The rich and powerful

Chapter 61 There is your beauty in the blurred front 2
Cheng Yan said, "Do you think that in this world, you are the only one who endured those things in pain? No, in fact, he suffers the same pain."

Standing up, he said, "I have known him for many years. Since we were born, we were doomed to be inseparable from the shadow of triads, gangsters, fighting, and being bad guys. We have always been like this. Among the two sons of the Lin family , one literary and one military, his eldest brother was trained to be the successor of the gangsters, both physically and psychologically, he was trained to be a symbol of the triad society, but he was sent by his father to study, business, and culture. He later said In fact, his father loves him, he doesn't want him to hang out in gangsters, he wants him to have a normal life, that's why he sent him to school. Among us, he is considered an outlier, he doesn't like to talk, he is soft on everyone, and he looks particularly easy to bully."

"In the triad society, those who are bullied are destined to end badly. The strong prey on the weak. In that place, it is obviously cruel."

"But fortunately, he has his father's protection, so even if he is so different, everyone will give him face."

"You know how your father got up, right? The Song family has a political background since he was a child. He was sent to the grassroots at that time, and the task assigned to him was to be an undercover agent in a triad society."

"Lin Mushen's father was the head of the Triad Society at that time. Lin Qing's name is now worshiped by many people as idols. Your father is actually very capable. He took advantage of the internal fighting of the Triad Society to rise to power, and quickly He got closer to Lin Qing's side and helped Lin Qing master the entire triad society. In three years, he and Lin Qing became sworn brothers. Lin Qing trusted him very much, almost like a family, so when Lin Muchen was a child, I can often see your father."

"No one thought that your father turned out to be an undercover agent. He personally pushed Lin Qing to the position of head of the triad society, and almost unified the gangs in Hong Kong and Southeast Asia. Then, in a drug negotiation with the Indian gang , he tricked Lin Qing to the scene, Lin Qing was arrested, and he shot Lin Qing to death while pretending to cover Lin Qing's departure."

Song Yan moved his eyes, raised his head, and looked at Cheng Yan.

"Your father won the first-class merit award because of this. Coupled with his own identity and background, his political career has been on the rise."

"But the triad society fell into chaos because of this. Gangs from all walks of life fought for territory and seats. Lin Muchen's mother was shot to death in that incident. Later, even the body was not found. He The eldest brother was exploited and pushed to the position of the speaker, but because of his lack of ability and no one to protect him, he was hacked to death on the street. His sisters were urgently transferred out of Hong Kong to save their lives. And he, at a young age , endured the humiliation, stayed in Hong Kong, and was treated as a puppet by the new triad leader, and for five years, it was almost like living a life like a prison."

"Later, he slowly gained the trust of the speaker before he could come out and continue his studies."

"At that time, we all thought that he was a soft eggplant, a useless scholar, a little man with no strength to restrain a chicken. Later, we found out that he was because he witnessed the scene where your father shot and killed Lin Qing when he was a child. , the seeds of hatred have already been planted deeply."

He looked at Song Yan, "He asked the speaker to come to the mainland to study, found an opportunity, and met you."

"No one thought that the Lin family, which was already broken and almost disappeared, would suddenly rise up one day. He used the name of the son-in-law of the Song family to start from scratch, slowly gathered energy, and overthrew the three people at that time with his own power. He will disintegrate the entire gang reform in Hong Kong, and then send your father to prison..."

Song Yan's hands tightened...

He said, "Perhaps you think he is a despicable and shameless villain..."

He smiled, "But he doesn't want to be a puppet for the rest of his life, he has no choice but to find a way to get out."

"And, I know, he loves his father very much, just like you love your father..."

After Song Yan finished listening, he raised his head.

He looked at Song Yan, "Your father actually met him once before he died."

"At that time, when your father was imprisoned for two years, he suddenly wrote a letter to Lin Muchen. Lin Muchen resisted reading that letter at first, but for some reason, he still read it. Then, he went to prison Li, looked at your father, your father said..."

He paused, took a deep breath, and said, "Your father said that since he followed you and went back to the Song family to meet the parents, he has recognized Lin Muchen, so he was very opposed to your relationship from the beginning. .”

Song Yan had been listening silently, and when he heard this, he just sat there with his head bowed.

"If he doesn't want to, it's really hard for you to be together, because Lin Muchen at that time must have been nothing but an empty shell, but later he thought of the relationship between Lin Qing and him, He betrayed Lin Qing, although he knew that it was his mission, what he should do, and he was the side of justice, but he could not escape that shadow for the rest of his life."

"He said that during the days of fighting with Lin Qing, in fact, he slowly developed a brotherhood with Lin Qing amid conflicts and hesitation, but in the end, he still wanted to deceive him and shoot Lin Qing himself. He looked at Lin Qing with an unbelievable look on his face. When he died, he didn't seem to believe that he would betray himself. He would never forget that look. No matter how many years passed, he knew that it was his. Sin, so he finally agreed to your marriage with Lin Muchen, because he wanted to take care of Lin Muchen for Lin Qing like a father."

"At that time, he knew that he was taking a risk. Later, he didn't regret his decision. He said that the only thing he regretted was that he hurt your mother and daughter."

"In the end, he told Lin Muchen that all of that was his sin, and he was willing to bear the consequences, but he hoped that Lin Muchen would forgive you for your innocence, and give you a way out. You can live in peace."

"Mu Shen didn't say anything at that time, and just left."

"The next day, he found out that your father committed suicide in prison."

Song Yan finally couldn't hold back at this moment...

She sat there, her heart was ups and downs, and she almost shed tears when she heard the word of her father's suicide.

"But at that time, Mu Shen didn't dare to think of you at all." Cheng Yanyan continued, "Since Xu Rongya's accident, Mu Shen refused to mention any news about you. He seemed to want to pretend that there has never been anyone like you in this world. Same, as if everything with you in the past is just a fantasy, not real, he would rather deceive himself like this."

"For so many years, he lived like that, so that later, when he saw you again..."

Cheng Yan glanced at Song Yan, "He told himself over and over again that you are the murderer who killed Rong Ya, told himself that you are hateful, do you know why?"

Song Yan lowered his head and looked at his hands.

Cheng Yan said, "Because he doesn't want to regret it!"

Cheng Yan smiled and said, "His pain is that he doesn't want to be a bad person. He always wants to live a peaceful life. Like you, he only longs for a peaceful home. However, he must be a bad person. If he wants to stay alive."

"His greatest pain is that he can't imagine that he is really a cold-blooded and ruthless person, so he would rather wash himself with hatred over and over again, telling himself that what he did is right, you are a bad person, your father is Bad guy, only in this way can he live well."

"But in the first place, hatred is wrong..." He smiled bitterly, walked to Song Yan, and said lightly, "So, you are actually the same person, you hate each other, and you are all in pain!"

Song Yan bit her lip and raised her head, "You tell me this, what are you doing..."

Cheng Yan sighed and said, "Yesterday, he also wanted to tell you this, but there was no chance after all. I just want to replace him and tell you what he wants to say."

She got up and turned to leave.

(End of this chapter)