One way to go north

Chapter 193 Not All Memories Are Clouds and Smoke 3
Furthermore, has she never seen a man of justice?Isn't Lu Xiangbei a hero in the sun shining golden light?so what?She only asked her heart, who hurt her the most...

Of course, she won't blame Kang Qi for saying this, Kang Qi will always be for her own good, she knows that...

In the past few days, Kang Qi has been by her side every step of the way. During this period, Mrs. Shen has called several times to urge him to go back, but he didn't leave. Later, he simply turned off his phone...

What kind of affection can make him...a soldier of the People's Liberation Army who represents justice and light never leave her at such a sensitive time?She understands this affection...

For her, it is the greatest comfort. When she is most helpless and exhausted, she thinks that even if she collapses, there will still be Kang Qi by her side. He will take care of her and send her to the hospital , I am not afraid of anything...

However, she no longer dared to expect too much...

When Tong Zhixing's body was cremated, both Kang Qi and Jesse persuaded her to go home and rest, but no matter how much they persuaded, Tong Yinian refused.

When mother left, she didn't give it away because she was ignorant. Now that father is gone, how can she escape when she is an adult?

It's just that she overestimated her ability to bear...

She once watched her father's body put on a shroud, and the long anatomical line pierced her eyes so strongly, as if someone had cut a line like that on her body with a knife, the skin was torn and dripping with blood, But this knife is equivalent to that she cut it on her father herself...

It is said that when a person dies, his body shrinks.

Tong Yinian looked at her father, who was once tall and burly, now lying there quietly, with a shriveled body, and she realized how happy those days when her father was always furious at her...

The little mother behind me cried earth-shatteringly, just like in the play, her wailing sounded up and down, "Old man...why are you so cruel...how could you just leave our mothers and leave...you called us But what should I do..."

Her mourning was really exaggerated, every sentence dragged out a long ending, maybe she was really sad...

Anyway, what my mother said in the mourning was indeed what she wanted to ask her father, why did she just leave so quietly?Not even giving her the last day of filial piety?
She said to his body over and over again in her heart, Dad, I'm sorry, I hurt you, I hurt you...

The pain in her heart burst out one after another, she closed her eyes, and wanted to cry like a little mother, wouldn't it feel better just to cry?However, no matter how hard she tried, it seemed as if the water in her body had evaporated, and the tears couldn't flow down...

Later, they pushed Dad's body into that horrible room, and when the door opened and closed, she saw the horrible furnace, where Dad was going to be reduced to ashes...

Suddenly, she had a hallucination, as if she saw her father struggling in the fire, his body was covered with fire, and there was a crackling sound of flames scorching his skin, the air was full of burnt smell, and his father was in the fire. Tumbling, twisting in pain in the fire, scolding her heartbreakingly in the fire, "Nian Nian! Why did you burn me to death! Nian Nian! Save me! Save Dad! Nian Nian... Nian Nian, why did you kill me? dad……"

She suddenly rushed towards the door like crazy, screaming like crazy, "Dad! Dad... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... It was Nian Nian who hurt you... Nian Nian came to save you... Nian Nian took you home ……dad……"

Her progress was stopped, both arms were grabbed, and two voices shouted in her ears at the same time, "Nian Nian! Nian Nian! Be sober!"

She can't wake up!Don't wake her up either!All she wants is daddy!As long as Dad comes back alive!

"Let go of me! Dad is calling me! He is asking me to save him! Did you hear me! It was me! I killed Dad!" She struggled in the shackles of Kang Qi and Jesse, losing her mind , just wanted to break free from them like crazy, and ran towards the closed door. In the process of struggling and exerting force, she fell to the ground.

"Nian Nian! Don't do this! You are still pregnant with the child! This will be dangerous!" For the first time, Shen Kangqi used the child as a weapon to control her emotions. Although he knew it was not a good way, it was the only way to wake her up. , the way to force her back to reality...

Tong Yinian was stunned, child, she seemed to have not thought of this child for a long, long time...

But why have children?Why?
She fell to the ground weakly, inserted her hands... into her hair, then curled her fingers, grabbed her hair, and said only one sentence, "Lu Xiangbei! I hate you! I hate you!" You! I hate you..."

"Niannian!" Kang Qi grabbed her hand and lifted her up from the ground, "What did I say? You forgot? No matter what happens, don't hurt yourself! It's not that we all care about you. Is there a knife in your heart? How important is Lu Xiangbei? Are you suffering from Uncle Tong's death, or Lu Xiangbei's deception? Nian Nian! You can't be so selfish!"

Selfish?She raised her confused eyes, Yingying said she was selfish before, but now even Kang Qi said she was selfish?This word can come from anyone's mouth, but it can't come from Kang Qi's mouth!He is her last shore...

Even Jesse couldn't stand it anymore, and kept giving Kang Qi winks, telling him to stop talking.

But Kang Qi ignored her, he insisted on waking her up today!

"Yes! Selfish! These are the two words! You clearly know that Jesse and I hurt you as a family member. When you hurt, we hurt more than you! But, do you care about our pain? You just live In my own pain, I just thought about how Lu Xiangbei hurt you, but have you ever thought about us? When you were hurt, we also suffered the same injuries as you! But what about you? You don’t care about us at all. No? What you care about is only yourself! It's just your own feelings! It's just... Lu Xiangbei!" He reluctantly mentioned this sensitive name...

She was stunned, feeling aggrieved, how could she not care about Kang Qi and Jesse?She also treats them as relatives!Biting her lip, she whispered, "I care about you, of course I care..."

"If you care about us, show us how you are! You said it yourself. Uncle is gone. There are still many things waiting for you to do, but how are you going to do it? Think about what you can do every day when you go to the north thing?"

The name Lu Xiangbei will always be a shot in the arm. She will suddenly come back to life when she is on the verge of death. The light in her eyes gradually gathers, and her vitality and vitality are restored. Although this vitality is more of resentment, "Who misses him?" ? I don't want to think about him!"

"Okay!" Satisfied with her reaction, Kang Qi nodded and said, "You said you didn't want him, so let me ask you, if Uncle Tong's arrest had nothing to do with Lu Xiangbei, you would be living like this You said it yourself, no! So, Tong Yinian, the knot in your heart is actually Lu Xiangbei, not Uncle Tong! Are you selfish or something?"

"I..." Even though this is the case, she still doesn't want to admit it. She is obviously more sad because she killed her father. How could she miss Lu Xiangbei?She will never miss that bastard Lu Xiangbei!
"Speechless? Do you want to deny it? Okay! If you say you don't want Lu Xiangbei, prove it to me! The way to prove it is to live a wonderful life, live it for him, and live it for us every day." Look alone! Do you know how many things are waiting for you to do? Has the cemetery been selected? Has the burial master found it? How to carve the tombstone? Tong Yinian, who do you think will do these things for you? Do it? Only you can do it yourself! Get back to normal now, if you don't want Uncle Tong to die without a burial!" Shen Kangqi held her shoulders while talking to prevent her from slipping to the ground.

Jesse looked at Shen Kangqi, and sighed secretly, the so-called burial of tombstones in the cemetery, in fact, Kang Qi has already done all these things, saying this at this time is also to force children to read, sometimes, people have to rely on force, but, Poor Kang Qi's good intentions, I don't know if Tong Yinian will give him a chance to repay this hard work...

(End of this chapter)