One way to go north

Chapter 382 Choice 3
"Boss, I found the location..." Cheng Zhen stared at the location.

"No! Don't go!" Tong Yinian immediately stopped her in a sharp voice. Dudu's crying had completely confused her. The only thing she remembered was that they would kill Dudu!Those desperadoes will kill Dudu!
Cheng Zhen tactfully said nothing, just looked at Lu Xiangbei, waiting for his instructions.

Lu Xiangbei unbuttoned the collar of his shirt, his short hair was slightly disheveled, hanging down his forehead, and said lightly, "Listen to her, don't go..."

Tong Yinian's terrified eyes were full of tears. Hearing his words, the tears flowed straight down. A pair of teary eyes stared at him and asked, "What should I do? What are you going to do?"

He stood up slowly, turned around and prepared to go upstairs, "I have to think about it..."

"What else are you thinking about?" Tong Yinian grabbed him and refused to let him go, tears covered her face layer by layer, "Lu Xiangbei, no matter what, I want a son! I want a son! I want a son!" Son! Do you hear me!"

"Nian Nian! Give me some time!" He was also in great pain. What was before him was a big problem and a difficult choice! "I want a son too!"

"No..." Tong Yinian shook his head desperately, tears streaming down his face, "You want more than just a son! You also want your just and great cause! You also want to be worthy of the oath you swore under the police badge. I know... But, this time I can't have both, can you sacrifice once for the family, for me, for the child? Let Lutz go, let him go, okay? I beg you..."

"Nian Nian! Be more rational!" Seeing her so sad, he was even more heartbroken, but let Lutz go?How can it be!Not to mention that it violates his principles, even if he wants to let go, it is not something he can say, and the law is not his law...

And she finally fell into his arms crying, tears wet his clothes, she was so heartbroken that she couldn't even utter a complete sentence, "No...I...I can't be rational...I just want to... Just thinking of toot...he's suffering...I can't...sense...a whole day...he hasn't eaten...would he be hungry...will they give him milk...every afternoon toot Toot...you have to drink squeezed juice...will they drink it for him...what if he pees?...what if he misses his father...he will cry...when he cries, they Will they beat him...Lu Xiangbei, they still want to hurt him...they are all drug dealers...they kill without blood...dudu..."

Lu Xiangbei hugged her tightly, and he also thought of what she said, but when it came out of her mouth, his heart ached...

"Yes... It is because they are drug dealers who kill people without blood, I can't let them go, Nian Nian, do you understand?" How can he comfort the woman in his arms, who is suffering the same pain as him ?
However, what he said didn't ring a bell to her. To her, at this moment, Dudu is the whole world, and everything else is unimportant. Therefore, Lu Xiangbei's answer is a little bit She was not satisfied, but after hearing his answer, her whole body became stiff, and she seemed to smell a breath of despair. Could it be that Lu Xiangbei was going to give up?Has he already made a decision?Could it be that he intends to use Dudu's life to fulfill the light of his police badge?
She gradually got up from his arms, her face was full of tears, she looked at him in disbelief, as if she had never known this person before her, no, it should be said, this person has always been like this...

He is a hero, the embodiment of justice, and a model of the police force...

But...but...such a brilliant figure, why does she feel so far away from her?

Suddenly, she knelt down with a plop, kneeling in front of him, endless tears streaming down her face, she wanted to speak, but she couldn't cry...

"Nian Nian, you are crazy! Get up!" His heart was pierced, and he reached out to help her.

However, she insisted on refusing to get up, bit her lip hard, and stared at him with tearful eyes full of strange anger.

She had promised him that she would never bite her lips again, but if she didn't, who would share the pain in her heart?If she doesn't bite, how can she hold back her grief and indignation?If she doesn't bite, how can she hold back her crying, how can she be able to speak?

"Lu Xiangbei..." She spoke with difficulty, crying so hard that the hoarse voice was unfamiliar even to herself. She looked up at him, and before she could say a word, her heart throbbed violently, "Lu Xiangbei , this time, I beg you on my knees, I promise, for the last time. For your righteous cause and faith, I can forgive you for marrying me with purpose, I can ignore my dad's death and be with you, that is Because I love you... because I love you, I can get rid of my willful and tough temper, because I love you, I can break my own wings, and be your little wife obediently at home. You understand you, learn how to love you, and even, because I love you, I can fulfill your great cause. If I need to dedicate myself, I am willing to give everything for you, even my life... If, today, The person in Yaman's hands is me, and I will definitely not make things difficult for you. If I can't escape, I will kill myself in front of Yaman and not give him any chance to threaten you... But, Lu Xiangbei, that is us Son...he's so young...he doesn't even know how to call mom and dad...his life has just begun...I really can't do it...so, Lu Xiangbei...I beg you...look For the sake of my love for you and the fact that the baby is still so young, let’s fulfill my family once and give up my belief once, okay?”

Facing Tong Yinian's tearful plea, how could he not be heartbroken?Every word and every sentence was like a piercing arrow, piercing the softest part of his heart, the pain was unbearable...

Unable to bear to see her so sad again, he pulled her up from the ground, hugged her tightly, and buried his head in the crook of her neck.

Since a long time ago, I have been obsessed with this posture, buried my head in her neck, smelled her breath, touched her warmth, no matter how impetuous my heart is, it will settle like dust bit by bit...

As if, she is his harbor;
As if, she is his end;
As if, she is his reliance...

And in fact, it is...

The way of life has always been to support and support each other, isn't it?
Nian Nian, Nian Nian, give me strength so that I can calm down and guard you with my life...

He thought silently in his heart, took a deep breath, and sucked her breath into his lungs, his chest was full, it was all her warmth, but he raised his head from the nest of her neck, and held her face in his hands , moved her thumb, wiped away her tears, and said in a hoarse voice, "Nian Nian, I promise you...I promise..."

"Really?" Her eyes glowed with hope, in disbelief.

"It's true! I promise you! Dudu will come back safely!" I swear on my life, Dudu will come back safely!He added something in his heart, and swore to himself...

Tong Yinian still couldn't believe it, could this be him?Could he be the one who gave up his principles so easily?She grabbed his clothes tightly, tears in her eyes, "Lu Xiangbei, don't lie to me... There are too many lies between us, if you lie to me again this time, it will be a pain I can't bear..."

This kind of look made him a little scared, a little guilty, and he didn't dare to stare at her. He hugged her again and covered it with a firm voice, "No, I won't lie to you... Be good, be obedient, go upstairs to rest, eh? "

After speaking, without waiting for her to answer, he picked her up and walked upstairs.

She is still not sure, but there is no other way, he is her only hope, he is Dudu's father, and he can only rely on him to save Dudu...

Maybe, he really needs to think, so he is afraid that she will disturb him, so she will be obedient and not disturb him, so that he can calm down...

He has been carrying her into the bedroom, gently put her on the bed, and gently covered her with a quilt. Her face was full of tears, and he stroked her with his hands, even tidying up the short hair on her forehead Now, the scar on the forehead is exposed. As time goes by, the mark has become lighter, but it is still very obvious.

(End of this chapter)