Rong Ting's expression froze, and Song Qian lightly mocked, "You'd better take care of your girlfriend."

"Song Qian..."

"Why did Xia Su lie to me that she was pregnant? Two years ago..." Song Qian thought of what Qi Wen said, it was not he who raped Xia Su, but Xia Su voluntarily had sex with him, and climbed up Qi Wen's bed, and Xia Su's saying that Rong Ting is because of him...

Song Qian couldn't verify these words, Xia Su was full of lies, Song Qian looked at Rong Ting, but didn't ask further.

"Rong Ting, what kind of person is Xia Su in your eyes?" Song Qian said, "Have you gotten to know her seriously? Do you know how much I hate her?"

Song Qian paused, and before Rong Ting could speak, he said again: "Especially after this time, I even wondered, why wasn't she the one who died?"

Song Qian said this harshly, and it was obvious that this was what she had in mind. Rong Ting was startled and asked Song Qian, "Why did she mess with you?"

Song Qian remained silent and did not answer Rong Ting.

In fact, Rong Ting wanted to say that he didn't need to know what kind of person Xia Su was, and he didn't want to know her at all.

He didn't like her anyway.

Rong Ting looked at Song Qian and said desperately in his heart: Song Qian, I don't like her, I like you!
But of course, Song Qian couldn't hear it.

(End of this chapter)