The rich and powerful

Chapter 77 Will You Still Love Me 2
Looking at his stern side face, she suddenly laughed, her smile was as misty as that smoke, "Ah Chen kept saying that I can't beat you, but I always feel that if it's still the same as before, I will fight with you heart and soul." , Lin Muchen, who talks about everything, at least I know him, but now why, I suddenly realized that I don’t know you at all, Lin Muchen, tell me, the you I know, is it right? real?"

Lin Muchen held Yan's hand, and paused slightly.

She bit her lip and trembled lowly, "I just realized that I was wrong, you are right, people like you are cold-blooded in your bones, don't care about it, Chen, Cheng Yan, you, although you The personalities you see are different, but you are all the same person in your bones. No matter who you are, or even yourself, you don’t trust from the bottom of your heart. Are you starting to suspect just a little action? It's really sad, I always thought that with friends like us, you would never doubt me, but I was really sadly wrong."

Lin Mu said nothing, just looked at her from a distance.

She walked towards him slowly, faltering and weak.

"But what made everything happen now, Lin Muchen, let me ask you."

He squinted his eyes, taking advantage of the color of the night, and those eyes were also hazy with the mist.

She leaned close to Lin Muchen's face, stretched out her hand, and stroked his resolute cheek, "Look, am I pretty?"

Lin Muchen's eyes moved slightly, not knowing what she wanted to say.

She said, "I have been praised by many people since I was a child, saying that I am beautiful, generous, and temperamental. I still remember that when I was three years old, my parents held a birthday party for me and bought me beautiful clothes. I wear a tutu skirt, like a princess, whoever sees me will pinch my face and say I am beautiful. At night, I blow out birthday candles, and my mother asks me, what wish did you make, and I say, I want My mother will always love me, my mother said, I am her Snow White, and she will always love me. At that time, she was really a little princess who stretched out her clothes to eat and opened her mouth. I still remember that no matter where I went at that time, I would A few people followed, looked at me, and took care of me."

"It's been like this since I was six years old."

She looked at him with burning eyes, "Then you never imagined that the story of Snow White would suddenly turn into this."

"Later, I don't know what happened. I still remember that it was raining heavily that day. I watched my family members tidy up their things in a mess. I stood there with my doll in my arms and watched in a daze. They took my brother away first. After going out, They came to hug me again, but when someone was ambushing me on the road, we were scattered, and I was walking on the bumpy road alone, and no one even took care of me, they didn't look back at me, and took my brother away."

Her eyes were sad, "You know all this, right? They fled abroad, and I was left alone in the mainland, taken in by a monastery. There are beautiful nuns and aunts there, and a kind godfather? I am still a beautiful and generous person. Girl, I bring happiness to everyone, I will always be so satisfied, so happy, so strong, no matter where I go, I will always be the kind and lovely Xu Rongya."

"You must hope so?"

"No, but no, look at what I look like now, do you know, the monastery is not what you see from the outside at all, the children in the monastery can't go to the main building at night, everyone lives in a small building with a pointed roof, and there are mosquitoes in it There are many, many cockroaches, cockroaches will climb on my sheets, there will be flies flying around, the children are not friendly at all, they will secretly throw cockroaches into his meal when they see someone who is new and easy to bully .”

"It's a hell on earth!"

"After studying psychology, I should know that those children who have not been educated, succumb to psychological pressure, and do things they don't know. But, so what? I studied psychology. Learning, I just want to find a way, find a way, let myself forget... But, it turns out that doctors will never be able to cure my illness, and the same is true for psychologists... I thought, I can't tell anyone, I have to bury it In my mind, there is so much pain, if I study psychology, will I be able to confide in myself? But what to do, I still haven't found a way to this day..."

He frowned deeply, just looked at her, "Rong Ya, you...why didn't you say..."

She looked at him, and when tears rolled down her cheeks, she said quietly, "What did I say? I said it was you who made my life so miserable? No, that's not what I, Xu Rongya, would say."

She laughed, but her appearance was heartbreaking.

"Afterwards, I looked at my rag doll, she was torn apart, she looked so pitiful, I hugged her, huddled in a corner and cried, I thought, why are our fates so similar, we are obviously wearing princess clothes, But why do I have to be treated like this... After that, the nun told me to believe in God and follow the Lord, I couldn't help but want to scold people, where is the Lord? No, the Lord can't see me ..."

"Later, I learned to endure, and I knew that one day I would get out of there, by my own strength..."

"Remember what I told you, the story of the little monkey? No, I don't want to be a little monkey, showing my wounds to others over and over again, in order to gain sympathy. I want to hide the wounds and put the most It’s a beautiful place, show it to others!!”

"Later, your people came, and I went back, to those parents who abandoned me. Later, Xu Rongya seemed to have forgotten the past in the monastery."

"I told people that the monastery is very good. The nuns, sisters and priests in the monastery are very kind to us. I even used my first income to buy new clothes for the nuns in the monastery. Everyone praised me , Said that I am really kind and beautiful, generous and decent."

"I tell a lot of lies, and gradually I will believe that it is true, Mu Shen, I gradually think that I am really happy..."

She raised her head and looked at Lin Muchen, "But are you really happy? You and I are supposed to be the same person. Tell me, is the way you pretend to be really happy?"

The corners of his lips moved, but he was silent after all.

She laughed, "But who is responsible for these? Who gave me the poisonous apple that turned me from a princess into a witch?"

She said softly, "It's you, it's Song Yan! It's you!"

Lin Muchen's eyes flashed, "Rongya...has nothing to do with her."

She said, "But it's about his father!"

Lin Muchen grabbed her hand, "It has nothing to do with anyone else. What our parents do is against the law. The happiness we get from birth is based on the pain of others! Don't you understand! "

(End of this chapter)