One way to go north

Chapter 403 Let’s fall in love as soon as the flowers bloom 8
It is not difficult to find the embassy because there are rescuers leading it.

Knowing that this is the widow of a deceased peacekeeping policeman, the Chinese representative expressed deep sorrow, and treated her with great respect and courtesy, and took her to the resting place of the remains.

It turned out that she came at the right time, and the body would be transported back to China the next day. At this time, the coffins of eight martyrs were parked in the open space. The dark and heavy color made her feel as if she had been hit hard. , oozing blood dully...

Her footsteps were like being filled with lead, and every step she took seemed to use up all her strength...

Looking at the photos one by one, the last one is him...

The moment his eyes touched his photo, his eyes immediately blurred...

He was smiling at her, he was still smiling at her...

Such a smile, as if a long time ago, when he raises his frivolous eyebrows, the word "Mrs. Lu" will be spit out from his thin lips that are not smiling...

She rubbed her eyes vigorously, rubbing away the mist that blocked her vision, his face was sometimes clear and sometimes blurred in front of her eyes...

That bit his lip, forcing all the pain in his chest, but suddenly remembered what he said, his voice popped out of memory, flowing vividly in the air:
"Don't bite your lip, my heart will hurt..."

"Don't frown like me, it's ugly..."

She then loosened her lips and opened her eyebrows, imitating the look in his photo, with her eyebrows stretched and the corners of her lips raised, but, would such a smile be uglier than crying?
"Mr. Lu, your dear Mrs. Lu is here... But I'm sorry, Mrs. Lu really can't laugh anymore..." She approached step by step, her mind was full of him calling her "Mrs. Lu" with a playful smile, The tears that had been in my eyes since boarding the plane finally meandered down my cheeks...

Mr. Lu, Mrs. Lu...

She has never felt that these two names are so beautiful...

Take my surname, crown your name.

In the past, she thought that Lu Xiangbei's name was just because she had doubts about her status in the child's family, but it turned out that being able to bear his surname was the happiest thing in the world...

She once said to Yiling that she didn't want to have no chance to talk about many things, just like her father... She thought that she would never make the same mistake again in her life, but she made the same mistake again... …

Lu Xiangbei, I still have so many things I haven't had time to tell you, do you know?

Before she knew it, she had already walked in front of him. His smile was clearly recognizable. Those eyebrows and eyes were turned around in her dreams, but could she never touch them again?

she burst into tears...

Raise your hand slowly, and gently caress the face on the photo with your fingers. There is no longer the temperature and elastic touch that condensed on the fingertips in the past. What is there is just the coldness of the glass frame, just coldness...

The coldness spread all the way to the deepest part of her heart, freezing her heart, but not her tears. She really wanted to show him her best smile, but forgive her, she couldn't do it, really couldn't...

Someone sent a casket. Seeing that she was so sad, she didn't dare to disturb her. After a long time, she presented it cautiously and told her that it was Lu Xiangbei's relic...

relic...

What a ruthless word...

She would rather not see...

But, why is she reluctant to look at it?

With trembling hands, he took the box and opened it, and what was lying quietly inside was only a blood-stained letter...

"The mission they are going to perform is very dangerous. Therefore, some soldiers wrote a suicide note in advance, but unexpectedly... it really became a last letter... This is what we found on him..." The person explaining next to him endured Can't stop crying...

She didn't know what kind of words and sentences were in the letter, she only knew that when she took out the letter, her fingertips hurt...

Take it in your hand, don't look at it, just hold it in your chest, press it hard to the position of your heart, and feel the closeness to him heartbroken. Is this the last trace he left for her?

No one bothered her anymore, leaving her alone in front of his portrait to talk to his soul and accompany him quietly...

If it was possible, she really hoped to crush this letter, and every fragment would melt into her flesh and flow into her blood...

However, she was reluctant...

Wanting to see if the letter inside was also damaged, she opened the envelope and pulled out the letter, but luckily it was intact...

However, having already taken out the letterhead, the desire to read his heartfelt... was so strong that it knocked out the fear of not being able to read before.

After a little hesitation, she slowly unfolded the letter paper, and the words "Dear Mrs. Lu" on the envelope first came into view...

Regardless of the content, this title alone is enough to make her heart ache...

She covered her mouth, and tears dripped down on the letter paper. She was afraid that the handwriting would be blurred, so she quickly wiped it away. When she looked closely, every word of his words came into view...

Dear Mrs. Lu:

Forgive me for calling you "Mrs. Lu" before I proposed to you. I really want to give you back the dream of an ordinary girl. From acquaintance to love to proposal, I will give you everything I need. I have fantasized about having a romantic relationship with you countless times, and then lit candles on the beach at night like a silly boy, and the candles are spelled out in the shape of love, begging you to marry me, but I am really sorry, this dream , Procrastinate and procrastinate, procrastinate till now, I don't know if I still have this chance to realize it, I'm afraid it will be too late.

If I can come back alive, you will not be able to see this letter, and if you receive this letter, then I must be gone, so I call you Mrs. Lu here, will you forgive me?
I'm sorry, Mrs. Lu.At this moment, I searched my brains and scratched my stomach. What I wanted to say the most, turned out to be nothing.

I think the greatest responsibility of a man is to give his beloved woman a stable and happy life, but I have never given you peace.

Mrs. Lu, I really wronged you by following me.From the day you married me, your happy life has come to an end, and you have been in turmoil and restlessness ever since.I made you worry, made you suffer, and put a lot of grievances on you that you shouldn't have to bear. You have experienced everything, but today, you have to bear my dishonesty again. ...

Mrs. Lu, this time, I broke my promise again...

I promised you that when the orchids bloom at home, I will come to pick you up. Unfortunately, I will never see the flowers at home again. I lied to you again. I always lied to you, right?
So don't cry for me a liar, I don't deserve it, you know?

I'm sorry, I'm gone, but I left you the difficult task of raising Dudu and Tongtong. You will be very hard on your own.If there is a man who is willing to share your suffering, don't hesitate to let him be with you.

Although I always say that I can rest assured that my own wife is by my side, but, wife, this time, I can't be by your side...

Wife, do you still remember what you promised me?Don't frown like me, it will be very ugly; don't bite your lips anymore, it will hurt my heart...

Wife, don't make my heart ache in another world, I like the way you smile, it's beautiful.

Mrs. Lu, my wife, Xiao Niannian...

I really want to say all your names at this moment, but is there still a chance?Maybe we have to wait for the next life.

Xiao Niannian, if there is an afterlife, I beg God to let me meet you again, at such an intersection, under such a banyan tree, you ran out holding a cake and hit my bicycle.

However, I will definitely not let us miss more than ten years, I will take the memory of this life, entangle you, grow up with you, watch cartoons with you, fall in love with you, and watch movies with you , eat popcorn with you, walk into the palace of marriage holding your hand, spend every day of my life with you and my children, no more thrilling, no more turmoil, only ordinary life, complete A long-cherished wish that we cannot fulfill in this life.

Xiao Niannian, were you still wearing a cute little princess dress back then?
I look forward to it.

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If she was able to read word by word at the beginning, in the end, she would be in pain. Those words would make her more uncomfortable than cutting her heart into pieces...

Her ears were full of his voice when he called "Mrs. Lu's wife Xiao Niannian". When she saw the last sentence, Xiao Niannian, were you still wearing a cute princess dress at that time?I look forward to it.

(End of this chapter)