Wear it quickly, she's beautiful

Chapter 190 Extra Story [Mo You]

Not all love is reciprocated, not all pain is redeemed.

The road I choose, I will go on even if I am covered with bruises all over my body. The person I like will cherish even if they are lost.

But the distance between us is more than thousands of miles?
I am Mo You, the emperor who murdered his father and usurped the throne in the 76th year of the Mo Dynasty.

The system of successive dynasties of the Mo Dynasty clearly stipulated that when the new emperor ascended the throne, all his brothers would be executed or exiled.Therefore, to be born in the emperor's family, even if it's just to save his life, he must fight for it by all means.

What's more, I still have ambitions.

My father treated me well, but I still chose to end his life.

It was the darkest night of my life.

It was a memory that was cut into the flesh and blood, and it was tortured repeatedly for many days and nights afterwards, which was unforgettable.

At first because of patricide, and later because of betrayal.

You failed her, Mo Ling.

I always wanted to be nice to someone, but never thought it would be her.

—— Mo Ling.

That night was not the first time I saw her, but it was the most impressive of all.

When I was most terrified of killing my father, my heart was trembling. She opened a pair of pitch-black eyes, reflecting the faint light, and looked at me innocently.

Always remember those eyes.

It made me nowhere to escape, as if it had frozen the original ugly face, and it was an indelible trace in memory.

No one knew my embarrassment, pinched her five fingers hard, and when her face was blue and about to die, I suddenly felt palpitations.

I shook my hand, and she hit the wall of the imperial dining room, rolled to the ground, unconscious.

I didn't kill her to silence her, I just ordered people to throw her into a desolate cold palace, then ascend the throne, and then forget her.

But when I dreamed back at midnight, those innocent eyes would still flash past.

That was the only way I saw her showing sincerity.

I was not familiar with her before, but I am not unfamiliar with her either. She is an abused princess. When I see her occasionally, I can touch the stubborn stubbornness, loneliness, and longing in those eyes.

She is very smart and possesses natural talents, such as improving papermaking techniques, proposing the real-name system, perfecting the bureaucratic system, implementing laws, and advocating business and cultural exchanges with foreign countries...

I admire her, but I am wary of her, after all, I can still see that crazy desire from the bottom of her eyes.

She is no longer the girl she was back then, she has the ability to threaten my throne.

It was on that ridiculous night that I found out that I liked her, when she was drugged by Mo Xia, and I was lured away unintentionally.Nothing actually happened, but it made me realize the difference to her.

——It was a kind of momentary, wanting to reach out to touch, from the bottom of my heart, long-lasting tenderness, longing to touch, hold her in my arms, and be moved by her every frown and smile.

This is probably liking, like growing vines, spreading all over the limbs, weaving into a dense net.

There is nowhere to run.

I have been thinking, if she is not as good as my younger sister, then I can marry her as my queen, enshrine the beautiful country, send away the Sangong and Sixth Courtyard, and be a couple for a lifetime.

But she is.

So everything is illusory, drawing an insurmountable gap.I poisoned her, and she treated me harshly, but Luo Chen won in the end.

Enduring the throbbing in my heart, I kissed the lips that Xiao had wanted for a long time. The unique taste is still fresh in my memory.

Touching her soft face with my fingertips, I feel pain, and I seem to be able to hear the sound of life passing away... My vision gradually blurred, holding her catkin, I slightly raised the corners of my lips.

Love is an illusion that is easily suspected, like fireworks in the sky, once it is seen through, it will be wiped out.

Linger, I lost my life, my country, and you.

Ling'er, you know, I am pleased with you.

　PS: Regarding Luo Chen, he is just a scheming boy, a high-cold national teacher, who doesn’t love anyone, because he has not found the meaning of life, so his character image is a bit empty and confused, and Pei Ranxi will mention him again in the next episode
　　
　
(End of this chapter)