One way to go north

Chapter 390 The Death of the Child Father 3
Instead of being angry, he was happy, and finally talked to him?Finally talk to him?And hearing the tone, it seems that he is still jealous, and the air is sour...

"Nian Nian, I have something to tell you about Dad." Seeing her turn around and leave again, he quickly followed her.

When Tong Yinian heard that it was about his father, Tong Yinian stopped in his tracks. It happened that Xiaoma and Tan Wan were also planning to bathe the baby, so they took the baby from their hands and let them talk.

"Come on, come and sit down!" He took her hand and sat side by side with him on the sofa. After sitting down, he was still reluctant to let go of his hand. Tong Yinian pulled it out with all his strength.

He just smiled and didn't insist, and then told her all the results of today's trial, "Nian Nian, I didn't force Jesse to go to France. He knew some truths and couldn't face you. There is a father, as I said, in my heart, he will always be my father. Yes, he may have done something wrong, but there is one thing I am very happy for him. After they were all poisoned, your father always insisted on not taking drugs. Poison, later, he was willing to become a tainted witness, it was all for your happiness, he hoped that I could give you happiness, and hoped that the two of us could be happy together."

She listened quietly, until she heard the last word, her expression was very calm, as if she knew these things a long time ago...

"Niannian..." He held her hand again. Her calmness surprised him and made him even more confused. He was used to her various attitudes in front of him. The only thing he was not used to was her calmness. It made him unable to figure out what she was thinking, and also made him feel that she was far away from him...

So she calmly raised her head and stared at him, "Lu Xiangbei, maybe we should have a good talk."

He had a bad premonition. He remembered that the last time she told him that she wanted to have a good talk, it was about divorce. What about this time?What will it be?
Muster up the courage to smile, still gentle, "Okay."

She choked for a while, not knowing where to start, she organized her thoughts in her heart, and said, "Lu Xiangbei, I'm not shocked at all by what you said about this case. I don't know everything about it. But I more or less know a little bit, that's why I went to Beijing to have a baby, and that's why..." Tears flashed in her eyes, she raised her head to let the tears flow back, and then continued, " That's why I went to Lama Temple in Beijing to make such a wish, I've been looking forward to it, I hope that after the case is over, I will become a real Lu family member, but..."

After all, she couldn't hold back the tears, dripping down, choking too hard to speak.

When he felt pain in his heart, what he couldn't see the most were her tears, and he always seemed to make her cry, didn't he?

He stretched out his arms and hugged her into his arms, "It's okay now, it's really okay, I've been thinking, I want to pursue you again, like all ordinary men and women, talk to you about a real relationship, and then talk to you Entering the palace of marriage, now that the case is closed, I can do it... Nian Nian, I will definitely work hard to make you and the baby happy..."

"Happiness?" She raised her tearful eyes in his arms, her eyes full of confusion, "Where is the happiness you gave me? As long as I think of what happened to Dudu, I get goosebumps all over my body. This is the happiness you gave us ?”

"Niannian! This is an accident! I'm sorry to you, and I'm also very sad. I didn't protect my son well, and there won't be any more in the future!" He apologized and wiped her tears with his fingers.

"No!" She shook her head, dodging his hand, "I don't want to use the baby's life to test whether your words are true or not! I just want to ask you, if there is no Harry this time, what would you do with the baby and your baby?" In the face of faith, which one should you choose?"

He was startled, "Nian Nian, this assumption is not valid!"

"No! It was established! Lu Xiangbei, you are a hero that everyone is looking forward to, so your son is destined to be extraordinary. No one knows when he will become someone else's target. At that time, when he is in a desperate situation, he must be forced to When you have to make a choice, how do you choose?" She was a little stubborn, but forgive her, the mother who has not yet come out of the shadow of Dudu's kidnapping has to dig into a dead end, and she doesn't think it's a dead end, but Something that can happen at any time!
She smiled sadly, "Lu Xiangbei, I hope this time, you will tell me the truth and stop lying, okay?"

Faced with her eyes, Lu Xiangbei did hesitate for a moment.

He is always very confident, confident that he can protect her and her son well, but the assumption she said is conditional...

pick one of two?What would he do if one day it came time to choose between the two?
Tong Yinian stared at him with eyes full of tears, and the hope in his eyes sank little by little with his brief hesitation...

Finally, all the light spots disappeared, and her tears flowed down.

Gently pushed his embrace away, gently, so lightly that it seemed that there was no strength, but so that he had no ability to resist. He could only open his arms and watch her slip away from his arms little by little... …

In the end, as if his heart was crushed, the sourness was instantly wiped away like thick ink, and the pain in his heart was smudged into balls, and he called her eagerly, "Nian Nian! I can have both! Definitely!"

Of course, she had already stood up, standing a step away from him, with a faint smile on her face, so distant, "Lu Xiangbei, I understand. I force you to do this multiple-choice question." , It’s because I’m not sensible. I should understand the righteousness a little more. I should be a good family member to support your work, right? If I’m just a passer-by, I’d say the same thing. Who doesn’t understand this kind of truth? If today Your wife is someone else. I stand on the sidelines, and I can also teach her to be a good wife. However, passers-by always see the appearance of things, and I am not a passerby. I hope that I It’s your passer-by, how good would that be? I won’t be in pain or hurt for you, and I won’t be afraid because you don’t come home all night, but I don’t even dare to call you, and I won’t worry about walking out of this door all the time. , whether my son will be in danger... Lu Xiangbei, I am just the most ordinary woman in the world, and what I want is only the most ordinary life. It has nothing to do with heroes or role models. Growing up healthy and healthy, watching him get married and start a business, watching him marry a wife and have children, watching him live a happy and peaceful life... I even... just hope that I can sleep peacefully every day... Lu Xiangbei, do you know? Here you go, I've never had a good night's sleep..."

She covered her lips, tears streaming down her face, choking so hard that she couldn't speak.

If you don't love, there will be no pain, if you don't love, there will be no tears.It is precisely because she loves him so much that when she said these words, she was in so much pain...

However, everything she said was true, when she married him, she just wanted to find a comfort zone of her own, but she plunged into a deeper vortex, worrying about his mystery and all kinds of abnormalities. ; Later, he finally got divorced, thinking that he could have a stable life from now on, but he chased after him every step of the way, never letting go; later, knowing that he could not escape, after going through hardships, he finally chose to be with him, but such a terrible thing happened again incident, his son was kidnapped, and a reward was offered for his head...

She is just a fragile ordinary woman, a woman who is so fragile that she wants to go around when encountering difficulties. How much stimulation does her heart have to bear?

She is really unbearable...

Forgive her, she has always had the potential to be a deserter, otherwise, she would not have escaped from Tong's house back then and thrown herself into the marriage vortex he gave her...

Her tears were dripping down one by one, he saw it in his eyes, felt pain in his heart, really wanted to reach out his hand, catch all her tears, hold her injury, her pain in the palm of his hand...

She was right, in the years between her and him, there was almost no happiness, all he brought her was hurt, and, in the name of love, he hurt her badly...

Looking back on the past, those pains were all things he didn't want to think about. She was just a woman, and she was actually stronger than he imagined to be able to make it to this day...

He also stood up, stood opposite her, put his hands on her shoulders, and asked softly, "Then what do you want?"

(End of this chapter)