My host is the Queen of Prophecy

Chapter 1019 Extra Story Xu Mu (2)

I don't know if it was the moonlight that night that was too charming, or her earnest way of saving people was too touching.

I just felt that my eyes had unconsciously moved towards her.

No matter how much I resist in my heart, it won't help.

I can only keep telling myself that she is not the empress, she is just another person as she said.

But I can't be too obvious, I can only use a particularly dull way to avoid her eyes.

I think……

She should have seen through everything.

Even secretly laughing at me behind my back.

But it doesn't matter, I think it's a very happy thing to stay by her side like this.

After returning to the palace that night, I planned not to return to the country.

Yeah, it's just child's play.

This restoration plan that I have planned for a long time, because she smiled at me, I do not intend to continue.

but……

Many times, many things are ultimately no match for God's will.

Maybe it's because of my hasty decision that my father in heaven can't stand it anymore.

I accidentally discovered the plague that I encountered when traveling around the world, and that plague was very powerful.

The infection rate is high and the death rate is high.

Even though that small country resisted desperately, it was still wiped out by a plague.

I am not a person who cares much about the common people. If she is just an ordinary person, or even a princess, I can probably take her away regardless.

But she is indeed the queen of the whole country.

she can't go...

I couldn't ask her, because if she knew about it, if she made the decision to stay, she would definitely die.

And it is impossible for me to watch her die with my own eyes.

I cooked a table of dishes for her, and then put medicine in her dishes.

This plan was originally a part of my restoration of the country. At that time, I did not decide to prescribe drugs, but to kill her directly.

Although her medical skills are far superior to mine, her martial arts may not be superior to mine. If she uses a sneak attack method, it is still very likely to succeed.

However, before that, I had already decided to give up Fuguo and put medicine in her meals, just to make her sleep well.

I want to take away her Southern Kingdom while she is in a coma.

I thought I was famous for doing all this.

I thought that I could actually give myself an explanation in my heart.

I thought that I would not feel heartache or sadness.

But everything, after all, is just what I think.

When she asked me in a crying tone if I ever liked her, I really wanted to turn around and hug her directly.

Then tell her in her ear, I like her, I like her very much...

Even if she used to be the person Xu Su liked, I couldn't control my heart, I wanted to like her crazily...

But I can't, because I want her to live well...

A long, long time later, I asked myself if I would have made such a choice if I had known the ending.

The answer is no.

If I had known earlier, she would have come to me desperately.

If I had known earlier, she never cared about the throne, she had no world in her heart.

I thought, I would grab her hand and run away from everything as soon as possible. The farther I ran, the better.

In this life, we have paid too much for the so-called throne.

Why not live for yourself once?
Unfortunately, there is no if in this world.

It seems that I can only look forward to the next life...

If there is an afterlife, please let her and I live once for ourselves.

(End of this chapter)