One way to go north

Chapter 17 Don't Want Children 2
This is the second time she heard the name "Rujiao". The first time was shortly after they got married, once he was drunk and made love with her, and when the two went to the highest point together, the words from his mouth The name called out from the inside is "Rujiao"...

If it is said that they had a good time, then all the good things ended at that night.

Just like tonight, Tong Yinian pretended that he didn't hear anything and didn't know anything, but his heart was blocked by a stone.

Lu Xiangbei, since then, has never been the bright moonlight beside the lotus pond in her heart...

There were rustling sounds in the bedroom, Lu Xiangbei got up, Tong Yinian opened his eyes slightly, and peeked at the luminous clock on the wall, the pointer was exactly pointing to three o'clock in the morning.

Lu Xiangbei, who was wearing pure cotton home clothes, was standing by the window at this time, with the curtains wide open, he lit a cigarette, outside the window was the boundless night, and the window was full of moonlight.

He stood like this, straight, tall and straight, but lonely.

He seemed to like standing at the window like this, even on their wedding night, after the love, he stood like this for a long, long time...

Tong Yinian couldn't figure out what could be seen outside the window, besides the moonlight, what else?Maybe, what he sees is his world, a world that she will never be able to touch. There may be his Rujiao in that world, but there must be no her, she knows...

Zhang Ailing said that when you marry a red rose, the red one is the mosquito blood on the wall, while the white one is the moonlight in front of the bed.So, who is his bright moonlight?Worth his gaze?Rujiao?
A drop of tear trickled down the corner of her eye and sank into the pillow, leaving only a slight trace on her cheek.

She had never cried in front of Lu Xiangbei, never...

In front of him, she had always been as hard as a small rock, but only she knew that no hard rock could withstand the power of weathering. After the wind eroded, she was nothing but ashes and turned into powder...

She didn't know when she fell asleep. She only knew that when she woke up, Lu Xiangbei was sitting on the head of her bed. She had already changed into a clean shirt and trousers. The collar of the shirt was unbuttoned by two buttons, revealing the firm and white inside. chamber.

This kind of half-concealment only strengthened his strength, making him look more... Sexy, especially when he held a cigarette between his fingers and looked at her with complicated eyes, the sex... was so sexy her heart hurts...

Yes, heartache...

She hates that she feels this way. Pain means she cares. Does caring mean love?She doesn't want to think about this problem. If she thinks about it, it will hurt even more...

The ashtray is already full of cigarette butts, how much has he smoked?
Heart, once again a pain, involuntarily.

She frowned, "Pull out the cigarette! Don't deform your son!"

His face suddenly changed, and he extinguished the cigarette suddenly. A handsome face leaned in front of her, his eyes were flustered like never before, "What are you talking about? Are you pregnant?" Then he immediately vetoed, "Impossible!"

Yes!impossible!She can't be pregnant!
There was a sore pain in her heart, he was so careful every time, how could it be possible?
I couldn't help but smiled bitterly, "What's impossible? I don't have a physical problem, normal women can get pregnant! It's just... If you think it's impossible, there is only one possibility... The child is not yours!"

(End of this chapter)