Urban Youth Cultivating Immortals

Chapter 519 Self-esteem and inferiority complex are one

After Lin Lin hung up the phone, his eyes fell on the chessboard again.The other party thought about it for nearly half an hour before making a move. Seeing the other party's move, Lin Lin sneered, then picked up the mouse and dropped the black mark.

With the fall of Heizi, the other party fell silent again.

"When" the computer popped up a prompt that "the other party surrenders".After Lin Lin clicked "X", he exited the game interface.In the chess game just now, he was playing against a Vietnamese chess player named Ruan Binh.It is said that Vietnamese Go No.1, at first Lin Lin thought that the opponent's chess skills were very high, so he was merciless when he played.

As a result, the three-hour chess game ended in two hours, and nearly an hour and a half was spent by the opponent thinking about it.

It seems that compared to the Go of China, Japan, and South Korea, the Go of Vietnam is really not very powerful.

Just when Lin Lin wanted to quit Weiqi.com, the system reminded him that he had an email.Lin Lin clicked on it, and found that the person who sent the email was not someone else, it was really Ruan Ping.

The letter is written in Chinese:
"Dear 'Xiangzi Qiannian' senior, although I don't know your age, but you have a specialization in martial arts, and those who have mastered it are teachers. So please allow me to call you senior. Senior, your chess skills are the most powerful people I have ever seen , I know that my chess skills are low, but I really want to be like my predecessors and have superb chess skills, so I beg you to accept me as an apprentice. If you accept me as an apprentice, I can change my nationality and become a Chinese People. (Actually, my father is also Chinese. So I am also half Chinese.) Looking forward to your reply, senior! Ruan Ping."

Lin Lin replied two words to the other party: "No!"

Lin Lin rubbed his head after closing the Go net, wondering if there were so many Go games recently that there were not many masters on the Go net.

But even so, the people who left a message to invite me to play a game still lined up to more than 3 floors. The post I posted on the website became the most popular post on the entire Go website.

Lin Lin was not interested in reading those posts one by one, and just left a few words: "Recently, I will surf the Internet from time to time. When I meet a suitable friend, I will play a game. If someone can win by chance, I will definitely Show people your true face. When the time comes, the other party will decide the time and place of the competition, and compete face to face."

Lin Lin's words were extremely provocative.

He just wanted to stand in front of those people in such a posture, just to irritate them and arouse their fighting spirit.

After closing Weiqi.com, Lin Lin clicked on the news page of QQ to pay attention to the latest news events.

While Lin Lin was browsing the news, Lin Lin's cell phone rang again.

Looking at the caller ID, it was from Yun Qingnan, Lin Lin pressed the answer button and said, "Are you there?"

"Here we are." Yun Qingnan said, "It's at the side door of your bar."

"OK, wait a minute. I'll go down!" After hanging up the phone, Lin Lin hurried downstairs.When he opened the door, he saw Yun Qingnan standing at the door of his side door.

His whole person looked a little decadent.

Lin Lin said, "Come in!"

"I've heard of this bar before, but I've never been here." Yun Qingnan came in and looked at the layout of the bar, and couldn't help but said, "You opened it?"

"Me? Do you think I'm a local tyrant?" Lin Lin couldn't help but said, "It belongs to a friend. He has some things to do recently, so let me take care of them. What wine do you want, go and get it yourself! I have no interest, and I don’t know much about wine.”

Lin Lin turned on the light in front of the bar counter and sat down.

"Hehe, then I'll be impolite." Yun Qingnan said.In fact, he didn't know what wine was the best, so he took two bottles of wine at random, then took two glasses, and filled them up.

"Hey! Cheers!" Yun Qingnan handed one of the wine glasses to Lin Lin and said.

Lin Lin took a look at the wine glass and said, "Cheers!"

After the two had a drink, Yun Qingnan said, "Huofeng, I want to be a ghost messenger, do you think it's suitable?"

"Being a ghost messenger? Isn't that done by the dead?" Lin Lin asked deliberately, "You don't mean to commit suicide, do you? Logically speaking, you shouldn't commit suicide? Your little rain is still waiting for you! You are not sick Right?" While speaking, Lin Lin deliberately tested the temperature of Yun Qingnan's forehead with his hand, and found that his temperature was moderate, and there was nothing wrong with it.

"Get out! When did I say I was going to commit suicide? You don't have to die to be a ghost messenger. I can be a temporary ghost messenger."

Yun Qingnan did not hide anything and told Lin Lin exactly what the ghost messenger had said to him.

Lin Lin nodded after listening.

"Huofeng, the dead are dead, why bother about money, isn't money something outside of the body?" Yun Qingnan asked puzzled.When he and that ghost sent charcoal fire, he found that this ghost messenger was simply a money-grubber.

"Do you think dead people don't need money?" Lin Lin couldn't help but give Yun Qingnan a blank look, and then said, "In Fengdu City, the house price is so expensive that you are dumbfounded. Let me tell you, the house price in Fengdu City is much higher than that in the imperial capital." too much."

"Look at what you said, and you have never been to Fengdu City, how do you know where the housing prices are expensive?" Yun Qingnan couldn't help but said.

After hearing this, Lin Lin couldn't help saying, "I've really been to Fengdu City."

Hearing this, Yun Qingnan opened his eyes wide, looked at Lin Lin in disbelief, and said, "Could it be that you are a ghost messenger?!"

"...Are all the people who went to Fengdu City ghosts?" Lin Lin couldn't help but give Yun Qingnan a blank look, and then asked.

"It's not a ghost, why did it go to that place?" Yun Qingnan asked, "That place is not a place where living people can go."

"Go and deal with some personal matters." Lin Lin said, "You don't need to pay attention to this matter. But then again, it would be good if you become a ghost messenger. At least, you can really earn a living."

When Yun Qingnan heard Lin Lin's words, he couldn't help but said, "I'm not doing well. But that's because I have principles and integrity."

"To put it nicely, it's principles and morals. To put it bluntly, it's immature and inflexible." Lin Lin couldn't help but say.

"Hmph, people will grow up. After I become a ghost messenger, I will grow up. I believe that my life will definitely be easier." Yun Qingnan said.He secretly made up his mind that he must work hard to be a good ghost messenger, and then save money, save money hard, only in this way, when Xiao Yu returns to him, he will have money to support Xiao Yu.

"It's difficult." Lin Lin said intentionally, "Your temper probably won't allow others to shed tears."

"Who said that. When I was working in the crematorium, I saw people crying every day, and I didn't feel soft-hearted. I'm used to tears." Yun Qingnan said, "I can't feel soft-hearted when I see tears again."

Lin Lin asked, "What if what you saw was a couple in love?"

"That's not soft-hearted." Yun Qingnan said immediately.

"Answer without even thinking about it. It must be an answer without thinking." Lin Lin said, "You will definitely soften your heart. Especially when you see two people who are separated by Yin and Yang, idiots who complain about men and women, I guess you will probably not seduce your soul. It’s not good, I’ll still be crying beside me.”

Hearing Lin Lin's words, Yun Qingnan's face flushed instantly, and he said, "Impossible! I won't be so useless."

"Don't be in a hurry to deny it. After you really take part in the work, you will find that what I said is true." Lin Lin said to Yun Qingnan with a smile.Ordinary infatuated people can't see another pair of infatuated people suffering the most, and they can't help but help them.

Yun Qingnan picked up the wine glass angrily, and drank gulp after gulp.

"Drink so fast, be careful of getting drunk. I don't know where your home is, but I can't take you home. At that time, I'm afraid I will throw you in the trash can outside the door." Lin Lin saw Yun Qingnan Drinking in a hurry, I couldn't help reminding.

"I just want to get drunk." Yun Qingnan said, "Huofeng, am I useless?"

"Why do you say that?" Lin Lin looked at Yun Qingnan in confusion and asked.

"I have never been liked since I was a child. Even my mother doesn't like me." Yun Qingnan said, "They say that I don't fit in with others, that I will only go my own way, and even sometimes, I am selfish and have a childish temper. ..."

"That's right...well, I mean, that was you before." Seeing Yun Qingnan's face darken, Lin Lin immediately changed his words, "You shouldn't have those shortcomings now, right?"

"I know you all look down on me." Yun Qingnan said, "I think I'm a burden. I only cause trouble for others, I can't take care of others, I can't be considerate..."

After he finished speaking, he picked up the wine bottle and poured himself a full glass, then drank it all in one gulp.

"But I don't want to either." Yun Qingnan said, "I've been working hard to change myself. But I don't know why, every time I can't succeed, but it makes others hate me even more."

Lin Lin patted Yun Qingnan on the shoulder and said: "Don't think too much. When you encounter things in the future, you must first learn to think about others, see what others think, and what do you think? Change your thinking From a different perspective, you will find that your opinions sometimes can be changed. Also, learn to be wronged.”

"Unless you are under the roof, how can you not bow your head. Unless you are strong enough to break the rules set by the other party, otherwise, you still have to bow your head under the rules. This is human. Rules are set by the strong for the weak It is used to restrain the weak."

Hearing Lin Lin's words, Yun Qingnan could only smile wryly.Sometimes self-esteem and low self-esteem go hand in hand.

Yun Qingnan has been proudly sticking to his so-called respect, but in fact, his heart is more or less filled with ridiculous inferiority complex.He is always worried about making friends with others and being laughed at.

He is proud, but he is also cowardly.

(End of this chapter)