The host of the female supporting role's counterattack must not be blackened

Chapter 37 An Qianqian

Love, if you can't live day and night, how dare you expect it to last forever.Ling Rui, the man I love who lost himself, stood in two worlds with me from the very beginning, I desperately reached out to touch him, and finally fell into the abyss.

—————————An Qianqian
I have always been ordinary, even if many people praise me for being good-looking, I am still ordinary.

One day, a prince appeared in my world, and he lent me extraordinary brilliance, which made me feel in a trance that I was really the most special.

I desperately want to turn myself into a white swan, and look forward to the day when I can stand beside the prince openly.

Unfortunately, the reality tells me that this is wishful thinking.

I'm not for him, that's what he told me himself.

He is Ling Rui.

I told Ling Rui that I only had him, and asked him not to leave me, and he agreed.

I should have been happy, but unfortunately, the pain came one step sooner.

Ling Rui said that he wanted to marry Gu Zixi because he needed her.

I said yes.

Ling Rui may not know that the word "good" made me slowly kill my ordinary but beautiful self and become more and more ugly.

The word "good" made me learn to be jealous and hate.

Gu Zixi was forcibly pulled to the edge of the world by Ling Rui, and I, being able to watch her fall into the abyss, was an indescribable pleasure, which gave me some comfort.

It was only when Ling Rui decided to personally participate in the kidnapping of Gu Zixi that I began to feel a sense of crisis, which is a woman's intuition.

Ling Rui's plan failed, I don't know whether to be more happy or disappointed.

It is undeniable that I hope that Gu Zixi can become miserable, at least not so noble, I don't even have the qualifications to look up to her.

Ling Rui started to alienate me because of Gu Zixi, saying 'understand' deprived me of all rights to protest.

I started to be humble and fearful, waiting for the so-called bright future.

If I was smart, I should have left at this time, but unfortunately, I am a complete idiot.

Not only did I not leave, but I even started to hate Gu Zixi. When we met by chance, I tried my best to humiliate her.

However, she and I are in two worlds after all, and I don't understand her world.

Later I found out that Ling Rui didn't understand either.

He couldn't control Gu Zixi anymore, so he told me to leave S City.

It's amazing, I thought I would be in pain, but in fact, I was even more unwilling.

To Gu Zixi, also to Ling Rui.

You high-ranking people probably don't know the feeling of being manipulated by others.

I began to pray that they would fall down the altar together.

My heart was gradually corroded by darkness, the love I once had could not save me.

But fate is sometimes very strange, and the fate of life is unpredictable. I never thought that I, who has become so unbearable, can also meet angels.

Ran, a man completely different from Ling Rui.

He made me understand that women should be cared for.

Every moment I was with him was as beautiful as a dream, but I forgot that no matter how beautiful the dream is, it will eventually wake up.

I know the situation of the Ling family, and I also know what happened to Ling Rui, but I can't control it. At that time, my mind was full of dye, and compared with Ran, Ling Rui seemed not worth mentioning at all.

I told Ling Rui, you don't love me.

I really do.

I was shocked when the knife stabbed my body.

Ling Rui, I thought that you at least cared about me, even if you didn't love me.

Unfortunately, falling in love with you was my biggest mistake.

When I was told that I would not be able to conceive for the rest of my life, I suddenly thought that Ran, that gentle man, hadn't appeared for a long time.

I panicked, and I started looking for him frantically, but unfortunately, I still lost him.

When the last amount of money was withdrawn from the bank card, I knew I had to work.

But I don't have any special skills, and I can't do particularly hard work. In the end, I can only work in bars.

I thought I had fallen into the lowest point of my life, but a text message let me know that there was a deeper abyss waiting for me.

Entering the dream, a very beautiful name, but it is the name of a cowherd shop.

When I saw Ran treating other women with a familiar smile, I heard my own heartbroken voice.

It's ridiculous to regard a cowherd as an angel.

I started to give up on myself, as long as I could make my life better, I would do anything.

Soon, a wealthy businessman who was old enough to be my father offered to adopt me, and I agreed.

I'm back to the days when I was still with Ling Rui, I don't have to do anything, I just need to enjoy.

It's a pity that the good times don't last long, and the underground mistresses don't seem to end well, and I'm no exception.

I used to think, which step is wrong, will make life dislocation.

Shouldn't I love you, Ling Rui?
If it was a mistake, may I never make it again!

　TodayChapter 2.

　　Thanks to Yue Xiaoyun for the reward, okay!

　　
　
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