One way to go north

Chapter 357 Crazy For You 1
In the end, he obeyed Mr. Lu's arrangement and stayed in the ward next to Lu Xiangbei.

Using sleep as an excuse, she didn't let anyone stay in her room, closed the curtains, locked the door, took a shower, changed into the hospital gown, then threw herself into the quilt, closed her eyes, and desperately Wanting to fall asleep, how she wished she could fall asleep quickly. After waking up, the sun was shining and there were no clouds in the sky. Everything was just a dream...

However, the more she wanted to fall asleep, the more she couldn't fall asleep. Her heart was beating so fast that she didn't know how many beats faster than usual. In the fierce struggle, the result of this struggle is a headache, the pain seems to explode...

She gritted her teeth, grasped the bed sheet tightly, and tried hard to persevere. She kept telling herself that she would not be addicted, she would definitely not be addicted. This is not a symptom of drug addiction, but just an uncomfortable reaction. As long as she bears it, Just bear it and pass it...

Just, how difficult is the process of forbearance?Her hands have turned purple, and the painful symptoms have not disappeared...

She finally couldn't lie down any longer, she felt her heart was about to jump out of her throat, so she got up and walked on the ground, and then walking back and forth only made her more anxious, so she lay back on the bed again, tossing back and forth , when a ray of light leaked from the closed curtains, she knew that it was dawn, maybe it would be sunny outside, but the sunny day she was looking forward to belonged to her did not come...

Instead, what she was most worried about happened...

As the temperature gradually increased, and the sunlight streaming in from the curtains became brighter, she knew that it was noon...

During the period, she heard someone knocking on the door, it seemed to be Liang's mother's voice, calling "Niannian...Niannian...eat or not", she didn't dare to agree, but just stuffed herself in the quilt and said nothing. Not daring to say anything, pretending to be asleep and not hearing...

Fortunately, Mama Liang left after calling a few times. Time slipped by bit by bit. She was tossing and turning on the bed, and her headache was about to explode. She began to feel that the world was getting farther and farther away from her. There seemed to be a roaring sound of "buzzing buzzing", as if many mosquitoes were screaming around her. Gradually, the sound became louder and louder, piece by piece, covering the sky...

Her whole body was still cold, and her skin was soaked in cold air, as if a kitten was scratching her skin, and she felt itchy, and soon, the itching penetrated into the skin, into the blood, and into the bones Here, she really wanted to grab it, but she still had reason, her fingernails tightened the sheets, she bit her lip desperately and persevered...

The lip was bitten, but she couldn't feel the pain. The blood came out of the bite, and the blood flowed into her mouth, but she didn't feel it. The only feeling was pain and desire...

When she realized what she was longing for, she finally cried out...

She began to think about the baby, the two chubby faces of Dudu and Tongtong, she gritted her teeth and told herself that to be a mother worthy of their pride, to be a white and flawless mother, she must not have that evil idea……

However, the more you restrain yourself, the stronger your psychological desire for that kind of thing becomes. Everything in the ward becomes blurred and shakes, and what appears in front of you is He Ziyu holding a syringe in his hand, and that syringe suddenly becomes Like the sweet spring in the desert, she yearns for it so much...

When this yearning became more and more intense, her pain became more and more intense, the skin all over her body seemed to be twitching involuntarily, and the itching pain from the depths of the bone marrow completely swallowed her, and she fell off the bed while rolling, The cold floor seemed to stimulate her, she began to rub her flesh on the floor, as if she could reach the itching pain in the bone marrow, however, no matter how much she rubbed, she couldn't relieve the lingering pain...

She finally cried out in pain...

Amidst the huge roar, she faintly heard the sound of "bang bang bang" knocking on the door. She couldn't respond, and she didn't have the consciousness to respond. She was just surrounded by this intense pain, until there was a loud noise, and the door was knocked open. She vaguely discerned that the first person who rushed in seemed to be real, he kicked open the door of the ward, and then, it was a wheelchair, sitting on the wheelchair...he...

She has no time to care about what he looks like now, her heart is completely driven by the devil, she crawled to his feet recklessly, hugged his feet, cried and begged, "Give me...give me..."

He was shocked by her condition from the moment he entered the door.

what is she doingHis clothes were messed up, his hair was messed up, he rolled and rubbed on the ground, he couldn't stand up, he crawled to his feet, and hugged his feet like a beggar...

He really didn't want to use this word, and he felt a severe pain in his heart when he used this word, but the fact is true...

There was a momentary blank in his mind, he couldn't think at all, and he couldn't connect the picture in front of him with any situation. It wasn't until she said "Give me..." with tears in his eyes that he was shocked, what did she want...

At that moment, like a thunderbolt splitting through the air, it not only shattered his heart, but his whole body, his limbs, and his torso were all completely shattered into powder at this moment...

For a brief moment, he just stared at her with his mouth wide open, and without saying a word, his heart was broken, his body was broken, and everything in the world was broken...

But she still climbed up. At first, she hugged his ankle, then hugged his calf with difficulty, and then followed the calf, and finally climbed up to his knee. Tears and snot were dripping on his pants The pleading voice became hoarse, "Give it to me, please? Please give it to me..."

Staring at the distorted face in front of him, his soul finally turned around. Still unable to believe it, he lifted her shoulders and roared loudly, "What are you giving? Tell me, what are you giving!"

Chengzhen saw it, and walked over to remind him kindly, "Brother Bei, she seems to be..."

"Shut up! Don't say it! Don't say it..." His roar was loud.Doesn't he know?Could it be that he couldn't read or hear?It's just that he doesn't want to listen to those two ugly words!He doesn't want those two ugly words to be associated with his best thoughts!She was his sweetest elf!It was the little blue butterfly dancing in his dream!He is the brightest star in his sky!How could she have something to do with that kind of thing?No!Will not!There must be a mistake!He must have read it wrong!

He picked her up, put her on his lap, hugged her tightly, buried his head in her neck, and whimpered from her neck, "How could this be? How could you be like this? Tell me, yes I was wrong! Not what I thought! Tell me..."

However, his little elf has completely become a slave of the devil, and can no longer give him any comfort. Instead, he is more anxious and painful because of his shackles. He just wants to break free from his embrace, and just wants something...

She has completely lost her mind and is struggling in his arms like crazy. However, the more she struggles, the tighter he hugs her. She forgot everything, she even forgot who the person in front of her was, she just felt that he was an obstacle preventing her from solving the pain, and the only thing she wanted was to break free from his shackles and get what she wanted...

So, helpless, she began to bite him crazily, hit his head, and scratch his face, not only taking this as a way for her to vent her pain, but also as a way to get rid of his imprisonment...

Of course, no matter how hard she hits or bites, he is still reluctant to let go...

Frightened, it was Chengzhen who stood aside, watching her nails scratch bloodstains on his face, watching her hands resting on the newly-sewed wound on his head, watching her bite his The arm, where he was shot...

She lost her heart, her attack was so heavy and so ruthless, all his wounds that were bandaged with gauze should all burst, and the blood soaked the gauze, shockingly red...

Also, his leg that was hit by the fragments of the gas cylinder, because she was sitting on his lap while holding her, she struggled so hard that the wound on his leg also started to bleed again, which not only penetrated the gauze, but also penetrated the hospital's patient. Putting on the pants, the bright red flowers bloomed one by one...

(End of this chapter)