One way to go north

Chapter 71 Love, Say It 1
When she heard it, tears fell like rain, and she threw herself on him and cried loudly.

The crying sound woke him up completely. Looking around, there were no butterflies, and the girl with long and pure hair was no longer there. Everything was just a dream, just an illusion...

He let her cry on his body, the tears she wanted to shed, but couldn't shed, let someone else shed for him...

It wasn't until her crying became quieter that he put his arms on the bed and wanted to get up.

Yingying wiped her tears and asked him, "What do you want? Drink water? I'll pour it for you."

He didn't speak, just sat up and put on his shoes.

She supported him, "Do you want to go to the bathroom? I'll help you."

"No, I'll go home." His heart was full, and his heart was still wet with the light rain like silk in his dream.

She cried again, she knew that no one could stop him from going home...

"But you are not well yet. The doctor said that you will be observed in the hospital for a few days." She held his arm, not daring to let go.

"I'm fine, let's take you back first." He just had a headache, and gently waved her hand away.

She took a few steps back and pulled the wound on her back. It hurt a little, and she couldn't help "hissing".

"Injured?" He frowned and asked.

She shook her head, tears welling up in her eyes, "No. I just scratched it."

"Well, let's go then!"

She took two steps forward to catch up with him, and held his hand, "Brother Bei, go and stay at my place for two days first, you need someone to take care of you! She won't take pity on you!"

His body froze, like a layer of ice, "I don't need anyone to take care of me!"

In her eyes, his back was so lonely and desolate, she covered her mouth, and cried out again, he has been lonely for too long, too long...

"Then I'll take you back! I don't need anyone to take you back!" She held his hand tightly.

The car slowly stopped in front of Lu Xiangbei and Tong Yinian's apartment, he got off the car first, Yingying then caught up and stood in front of him with red eyes.

"Go back, and remember to change your medicine." He stopped in his tracks, his black figure was long and tall.

Yingying just cried, "Brother Bei, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

He breathed out softly, "No one is sorry for anyone, no one is wrong, just be careful."

After speaking, he wanted to walk past her.

She hugged his waist suddenly, "Brother Bei, I just feel sorry for you, if you have anything to do, you must call me, even if you have a headache or a wound."

He hesitated for a moment, "Well, yes!"

He took off her arm and walked to his "home"... This house her father bought for her, the moment the door opened, the warm breath hit him, but he was so depressed that he couldn't breathe.

Yingying watched his back disappear into the darkness of the corridor before leaving. Wiping away tears, her face was covered with tears. The carefully painted makeup had already faded. For the first time, she didn't bother to touch up the makeup. Knowing that Lu Xiangbei would not call her, even if he died of illness and pain in the dark, he would not show his wounds to others...

She got in the car, started it, and passed by a car with a military plate. She knew this car, but she didn't know how long it had been here and how much she had seen, but so what?She sneered.

"Forget it, let's go!" Inside the car, Tong Yinian looked at her home coldly with a cold expression.

Shen Kangqi couldn't ask for more, so he drove away immediately.

Accompanied Shen Kangqi to the hospital, wandered around all night, finally thought about going home, this is her home, isn't it?

However, she saw such a scene at the door of the house. She hugged him reluctantly. It was obvious that they spent the night together.

His embrace has never been exclusive to her, she watched Yingying cry in his embrace, that embrace was once the warmth she longed for, but now it is soaked by Yingying's tears, but, strangely, she felt no more pain...

The whole heart is numb and stiff, and there is no longer the feeling of needles being stuck in it, which is good...

It's just, how can she be in the same space as him and breathe the same oxygen?At least, now, she can't do it... She is afraid that she will suffocate to death due to lack of oxygen...

So, leave for a while, let her think about it, think about it...

She didn't ask her where she was going, and it was inconvenient for the Shen family to go back. After all, there was an old man around, and it was one thing to go to play on weekdays. Suitable for such cross-examination.

Shen Kangqi drove the car to Cen Jiexi's apartment.

He has the key to Jesse's house, and Jesse often lives on campus, so the house is usually empty.

Tong Yinian sat on the sofa, motionless, his eyes were gray and white, staring in the same direction, which hadn't changed since he came in.

Shen Kangqi went to the kitchen to cook a bowl of noodles and found that Tong Yinian was still sitting there in the same posture, so he put the noodles on the coffee table and sat opposite her.

He was so big sitting in front of her, she didn't react, she was still staring blankly at the front, he was in front of her, but he was not in her eyes, as if she had penetrated his body and saw a farther place.

He was a little frustrated, and threw the chopsticks on the coffee table, "Girl! What are you still remembering?"

She finally had a reaction and stared at him with a confused look on her face.

Shen Kangqi's eyes were full of pity and pity, he sat beside her, and hugged her into his arms, just like when she was young, whenever she was angry with her mother and sister at home, she would hide in his arms Same.

"Nian girl, get a divorce! What are you reluctant to leave him? He is not worthy of your love!" The Chinese tradition is to demolish ten temples rather than one marriage, but he really can't stand it, he can't stand it He watched the grown-up little girl suffer this, Lu Xiangbei is not a good husband...

divorce?When she heard these two words, her lips trembled.

"Yes! Divorce! There are still many people who love you in this world, and there will be men who are worthy of your cherishment. Leave Lu Xiangbei! Find your happiness! Nian girl, you know, my heart for you has never been You have changed, but you should be very clear that no one in the world will love you more than me, and love you more. What we missed is just an opportunity, but an opportunity can be recreated. If you and Lu Xiangbei are happy Yes, I must only bless you on one side, but now he has ruined you like this, I can't stand it! You are mine! I waited for you to grow up for so long, but missed you, this time , I don’t want to let myself miss it again!”

Shen Kangqi talked a lot, Tong Yinian listened quietly, feeling the process of fusion of sourness and warmth, tears gradually filled his eyes.

"Nian girl, do you remember? When I was young, I watched other people get married. You were very envious of the bride's dress. You thought it was very beautiful. When we talked about our ideals, you said, you want to be a bride when you grow up. I asked you what you want to be." Whose bride, without even thinking about it, you just said that you want to be Kang Qi's bride, because only Kang Qi will buy you beautiful clothes and delicious things...

I waited and waited until you finally grew up, you know?I have prepared all the bridal gowns. When you were 20 years old, I forced Jessie to design them for you. Just waiting for you to graduate, I will let you put on the wedding gown, but the one you put on is It's a wedding dress someone bought for you...

There is also a ring, I bought it too, because I was afraid of scaring you, so I never dared to give it to you, waiting day by day, waiting for you to grow up, waiting for you to graduate, I never thought that my thoughts would belong to others , so, I'm not in a hurry...

Nian Nian, I miss you, I regret it, don't you regret marrying Lu Xiangbei?How does he love you?Have you been with you when you are sad?Did you listen carefully to every word you said?When you are cold, have you added clothes?When you are happy, will he accompany you to go crazy and stupid?Can he feel every change of your mood?Does he understand you?Does he care about you?does he love you "

Shen Kangqi's words were like stones, each of which hit the most vulnerable part of her heart. The pain began to recover after the numbness, and every time she said a word, there was a hole in her heart. It was riddled with holes, and with a bang, it collapsed.

The line of defense collapsed, and her quiet tears turned into wailing, in Shen Kangqi's arms, just like before.

Yes, he didn't!He never cried and laughed with her, he never listened to her thoughts, he never added clothes to her, he couldn't feel her emotions, she couldn't enter his world, He doesn't understand her, doesn't care about her, and doesn't love her. She's not even as good as a dancer, or a so-called "sister"...

(End of this chapter)